Can you write a smut about Rafe and reader are in an arranged marriage. How will their sex life be? Can you make up a story where they do it intensely?
notes. i def donât think you wanted a fanfic that was this long, but i saw so much potential in this idea i just couldnât help myself to write this for you. this took me days to do, so enjoy! this is for all of my lovers who love backstory & character development. i tried my best! this is so long but so cute and worth it (in my opinion)
content warnings. âžâž fem reader, arranged marriage, fluff, arguing, tad angst, cussing, so much backstory, no proof read, cuddling, slow burn, make up sex, tender mornings, rough sex, hair pulling, love making, rafe spitting in readerâs mouth, degrading, praising, showering together, wife!reader, husband!rafe, ass slapping/spanking, backshots, choking, slight wording of cnc(?), some intimate scenes, brat taming, edging
ward wants his son to have a good girl. heâs told rafe the standards he should look for, not a drug addict, someone sweet, someone good to him. simple enough, but rafe never followed through. he went for party girls who had no direction in life, fucked girls for drugs, and messed around with ones whoâd been passed around so much theyâd probably had every std in the book.
then you came along.
ward was immediately interested. heâd spoken to you before, when you were planting flowers in homemade vases along your front yard fence. you had this soft, sweet charm heâd never seen in any of the girls rafe usually brought around.
you didnât expose yourself in everyday clothes, you spoke like you didnât even know curse words existed, and you carried yourself with a modesty that felt rare. you were perfect for the cameron image. the kind of girl who could clean up rafeâs mess of addictions and reckless behavior.
when the wedding came, rafe had no real say. you were beautiful, sure, but he wasnât ready to let go of his old life. so on your wedding night, after you were officially married, he didnât say much. he was still adjusting.
you found him in the bathroom, a towel wrapped low around his waist while he brushed his teeth. you poked gently at his side. âhi,â you said, meeting his eyes in the mirror.
he glanced down at the spot youâd poked, then looked at you. toothbrush still in his mouth. ââŠhello.â you smiled, a playful little pout forming on your lips. âthatâs all i get?â
he stayed quiet for a second, eyes now fully on you. âwhat am i supposed to say?â he asked and you shrugged. âi donât know⊠we just got married!â excitement colored your voice. âyeah,â he replied dryly, spitting into the sink. âtrust me, iâm aware.â he adds.
your smile faltered, and you swallowed. rafe sighed, rubbing a hand over his face. âlook, iâm not trying to be a dick. this whole thing is just⊠a lot.â he explained. you nodded, looking up at him. âis there anything i can do to help you relieve some stress?â your brows furrowed in genuine concern. âanything you need?â you ask.
he stared at you for a long moment. âa drink,â he said flatly. you frowned. âi donât think thatâs what you need,â you replied softly. his eyebrow lifted. âyouâve been my wife for three hours and youâre already arguing with me?â he asked, sarcasm thick in his tone.
you didnât answer. instead, you gave a small, quiet nod and walked out of the bathroom.
the whole adjustment process to rafe was strange. one day, you were receiving nothing but attitude and toxicity, and the next, little moments of kindness that caught you off guard.
coming from a family who handled their feelings by sitting down and talking things out didnât exactly prepare you for someone like rafe. he thought he knew everything, and even when he knew he was wrong, getting an apology out of him was like pulling teeth.
he wasnât even close to what you imagined in a husband before his father came talking to you. you wanted someone sweet, mature, someone who didnât treat every disagreement like a battle. someone who could tell you what was wrong instead of making you figure it out yourself.
just like the first night of your honeymoon, he was still angry. still angry at his father for putting him in this situation, for making choices for him like he was a kid. it was around two in the morning, and he was sitting out in the living room of the hotel ward had paid for in another country.
every now and then his voice would rise, frustration bleeding into every word as he talked on the phone about how he was sick of everyone deciding his life for him. his voice carried all the way down the hall to the bedroom, and you sat there on the bed with your hair in a messy bun, listening to every word.
when he kept going, something in you finally gave out. quietly, you got up and headed to the closet, pulling your suitcase onto the floor and beginning to pack the clothes youâd brought with you.
when rafe heard the movement, he ended the call and walked into the room, stopping when he saw you calmly folding your things into the suitcase.
âwhat are you doing?â he asked, but he could obviously see what you were doing. you didnât look up instead just continued. âpacking.â you reply. rafe stared at the suitcase for a second. âi can see that.â he said and you folded another shirt. âthen whyâd you ask?â you interviewed, and he went quiet. his jaw tightened, like he was holding back a groan. âwhere are you going?â he asked, looking at everything about you.
your hair, clothes, skin. âhome.â you stated, dryly. the answer came so easily that it caught him off guard. âwhat?â he said. âyouâve spent the whole trip talking about how much you donât want this. i figured iâd make it easier for you.â you replied.
âthatâs notââ he started and you scoffed. ânot what?â you cut him off, as you looked at him. âi heard you, rafe.â you mention and you got nothing but silence.
he then shifted his weight. âyouâre seriously packing because i was pissed off?â he asked and you let out a small laugh mid sentence. âbecause you were pissed off? no.â you correct, another shirt landed in the suitcase.
âbecause youâve made it very clear you donât want me here.â you said and it was visible that something uncomfortable settled in his chest, that wasnât what heâd been trying to say. at least, not anymore. âstop.â he demanded.
you ignored him, adjusting your shirt on your shoulder. âi said stop.â he repeated. âwhy?â you ask, looking up to meet his gaze. the question hit him harder than he expected, because he didnât have a good answer at all to give you, because a couple days ago he wouldâve gladly watched you walk away, but because now that you were actually doing it, he couldnât stand the sight of it.
