Essay #1 Taylor Littlejohn Eng 317
As an immigrant to any county, finding your new identity is hard. In the book, Girl in Translation by Jean Kwok, Kimberly struggles to find her true identity as an Asian Immigrant. Kimberly lives in China Town in New York City, where she goes to school, works and spends time with her aunt that lives in New York, along with the friends that she meets through school. Although Kimberly is transitioning her life to live like an Asian American, she struggles to discover her true identity because her lifestyle is changing when she is at school, working at the factory with her mom, and when she is spending time with her friends.
 Fitting in at school is hard as a female immigrant because a girl usually wants to fit in with the current clothing trends of the country she is moving to. In Chapter 6, Kimberly is accepted into Harrison Prep, but she doesn't think she will fit in. During her meeting with Dr. Weston, she described how all the students look different because of the uniforms they are wearing. When trying to fit into a new culture, a girl wants to fit in with the top clothing rather than being an outcast. Kimberly is worried the students at Harrison Prep will pick on her because her family cannot afford expensive clothes. She knows she is smart enough to get the grades, but she also wants to look nice for her classmates. Also at the beginning of Chapter 7, Kimberly describes how uncomfortable it was to have to change in front of the other girls during gym class. I remember when I had to change during my gym class for the first time. I can relate to Kimberly because the experience is awkward for everyone. I did not focus on what other girls were wearing, I just changed as quick as I could and got out. This is another way Kimberly is trying to fit in. She is afraid the girls will judge her on what kind of undergarments she wears, but in reality, they probably are not even looking at her.  She would compare what they had compared to her, which is what other girls typically do. This made her feel uncomfortable because her mom had made all of her undergarments. While her mom is being supportive, Kimberly is embarrassed because her mom is not an expert at sewing.
 Having a parent who is still stuck in their old cultural ways is always hard on the child. When Kimberly is at the factory working with her mom, she is relating to her old culture because her mom is still stuck in the Chinese culture still. Throughout the whole book, her mom struggles with English. When Kimberly and her mom go to talk to Dr. Weston in chapter 7, Kimberly has to do some translating for her mom. This is an exciting moment for Kimberly because she is getting into a school that her friends are going to. Her mom does not really understand what is being said in the interview. Therefore, Kimberly is forced to explain what is going on. It is always hard to move forward in your new culture when your parent is slowing you down. I have friends who come from different cultures and whenever they call their parents, they are forced to speak in their native language. Most of my friends forget certain words from their native language because by now, English is more comfortable for them to speak. When Kimberly graduates, she is given an award. Her Aunt Paula was thrilled, but Ma did not understand what was being said so Kimberly was not as satisfied with her award. This also relates to the language barrier Kimberly and her mom have. It would be hard for me to receive an award for school and to look back to my mom looking confused. It would be hard for someone to find their identity when they are not on the same level of new cultural surrounding as their parents.
 As an immigrant to a new country, I think the most important thing is to find a good friend that shares some common interests as you. That way you can find someone who can introduce you to the new ways of life in the country.  Annette is one of Kimberly's best friends throughout the book. She struggles at times because she doesn't want Annette to know all the details of her life. When I moved to Arizona at the start of high school, all I wanted to do was to find a friend I could hang out with and show me what it is like to live in Arizona. I was confused when Kimberly did not tell Annette certain facts about her. Kimberly has shut down Annette a few times in the book when she is trying to support Kimberly. Annette was trying to help Kimberly when she sensed she was being distant. In chapter 6, Annette was trying to show support for Kimberly after her test to get into Harrison Prep. Kimberly did not want her to know that she was accepted into Harrison, but may not attend because she could not afford it. If Kimberly had told Annette that she could not afford Harrison Prep, she would not have judged her. When I met my first friend in Arizona, I did not tell her everything, but I did invite her over to my house to hang out. Kimberly did not want Annette to see where she lived because she was embarrassed. Annette also wrote to Kimberly a lot over the summer. She told Annette that her summer was very relaxing, but in reality she was struggling with the dust and heat conditions in the factory. I think it is cool Annette wrote to Kimberly over the summer, but I did not understand why Kimberly would lie to her about the factory job. She hides her full identity from Annette to make herself fit in more, but Annette would be supportive of Kimberly's true self. In reality, Kimberly is trying to create a false identity for her friends. In this situation, it would be hard for me to figure out my true identity in a new culture.
 Kimberly struggles to find her true identity throughout this book. As an immigrant to a new country, I think it would be hard to figure out who I really am as a person. Kimberly is trying to get rid of her old identity and try to make a new one. If Kimberly had been more open with her feelings and her life, she would have discovered her true identity sooner. Although Kimberly is transitioning her life to live like an Asian American, she struggles to discover her true identity because her lifestyle is changing when she is at school, working at the factory with her mom, and when she is spending time with her friends.