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How I pratice drawing things, now in a tutorial form. The shrimp photo I used is here Show me your shrimps if you do this uvu PS: lots of engrish because foreignÂ
This is the best art advice ever and you should all listen to it because itâs basically what Iâve been telling people for years.
i was not expecting that to actually work
THIS.
This feels like one of those pieces of advice that are so brilliant that as soon as you have read it, it feels blindingly obvious.Â
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The one where they think theyâre teaching Keith how to walk but it turns out he can already do that and would just prefer to hug Thace instead. Â // Commissioned by Eyeslikestarsss on twitter!Â
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What experience changed your perspective on life?
I was about 11 years old and I got into a horrible fight at school with my brother who was barely more than a year older than me so we were close growing up, but with a lot of tension. We had a lot of mutual friends and I donât remember the specifics, but I felt as if he had embarrassed me in front of everyone or diminished me into being some sort of child even though our age difference was small. After school I went to my Grandmotherâs as I usually did after school at that time, while my brother went to wrestling practice.
My Grandmother had a thick French accent and lived in an enormous, overgrown looking house that was filled from head to toe with books and I LOVED it. My brother was more sporty than me and that got a lot of attention and appreciation from our father who I was more alienated from for being bookish. My Grandmother was my only kindred spirit in the family and for much of my childhood really.
Anyways I kind of tried to conceal my anger from my Grandmother at first and I was helping her clean (which I enjoyed doing because we would listen to great jazz and blues artists which she loved and she would tell me about the lives of jazz musicians and such, it was all very cool to me). At one point though she said something or other about my brother and I just couldnât help it, I hadnât cried in front of my grandmother in years but I was just so angry and frustrated that it all came out. I was so embarrassed, but I just told her everything right then about how overshadowed I felt by him, how my father didnât love me the way he loved him, feelings I was super ashamed of even having.
She kind of let my emotions hang in the air and just quietly comforted me by rubbing my back, but then she told me to come upstairs with her to her bedroom. Her bedroom had a lot of character like a lot of the house and it was filled with photos and books and albums she loved and especially had a lot of Jewish art on the walls.
She fumbled around in her desk pulling out random papers and odds and ends until she pulled out a dusty photo album that I had never seen before which was in itself remarkable because my grandmother loved to show me photos of when she first came to America and my mother and uncles as children, all that. We sat down on the bed and she opened it and there were all of these black and white photos of my great-grandparents when they were alive. It started with very small children and my great-grandparents looking very finely dressed and happy and page by page there was just this horrible transformation of the children getting older and my great grandparents looking like they had aged 20 years when their children had only aged a few years. I had some understanding of what was going on of course, I knew about WW2, the holocaust etc. Which is to say, I knew an age appropriate version of all that, but I was beginning to get old enough that something darker was lurking, a more visceral reality to what I knew factually to be true.
We got to the exact center of the album with my Grandmother saying very little except peopleâs names, when the photos were taken, etc. Then right there, over a photo, pressed between the pages, was a patch, a patch of a yellow star with the word âJuifâ on it. And my grandmother, pressed the star to her chest, as if holding it to where it would have been sewn an age ago and gave me a small nod and said in her soft-breazy accent âThis one was not mine, I donât think, but Claudetteâsâ and she pointed down at the picture that the star had been covering.
It was of two teenage girls, young, perhaps 13 or 14, smiling in front of some sort of railing overlooking a river, stars visible in their clothing. One, I immediately recognized to be my grandmother, who⊠while a wonderful human being had sort of a crooked smile and a big nose that was altogether too interesting looking to be mainstream beautiful. The girl next to her in the photo looked in many ways like her, but definitely had more classic good looks and a certain radiance that really came off the page.
âThis is her. Claudette, my sister. We were very close in age, closer even than you and your brother.â she kept punctuating her sentences with a sort of bitter, humorless laugh and would pause, look away and then look back at the photo. âShe was my best friend, but I was very jealous of her, very. She was beautiful, funny. It hurt to even be jealous of her, she was so likable.â She sighed and I caught sight of the numbers tattooed on her arm, my earliest memory was and is of my grandmother giving me my first hair cut in front of the mirror and her guest room and my eyes catching those numbers in the reflection as if for the first time and the sudden curiosity they inspired. I felt a morbid echo of that curiosity then.