âjustâŠâ he rubbed a hand over his face. âstop packing for five seconds.â he told you, approaching slowly as if you were an angry animal that would pounce any moment. you scoff as if he had asked you something insane, the audacity he had making you began to get angry.
âno rafe!â you say, looking at him, your volume catching him off guard. âyou donât like me, so iâm leaving. simple. i donât need your permission.â you stated, keeping eye contact with him. his face went cold, staring at you. âiâm not stupid, nor am i gonna waste my time! iâm leaving.â you yelled, and he didnât even react. but he did scoff when you told him you were leaving.
because he knew you werenât, you can pack all the shit you want but he knew in his head, you werenât leaving him. not him.
âyouâre not leaving.â he stated, and you looked up at him and laughed. âwatch me.â you told him, moving to the nightstand and getting your phone charger out and makeup. âiâm serious.â he told you, standing still while watching you, his tone spoke for itself. âso am i.â you flash a fake smile before rolling your eyes, putting your charger in your pocket and makeup in the suitcase. âyouâre my wife.â he stated.
âa wife you donât even want!â you correct. âi didnât say that.â he responds, and you looked at him as if he wasnât crazy. âyeah rightâ you say, rolling your eyes with attitude. his expression darkened, anger lingering in his eyes. âquit putting words in my mouth.â he demanded and you turned to him fully, crossing your arms.
âthen tell me iâm wrong, rafe.â
and he couldnât, he just sat there looking fucking stupid. âthatâs what i thought.â you said quietly now, nodding in acknowledgement and you continued packing.
for the rest of the night, he left you alone. at least, mostly. after another pointless argument, he stormed back into the living room and dropped onto the couch, rubbing a hand over his face. every few minutes heâd hear another zipper, another drawer opening, another reminder that you were actually packing. it got under his skin more than he wanted to admit. twice he got up and walked toward the bedroom, only to turn around before he reached the door.
by three in the morning, he was still sitting awake on the couch, staring at nothing and listening to the sounds coming from the bedroom. he fucked hated hearing the suitcaseâs wheels rolling on the floor, and the zippers bit at his patience.
he drifted off on the couch, and by the time he woke up, he heard the sound of the suitcase wheels. at first, he didnât react, then he looked up to see the bags, all of them. his stomach dropped. âwhat are you doing?â he asked, but you didnât answer. you just kept walking toward the door.
âhey.â he said, louder. but he still got nothing. âseriously, where the hell are you going?â he asked while you reached for the handle. âhome.â you finally answered. rafe stood up so fast the coffee table rattled. âyouâre actually leaving?â he questioned. you laughed, but there wasnât any humor in it. âwhat did you think i was doing all night?â you asked.
his jaw tightened, he didnât have an answer, because he didnât want to come to speak out loud about this view and also truthfully heâd thought youâd calm down, heâd thought youâd unpack, heâd thought youâd stay.
âso thatâs it?â he asked, and you looked at him. âwhat do you want me to do, rafe?â you asked. he hates that questions like that, because when heâs asked questions like that, most of the time he doesnât want to answer⊠and also because for the first time since the wedding, he knew exactly what he didnât want. he didnât want you walking out that door.
âdonât go.â he told you. the words came out rough, almost angry, like they had been dragged out of him. âdonât go.â he repeated and you stared at him, your hand still wrapped around the suitcase handle as you searched his face for something real, something that would make any of this make sense.
âgive me one reason.â rafe looked away immediately, like he couldnât stand being pinned down by the question. âi donât need a reason.â he defends. âyes, you do.â you follow up quickly. âno, i donât.â he said. you slowly let go of the suitcase handle and shook your head.
âthatâs funny.â his eyes narrowed. âwhat?â he asked. âbecause every time you want something from me, thereâs supposed to be a reason. every time you expect me to understand you, forgive you, follow along with whatever you decide, thereâs always some explanation iâm supposed to accept. but now suddenly you want me to stay and iâm just supposed to do it because you said so?â you ask, staring at him.
âwhat are you talking about?â he asked. âyou want me to stay? okay. why?â you question, letting your hands drop to your sides. âbecause i said so.â he told you. you let out a laugh that held no amusement whatsoever. âthatâs not an answer.â you say. his jaw clenched hard enough that you could see the muscle jump.
âcan you stop doing that?â he requested. âdoing what?â you ask. âturning everything into an interrogation.â he explained and you rolled your eyes. âiâm not interrogating you, rafe. iâm asking a simple question.â you gestured toward the suitcases sitting by the door, packed and ready to go. âyouâve spent this entire trip acting like iâm a burden, like my presence is something you have to tolerate instead of something you actually want.â you stated. âthatâs not true.â he continued after you quickly.
âreally?â you ask. he went quiet, and that silence told you more than any argument ever could. you nodded slowly. âthatâs what i thought.â you repeat again tonight. âi never said you were a burden.â he corrected. âyou didnât have to. you made it obvious enough without saying the words.â you said, flashing a fake comforted smile.
âfor fuckâs sakeââ he groans. âsee?â you interrupted him abruptly. âthere you go again.â his hands flew up in frustration. âwhat do you want me to say?â âthe truth.â you yell. âi am telling the truth.â he yelled back. âno, youâre not.â the room fell silent after that, the tension stretching between you until it felt impossible to breathe around it. you took a step closer, refusing to look away from him this time.
