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booked a trip to wales for new years eve with a cute girl because we both had breakdowns over the election can I get a hell yeah

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~ two months on t update ~

good god am i hairy

there are hairs on my upper lip???? wtf?????? i thought that took ages but i got it like a month n a half in and im just ???? its only noticeable if u look closely but its still there

honestly i legit didnt expect to get as much body hair as im getting but there is hair on my SHOULDERS now and its v odd. its just. everywhere. my god.

i think my voice is a bit deeper, but ive def noticed it cracking which is the funniest thing lmao. im p sure i can feel a small bump on my throat but might just be my imagination

the s w e a t and a c n e kill me!!!!!

im r e a l moody ive been such a little wanker lately but i can mostly control it. my temper hasnt been that explosive really, like instead of blowing up like i used to i mostly make snide remarks and leave it at that.

my chest dysphoria has been really bad lately, mostly bc my back, shoulder and neck pain has meant that i cant wear my binder too long. im travelling 600 miles to help a friend recover from top surgery and as much as im looking forward to seeing him i know its gonna be kinda tough on me

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three months on t update wheeey

i shaved!! rip my ratty moustache, may u grow back a thousand times Stronger

my belly hair is Intense it’s awesome. i noticed there’s some hair growing on my chest as well which im so buzzed about??? the shoulder hair is still going strong as well lmao. overall my body hair is def starting to get thicker, but it’s not too bad

ive been told by a few people that my shoulders and jaw have broadened which im SO happy about, im a lot more comfortable with how i look and ive been told that i seem more comfortable and happy which is lit

i think? i might have grown?? i saw a pal i havent seen in ages and he used to be taller than me but. we’re now the same height. i might be wrong but i’ll find out at my six month check up lol

my t levels are in range!! i was rly worried they’d be low but they’re all good hell yeah

tmi but ive had a two week period n im sick of it please let me die

my mood is really, really bad but i dont think its related to t. it might be the medication im on rn which i need to get sorted in jan

honestly i still cant believe im on t. after so many years being terrified and thinking i was never going to feel comfortable with my own body, and that no one was ever going to accept or love me. it’s been a really, really difficult year and i know next year is gonna be tough as well but holy shit. i made it this far.

[localqueerdad]

hey so big life update

I started T today

holy shit

[localqueerdad]

im one month on t today hell yeaaaa

gna write my changes so far under read more to keep track of em aight

changes so far: - acne. everywhere. (so far it’s been manageable w a good skincare routine but it’s Noticeable rip) - i think ive gotten more body hair???? i had like none to begin w bc the men in my family are all hairless rats but it def seems to have grown - im such a little bitch rn im just super moody n pissy BUT at the same time i feel slightly more calm?? its v weird n makes no sense - im stinky nasty boi - my skin n hair are 10x more greasy - voice has deepened a tiny tiny bit but my throat feels tighter - MY EYEBROWS HAVE GROWN!!!! this is literally what i wanted most for my ENTIRE life i have had no eyebrows but i actually do now!!!! theyre my pride n joy such good bois - the hunger never ends. i will eat. everything. - also ppl are not joking about the horniness but at the same time mine hasnt been too extreme its controllable so far

[localqueerdad]

ya boy has an appointment to discuss t in july!!!!!!!

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i just?? told my parents and siblings that im trans !!! and they took it well!!!!!!

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im rly rly close to 900 ????? follow me for bad shitposts and even worse poetry