Then she said to me âI never would have thought then. That I would have been the lucky one. Your granmere has gotten old. Claudette will be 15 forever.â and her voice broke on that last word, not quite finishing it. âTry not to fight with your brother Ezra, or else, do not let the fight go on for too long. Youâre young, but youâre smart enough to know that most of us are not young forever. Trust me, the older you get, the more desperately you will need those who knew you when you were young.â
And then just like that the moment was over, she replaced the star, shut the album and shut it all away. Then she went back to cleaning, as if her own heart hadnât broken all those years ago, as if she hadnât just blown my own fucking young mind.
My Grandmother died when I was 16, but wrote me a card for my high school graduation in advance knowing that she probably wasnât going to make it. On the day I graduated I opened and read her advice, her hopes for me, all good stuff. It ended with her recalling that day and what it had meant for her and how she hoped I could find balance in life between being true to myself and not sacrificing happiness. The last line was âWe all have a responsibility to remember the bad times, even when it hurts to admit that they happened; just as we have a responsibility to remember the good times, even when it hurts to admit that theyâre gone. Congratulations on your graduation, I love you with all of my heart.â
I bawled then, Iâm tearing up now just thinking about it. Never has another human being had more of an impact on another than my grandmother had on me.
everything i say??? cringe.
everything i think??? cringe.
everything i post????? cringe.
every time i breathe????? cringe.
everytime we touch??????
i get this feeling and everytime we kiss i swear i could fly cant u hear my heart beat fast i want this to last
he is not old enough
Dont you see all those wrinkles. Of course he's old enough.
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What I Learned About Getting A Job In The Art/Game Industry
So! Today I want to talk about how I got my job in the casual/social gaming industry and offer some tips for artists who may be struggling to find work. This is by no means a foolproof formula on getting a job, and this is only MY experience and by no means does it apply to everyone and their individual circumstances, so it should be taken with a grain of salt. But these are just some things that worked for me and maybe they will work for others too! (And yeah there are a billion other posts like this one but I never get tired of reading them!)
THE TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE, NO GOOD VERY BAD YEAR AND A HALF BEFORE I GOT MY JOB
I went to a private art school in the Midwest. I got good grades, I made some cool work and great friends, and I graduated with my bachelorâs and 100% confidence that I would get an industry job within 3 months.
I mean, 6 months.
⊠OK, definitely within a yearâŠ
⊠year and a half�
⊠Please?
It was 19 months later when I was finally employed with a full-time industry job.
In that time, I was working a part time job for a whopping $10 an hour (which was considered pretty good for my job/my state). The rest of the time I was doing freelance work (mostly for friends and family, which ranged anywhere from realistic portraits to graphic design, I would accept anything if it involved anything vaguely artistic) and doing commissions on deviantART and FurAffinity.
I learned a lot during these 19 months. I learned about communicating with customers, I learned about marketing yourself and target audiences, I learned about ETAs and taking on too much work and working faster and more efficiently to maximize my earnings per hour.
I applied to every job in the area that I thought would vaguely relate to art. Unfortunately the only real corporate art and design opportunities in my city were product design for a major corporation or small (read, TINY, like under 20 people) animation and design houses, both of which I was massively under-qualified for.
I thought I was hot shit in high school, I thought I was hot shit in college, I thought I was hot shit coming out of college, but nothing in my portfolio was appealing for an employer looking for a product designer and there wasnât enough experience to be hired by a tiny design house only looking for the best. All of a sudden I wasnât hot shit anymore. I was just shit.
I grew resentful of my school. Why hadnât they tried harder to get me a job? Why hadnât they taught me how to market myself? Why was the animation department so lackluster? It must have been my schoolâs fault. I went to a terrible school. They were why I was failing.
