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this seems familiar
no wonder it did
Can't stop rewatching the new real nexz and it gave me an idea🙋♀️😶🌫️
Reader is also soseol's (geon) and hanjiman's (Haru) childhood friend and she liked hajiman but knew he likes soseol, but then in the end she's comforting him and then he realizes that he kinda likes her too but since he likes soseol for so long he takes it slow with reader🙏🙏
♡ Hanjiman x Reader
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The funny thing about loving someone for years is… eventually it just becomes normal.
You stopped counting the years somewhere in middle school.
At first it had been silly little crushes. Holding his hand when you crossed the street. Wanting to be his partner during class projects. Saving him the last cookie during snack time.
Then one day…
It wasn’t a crush anymore.
You loved him.
The only problem?
He loved someone else.
Soseol.
You knew because everyone knew.
He never tried to hide the way his eyes searched for her whenever she walked into a room.
So…
You never said anything.
Not once.
If loving him meant watching from the sidelines…
Then you’d do exactly that.
The three of you grew up together.
People always joked that wherever one of you was…
The other two weren’t far behind.
Hanjiman was loud.
Soseol balanced him out.
And you…
You just laughed while following behind them.
It was enough.
You told yourself it was enough.
Years later, nothing had really changed.
Except one afternoon.
Hanjiman finally decided he was going to tell Soseol how he felt.
You actually helped him.
You fixed his hair.
Straightened his jacket.
Even gave him advice.
“You’ll be okay.”
He smiled.
“You think so?”
“I know so.”
You lied through your teeth.
So when he walked away…
You stood there smiling until he disappeared around the corner.
Only then did your smile fall.
You whispered to yourself,
“…I hope she says yes.”
Even though every selfish part of you wished she wouldn’t.
She didn’t.
You found him sitting alone later that evening.
His shoulders were slumped.
His hands were shoved into the pockets of his hoodie.
You quietly sat beside him.
Neither of you said anything for a while.
“…She likes someone else.”
His voice was so quiet you almost didn’t hear it.
“I know.”
“I feel stupid.”
“You aren’t.”
“I waited so long.”
“I know.”
He laughed bitterly.
“I really thought maybe…”
His voice cracked.
You hated hearing it.
You wanted to fix everything.
But there wasn’t anything to fix.
So instead…
You bumped his shoulder with yours.
“Wanna get tteokbokki?”
He blinked.
“…Right now?”
“Yeah; you can’t cry on an empty stomach.”
For the first time all day…
He laughed.
That became your routine.
You never mentioned Soseol unless he did.
You didn’t force him to talk.
You just…
Stayed.
If he wanted to walk…
You walked.
If he wanted to sit in silence…
You sat.
If he wanted to complain…
You listened.
If he wanted to laugh…
You laughed louder.
You never tried to become “better” than Soseol.
You just kept being…
You.
Weeks passed.
Then months.
One afternoon Hanjiman caught himself reaching for his phone.
Without thinking…
He opened your chat.
He smiled.
“…Wait.”
He frowned.
Why was the first person he wanted to tell about his day…
You?
It kept happening.
He’d see something funny.
“Y/N would laugh at this.”
He’d hear a song.
“Y/N likes this artist.”
He’d have a bad day.
“I should call Y/N.”
He’d have a good day.
“Y/N has to hear this.”
One night…
Yu looked over his shoulder.
“…You’ve smiled at your phone like six times.”
“I have not.”
“You literally just did it again.”
“I was reading something funny.”
Yu leaned over.
“…It’s just Y/N saying ‘don’t forget your jacket.’”
“…Shut up.”
Yu stared.
“…Oh.”
“What?”
“…You’re cooked.”
Hanjiman spent the next week in complete denial.
“No, I don’t.”
“You do.”
“I don’t.”
“You absolutely do.”
“I just think she’s nice.”
Yu nodded dramatically.
“Mhm.”
“And she’s my best friend.”
“Mhm.”
“And she understands me.”
“Mhm.”
“I can talk to her about everything.”
“Mhm.”
“I miss her when I don’t see her.
“…Congratulations.”
“What?”
“You’re in love.”
But instead of feeling excited…
He felt guilty.
Because one thought wouldn’t leave him alone.
“Am I only feeling this because Soseol rejected me?”
The idea made him sick.
Reader deserved better than being someone’s second choice.
So…
He decided not to confess.
Not yet.
Instead…
He got to know you all over again.
Not as the girl who had always been there.
Not as his childhood friend.
Not as someone comforting him.
Just…
You.
He started taking you out.
Little café dates.
Walks through the park.
Arcades.
Late-night convenience store runs.
Watching movies together.
The more time he spent with you…
The more obvious it became.
He wasn’t trying to replace anyone.
Because every time you laughed…
Every time you smiled…
Every time you reached for his hand without thinking…
His heart did something it had never done before.
It felt…
Home.
Months later…
You were sitting on a park bench sharing a bag of chips.
Hanjiman suddenly spoke.
“…Can I tell you something?”
“Hm?”
“I don’t like Soseol anymore.”
Your hand froze.
“Oh.”
“I like someone else.”
You smiled softly.
“I’m happy for you.”
“…It’s you.”
Silence.
“…What?”
“It’s always been becoming you.”
You looked at him.
“Hanjiman…”
“I waited.”
“I wanted to make sure.”
“I never wanted you to think you were second place.”
“I needed to know that these feelings were mine.”
“And they are.”
“They’ve been mine for a long time now.”
“So…”
He took a nervous breath.
“Would you let me love you this time?”
You laughed.
Not because it was funny.
Because after all these years…
You thought you’d imagined this moment a thousand times.
“…You know…”
You wiped at your eyes.
“I liked you first.”
He blinked.
“…What?”
“I’ve liked you since we were kids.”
“…Why didn’t you tell me?”
You smiled sadly.
“You liked Soseol.”
“So…”
He rubbed the back of his neck.
“We were both idiots?”
You burst into laughter.
“Pretty much.”
He laughed too.
Then reached over…
And intertwined his fingers with yours.
“…Guess we figured it out eventually.”
“Yeah.”
You squeezed his hand.
“We did.”
♡ The right person doesn’t always arrive at the right time… sometimes they’ve been beside you all along.
They seen like kids that feel asleep after playing to hard with their dinassours
one thing about me im gonna ship two kpop idols in the same group ☮️
Geonie doing the cat ears and Yu doing the paws 🥹
HYPEMAN performance from the Mmchk showcase
Absolute chaos, yes I replayed this a million times. Yu just kept on coming back. I soo wish I knew wat he was whispering in Geon’s ear.
And Haru plz explain to me how this is even punishment. (Lowkey highkey looks like he was kissing or biting Geon’s neck)
I said wat I said.
How do I continue to function.
We've reached the point in life where the members directly compare Yu and Goni to Romeo and Juliet