"WHAT DOES MOD PARTY CAT KNOW THAT WE DON'T???" - my friend last night while we were playing Zero Time Dilemma together (because of your tags on one of my kinfessions, at /post/710214917072060416) It surprised me to know that the person who runs this blog is familiar with Zero Escape, since I know you're not into Ace Attorney or Danganronpa which are both more popular series with a lot of fandom overlap. A little scary for kinfessions, since it means you have your own actual opinions and thoughts about the characters and stuff, but I trust your ability to stay impartial!
Since sending that kinfession, I've finished VLR, then watched my friend play it, and have figured out who I was. Honestly, I knew deep down even when I sent that kinfession, I was just still trying to make sense of the things I knew and how they could fit with what the game was doing. Some of the memories I thought were canon-divergent turned out to be in the game, which was an odd experience.
Still, my canon was very different than the way things went in the game. I don't have many kins, and I've never had one as canon-divergent as this before, so it gave me a lot of trouble to kinfirm, even after finishing it. And now it's really stressing me out, tbh. I've never been someone who's cared much about finding canonmates, but now that I remember things being SO different, I'm really, really hoping to find someone out there who remembers what I do. Even meeting another me who had a similar canon would make me feel way better about this. I'm not open about kin stuff on my main, and I have no experience at all making or responding to canon calls, so I'm still figuring out how to do that kinda thing.
(Also, pretty sure my Akane friend is going to read this so hiiii <3)
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