#zodgohi

[dualcursed]

x. // @zodgohi

         words— ice cold to the touch, sting with the impact of blade against exposed flesh. perhaps stepping up to accept the errand on behalf of the good doctor was more so a fault than a good deed. 

         with as much self-control as he can muster, the door slides shut behind him, leaving nothing but the two of them and the long silent walk to that isolated table. it was a table that felt a million miles away from even the smallest semblance of safety, where time stood still, and there was nothing you could do but face all manner of demons the longer you sat.

         there’s truth to the statement: he no longer visited as often as he had when he was younger. it could, in part, be due to how busy things tend to get outside of the main house, but in actuality, his own negligence is to blame. any and every chance to avoid it being the two of them is a chance he’d gladly take, no matter how seemingly insignificant. 

      ❝ i’m only here to make sure you take your medication and report back to hatori, nothing more. ❞ 

[yukixsohma-a]

Yuki stared into the deep, steaming green of his tea, letting the steam of the hot liquid kiss his features before glancing back up to the head. He knew what he was getting into when he offered the invitation --- to meet and just talk, but as far away from the estate as possible. Somewhere normal, without the inference that anything else ever was. And yet, it was still so odd; to sit across from her in a cafe humming with unintelligible conversations muttering on around them. Before, the air would have been much thicker, the atmosphere dense with emotion --- all attention and affection he owed her that no longer needed to be paid. Attentiveness to his head was much different than what it was for God. 

“Thank you....for meeting with me. I appreciate it.” // @zodgohi

[cheiianarchive]

@zodgohi ( sc. ) 

                 ❝WHAT DO YOU WANT?❞ Yato was not in the mood to fight, not at all. He laid there, hand on the back of his neck - he did not want to move for every single movement made muscles and bones ache. Made skin throb and heart heavy. Yukine was not good for him and he KNEW IT but he did not want to LET GO. He would change, Yato was sure of it but right now all his divine weapon did was to HURT him more and more. ❝when you came here to mock me then you can turn around and LEAVE again - I am not in the mood for discussions❞ and with that said, the God turned his back to them, all that he wanted to do was to rest before the next STING. 

[hxead]

@zodgohi liked for a 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫!

“Maybe it’s the holiday season causing me to feel generous.....but I thought you might like to spend New Years with them this year.” He’d been feeling particularly under the weather. Even the mere sight of decorations would turn his stomach. His twin would make a lovely stand in. 

[raajasii]

akito see's soma as the crab from moana, because he is too damn shiny and obnoxious.

      and soma sees akito as a little semi-demi-mini-god ✨ 🦀

[cursefreed]

" --- please spend the night with me."

《 umprompted. / accepting. 》

                                the question hangs in the air between them, they both know that he should tell her no. he wasn’t the one she wanted in her bed, he was merely a replacement for the body she wanted holding her. and he was caged in the estate, wanting to leave but staying in for her benefit. a thought that weighed on him - he was killing her with his kindness. 

             with a soft sigh he tucks his chin over her head, arms wrapping tight around her frame. he must have been here today, torn her heart apart again and again she would use him as balm for her wounds - but he could never truely heal them. they could only pretend that they were happy with one another, that they were satisfied with the way things played out. ‘ yes, of course. ‘ 

[zodiacloved]

@zodgohi  ♡ ’d ! //         if asked, anybody could tell you that tohru honda was a kind soul.  forgiving to a fault, naïve beyond most people her age, and incredibly, hopelessly selfless.  no matter what the world threw at her, she consistently managed to find a way to stand up again and continue on with life to the best of her ability.  it was for that reason that tohru had traveled to the sohma main house upon hearing akito was willing to meet with her.

        the idea had come about almost three weeks prior as sudden & as impactful as lightning.  “i want to see akito,” she’d said simply, continuing on before anyone had the chance to argue why it was a bad idea, “i want to apologize.  and i want to say thank you.  i haven’t made anything easy since coming to live here . . . and akito has allowed me to stay here with all of you.  i have to say thank you.  mom would want me to.” and that was that.  after all, once the young woman got an idea in her head it was nearly impossible to sway the decision.

        that was how she ended up here, patiently & nervously waiting outside the door to akito’s room.  this could all go horribly ( she was warily expecting that, actually ) but with a sharp intake of breath, she steeled herself, hand coming up to knock gently on the wooden lining of the door.  “hello? ah . . . i’m horribly sorry to bother you. may i come in?” 

[hatsuuharu]

                   ❝ YOU think you can just fuck it all up by being yourself? THAT we are your own little puppets ? FUCK OFF, FUCK YOU. No one gives a sweet shitty damn about you. I’m only here because Hatori mentioned that it would be WISE to see you from time to time but that is bullshit. WHO wants to see you? Who wants to come up on their own will & time time to confront you so calmly when you literally ruin lives just by existing ?     Waste of breath, waste of space --- TAKING up my time as I stand here.    A fool like me? I MUST BE TO BE HERE  ❞                 Grabbing a hold of the other’s collar, he bought Akito up to his face, whole entire being SHAKING while he felt the need to throw.      However, there was this yearning to be better in the name of their god’s mouth. Which, in the end, being entirely pissed off more than he had been.   ( --- which wasn’t possible, was it? )     / @zodgohi