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2 asian girls' thoughts. Drop us a message, we will love to read what you guys think!

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keepers of the orient

Can i really call you mine from today to many many tomorrows? Can we be the keepers of the orient forever?

-nj

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i remembered how much you wanted to swim instead of just staying afloat .

nj

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Regrets

Memories flashed through this brain of mine

As i remembered our secret eye contacts.

The urge of wanting you became unreal,

That smile I cherish more than gold. 

Slowly I remember every part of you,

From the way you walk to the way you speak.

The perfection you hold is beyond the scale.

Oh i wish we could rewind time.

Before the time she knew your name,

or the digits to your phone,

Because I was waiting for you.

But she had already made her first move.

-shan

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unnoticed

Physically there

no one notices you

their conversations,

all about the alpha girl.

A mistake made by you

gets their attention

but all you get

is just 

crap

-nj

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looking for

eyes to get lost in

lips that comfort

arms that protect

hands that caress

mouth that compliment

ears that don't fall deaf 

and

heart that always loves

-nj

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Turn off

Your eyes;

They glow with the depth of universal love,

casting off stardust as a diamond casts fire 

and they smoulder like embers of a fire in a desert night: 

glancing upwards they reflect the heavens above.

  Yet you took that puff of death

and blew out the toxic air between your 

sensuous lips

perfection dissolving

and

evaporating.

-shan

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hello lovelies xx

Hey! We're so sorry for the lack of posts because we're just so busy and uninspired these few days. Many things happened and school has been so overwhelming and we are just so tired too. Thank you for your support and we will try to update often! 

-nj & shan 

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comfort zone

Feeling brave and

a little crazy,

i decide to step out.

I volunteered,

instead of standing at one corner waiting.

I lived,

instead of surviving.

but

all it took was a sentence 

to send me back in

so weak,

so hurt.

At least i was safe inside.

nobody tried to kill me with words,

or sentences.

i was all alone,

but at least, i'm surviving. 

-nj

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Midnight Wonders

I wonder if it’s more heartbreaking to see somebody continuously call someone who isn’t able to hear them or see them give up half way.

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C H A N C E

Chances,

it's either you treasure them or lose them.

somebody gave me one today,

and i will treasure it.

how long have i been waiting for this?

I can't just let it go like this. 

I will grasp it and make full use of it. 

I will prove myself to those who looked down on me

I want you to look at me and say you have been wrong about me

Thank you for giving me that chance

-nj

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given up

I guess 

when we give up on something

it just means

that we have tried our best

to do everything we can

but it's useless 

and we have no more

hope

nj

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night thoughts

You can't say i hated it since the beginning. I loved it for a year or two. Then slowly, you see the bias and the imparity behind the scenes. For example, A tried so hard for a trial and everyone knows she did better than B but because everybody likes B so they chose B instead of A. It's not just once, it's twice, thrice and more. Okay maybe we can all endure it since the people are just 1 level above us. But even the highest authority exercise bias. Even the highest authority is doing it, it kind of justifies for the lower authority. You try your best but you know if the authorities don't like you, you're better off dead. It's hard. 

night thoughts. not just today i feel this way 

-nj

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Girls

Girls are just a bunch of bees buzzing and gossiping with their irritating laughs, appearing as if they are cool with you even though deep inside their black dull heart is filled with anger and hatred. It's like when you think a=1 and b=2, girls can be a variety of numbers.

-shan

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Eyecandy

Less than a centimetre away

yet all I could do was glance

at your beautiful face.

Sometimes we wave 

yet all I know is your name.

I want to touch your chocolate

tanned skin

but you're just beautiful,

not something wonderful.

-shan

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Story of my life

They know me as

the coloured long haired girl

who gained forty pounds during summer

and speaks with a dirty mouth 

with 7 holes in an ear

but they don't see

my love for poetry

and books.

They see my flaws 

instead of the good.

-shan

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All with you

Going on

adventures,

flying all around the world,

discover, 

celebrate events

all with you

-nj

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Reality

Romance novels

and dramatic screens,

they make you seem

like love is all ever need.

They make it seem

mythical and pure.

yet at it’s blue,

a poignant scene.

A bona fide sample of life

is incomparable with the screens behind⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯

⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯fate is hardly there

people usually give up in despair.

-shan