#zimushka

[femalefrontedbandsconfessions]

20005

“Zimushka” by Arkona is such a powerful and brilliant song.

[scalefantasy]

Arkona - Zimusha

[sweetamazona]

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9wylzyFcKM)

[askrussiaswolfzimushka]

Another cold night (open rp)

Zima walked to her hotel as the snow blew even harder against her. She tumbled with her keys trying to find her hotel room key. after what felt like half an hour to her, she got inside and slammed her front door shut. as she turned on her front room over head light the phone rang from the from desk of the hotel. They must have seen her walk by the office to her hotel room. she ignored the phone because she knew they were going to ask her if she had heard from her family. she didn’t care much at all anymore. her calls to her father went unanswered and she hadn’t seen her wife and kids or that side of the family in well over a year. she was starting to give up hope of ever seeing them again. out of the corner of her eye she caught sight of the framed picture of her father and her wife and kids and her brother-in-laws. she sighed and walked to the kitchen and opened the box of vodka bottles she had by the freezer. she then walked to the living room and grabbed a pack of smokes and a lighter. just as she sat down on the couch to watch TV the power cut to the hotel.  

[askrussiaswolfzimushka]

Really hate this

((So today I’ve been stuck with “Him” all day here at the house. I’ve had to move back into my old room since the basement leaks when it rains. And the attic is to small for me to be staying in. So all day today he has been talking down to me, slandering my GF, pounding it in my head more that I’m over weight and ugly, and making me feel like complete and total shit. I’ve call my sis and she’s a day out of town and won’t be back till Monday, called my boss to see if he needed me and he’s closed shop for the day to go to the fair with family. Mom called and said we are going out after she gets home and that was two hours ago when she got off work. Now he’s screaming at me because I changed clothes after going up the road and helping a family move in. He’s taken all my money I earned this week {$153.98} that was to go to school supply’s and a few gifts to a friend. And he’s saying I stole it from his pay check {$1238.50} that he got this week. I bust my ass and skip meals to earn what little money I had and all he does is sit in front of a computer screen for 12hours a day for four days. He says his job is rough….try bouncing around town for job and it takes one hour of walking just to get to the first job! All because I’ve got a divers ID but no car anymore since the mall. My cosplay for Rocon is missing now and that’s coming up….not liking this at all. Can’t leave with out him blowing up at me, wish he would just knock it the fuck off….))

[askrussiaswolfzimushka]

Needing to get my mind off something's.

((I went on to my Facebook page, something I haven't done much of this summer and I am now shaking and wanting to cry. I haven't been on Facebook since I attempted suicide and thankfully failed....I may stay off Facebook till school starts back up. So many people on our schools page for my class year are daring me to attempt it again and are sending me texts and calls telling me how to do it better. I get back on here thinking I just dodged a big time trigger...none! First seven posts on my main feed are trigger pictures and posts. I'm now listening to rain music thanks to a Comrade and I'm taking deep breaths....glad tomorrow I go to the fair...get some of this stress gone!))

[askrussiaswolfzimushka]

Crap

So an anon told my mom before I could about Ada and I....crap

[goldensunflowercosplay]

You are talking about these two, da? ^J^