[lazzarella]

DEADLOCH 2.06

[jester-nonconforming]

watching Deadloch really is like being transported to another universe where women are allowed to look and act like regular people on TV

[nyagosstar]

[church-of-lilith]

behind every gay person is a gayer, more evil person

[homoo-wan-kenobi]

larissa weems, you gorgeous gorgeous woman 🤍

[mrgaretcarter]

Morticia sensing Larissa 2x05 / 2x06 / 2x07

Wednesday (2022-)

[365filmsbyauroranocte]

Les amours d'Anaïs (Charline Bourgeois-Tacquet, 2021)

[joanbeauvoir]

Anaïs in Love (2021) - dir. Charline Bourgeois-Tacquet

[jules235]

I'll go set fire to myself bye

[neoyan]

L'arte della gioia E1

[talksabouttheshows]

Hacks has actually healed me on so many levels

It showed me that a deep intimate (and not necessarily romantic/sexual) bond with someone — something I've been craving my whole life — is possible and real.

More than that

I thought I was looking in the wrong place because of the age gaps with people I liked but Hacks served as a wonderful example that true close relationship can be created by two people of different age if they're up for it

I used to feel so awkward in my desire to connect with women older than I am, thought the problem was in me

But this show let me believe that if there are two people who truly care about each other — their differences start to dissipatie, if they make an effort to be there for each other, to change — they can build intimacy and lift each other up.

Also the way their relationship is platonic but also on the verge of hints to something more and despite of inability to label it, stays a true and strong bond between this two women

made me realize it's possible

[talksabouttheshows]

Pretty sure Joan Ferguson killed her father

And then cleared her conscience by keeping him always close — in her mind (as if to say: I'm such a good daughter, I keep listening to my dad even after he's gone. Nevermind the cause of his death though)

She probably made some story up that it wasn't her fault — because the guilt must've been unbearable — and ended up believing it herself

It's obvious he raised her alone (after, as we later find out, killing her mom), abused and treated her like a "foot soldier" according to her own words.

I'm sure he told her she was abnormal, shaming her for her desire to hurt people which he obviously placed in her (either by traumatizing her as a kid or by manipulation or even because of his genes)

So she grew up both unable to contain that "urges" and ashamed of herself as a being.

Ultimately she killed him and freed herself from that stifling cage of his control, abuse and mockery.

Another hint it might've been this way is that in season 3 finale as Joan starts to lose it and sees different people she's killed — her father is among them. Appears unexpectedly as hallucination just like the other ones do.

And she told Vera (whom she mentored and on some level wanted her to be the same) to take care of her mother — the way she once took care of her parent

[talksabouttheshows]

No but in reality Vera would've been sent flying across the room if Joan had slapped her like that

[talksabouttheshows]

Things Joan Ferguson said to/about different people while she was the Governor that actually (will) relate to her:

Your true nature will eventually come out, it will have to

If you don't want a new television — don't ask for one

..to have formed such an intimate bond with something so precious only to have it ripped away

She still sees herself as better than this place, better than all the women around her. She wants to prove that even to us. Pathetic. I guarantee you she kept a neat house.

(to her dead Goldfish) What's the matter with you?

With so much to lose, you'd think she'd be more careful

[talksabouttheshows]

The way during her deputy-time Vera always puts different shit on Joan's desk

Like a shiv or a pregnancy test

Even though she obviously notices her germophobia and it's generally disgusting to have someone's pregnancy test on your table

[itslacroixsweetiedarling]

You asked me why I did what I did in court, what my endgame was. I didn’t know the answer to that until just now

Wentworth | Joan Ferguson and Vera Bennett

[kosmogrl]

how it feels when one of your hyperfixations comes back and stronger than ever

[ilynpilled]

how it feels when one of your hyperfixations comes back and stronger than ever

[spyndylle]