Counting Thing?
So Kayne wanted me to do this counting thing...seems stupid but why not.
1 Insecurity
Insecurity? Seriously? God...
Cooking. I’m insecure about cooking. I like to cook and I can do so but I don’t want anyone to try my cooking...what if they say its bad?
2 Fears
No one will see this...Right?
Losing my family. Kayne and the Black Garden count right? They can’t die on me. Every other family has been slaughtered so they can’t face the same fate.
Being weak and powerless. Something about losing all my ability leaving me unable to protect the ones I care about is terrifying.
3 Turn Ons
Kayne wants me to write about my turn ons? What the hell is he thinking...
Intelligence. It’s so nice to have good conversation.
Funny. If you can make me laugh without meaning to your in my good books.
Kindness. People that can be kind are always a turn on because I need someone to balance my cruelty.
4 Life Goals
Well....this could be interesting.
Avenging my Family’s deaths. Done
I guess opening up more. I always seem to hold people at a distance.
Making my Mercenaries the most well known and best trained crew in the world.
Keeping Kayne safe. He’s my closest friend and if anything happened to him I would kill him.
5 Thing That Make Me Happy
This should be easy.
Family/Friends
Power
Money
A good book.
A great puzzle. Something that really makes me think.
6 Weaknesses
Weaknesses? Hmmm....
My magic is weaker now. That counts right?
My Pride. I let it get in the way more then I should.
Blood lust for Garleans. They killed my family.
I get too attached to people which leads me to making stupid decisions.
Booze. I drink way too much.
I can’t fish. Like I really really suck at it.
7 People/Things I Love
Finally a good list.
Kayne Blackfire. My closest friend and the best person I know.
The Black Garden. Such a good group. Although they are more like an Army now.
Magic. Can’t really add to that.
Puzzles. I love them. I can’t get enough of them.
Cooking. I know right? I love it and am insecure about it.
Reading. Don’t have anything else to say here.
The Rocinante. Flying around in that Airship makes me smile. -Z