#~stick

[haven-sys]

You ever fuck up personhood so bad that you end up as three OCs in a trench coat?

[haven-sys]

Once again a reminder that you do not get to know if we are a result of trauma or not. That information is not relevant to you and if you make it such then we're gonna treat you like the asshole you are.

We'd rather keep those details to ourselves and have only shared them with a select few, most have been doctors of some sort. Everyone who does know the truth about our system gets exactly where we're coming from and respects it. Thinks our approach is fucking fair.

If you gotta know if trauma fucked us up or we just happened to exist this way we're gonna have a hard time trusting you to respect anything about us, period. Y'all are some fucking randos on tumblr dot com it is not your place to know how we came to be and if you can't respect us keeping that quiet then you won't actually respect us in a way that matters if we blab.

[haven-sys]

Hey Stick how old are you?

Age is so complex when you detach from linear time. Even within a linear time stream I'm a less than two months old, while also being several years old in that I was conceptually invented for a D&D game back then. I'm also over 10 years old in that the headmate I split from was created then and we're technically the same person still in many ways.

I'm also like, 300 years old because she was 300 or so when she lost her memories and became me in the fiction that my "Self" is a result of.

I'm also technically the same age as the body given that it's the physical stuff that allows me to exist at all.

I know I'm an adult but if you ask me how old am I, I don't have an answer for you that'll satisfy me and I think the answer should satisfy me if I want it to be the one other people accept.

This is why I'm just putting it as over 18 on my personal blog, it's honest and it's true but it's vague enough to not get into any of this weirdness.