(To be fair, although I no longer blame my school on my failures, I have a much different view of privatized art schools nowadays. But thatâs a different story.)
I quickly fell into depressive spirals. Everything was hard from then on. I knew what I really wanted. I wanted an animation-related job in California like Iâd dreamed about as a child. I wanted to work at Disney or Pixar, do storyboards or character designs like everyone else. But that was 2,000 miles away in California, a huge and expensive undertaking. There was no way. Guess I was stuck here.
It was only in fall of 2012 when things started looking up. My outlook on life profoundly when I had made some major changes to my personal life which simultaneously raised my self-confidence and permitted me more time to focus and create.
Not a month after making this life change was I approached by an old classmate of mine. I knew heâd been working in California for about a year (he was brave â heâd moved out there with whatever he could fit in his car, he went to the Animation Collaborative and made connections and did everything I was too scared and hopeless to do at the time). He said there was an opening at his company and that I should apply.
Excited, I looked at the qualifications and â oh. Never mind. I donât think Iâm qualified for this job. He insisted I should try, insisted that he would help and send his bosses my information. At this rate, I figured sure, what the hell. I applied, not expected anything but another rejection letter.
And they responded saying they were interested! A Skype interview was scheduled. Following-up happened. A couple weeks later, I had an offer letter in hand. I was going to California!!
2.5 years later Iâm still here. I have new skills, a contact web, new confidence, and new life experiences and that was worth the time I spent waiting for it to happen.
So now Iâm seeing people going through the same mess I went through. I remember how much it sucks. And I want to help. Hopefully I CAN help.
KAYCIEâS TIPS AND THINGS TO CONSIDER WHILE SEARCHING FOR WORK:
1. PRODUCE WORK â ALWAYS HAVE PROJECTS TO WORK ON. Personal projects show that you have initiative and self-discipline. While I was waiting for my dream job to call, I both finished and promoted my Periodic Table of Elements project. I did freelance. I worked on some comics. I had a strict once-a-week updating schedule for my blog. I entered pieces for gallery shows. I re-did old drawings to see how much Iâd changed. Sometimes I just did some fan art because why not? Itâs fun!
Always have something to work on! Even if the progress is slow - trust me, Iâve had story ideas stewing around in my head for 10 years without ever putting them on paper. You donât have to work 8+ hours a day on your project (if you have that kind of time though, great!), a little bit at a time is also very effective. Setting self-deadlines can help, but just make sure theyâre reasonable (trust me, you may be dealing with unreasonable deadlines once you do have your Big Job, so take advantage while it lasts!)
BONUS â Try to do projects that you can tangibly hold once youâre done with them, like a book, or a print, or a series of buttons or stickers. Something that can be seen in a context larger than âI drew this to put on the internetâ. A reaction to a physical thing is PROFOUNDLY different to a reaction of an image on a computer screen. We see that stuff every day. If we can hold it in our hands, or own a copy of it⊠itâs much more professional AND much more personal.
2. PRODUCE WORK YOU LOVE â itâs cliche, but focus on what you like to do, even if you donât think thereâs a job for you in that field. An aspiring comic artist might get hired for storyboards. A graphic designer might end up doing UI design. If you produce work you love, it shows. And thatâs really the whole point, right?
If you have the option, try new things but donât drown yourself trying to do something because you think itâs trendy or desirable â best case scenario is that you end up doing that job and eventually resenting it because itâs not what you really wanted to do, but now youâre stuck in that field because thatâs all youâre qualified for (i.e., wanting to be an animator but pursuing a career in graphic design â not because you love it, but because itâs less competitive and pays more). Be true to yourself and what you love!
If you donât know what you want to do yet, thatâs OK! (Iâve been at my job for 2.5 years and I still donât really know what I want to do.) Keep trying new things to find out what you like most!
