Craw into last nights rituals,
Like voodoo spells on the 5th of october,
You know my body to well to pled innocent,
two play this game, putting all chips in,
whip lash a familiar feeling to people like us,
putting the past on pause, present in hyper drive,
Dragging you back to nights soaked in adolescence,
Talking in novel length shrugs of fatly indifference,
I'll be your wide eyed school girl,
But take me full fledged hot and heavy into your bed,
Where your warm body says more than your lips,
Im falling into your cool composure again,
whispering swears of I'm scared into the dark,
the ghost under the bed will sip up take backs,
While taking each other by the hand,
Shaking our goose bumps to a beat,
Of maybe our own demised defeat,
Of each others silhouettes,
beneath the sheets, or musty carpet heaps,
Be cautious, old territory has been taken over,
Old hymns lye in the pit of my stomach,
Is this a exorcism of past figure tip affection,
or a reaction of something three chapters back,
Your lips taste like nostalgia,
while my hips move with new found confidence,
Maybe you don't like who I have grown into,
Unable to stomach faulty confidence,
but you taste the same,
like bitter indifference on a Saturday morning,
Shoulder shrug, head held higher,
Unknowing of what to do with my hurricane composure,
Downed in what the movie told you IT should feel like,
Plead victim to the love you told me of,
like a deices that was bewitched you,
Maybe then you will be able to write off the sparks,
as an ever ending symptom you didn't sign up for,
While I let it suffocate my dis jointed brain,
You cared less, and you'll always take preyed in that,
Which seeping from your open pours,
Into my addict like tendencies,
You finally won, my body turned into a play card deck,
Im your gambling chips,
Set in indifferent ignorance,
Use me as a wash towel and i'll never be back again,
Playing poker with my defeat and deceit,
and your cool confidence,
Both playing a game we delt the hands for,
Getting blasted on each others pocker faces,
Know whats behind the iris in each others eyes,