#~musing

[dreamonslayer]

“Sometimes, I wonder how the hell my life got to the point that it’s at. And then I stop caring because most of it’s awesome and I’d much rather have it like this than have nothing have changed from the past year.” Beyond that it gets a bit dubious, of course, because it starts to get to the point where there is something she might want to change. But if she couldn’t change that, she’d certainly have nothing she’d want to change.

“Basically, I freaking love my life and I regret nothing.”

[thepoisonousearl]

"Something is terribly wrong here... I can feel it, and it's scaring me..." But she didn't know what, that was the problem. And it was driving her mad.

[dreamonslayer]

Surprisingly, Aislinn is not on the roof, now. She's in her room. Watching movies. On her own. She couldn't bring herself to break their tradition.

[satoru-no-shun]

My family name, Aonuma, means "Blue Lake". My name, "Shun", means "a moment". What a befitting name, since I ended myself in the middle of a lake just like the Karma Demon in the story. My life ended in a flash.

I'm not mad with having to die. Saki cried for my sake, afterall. Knowing someone cherished me to that extent moved me, and I knew I had to end it before this curse hit the closest human being to me at that time --- her. I wished I could research more the way to cure myself, however futile the attempt was. But I couldn't endanger her more than we already had. 

Of course, I have regrets. Like, how I realized my turning into Karma Demon way too late, and my parents - the whole village had... because of me... 

I felt so devastated because I have to toss my friends aside. As well as... throwing away the largest source of happiness that I have ever felt...