âif you want me to stay, tell me why.â rafe looked frustrated enough to punch a wall, his entire body rigid with the effort of holding something back. âbecause.â he said dryly. âbecause why?â you ask. âi donât know.â he swallowed.
âthatâs a lie.â his eyes snapped to yours instantly. âyou think you know everything, huh?â he questioned bitterly. âno. i think youâre scared to say it.â you mention and his expression hardened. âsay what?â he asked. âthat maybe you donât hate me as much as you wanted to.â for a moment neither of you moved. neither of you spoke. the words hung heavily in the air between you.
âi never said i hated you.â he corrected. this time his voice was quieter, stripped of some of its usual anger. you swallowed hard. âthen stop acting like iâm impossible to keep around.â rafe looked down at the floor, staring at it for several long seconds before finally lifting his gaze back to yours.
when he spoke again, there was something different in his expression, something tired and honest and completely unguarded. âi got used to you being here, okay?â it wasnât a grand confession. it wasnât romantic or dramatic or anything close to the kind of speech people gave in movies. but somehow that made it feel more real.
it was probably the most honest thing heâd said since the wedding, and you could tell how much it cost him to admit it. âand?â you asked softly. he rubbed a hand over his face and let out a slow breath. âand i donât want you to leave.â he said, finally.
you stare at him. âkeep that attitude up, and iâll stay.â you tell him, opening the door. âyou have my number, prove you donât want me to leave, rafe.â you continue and he rubbed his face, he was livid.
his eyebrows furrowed. âwhat?â he asked, looking back at you as you open the door wider. âyou heard me.â you said. for a second, he just stared. then his expression hardened. âthatâs bullshit.â he said, aggressively. âis it?â you respond, sarcastically. âyeah, it is.â he said. âwhy?â you questioned.
âbecause youâre putting me in some stupid test.â he responded and you sigh. âno, rafe. iâm leaving.â you stated, and the words hit harder than he expected, so hard that he shifted his weight and his voice was quieter. âthen leave.â he said, gesturing toward the door with his hand before letting it drop back down to his leg.
you simply nodded. âokay.â
he didnât say anything to you after that, you bought a plane ticket back home and you arrived home some time later. you didnât receive any calls from him when you were boarding the plane and the time prior, but when you got on the plane he started to text you, and call you.
you decided to make him wait, so you turned your phone off. when getting home, the scent of your favorite candle still lingered. the sunlight pouring through your glass french doors stretched across the hallway that you passed from the front door. it was so beautiful, and so much calmer than hanging out with your new husband.
you let your hair down from the bun, your hair touching your skin as you swayed your hips to the kitchen. you made yourself some food, the calm morning still having a warm embrace on you. you sighed, your chest becoming more comfortable and not tight and stressed out.
once you finished making your food and eating it, you headed upstairs. when you reached the second floor, you stripped out of your pants and took your shirt off just for preparation for bed. your bed was calling you, so you made it easier for you.
you opened your door, tossing the clothes to your floor, and you looked at your bed, suddenly realizing rafe sitting there.
âjesus!â you yelled, rushing to cover yourself with the door and peeking your head out to look at him. âwould you stop yelling?â he asked, rolling his eyes. âyouâre in my house rafe.â you defended, before squinting your eyes at him. âwhy are you here?â you asked.
âyou turned your phone off, what the hell was i supposed to do?â he asked, looking at you. âoh, i donât know, maybe tell me if youâre on the way?â you offered, and rafe scoffed. âright, because you were doing such a great job answering your phone.â he replied, getting up from the bed and you stared at him.
âthatâs not the point.â you stated. âit is the point.â he shot back. âno, rafe, the point is i came home and found a man sitting in my bedroom.â you said to him. âyour husband.â he corrected.
âdonât do that.â you scoffed. âdo what?â he asked. âuse that whenever itâs convenient for you.â you replied and his jaw tightened. âi called you.â he admitted. âand i didnât answer.â you replied. âyeah, i noticed.â he replied, walking toward the door. âthat doesnât mean you get to break into my house.â you mentioned.
âi didnât break in.â he said, lifting a brow. you then folded your arms. his hand went to the door, opening it fully to look at you.
âthen how did you get in?â you asked and he went quiet for a second. âyour spare key.â he admitted. ârafe.â you started. âwhat?â he asked. âthatâs creepyâŠhow the fuck did you even get a spare?â you asked, brows furrowed now. âyou getting on a plane and disappearing was crazy.â he mentioned, ignoring your question.
âi told you i was leaving.â you replied. âand i told you not to.â he continued. you rolled your eyes dramatically and pushed past him. âyou win.â you said as you rubbed your face with a soft sigh. âiâm so done arguing with you.â you said.
rafe didnât have a comeback. it was like he didnât even want to say anything to end the conversation. he wanted you to stay, to talk to him, but you walked past him and sat on the edge of the bed.
âseriously. iâm tired.â you assured and watched as he watched you pull the blankets back.
âthatâs it?â he asked.
you looked over your shoulder. âwhat else is there to say?â you asked. he opened his mouth, then closed it again. there was that fucking question again. you sighed.
âif you really came all the way here just to sit in my bedroom and be angry, you can sleep here if you want.â you said. rafe stared at you. âmaybe argue with me in my sleep.â you laughed softly, but he didnât laugh. he rolled his eyes.
âthatâs not why i came.â he said.
