#zhifred

[smthrson]

Did you ever find out what Veronica and Nicolas was signing each other?

I almost did! Only 2 signs left to “encode” so I can soon publish the post with explanation, but it’s really hard and challenging, bc I literally scroll through the dictionary searching for similarly looking signs and then comparing them to each other. Though the translation from JSL is really rough and a bit out of sense (the Japanese grammar is a huge pain in the ass for me), I hope this translation is going to help to understand the situation between Nicolas and Veronica. Because the situation between them is so weird. Yeah, sorry it takes so much time, I spent about 10 hours yesterday on it and started once again this morning, so hopefully I’m going to finish it today :D

[franni-ghost]

ggmochi replied to your post: *whispers* why r y’all unfollowing m...

I HAVEN’T UNFOLLOWED YOU! *scoots close and breathes awkwardly* @u@

*slowly scoots away* oooooookaaaaayyyyy...... .... ... (even if everyone else left me, you’d still be here, Tamara lol)

zhifred replied to your post: *whispers* why r y’all unfollowing m...

Most likely it’s tumblr cleaning out their spam accounts again. Don’t worry buddy, we’re still here!

Ah yes, I keep forgetting they do that from time to time! it’s good to have you guys!! :D

[oldtomoise]

N E A T. I wanna see your progress! I recommend art YouTube channels like Mark Crilley. He's got lots of awesome tutorials.

Hehe! Thanks for the tip! And yeah, i hope i’ll get better too :’) 

[oricosplay]

Whoooo, mad skills with the arm there. How did you do it? Prosthesis on, arm back, (you know, optic illusion) or straight up Photoshop? I'm a little technical nerd, can you tell me?

A little bit of yoga, a pinch of dislocating shoulder and just a hint of Photoshop to shorten the "result". Glad you like it, technically speaking, of course. :)

[sadboybrigade]

zhifred replied to your chat “my parents: we want a baby!! god: lol ok do you want a stupid...”

Feel ya. It's gonna be okay though, life usually figured itself out as time goes by. (Smokes pipe and looks out window)

I really wish i could believe this, but i can't. I don't have any reason to think that things will get better for me. first of all, from my observations the world doesn't give to fucking shits about what happens to people and horrific things happen to people all the fucking time and it's completely arbitrary and goddamn tragic

and secondly i've been fucked up for a long time and it's not getting better. i've hated everything about myself since i was about 12 which is 11 years ago now and I'm pretty sure i'm getting worse, at any rate i am definitely overall more psychologically imbalanced and insecure now than i was when i started college five years ago and that's just not what's supposed to happen, is it? you're supposed to get better as you grow older, but i'm not. and five therapists and as many psychiatric medications couldn't do much to help me either. I really really really wish  I had a reason to have some degree of hope, and mostly i just get by on the hope that maybe things will just sort of go fantastically well in the rest of my life and I won't kill myself, but if i simply extrapolate logically from the previous patterns then things really don't look good for me. and it's mostly my own fault.

[oricosplay]

You, good sir, are very easy on the eyes. Good job man, keep it up! As my mother would say "What a fine young gentleman."

I somehow doubt moms would appreciate me being easy on the eyes to their kids. But then again, I've been wrong before. Thank you, dear. :3

[kiitsvne]

It takes me a few seconds to figure out who you have reblogged usually. "Is that Erwin and Levi, or that captain America-person and that guy that is also missing an arm?" A fun game for the whole family.

hahaha i guess it's safe to say i have a type when it comes to my otps ;p

[kitty-bitty-corporal]

zhifred replied to your post:

Awe, I’m glad I could cheer you up! (Why did I even go on anon, I don’t know)

//hahaha well you have my eternal gratitude either way (lol anon or no is fine. im just happy i have the sweetest followers omg)