I ask for more patience tomorrow than I had today.
[01/31/2013]
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I ask for more patience tomorrow than I had today.
[01/31/2013]
I’ve been observing a palliative care specialist for the past two days. Watching people die and/or consoling their families might be the most exhausting past-time. Yet, there’s this unbroken, somber wavelength - how a dilapidated state of mind can reveal the most healing tenderness of human nature. And people come to realize they were never meant to live in separation.
[07/07/2017]
Pain has connected me with some of the best people alive. I just wish I could stop hurting long enough to let them love me
aegis.
I realize you only broke me apart to pick me back up,
over and over.
I thought it was therapy.
I thought I was healing, each time you glued me back into
a vessel big enough to
house your insecurities, yet
small enough to
keep me trapped.
___
After all that soldering, craftsmanship, and care,
it wasn’t enough to keep the voices out
or the wind in your hair.
You dropped me & i shattered ( & set my spirit free)
You left & took secrets & pieces with you (& they’re no longer me)
But between fractals of ego & disillusion (dis-illumined)
I found myself beyond the point of fixing (fixation)
____
And I’m grateful you broke me (the cycle of breaking)
Because darling, I swear you’ll find
fragments of you
without place
outside the inferno region
of this expanding cosmic space.
[02/10/2019]