âokay.â you replied softly, providing him a soft and gentle out to this argument. but the fact that you didnât argue made the situation worse to him. the way you just simply laid down and turned away from him made the room fall quiet.
âyouâre just gonna go to sleep?â he asked.
you let out a tired laugh. âwhat do you want from me, rafe?â you asked once more and he didnât answer. because that was the problem, he wasnât entirely sure. he was never sure when that question came out.
all he knew was that seeing you leave had felt wrong, and now that heâd found you again, the fight suddenly seemed a lot less important than it had a few hours ago.
after a long moment, he looked away. âmove over.â he said roughly. you raised an eyebrow. âthought youâd never ask.â you said, moving over. âdonât make it weird.â he muttered, laying down next to you.
âyouâre sitting in my room.â you said, turning to look at him. âour room.â he corrected, and to that admission, he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close. the most physical touch heâs given you is from you giving up on an argument. you laughed at that thought. he was impossible, and so annoying.
you woke up gently, you could hear the sound of his phone faintly. you stretched lightly on the bed, getting up and sitting on your knees on the bed, hair falling loose as you finally looked at him properly.
he glanced up from his phone, his eyes meeting yours. âwhat time is it?â you ask. âthree.â he responded and your eyes widened a little. âi should probably get up and make us lunch.â you said, as you shifted forward on your knees, then leaned toward him like it was the most normal thing in the world.
he stiffened slightly, not pulling away, just surprised by the sudden closeness after everything. but you came from a family of affection, of tender love. so a kiss after you wake up was mandatory. you brushed a soft kiss along his jaw, then another near his neck. his hand paused mid scroll on his phone.
âdo you want that? or do you want delivery?â you asked, your eyes meeting his again. he stared at you for a second, confused if he should be upset or happy youâre acting this way. ââŠwhy are you acting like yesterday didnât happen?â he asked, you hummed softly, still close. âdid it change what you want to eat?â you ask, and that caught him off guard.
his jaw tightened like he was trying not to react too much. âthatâs not the point.â he commented. you smiled a little, backing up from him. âokay. then whatâs the point?â you asked, he didnât answer immediately. because the truth was, he didnât know how to respond to you being soft with him again after everything.
he set his phone down. âi donât know whatâs going on with you.â he stated. âiâm just being nice, rafe.â you respond and he let out a short breath. âyeah. thatâs the problem.â he said. you pushed your lips into a thin line, running your hand through his hair as you get up. âso, you want me to make it?â you ask.
he looked at you for a second longer than necessary. âi didnât say that.â he said, you sigh and you tilted your head slightly. âyou didnât say anything.â you stated. that got a reaction out of him, but just a faint shift in his expression. ââŠjust donât burn anything.â he said. you smiled, getting up from the bed and already moving toward the door. âthatâs not an answer.â you said.
he exhaled through his nose, setting his phone down on the bed. âyeah, fine. make it.â he said, a pause settling between you two. then, he spoke up quietly. âiâm not trying to fight with you.â he said, his tone unrecognizable because of how sweet it was. you glanced back at him. he wasnât looking at you anymore, instead looking at the bed. âi know.â you gently responded.
you finally leave the room, making your way down to the stairs, the cold air biting at your skin, your eyes looking out your glass french doors and seeing ward and some random guy. you pause, looking down at your body that only had a bra and panties on.
you go back upstairs calmly, luckily they hadnât seen you, despite your french doors being so open to the house. you go to your walk in closet, putting your hair up before putting on a top and shorts, and making your way to the bedroom to rafe. âuh. your dad is outside with some guy.â you told rafe, rafe lifted a brow.
âwhat guy?â he asked. you shook your head slightly, shrugging. âi donât know. i just saw them through the glass doors.â you responded. his expression changed immediately, it was subtle, but sharp. ward seemed like he was a trigger for him, judging by how tense he got.
he sat up a little straighter. âhe didnât call.â he mentions. âdoes he ever?â you jokingly respond but that made his jaw tighten. rafe pushed himself off the bed. âyeah, okay.â he mumbled to himself. he grabbed his phone off the nightstand, already unlocking it. âheâs probably trying to turn this into some kind of meeting.â he mumbled to himself once more.
it seemed like he was trying to calm himself down, by his own voice and words while you watched him. âyou want me to go downstairs?â you ask. he glanced at you for half a second. âno.â he said firmly. then, he swallowed. âjust⊠stay here.â he added, his tone less strict.
there was a pause before he added, quieter, like it slipped out without thinking. âiâll handle it.â he assured you, before brushing past you. you bite your cheek and sit on the bed, holding your face.
you spent a couple minutes up there, hearing quiet voices that stretched upstairs, you couldnât hear them completely but rafe was mad about something. then you hear rafe coming back upstairs, when he found you, he didnât say much.
âmy dadâs downstairs.â he started, and you looked up. âyeah, i know.â you responded back and he hesitated. he shifts his weight. âhe wants you down there.â he told you and your brows furrow in confusion. âwhy?â you question. rafe exhaled through his nose.
âjust come on.â he told you, you studied him for a second, then followed. the moment you walked into the dining room, you felt it. too many chairs, it was too formal just for a quick chit chat. ward sitting like he owned the air itself, and someone else. a woman you didnât know.
rafe stopped behind you. âwhat is this?â he asked, and ward gestured lightly. âsit down.â ward said but rafe didnât move. âno. what is this.â he asked once again. a pause settled, and then ward leaned forward slightly.
