#yourlordnmaster

[holidayseasoninsnowdin]

/hugs/ I’m so sorry this is happening to you, Steph. I wish I could help you. If there’s something I can do to make you feel at least a little bit better, just tell me.

I'm just so tired... 

I want to sleep, but I know I won't.

I can get off the computer and lay in bed, but sleep won't come to me. At all. 

And I want to sleep. I want to sleep so much... 

[holidayseasoninsnowdin]

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Do alternatives! I always do these alternatives—they really help. Get a rubberband and wear it on your wrist and flick it. No blood, but you’ll feel numb.

yourlordnmaster replied to your post: I would care, Steph. You’re an amazing girl. You mean so much to me, seriously, I don’t even want to think what would happen if you suddenly disappeared. No, no. I love you, Steph, and I’m so glad you’re here.

You don’t have to apologize, dear. It’s okay. We worry because we care, and we care because we love you. you need to know that.

Thanks guys... I'm trying to feel better. I really am. I'm distracting myself with music and stuff... I love you guys, so much. 

[holidayseasoninsnowdin]

It’s okay, dear Steph. It’s not bad to cry when you want/need to cry. Though I really wish you didn’t feel like that /hugs/

I just feel like a bother most of the time and I wish I didn't because I have better things to worry about. 

Just.

UGH! 

[holidayseasoninsnowdin]

You’re not annoying, Steph. You’re a precious girl and I love you~

I shouldn't even be crying right now, Fer... But I just feel so miserable.