Jan 26, 2014
Time for bed for meeee!!! Love you all!!! <3 <3 <3
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Time for bed for meeee!!! Love you all!!! <3 <3 <3
I honestly do want to get better in myself and my health. Diabetes will soon be the death of me, I can feel it. But everything is stopping me, I can't do it by myself. I have a family that doesn't give a fuck about me. They have admitted to me many times they want me dead. My mum is threatening me if I don't do my insulin. I can't stand being in the house all the time and sleeping. I have no motivation because I'm always on a high. I have no friends, so I guess that concludes all. I seriously need a miracle right now.
Oops looks like I may have screwed it up for good this time. I hate myself for trying to speak my mind. And for getting so upset when people don't answer me and don't talk to me.
Ha so my mum just told me that my parents had another argument with my sister yesterday (it happens quite often cause she's 18 but has just moved out to live with a 34 year old who cheated on his wife who he has a kid with to be with my sister) and she basically ended up using ME as a reason to get at my dad, like, OH YOU HAVEN'T BEEN SUPPORTIVE OF KIRSTIN IN HER EATING DISORDER etc.
THAT really pisses me off. As if she's even TRIED to support me, she's been too busy with her amazing boyfriend. Atleast Dad tries, even though he doesn't really understand it which gives him a bit of a disadvantage in terms of support, he does try.
sometimes i forget if i’ve reblogged a photo already and it really annoys me