Summary ; When the police stop all research into your disappearance, closing the case and telling the world that you are dead, the Pogues make it their mission to avenge you.
Warning ; mention of kidnapping,slight mention of abuse (JJ's dad), mention of dead. [let me know if I forgot anything]
The atmosphere was heavy, thick with unspoken words. John B’s leg was bouncing, a clear sign of his anxiousness. Dread settled in his chest the moment he stepped into the police station. He was worried, knowing Shoupe wouldn’t like what he had to say. He had lied, hid really important evidence only so he could work on it himself. His action might have ruined everything for him, maybe even caused damage to the girl he loved.
Today he had to say the whole truth.
The room was white, only decorated with a table and two chairs. The two-way mirror was situated on the wall on the left, showing John B to whoever was behind it, staring. Shoupe walked in, holding a small folder with all the information about her disappearance. “John B.”
The sheriff took a seat, opening the folder and reading a few of the papers, papers he already read thousands of times, only to try and understand what happened. “I was told you wanted to show me something about (y/n) ?”
John B nodded, looking down. He felt his heartbeat increase, suddenly the fear of what he could learn today becoming stronger. The teenager let out a loud sigh, grabbing his phone. “I lied to you.” he stared at his screen, contemplating his next words.
“I…I received messages from her. It’s been a little while now.” Shoupe’s breath stopped, the words sinking in. He had lied. For months, Shoupe had worked hard to try and find who had kidnapped this girl, only to go and tell her family she had died. It was a lie. He lied to the whole city because he wasn’t good enough to go and find the person who did this.
He handed Shoupe the phone, the screen showing a conversation with ‘baby ❤’. The nickname twisted something in his gut. It used to mean something sweet, used to belong to her. It now was nobody, just some monster thinking it was fun to play with him and the pogues, doing god knows what to his lover. Shoupe read everything, from the first ‘Hi John B’ to the last demand of money.
Another sigh left the older, his hand found his temple, rubbing it softly. He now knew what was going out, what happened to John B and his friends those last months. He had to react, to do something. But the teenager was there, looking so helpless and tired. His eyes were holding something, sadness, fear. It all clicked in his mind, just like that time he cried during the last questioning.
John B wasn’t a suspect, he was just a child.
He was overwhelmed with everything going on around him, the disappearance of his girlfriend, the thought she was dead and that he could never see her again. For the last few months, the boy lived hell and Shoupe accused him of being the responsible. To the point he was freaked out to ever talk to him. It felt like he had failed.
Shoupe got up, walked to John B and without a second thought, hugged him. He held him close, guilty about how bad everything went. “I’m sorry I put you through that.", Shoupe whispered. " I’m sorry I didn’t hear you sooner.”
His eyes widened, staring ahead. He didn’t hug back, just stayed there, shocked. The last thing he expected was Shoupe to do that. Oh, JJ would never believe it, he thought. And it was only a few minutes later that Shoupe let go of him, sitting back down. His expression had softened, for once looking at John B like he was a kid and not a criminal.
“Tell me everything you know.”
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John B would remember that day for a long time. He never expected to break down in Shoupe’s arms, the man who tried to arrest him. The empathy he showed today was so unexpected he thought for a moment that all of it was a dream. Oh, if everything was just a bad dream.
He stepped into the Chateau, hoping to be alone. His eyes were still red from crying, his hands still shaking from stress. And the confusion was still visible on his face, the one caused by Shoupe’s sudden hug. He sighed when he spotted no light on, a sigh of relief. He was quick to find refuge in his bed, to the left side of the bed.
When the two of you started dating, you whined to get this side. John B could still remember the look on your soft face, the small pout as you numbered your reasons. “Next to the wall so I don’t get kidnapped at night,” was one you used to joke about. What a funny joke.
His eyes closed before the door of his bedroom opened. In other circumstances he would have thought it was his girl, going here to get cuddles and steal the blanket. But he knew it was just JJ escaping his house. “Everything’s okay, man ?’’
His brown eyes met JJ’s blue ones, the shared pain needing no explanation. “Would it be weird if I laid down in bed with you ?” and John B nodded, because yes, two seventeen year old best friends sleeping together was weird in his eyes. Because it was JJ. But he did anyway, lying down on the right side. His back was against the mattress, head propped on his hand. “Don’t care.”
And a soft silence set in, the only sound being heard was their breathing. John B was grateful for JJ. Even if he never said it, the boy had been by his side when his dad died in sea, arm around his shoulder with a peaceful silence while John B was crying as much as needed. And as if on cue, he had done the exact same thing when it was (y/n) turned to disappear. The boy knew JJ would do it again if needed, because that was how he was. Loyal.
JJ was grateful for John B. When his life at home was rough, marked by his father drinking and then hitting him, John B always welcomed him home, no asking any questions. And if it was too much for him, the boy would let him cry in his arms, comforting the teenager on the rare times he was showing himself vulnerable.
The both of them were grateful for you. Every time those things happened, you were there. You hugged John B every night after his dad’s death, making sure to make him laugh as loudly as possible. And each time, you were there to tend JJ’s injuries, putting silly cartoon bandages on his arms or legs if needed. But now you weren’t there, so they had to take care of each other.
And when you come back, probably traumatized by whatever happened to you, they will be there just like you were before.
Notes ; lot of writing, not a lot of images. Just felt better that way, especially considering how bad I am with Canva.
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