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Yashi | Indian | 18 | Swifty | ARMY | Halsey stan | Ravenclaw | Poetry | Majority of the blog dedicated to loving the genius of Taylor Swift. The rest of it; Well, I'll let you decide what to make of it! Feel free to DM me or send asks. Love making new friends and having conversations with old ones! :)  Credit for hearder: @taylorswifteditsbysoha

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Stanza’s of a song I wrote called- Still beneath my clouds

Inspired by Halsey(hold me down), @taylorswift(The archer) and events in my own life.

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Tried not to like you

Dated: 20th December, 2022 I tried not to like you but when you have your arms around meAnd you tell me I give you peaceA small fire starts withinMy insides begin to glowThe heat spreadsCausing something unintentional to spark to life I tried not to like you but when you talk to meYour confidence shines in your eyesYou have this little spring in your stepThis calmness to your voiceThat heals…

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Tried not to like you

Dated: 20th December, 2022 I tried not to like you but when you have your arms around meAnd you tell me I give you peaceA small fire starts withinMy insides begin to glowThe heat spreadsCausing something unintentional to spark to life I tried not to like you but when you talk to meYour confidence shines in your eyesYou have this little spring in your stepThis calmness to your voiceThat heals…

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Stranger Woman

Dated: 6th June, 2023. I smiled silently at the stranger woman talking to me“What’s your name?”She asked me questions about myselfI answeredThen realised-I wasn’t the slightest bit curious about herBut societal norms call for politenessPlayed along and reciprocated her interest in a stranger womanIn the end, she said-“I’m sorry,Whats your name?”I guess she was being polite the first time round…

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Slut

Dated: 10th September, 2022. The first guy, he was never my typeToo different from what I desireHead massages, hugs and extra careHe exuded comfort, a clueless playerThen he sleeps with me one nightCaressing my hands as I lie on his thighEscalated slowly, had his arms around my waistBut the physical affection didn’t mean much I guessFlustered, touch starved, woke up wanting moreBut I was never…

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Time to Leave

Dated: 17th July, 2023. I deserve better If you couldn’t see my worth, you never deserved me Don’t believe in forevers But I thought we had longer, now I guess it’s time to leave Because I healed your bruises when they were black and blue Now the blemishes have faded, I’m no longer worthy to you Mistook you for permanent, you mistook me for a use and throw You won’t think twice, till you…

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Brutally Honest

Dated: 15th April, 2023. I wrap my knife with barbed wireDrive it into your front and twistHaving my bloodlust satisfiedRegain conscience, realise what I didTry my best to close your woundWith my red-brown stained fingertipsBut repentance doesn’t erase scarsAnd apologies seem hollow from my lips I wonder how many more I’ll maimBefore I drown in the blood I spillBuried the wire and the…

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Wanna be back with you

Wanna be back with you

Dated: 24th April, 2022. The boarding gate was my breaking point that nightCouldn’t hold it in anymore after the last goodbyeBlurry from tears, memories flooding my mindWishing I didn’t have to leave you all behind You know what I’m missing, you were there tooAll the nights we spent together inside that roomAll the little gestures of “I care”The plane taking me further and further away from…

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I wouldn't leave

I wouldn’t leave

Dated: 19th May, 2022. Floating on a dream cloudSwaying softly to euphoric soundsPulling the paper glasses your way nowTo fly longer, don’t wanna come downAnd I see you all with my feet on the ground Smiling at you, my little band of friends all light headedBut I wouldn’t leave you even if I don’t really get itTripping? I’ll be there to catch you and carry youI might not indulge but I won’t…

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Partially furnished story

Dated:22nd March, 2022. I love seeing their smiles and teasing eyesAs if being around them makes me come aliveDoing our own thing or working togetherForming ties that grow tougher to sever Can be myself fearlesslyAnd marvel in their companyLet me tell you where you can find me In a partially furnishedHalf painted, renovated roomI spend all my nightsWith a family that surprisingly always feels…

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Forever

Dated:17th October, 2021. Forever doesn’t existSo don’t ever talk of itOr give false promisesIf you believe like a naïve foolIt’ll only come back to hurt youWhen it’s brokenness is leftTo remind you of promises never keptAnd burn an unidentifiable holeNever to be whole again Forever doesn’t existI’d sooner reach for the starsThan rely on your meaning of eternitySo don’t hurt meBy believing and…

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Ink stains

Dated: 31st January, 2022. Somedays I feel stainedLike the ink I write my words with is strewn across my faceAs though sharing my poetry is opening me upAnd spreading myself out for you to judgeGiving you a mapTo trace down the road which I’ve traversedBut you never willYet you know, don’t you, where I was, where I amLeaving me unprotected, vulnerable to attacksInviting misery to come and…

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Here I go again

Here I go again

Dated: 14th February, 2020. Putting it plane and simple yes I was waiting for you that dayHe saved a seat for you on the other side so I thought there was no wayWe’ed have a proper conversation but boy was I wrongYou shifted everyone in our row so we could sit together and now I write this song Why do you flatter me this way what have I doneTo deserve your attention without knowing if you think…

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Unidentified killer

Dated: 20th January, 2022. And when I finally diedYou, the world, my world labelled me weakAnd the misery finally endedBut you forgot me in a weekI suffocated from expectationsI suffocated from lack of spaceTo decide for myselfIf I ever wanted to run this rat raceI starved of incompletenessI stared of hopeAnd every word I ever wroteWas born to die aloneBut you never stopped pushingDidn’t matter…

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Microtales

So this something new I tried. It’s very different from what I usually write. Bad luck Falling from my grasp, my hand mirror shattered. “Oh no! 7 years of bad luck.” I sarcastically laugh as I sit in my 7-year-old wheelchair. Street light Street lights are just decorative in plain sight, so am I. I’ll always be there. You won’t need me. Except when you do, you’ll depend on me so much my…

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Comfort zone

Dated: 13th December 2020. On a Saturday, left my comfort zoneAnd rode the train home with youSo natural, though we barely spoke beforeFirst of several half hours with youBlank pages, we didn’t really know each otherThough I knew you were different even beforeI was travelling on the same track as alwaysTowards one I hadn’t dared to explore I didn’t know that would be the dayCatalysing the fires…

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Sober

Dated: 26th April, 2021. I don’t want to want to do itI don’t want to walk backDazed in the head, seeing redI don’t want to acheUnconscious due to a conscious mistake They may think it’s coolBut I’m scared that influenceWould make me feel the sameAnd then I’ll only have me to blameAlone, with the power of saying no I’m scared, I’ll changeTo fit in with a different raceAnd forget the beauty of…

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