#zombieboy.exe

[squid-the-kid]

i miss him.

i miss him and i didn't even know him.

[squid-the-kid]

list of actually random things that give me gender envy

patches/bandaids positioned right on someones neck

bloody knuckles after punching a punching bag

bloody noses

ushanka hats

helix piercings

animal bones worn on humans like an exoskeleton

messy handwriting to the point where no one can read it

rings and bracelets but only on one hand

abandoned train places

the last cigarette in the pack

scabbed, crusty, chapped lips

paint covered hands

sharp teeth

top surgery scars

when you raise your arms above your head and your shirt rides up showing a sliver of stomach

fucked up finger nails

curling into a ball

men with long hair

[squid-the-kid]

being immortal but suicidal is not a trope that people write enough of

like where are the vampires that desperately want to die but just like can't? or a zombie who's rotten and living is painful but he's just forced to go on

[squid-the-kid]

being alive is funky, like fym i have to go do things