To the people who messaged me and told me to be strong, the people who saw me write out things that didn’t really make much sense but understood anyway. To the people who’ve seen me on this website (because on here I’m pretty much the purest form of myself) and who don’t really know me in real life, and yet told me that I’m wonderful, that the way I felt is ok. To the people who said that if I needed someone to talk to they’d listen. To the people who told me it gets better.
Just thank you, honestly thank you so much, that was very kind of you.
I did end up self harming, which happens sometimes. But I did get one positive thing, I’m currently looking for actual, professional help. It might take a few days, but I need to find something, because I’ve realized I really can’t do this on my own. I need to learn better ways to cope with things and there’s things I need to let go of.
I can’t promise anything right now, except getting help and starting up again on fighting this off one step at a time.
But all you guys who’ve always continued to believe in me and support me when I really needed it, thank you.