âthis is a marriage counselor.â rafeâs expression went completely still. ââŠyou brought a therapist.â rafe started, glaring at ward. âfor you and your wife.â ward explained, staring at rafe. rafe let out a short, disbelieving laugh.
âwithout telling me?â rafe asked. wardâs voice stayed calm. âyou werenât going to agree if i asked.â he explained. rafe looked at him for a long moment, then glanced at you, then back at ward.
the anger he was feeling wasnât loud it was controlled, and dangerous underneath.
âyou donât get to manage my marriage like a business deal.â rafe stated and ward didnât flinch. âthen start acting like it isnât one.â ward clapped back.
rafe stood, arms stiff at his sides as ward looked up from his seat. ward didnât look at him, his eyes went straight to you. a soft smile settled on his face. âhi sweetheart.â he coos. you blinked, a little surprised but you smiled back automatically.
âhi.â you reply, giving him a soft wave. wardâs tone warmed just slightly. âhow are you doing?â he asked, you hesitated for half a second, then answered honestly, still polite. âiâm okay⊠a little confused.â you say.
âunderstandable,â he said smoothly. âthis is a lot for you.â he gently said. rafeâs jaw tightened behind you. ward gestured toward the empty chair. âwhy donât you sit down, sweetheart.â he offered. you glanced back at rafe briefly, then sat.
rafe didnât move, which made ward finally look at him now. âyou too, rafe.â
rafe let out a short breath through his nose. âno.â he said firmly but wardâs expression didnât change. âsit.â he commanded, silence stretched then rafe slowly pulled out the chair and sat, but his posture stayed rigid. ward folded his hands. âi wanted to talk to both of you properly.â
rafe cut in immediately. âyou couldâve told me what this was.â he said. ward tilted his head slightly. âyou wouldnât have come.â ward stated. rafe scoffed. âyeah. because itâs insane.â ward ignored that, eyes shifting back to you.
âi just want to make sure youâre settling in alright, sweetheart.â he explained to you, which you nodded softly. âi think i am⊠itâs just been a lot of change.â you describe with a smile. âof course it has,â ward said gently. âyouâve been very patient with everything.â he compliments, rafe looked between you two, disbelief flickering across his face. because he knew that tone.
it wasnât real warmth, it was strategy. and seeing it directed at you made it worse for him, his anger started to boil even more than before.
then counselor offered a polite smile.
âthank you both for sitting down with me today. i know this probably wasnât how either of you expected to spend your afternoon.â she said. âyou got that right,â rafe muttered.
ward shot him a look but the counselor ignored it. âwhy donât we start with something simple? how has married life been so far?â she asked, her eyes on you. you smiled politely. âitâs been an adjustment.â you answer. âthatâs a very mature answer.â she complimented and you smiled once again. âthank you.â
âand for you, rafe?â she asked, writing down something before looking up at him. he leaned back in his chair. âitâs been great.â the deadpan answer made the counselor pause. âgreat?â she echoes. âyeah. fantastic.â he repeated. you closed your eyes briefly. ârafe.â you said.
âwhat?â he asked.
the counselor offered a patient smile. âiâm assuming thatâs sarcasm.â she replied. âgood catch.â he stated, ward rubbed his forehead. you could practically feel the tension radiating off rafe. the counselor tried again. âwhat has been the most difficult part?â she asked. âmy father arranging the whole thing.â he said flatly.
ârafe.â you repeat, looking at him. âwhat? she asked.â he said. the woman nodded. âthatâs a fair answer.â she said. rafe looked surprised for a second. âit is?â he asked and she nodded. âyes.â
his expression softened slightly. âoh.â he murmurs. you glanced at him and the counselor smiled. âyouâre allowed to be frustrated. i think what weâre trying to figure out is what comes after that frustration.â she explains, and rafe looked away.
for a moment, nobody spoke and under the table, you carefully reached for his hand. his fingers immediately tensed, you honestly expected him to pull away, but he didnât. instead, he glanced at you. you rubbed your thumb across the back of his hand once, just once.
a silent reminder that he wasnât alone in this conversation. so, when the counselor spoke again, his answer came out less sharp. âi donât know.â he said. the room went quiet.
âthatâs okay,â she said gently. âyou donât have to know everything right now.â she continued. rafe looked down at the table, then at your hand still holding his. âiâm just trying to figure it out.â he said, being the most honest heâs been with her since sitting down. she wasnât getting that confession again, and the woman could tell.
after ward and the woman left, rafe had been distant. quieter than usual. he wasnât giving you the cold shoulder exactly, but the warmth from the night before had cooled. he kept himself busy, answers short, eyes avoiding prolonged contact. like he was rethinking everything that had been dragged out in front of that stranger.
you hated the shift. so later in the day, when the house felt too heavy with silence, you stood in the doorway of the bedroom and said softly, ârafe⊠come take a shower with me.â he looked up from where he was sitting on the edge of the bed, jaw tight. for a second you thought he might say no. his pride was still stinging.
