You guys might want to know that somnussanitarium has
- dated teenagers (Yes! More than one, claims it was okay because alter ages!)
- shared nsfw kin memories with teenagers
- encourage minors into poly relationships, while the other partner was super uncomfortable (so y'know, essentially cheat)
- allowed at least 1 minor to follow his old nsfw account on vent (iegg on that app of we recall)
- made an undertale incest ask blog
This is all true. We are not at all proud of it and we deeply regret all of it. It happened and ended as recently as 2019, when a now ex friend of ours came to us to tell us that hey thats extremely fucked up. It should not have come as a shock to us to have that said to us. We should have known much better. It was very very terrible and weve acknowledged it to ourselves many times since, and I feel its time to stop being scared and properly admit to it.
At that time we held beliefs that we should not have. That we should have known better than to hold. We cannot go back and undo it. As much as we would love to, what is done is done. It is not pretty. Theres no making light of it. Theres no spinning a positive on it. We were terrible people at that time and did terrible things.
We know that we had never had any bad intentions. We did not go out of our way to seek out minors for anything like any of that. But it did happen. It should not have and it has not since. At the end of the day we know that the impact of those actions far outweighs whatever our intent may have been. Not meaning to do harm does not mean that harm was not done and we are more than willing to accept that.
We have worked on ourselves a lot since then. We are very critical of the actions we take. We are not the people we were then. Those that know us now do know us a we truly are. We do completely understand if knowing who we were then is grounds for any of them to no longer want contact with us.
People have been hurt by us and I know that we cannot simply fix it. We cant undo it. But we can make damn sure we never do it again. We do not expect anyone to like us and we do not expect to be forgiven. We only ask that we be allowed to continue moving forward and growing as we have been.
Hey, thank you for the reply, it does genuinely mean a lot to see you guys acknowledge the harm done.
We also apologize if our reblogs and stuff came off as hostile at all, a lot of it was made in anger.
It means a lot to see this acknowledged, rather than ignoring/hiding it.
We do genuinely hope the best for you guys.
