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@teacher-fragments
This is so sick. So fucking sick. Please reblog. Especially if your student/teacher relationship with your teacher wasn't "typical", and if it affected you in any way. I know that my situation in high school was damaging to my mental health, and has had a lasting impact on my life. This makes me so sick.
Happy birthday baby, I'd give anything to be the one waking up beside you today.
So, I had been pining after my former teacher for seven years. All this time I thought the only reason why things might never happen between us was because of our sixteen year age gap. Well several months ago I found out he was gay, and dating a new guy. Needless to say, I felt really stupid. His boyfriend always looked really young to me in the pictures he posted of them together on facebook. Today, I discovered that his boyfriend is only 3 and a half years older than me, making about a thirteen year age gap between the two of them. In a way, it's kinda comforting to know that my age was never an issue, my lack of a penis was. Atleast I know I'm not crazy for feeling such a strong connection to him despite our age difference through out all of these years. To be honest, I'm not really sure how to feel anymore. All I know is that I still love him, and probably always will.
But there is just one thing that I don't understand.. he has been in a relationship for about 5 months now, and ever since then, I have hardly heard from him at all on Facebook or anywhere else. if I never meant anything to him, why would our relationship and interactions change once he got into a relationship with somebody else? if we were just friends, if I truly didn't mean anything to him, he would have no reason to change his behavior towards me. Right?
He's gay.
The man that I have been in love with for the past seven years has confirmed his current relationship with his boyfriend.
I didn't see that one coming.
I hate this.
It's sick how my stomach drops when ever I see a pretty girl closer to his age comment on his social media suggesting that they hang out, and it's even more sick how i feel a physical pain in my chest when he agrees to hang out with her. But the sickest part of all is how sad I get after, thinking "Is she going to be his new girlfriend? Did I blow my chance? Did I ever even have a chance to begin with?"
God, I wish he would just get a fucking girlfriend and make it official and squash any particle of hope that I might have left so then I could just teach myself to hate him and hopefully move on.
He left without any consideration of even how I felt. He gave me no goodbye. He gave me no words of comfort. Nothing to remember him by. He just…left. I spent days and nights preparing for him his departure. I spent days and nights afterwards trying to hold onto the remnants of his memory he left at the door that day. I try to piece together how could this have possibly happen to me. How I could let myself get hurt like this.
He never texts me first, but he will converse and flirt with me under my statuses on facebook all the time. When we do talk in a private message, he's humorous, but not nearly as funny as he is in the comments under my statuses.
It's like he needs an audience.
More Love Quotes
People look at me weirdly when I tell them I'm in love with someone who is impossible. But really, that's the purest and most unconditional love of them all, because you love without getting anything back.
Honestly, being in love with a teacher causes so much more hurt, confusion and depression than being love with someone your own age.
Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don’t mind, it doesn’t matter.
Mark Twain (via teach-me-with-love)
I’m not sure how much more of this I can take. This whole waiting game.
I mindlessly whittle my days away, little by little, mostly aloof from my surroundings. I search for your face in every crowd, for your voice in every passing conversation. Every song, every poem, no matter how obscure,...
anfjfnjkenkrnfiqf grr why did you do this to me!? You should’ve just treated me like another student.
My Perfect Boy
Most girls: pulls out picture of One Direction
Me: pulls out yearbook and flips to the staff pictures