âiâm fine,â he muttered, even though he clearly wasnât. you didnât push hard. you just tilted your head, voice gentle. âyou donât have to talk. i just⊠want you close. please?â you plead softly.
one thing your mother taught you was intimacy was something every couple needed, especially after such an intense experience for him.
that last word always did something to him. he stared at you for a long moment, then exhaled through his nose and stood up without another word. he followed you into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him a little harder than necessary.
once the water was running hot and steam started filling the space, he undressed slowly, still not looking at you much. but when you stepped under the spray and held your hand out to him, he took it. he let you pull him in.
the moment the water hit his shoulders, some of the tension in his back eased. you didnât force conversation. you just washed his hair, fingers gentle against his scalp, and he eventually leaned into your touch. his arms came around your waist after a while, forehead resting against your shoulder as the water ran over both of you.
he didnât say much, but the way he held you tighter than usual told you everything. the distance was still there, but it was cracking. this was his version of letting you back in, quiet, physical, a little grumpy, but present.
he wasnât sure why he was doing this, but it definitely was not because he suddenly loved vulnerability, but because you asked, and deep down he needed the closeness more than he wanted to admit.
standing under the warm spray, you leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to his cheek, your lips lingering for a second against his damp skin. âwhat do you need, rafe?â you asked gently, pulling back just enough to meet his eyes. he stayed quiet at first, water running down his shoulders, then his voice came low and rough. âi just need you.â he said.
the words settled between you like something heavy and honest. you didnât push for more. instead you stayed close, letting the shower run over both of you for a couple of minutes in comfortable silence. his arms stayed wrapped around your waist, your bodies pressed together under the steady stream, the tension in him slowly easing.
after a while you pulled back slightly and brushed wet strands of hair from his face. âgo ahead and get out, okay? go lay down. iâll make you some dinner and then we can watch tv.â he suggest. he nodded, agreeing without argument for once. as he stepped toward the edge of the shower, he paused, cupped your face with one hand, and leaned in. his lips met yours in a soft, simple peck, your first kiss.
you blinked, a little shocked, warmth blooming across your cheeks as he pulled away. he didnât say anything else, just gave you a small look before stepping out and grabbing a towel.
you stayed under the water a moment longer, washing your hair with slow fingers. your mind kept drifting back to that kiss, the unexpected gentleness of it, the way it felt both new and familiar at the same time. a quiet smile tugged at your lips while the steam swirled around you.
when you got out the shower, you quickly got dressed and headed out to your bedroom, giving rafe a soft glance while making your way to the stairs. you get downstairs, and search your freezer for any type of food you had.
you didnât want to give him something fancy to overwhelm him, just somethinâ easy so he wouldnât have to wait for a good while.
when you finally came back upstairs, balancing two plates in your hands, the television was still playing quietly in the background. rafe hadnât moved much. he was stretched across the bed, one arm behind his head, staring at the screen without really watching it.
his eyes shifted toward you when you entered. âfood.â you calmly said as you held up the plate. that got a small reaction. he sat up slowly as you placed the plate on his lap.
a burger and fries. nothin fancy. just something warm, maybe familiar. it was something filling, something easy.
rafe looked down at it, then up at you. âyou made this?â he asked, you smiled. âobviously.â you respond. âyou didnât have to.â he mutters. you shrugged. âi wanted to.â you whisper to him, for a moment, he just stared at the food, then he picked up a fry.
âthanks.â he said, the words were quiet, almost awkward coming from him, but they were genuine.
that was good enough for you, so you smiled. âyouâre welcome.â you said, he nodded once and looked back down at his plate, still very quiet. still thinking about whatever had been running through his head all afternoon.
but not quite as distant as before.
before you could get comfortable, rafe looked at you once again. your eyes met and he grabbed your plate and his, moving them to the nightstand. he pulled you to him as he kissed you, slow and deep, like he had been holding back for hours.
the tv hummed softly in the background, some show neither of you were really watching anymore. you melted into the kiss, your hands sliding up his chest as his fingers threaded gently through your hair. the makeout grew heavier, more intimate.
tongues brushing, breaths mixing, his grip on your waist tightening just enough to keep you close. he was surprisingly gentle at first, savoring every second, every little sound you made.
his hands moved carefully, sliding under your shirt and lifting it slowly over your head. you did the same with his, palms exploring the warm skin of his chest and shoulders. clothes came off piece by piece between kisses; your shorts, his sweatpants, until there was nothing between you.
he laid you back against the pillows, hovering over you, eyes dark but soft as he took you in fully. his gaze traced every inch of your body like he was memorizing it.
âyouâre so beautiful,â he murmured against your neck, voice low and rough. he kissed down your collarbone, taking his time, hands gentle as they roamed your sides and thighs.
when he finally settled between your legs, he moved with a patience you didnât expect from him, slow, deep thrusts, letting you feel every moment. your jaw dropped softly, his size stretching you. his forehead pressed to yours, breaths shared, bodies moving together in a steady rhythm that felt both intense and tender.
he stayed gentle through it all at the start, hands cradling your face, lips brushing yours between gasps, completely focused on you. the earlier distance had cracked wide open, replaced by something warmer, more vulnerable, as the two of you lost yourselves in each other.
rafe kept going, his pace deepening as he pressed more of his weight down onto you through his hips. each thrust hit harder now, the pressure intense and overwhelming in the best way, his body pinning you firmly into the mattress.
he buried his face in your neck, kissing and sucking along your skin, lips hot and relentless as he marked you with every breath.
you lost your breath beneath him, gasping softly with every heavy stroke. his cock felt so thick and deep inside you, filling you completely. your legs stayed spread wide for him, trembling and quivering as he fucked straight into your g-spot over and over again. the sensation was almost too much, heavy delicious pleasure that made your toes curl and your thighs shake.
your hands flew up, gripping tightly onto the bed frame above your head for some kind of anchor while he drove into you. rafe didnât ease up. he stayed right there, heavy and relentless, hips rolling with purpose, grinding against you on every thrust. his mouth never left your neck, kissing, licking, biting gently as low groans rumbled from his chest.
the weight of him, the way he fucked you so deep and steady, had you breathless and dizzy, completely lost in the feeling of him. his cock felt impossibly heavy inside you, stretching and rubbing every sensitive spot until your whole body was trembling beneath him.
his hips pressing all his weight down with every thrust, driving his cock right into that perfect spot inside you. the pressure was overwhelming, his thick length stretching and rubbing you so good you could barely think. your legs shook violently around him, still spread wide as your body tightened more and more.
