Sep 27, 2016
I can't sleep.
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I can't sleep.
Eurgh I'm feeling weird. I don't like it.
I'm having a weird brain day today.
I'm drunk and sad and lonely.
I seem to be having some sort of really slow burning breakdown.
Eurgh. I miss my boyfriend who is technically now my ex I guess and I haven't really had time to process the fact that we've broken up because I've been on holiday and had no time to actually think and figure anything out and now it's been a month and I feel like I shouldn't be sad anymore and my brain is just muddled because I don't know if I miss him or just the concept of him and am I actually sad? Like I don't feel the need to talk to him that much but I miss seeing him and the hand holding and the absent-minded touching and I know we're going to stay friends but that's going to be tricky and yeah. I'm just very confused rn and the concept of starting my final year at uni is also massively intimidating...
I'm back from holiday!
I'm back from holiday!