. 📸 Title: they said you're insane 📸 Artist: #zukich . Blank slate and debt coming out of my eyeballs which can’t be paid with dollars. Bones and sinews constituting my being cannot summarize the depths of inheritance existence afforded me from my beginnings. How do I account for each breath, feeling, thought, experience, and relationship which molded and shaped my very capacity to perceive? Does the fact that everyone else is in the same boat justify the normalization of free love? Only if I want to neglect reality can such stupidity voluntarily take credit for any piece of my being . . . To begin paying back my creditor is total insanity. Even if I were to give them all of myself, I cannot give them everything I depend on for living. Regardless of intention or effort, my obedience cannot be seen as worship or glory. If a command comes, following is logical. Blood in these veins, light of the stars, and gravity permeating universes depend upon such orders to function. Where I struggle is when I am asked to paint freely. I think that almost 100% of this story is about having fun naively. The sheer complexity and science behind synthesizing dimensions is none of my business. This is why the only religion I subscribe to is love. Basically, I’m a hippie. Here’s where my education may make me look intelligent. Religion is basically defined as unifying, rebinding, or bringing together. There, I took the vague fantasy of just loving people and backed it up with my doctorate. Now, to balance it out. I’ve tried to kill myself multiple times. Don’t equate age, prestige, or anything else to living. We, all, have the same debt forever. - oxiegoeimi #here 11.1 🦁🏳🔐💙 remember to always #trust #nature 🌲 #Healer 🔥 #Spirit 🕊 #hope ⚜️ #grace ☔️ #love 🌸 #life 🌊 #unity 🌈 #believe 💝 #weareone ✂️🕚🎶 #energy #PinkySwear #prayer #meditation #freelove #hereandhereafter #dream #vision #Eternity #paradise #infinity #light #origin #writing #source journey #create #coexist together 💜🌠🌅🌟 (at Hope) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQjDboJgX5r/?utm_medium=tumblr