ârafeââ you gasped, breath coming out in short, desperate pants. the pleasure built impossibly high until it crashed over you. you came hard around his cock, walls clenching and pulsing as waves of heat flooded through you. your mouth fell open, panting desperately for air because his cock felt so fucking good, pushing you through every throbbing second of your orgasm.
âthatâs it, baby,â rafe murmured against your neck, voice low and rough with praise. he kept moving through it, slower but still deep, grinding against you. âyouâre doing so good for me. fuck, cum on my cock just like that⊠let me feel you.â he rambled.
your hands stayed gripping the bed frame, body trembling as you rode it out. he kissed along your jaw and neck, then pulled back just enough to look at you, eyes dark and intense.
âiâm sorry for being mean to you,â he whispered, still buried inside you, voice thick with emotion. âi donât want you to go. i want you to stay⊠with me.â he said to you. he kept praising you softly between kisses, hips still rocking gently as you came down, breathless and warm beneath him.
you came hard all over his dick, your slick warmth coating every inch of him, dripping down his length with every thrust. your walls fluttered and squeezed around him so tightly, soaking him completely as your body shook beneath his weight.
âfuck, just like that,â he groaned, voice breaking with pleasure. his hips stuttered, losing their rhythm as he buried himself as deep as he could go. he came hard inside you, thick ropes of cum spilling deep into your pussy, filling you up with every heavy pulse.
you felt every twitch, every warm spurt as he emptied himself completely, his cock throbbing against your sensitive walls while he pressed his hips flush against yours, making sure you took every drop.
his breath was ragged against your neck, body heavy and trembling as he stayed buried inside you, both of you panting and slick with sweat. he kissed your skin softly, still rocking gently through the aftershocks, his cum leaking out around his cock as your bodies stayed locked together.
ever since that day, you two have been fucking like animals. since the day he gave you permission to do everything and anything you wanted to him, the tension between you never really settled. youâd both end up tangled up from the smallest triggers; if he looked at you a certain way, held your hand a little too long, spoke to you in that low voice, bought you random gifts, or even just looked too good while getting dressed.
this time it was over something stupid.. laundry. it had been two months since you two got married, and it still turned you on like crazy seeing him being so domestic, doing shit for you without even being asked. you walked into the laundry room to find him loading the machine, sleeves rolled up, that focused look on his face, and it hit you instantly.
before you could even think, you were bent over the washing machine, hands gripping the edge tightly as rafe shoved your shorts down and pushed inside you in one rough thrust. he was fucking you hard, deep strokes that made the machine shake beneath you.
âfuck, look at you,â he growled, one hand fisting your hair and yanking your head back. âbent over like a little slut just because iâm doing laundry. so fuckin pathetic.â he said.
his other hand came down hard, smacking your ass with a sharp sting that made you moan louder. he did it again, harder, the sound echoing in the small room. you pushed back against him, taking every inch of his thick cock, the size difference hitting you hard as he stretched you open so wide it almost hurt, because you knew heâs forcing you to take it.
rafe leaned over you, his chest pressed to your back, and wrapped his hand around your throat, squeezing just enough to make your head spin. âthis pussy was made for me, wasnât it? so tight and greedy for my big dick.â he taunted.
he pulled your head back further and spit directly into your open mouth. âswallow it,â he ordered. you did, whimpering as he fucked you even rougher, hips slamming against your ass. his grip on your neck stayed firm, controlling every movement while he railed you from behind, the wet sounds of your bodies filling the laundry room.
âthatâs it, take it like the desperate little housewife you are,â he groaned, smacking your ass again as he buried himself to the hilt over and over. your legs were shaking, hands gripping the washing machine for dear life as he used you exactly how he wanted.
you came so fast when he fucked you like that, but then there were other times where he fucked you and edged you for what felt like days.
you caught an attitude with him at a party at his fatherâs house. he warned you so many times but you didnât want to hear it. so when you got home and the front door closed, he snatched you up. you both didnât even make it to the main bedroom.
he pulled you into the spare room you were renovating into an office. the dress you were wearing was yanked down your legs in seconds, and getting him out of his suit mightâve been a world record.
âturn around and lay on your stomach,â he told you simply. you laughed, shaking your head. âcanât make shit simple, huh?â he asked, his face showing he wasnât in the mood for your games. he flipped you over firmly but fell on top of you gently, his mouth right next to your ear as he worked your panties down.
âyâbeen so bad tonight, baby,â he muttered in your ear, pressing his weight down so you couldnât squirm away. his words came out slow and low as he dragged your panties to your mid-thighs, using them as a makeshift restraint.
âhave i?â you asked, voice already breathy.
his left arm hooked around your throat, applying just enough pressure to make your pulse race. âmhm,â he hummed against your ear, his heavy cock dragging along the back of your thigh before he lined himself up with your pussy.
he pushed in with one slow, thick thrust, stretching you open as he buried himself deep. a broken moan slipped from your lips. rafe kept his arm locked around your neck, holding you right where he wanted while he started fucking you harder, hips snapping against your ass.
