#zandre rambles

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dude being a trans guy is so weird bc even if you've been out for years and years you still remember your upbringing. you still get nervous around other men sometimes, you still heed the warnings targeted mainly to young girls. you still walk through dark parking lots with your keys clutched between your fingers like brass knuckles.

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sometimes im like (hears descole’s theme) (has an out of body experience for 4 minutes)

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my little @bekkathyst haul came in the mail today and i could not be happier! :D

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ladies, if he

never makes time for you

leaves you on read

smells like fruitcake

enjoys wrecking things with giant robots

dresses as posh ladies

that's not your man, that's Jean Descole, an artistic man of science with lofty goals

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happy transgender day of visibility!

here's a transition timeline that no one asked for sjdjsks

first time i got my hair cut! back when i identified as a Lesbian TM

first time i wore a suit! wore it to my 8th grade dance and used the excuse that i was cosplaying as Phoenix Wright lmfao (theres a better picture of me somewhere but i rlly cant find it)

first time i called myself handsome, i think? first evidence of feeling the gender Euphoria there. i didnt know why i liked how i looked in a suit so much at the time sjdjskfjsk (featuring transphobic grandma)

selfie from the day i came out to myself (and to my best friend at the time--i called him and told him everything and honestly what a guy he was so supportive...love him)

selfie with my favorite book at the time, and the source of my name (oh ya my name irl is Simon in case u havent guessed already. shocker i know)

my SECOND suit. uh. its pretty ugly. but i still wear the shirts i bought that day so its cool

a blurry picture of me in my first "guy shirt" (again theres another picture thats BETTER and its from the day i bought the shirt and called it my Simon Shirt but idk where it went)

selfie from a couple of days ago when i was lookin Fine Af

selfie from yesterday, when i got my new glasses!

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randall ascot plays the sims

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jean descole walks a fine line between dignified and feral and sometimes he plays jumprope with it

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i cannot decide whether i want happy home designer or style savvy fashion forward more