#zombiewalker3

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So when is your drawing partner going to be addressing the past drama they been talking about so eagerly?

Um. I can not say huge amount about ZombieWalker absence as of lately or the past year but rude and impatient comments will only cause Zombie to take longer with bring closure making it harder. As active as it is about drama issues in the fandom it is important to know that Zombie has tolerated lot online and offline a lot more then me and most people could or would have. I know a few people see me and Zombie partnership to be unhealthy or toxic but those people can fuck off honestly bc I know they have low respect for Zombie without any idea of how much effort Zombie put into keeping so many of us running in life and in the online communities. there was a lot of past and old anon comments sent in about Zombie or me during the dramas that have been deleted bc some of them were not ok um and the people fail to take it that the dramas actually did effect Zombie, others did effect it, their actions, and things that were said. They also fail to wake the fuck up and realize we are real people who have lives offline. I mean fuck everyone think it normal for Zombie to over explaining itself or its view point, worrying about others believing it or validation of itself, worry that others will misinterpret it constantly or accuse it of something that can heavily effect its path, but no. Those things were all side effect cause of the dramas. originally it was not worried about presentation or if people liked it or not. it knew who it was where it stood that it was enough. Zombie is not all about performance or others perspective of it, it honest, its funny, it kind, its reckless, it stands by u at ur worse and pushes u for ur best zombie is just a nobody, quiet one, who tried to avoid drama or conflict in the start of life but intervened and left its mark on others it reminds a lot of us of what it is to be human bc at the end of the day that just who it is. Some think it pathetic or wasting time for showing it feelings or caring but they can honestly fuck off all of them. Zombie is a fabulous person who should not have to deal with such bullshit. There are so many of us who love, adore, and appreciate all of Zombie not just parts of it. If someone is jelly mb instead of being jelly learn from it open your eyes and stop being judgmental or hateful. I know that mb stupid of me to say but fuck how much more honest do I got to be I would rather Zombie make mistakes fuck up a ton of times and get back up again to try over then to have it give up completely. Zombie is stronger then a lot of us online and offline it life is eventful and the amount of times where it has wanted to quit or give up to end it all yet still stays standing never fails to amaze me. It is the reason a lot of people are here and are still running, even on its worse days it puts it self just to make me and others smile or feel better making a fool of itself to make us feel better, it will stay up watching movies and videos with me, it will have those hard chats, it will stay caring for you, Zombie will tell you when u fucked up but help u out to fix it, outsiders will not know the impact and importance Zombie holds for a lot of us in our lives. Me and others have not given the respect or apology it deserves through the years and we did treat it unfair a lot of times absolutely. Zombie held out for over 10 years online but it put up with everything. Idk about others but for me it always looks out for me, protecting me against creeps, telling them off, taking care of me when my family was not here for me, after all the times I tried to overdose, all the hospital trips, ex boyfriends, ex friends, everything it was there for. 3 does not just helps me with drawing it looks out for others and stays when everyone else leaves and currently it is mourning a loved one who it lost and it should not rush to come back here and be fucked with about past drama that should have been closed by the people who started it from the fucking beginning.