âyeah, you have,â he whispered hotly in your ear, voice rough. âacting like a fucking brat all night⊠thought i wouldnât handle you when we got home?â he taunted.
you tried to reply, lips parting, but the way he was pounding into you made it hard to speak. âiâfuck, rafeââ your words came out shaky and strained, breath catching every time he drove deep. your hands gripped the sheets, body rocking forward with each rough thrust while his arm stayed firm around your throat, keeping you pressed into the mattress.
he didnât let up, lips brushing your ear as he kept whispering. âthatâs right. struggle all you want, baby. this pussy still gets so wet for me when youâre in trouble.â he comments.
you tried to talk back, lips parting as you gasped out a shaky reply. âi wasnâtâfuckââ you start. âshut up,â rafe stated low in your ear, cutting you off instantly.
before you could get another word out, he fucked you so much harder, hips slamming into you with brutal force. the sudden intensity knocked the air right out of your lungs.
every thick inch of his cock drove deeper, faster, pounding into you so relentlessly that all you could do was moan and whimper helplessly. coherent words completely failed you now. just broken, desperate sounds spilling from your mouth.
rafeâs large hand quickly moved from your throat to cover your mouth, palm pressing firmly against your lips to muffle the loud noises you couldnât hold back. âso fucking loud,â he hissed against your ear, still railing you without mercy, the sound of skin slapping skin echoing through the half renovated office. âcanât even behave for five minutes without screaming for my cock.â
your eyes rolled back, body jolting forward with every savage thrust while his hand kept you quiet. you could barely breathe through the overwhelming pleasure, completely overwhelmed.
you tried to warn him, voice muffled desperately against his palm. ârafeâiâm gonna cumââ you managed to choke out, barely intelligible.
for a moment he kept the brutal pace, hips snapping hard like he was going to let you. âyeah? you wanna cum, baby?â he whispered hot against your ear, sounding almost sweet. his cock drove deep and steady, hitting that spot over and over, pushing you right to the edge.
your body tensed, thighs shaking, right there..then he pulled out completely.
a broken whine escaped you instantly, hips pushing back desperately, searching for him. âdid i tell you to speak?â rafe growled, voice dark and low.
before you could even process it, he slammed back into you, rougher than before. his thrusts turned punishing, hips slamming against your ass with raw force, the wet slap of skin filling the room as he fucked you even harder. his hand stayed clamped tight over your mouth, muffling your loud cries while his arm kept you pinned beneath him.
âbrats donât get to cum that easy,â he hissed into your ear, pounding you mercilessly, stretching your soaked pussy around his thick cock with every savage stroke.
you reached back desperately, fingers digging into his biceps, gripping the hard muscle as he kept pounding into you. your mind had gone completely fuzzy, cock drunk and lost in the feeling of him stretching you so deep.
ârafeâ fuck⊠your cock feels so good,â you babbled breathlessly against his hand, words slurring together. âso fucking big⊠i canâtâ itâs so good, baby, pleaseââ
he kept fucking you through your desperate little praises, hips slamming against your ass with wet, filthy sounds. your grip on his arms tightened, nails digging in as your body started trembling again, that familiar pressure building dangerously fast.
âiâm gonna cumârafe, please, iâm so closeââ
he groaned low in your ear, sounding like he was finally going to let you. his thrusts stayed deep and rough, pushing you right up to the edge, right there and then he pulled out again.
you let out a broken, frustrated sob, hips twitching uselessly as the orgasm slipped away. your body was shaking, pussy clenching around nothing while you tried to catch your breath.
rafe gave you just a few seconds to come down, breathing hard against your neck, before he lined himself up and slammed back inside you without warning. he started fucking you even harder than before, the new angle making his thick cock hit even deeper.
ânot yet,â he stated, voice dark and teasing in your ear as his hand stayed pressed over your mouth. âyou donât cum until i say so, baby.â he taunted cruelly.
your muffled moans grew louder as he railed you mercilessly again, using your body like he owned it, drawing out your pleasure until you were a trembling, cock drunk mess beneath him once more.
ârafeâ please,â you begged, voice muffled and broken against his palm. âlet me cum⊠iâll be good, i swear. iâll be your good girl. please baby, i love youâ i love you so much, just let me cum on your cock.â your words came out in a desperate, teary babble, body shaking as he kept pounding into you without mercy. rafeâs grip on your mouth tightened slightly, his lips brushing your ear as he listened to you fall apart for him.
âthatâs it,â he growled, voice low and rough. âbeg like you mean it.â he said. you kept pleading between broken moans, hips pushing back to meet his savage thrusts. âplease rafe⊠iâll be so good for you. i love youâ fuck, please let me cumââ you beg more.
he finally gave in. his thrusts stayed deep and punishing, but he angled his hips just right, slamming into that perfect spot over and over until your whole body locked up.
âcum then,â he ordered against your ear. âcum on my cock like a good little wife.â
the permission hit you like a wave. you came hard, crying out into his hand as your pussy clenched and pulsed around his thick cock, soaking him completely. your legs shook violently, eyes rolling back while pleasure crashed through you in heavy, blinding waves. rafe fucked you through every second of it, groaning at how tightly you squeezed him.
only when your orgasm started to fade did he slow down, still buried deep inside you. he moved his hand from your mouth and pressed a hot kiss to the side of your neck, breathing hard.
âdonât test me again, baby,â he warned. ânext time i wonât be so nice.â he teased.









