Obsession 101 is a section of my blog where I post my favourites but sometimes the word “favourite” is an understatement. So the first of the many obsessions are tv series, since I’ve been a home-buddy for quiet sometime now, I’ve got nothing better to do than to watch some tv series.
RIVERDALE
Now, don’t get me started on this. Anyone who knows me knows that Archie comics has been an all time favourite of mine since I was a little girl. Perks of having sisters who were addicted to them and passed their addiction onto me. So, hearing that their making a tv series called Riverdale and ofcourse is about Archie and the gang. I was thrilled! The first episode came out, and I was confused at the first few minutes. This wasn’t the Archie comics I grew up reading. It was dark, full of mysteries, and scandalous. Each character has a secret to keep, each character gets you hooked on this tv show. It’s one of those tv series where it leaves you wanting more every episode, which is one of the reasons why you’ll get addicted to it. If you want something out of the ordinary and want some twisted Archie comics vibe going on, I recommend Riverdale. For you will not see your average Archiekins, Juggy, Betty and Veronica!
GILMORE GIRLS
Thanks to my sister who is addicted to watching movies and tv series, she recommends something for me to watch from time to time. Most of the time, it slips my mind and I forget it entirely. But I am thankful that I didn’t forget this. This tv series has been around for quiet sometime. At the first episode I was kinda bored with it since it was mostly talking, but it’s just one of those tv shows where you’ll find yourself clicking it on netflix over and over again. And by the time you realized you were doing that you’re now completely hooked to it. It’s a family show. It’s about a mom and her daughter taking the world one step at a time. Those who are close with their mom and those who are not would probably be envious of these two Gilmore Girls. I know I am! And to top it all of their feminist! Which obviously makes me love it even more!
I’ve been gone for a while and I have an excuse. I’ve been busy with studying. Do you know the feeling when you’ve worked really hard and the outcome isn’t what you expect? Yes, that’s what happened to me.
The day found out that dreadful news, it broke my heart to million pieces. There were so many things that were running through my mind that the only solution for me to unleash those thoughts were to just cry my eyes out. Cry until my eyes cannot produces any more tears. At one point of my crying fest, I told my sister to come up just so I could hug her while I cried -- yes, I was VERY emotional. But there was something that she told me over and over again, “Sige iiyak mo lang yan, pero katapos nito, wala na ha?” (Translation: “Okay cry, but after you do, no more”) I didn’t say a word to her but in my mind, I agreed. That night, I couldn’t sleep, I tossed and I turned. I even threw all my pillows and still nothing. My frustration was eating me alive and I found myself punching my bed and wanting to just scream.
Then, the next day came. I don’t know what happened overnight, but I was feeling okay. Of course, the thought never left my mind that my future was put on hold. But then I toughened up; in situations like these, I think that’s the best thing to do. To become tough, to show that you can get through everything. I did make a promise to myself to stop crying, and so I did. I’ve thought about what I could to do turn this situation into somewhat bearable. I’ve chose to look at the brighter things rather than dwell on the negativity, that was my New Year’s Resolution (This one I’m planning to keep).
Right now, I’m currently reconstructing my life - getting it back on track. I’ve been stronger than ever, and there is only one to thank, the Lord. For without God, I don’t know where to gain my strength from. He has been my center for the past few months, and throughout this experience the best thing that it offered me was it taught me to be closer to God. I needed a wake up call. And because of God, I’m happier and stronger. I CHOSE to be strong but I had a lot of help from our Lord. Yes, I am not my happiest at the moment but I’m choosing to be happy. As the saying says, there’s always a rainbow after the rain.
I’ve been away for quite sometime, I know. But it was all worth it. For the past maybe 5 months, I left the bubble G group chat to focus on my studies. Because if you know me, you know I get distracted way too easily. And I think I made the right decision because now, I’m finally GRAD-WAITING!!!
It’s pretty overwhelming knowing that I’m finally done. I’m finally moving on to another chapter in my life.. I’m close to the adult life. It’s both scary and exciting. But yes, I’m finally done. I can say that I’m finally done with college. After a little over 4 years of hard work, kalokohan, cries and laughter, I’m finally done. The feeling of you’re parents being proud of you is indescribable. I’m glad that I’m one step closer to being the successful person that I dream to be.
Alam mo yung feeling na wala kang gana sa lahat ng bagay at sa mga tao? Hindi ko alam baket naffeel ko to ngayon. Yung feeling na gusto mo lang icut off lahat ng tao na di mo feel, na di nalang magpakita. Hindi ko alam kung baket. Pero sobrang ayoko tong feeling na to. Nakakamurit din kase isipin na last week, mahal na mahal mo yung tao tapos ngayon wala ka ng gana. Ganon ganon lang hay
Got a special delivery this afternoon. Was expecting gummies from tindahan lang but ended up receiving this plus a donut. Thank you, my Beb. Aylabyualat. Thank you too for tolerating my moody bitchiness.