3. RESEARCH â If you really want a big fancy industry job with health insurance and vacation time, find out whatâs out there and plan your attack accordingly. I had no idea that social games were even a remote possibility before I got my job because they didnât teach us about games in college. Itâs the perfect culmination of what I was looking for in a job - animation, illustration, and character design! Find out where your ideal industry âhotspotsâ are. Figure out where in the country/world those places are and what it would take to get there. Find out if thereâs anyone you know that lives there or anyone THEY know that lives there that you could talk to. Your network will build.
But, that leads me to my next pointâŠ
4. YOU DONâT HAVE TO BE IN THE AREA TO GET THE JOB/BE SUCCESSFUL â thereâs this belief in the job industry that you have to be there to get it. While this can sometimes help, THIS IS NOT ALWAYS TRUE. I got a job in CA while I was still in MN. There are many artists out there like me who relocated for their jobs. Faith Erin Hicks doesnât live in the comics capitol of the world, and yet sheâs an incredibly prominent figure in the comics universe (she even wrote a post about this). Technology has blossomed in the past decade, and many preliminary interviews are conducted over phone or Skype.
Honestly, I could have moved out to California and peddled my portfolio around, and maybe I would have ended up like my classmate and gotten a job. But the main reason I didnât move out to CA because ITâS RIDICULOUS EXPENSIVE. Like, apart from maybe Honolulu and Manhattan, the Bay Area is the most expensive place to live in the entire country. I lived in MN with my mother for over a year for free because I made peanuts, I was paying student loans, and I didnât want to live in a 5x5 room in a strange state with 4 random strangers. I know not everyone is in my situation and not everyone has the luxuries that I had, but Iâm 99% confident that I would have run out of money if I had moved out to the Bay Area without getting my job first. (When in doubt, ask about relocation opportunities! Some companies WILL pay to relocate you!!)
5. USE SOCIAL MEDIA â post your WIPs and finished products! Get a Twitter, Instagram, Tumblr, Blogger, Facebook⊠if your favorite artists or people youâd want to hire you have an account and are actively using it, get one! Post every day on at least one site. Need topic ideas? Talk about art! Talk about your favorite artists! Feature your friends and have your friends feature you! Talk about things you like that arenât art! And above all, USE HASHTAGS! Yeah theyâre kind of annoying to read and donât go overboard but they DO HELP!
BONUS! Posting images (instead of just text or links) helps! Twitter especially has this annoying thing where if I share something on it from Instagram, it will post a link to the photo but will not embed the actual photo. Upload the photo separately with the link! Nowadays people scroll past things so quickly you really need to catch their eye right away, so images will help you do that!
BONUS! Beware what you say on social media if you expect professionals to see it. On the one hand, itâs social media and you can say whatever you want, but if you encourage potential employers to view your social media sites (i.e., leave a link to your Twitter in your resume or on your website), youâre inviting them to read everything youâve ever posted. If Iâm scoping someone for a job recommendation and all they post about is how lazy they are and how they should be doing art but theyâre too tired, thatâs a red flag for me and Iâm going to be hesitant to recommend that person. (I also tend to shy away from people who have perpetually negative attitudes, but thatâs just me.) Instead, consider getting a âpersonalâ account as well as a âprofessionalâ account.
6. DONâT BE A SUCK-UP â weâve all done it, we all know people who have done it, and some people have been successful doing it. But for the most part, itâs pretty obvious when youâre brown-nosing. Sure, make as many connections and learn and ask as much as you can of peers and elders, but make sure itâs all genuine and not out of desperation. And above all, donât bribe them with gifts or try to do them favors and expect to get a job recommendation because you were nice to them. Earn their respect by being yourself. Itâs OK to show that youâre interested in what they do or where they work and how they got there, but if they say âsorry we donât have openings right nowâ or âsorry, weâre looking for someone a little more experiencedâ, be prepared to tone it down a little or back off for a while.
Remember, a job rec reflects directly on the person doing the recommending. Itâs always a bit of a gamble bringing in someone you donât know or have never worked with before. They want to be sure youâre a good fit, not just in skill set but in personality, or it may reflect badly on them.
7. DEALING WITH REJECTION â Sometimes, you wonât be the right fit. Your work may be good, but sometimes itâs not what an employer is looking for. And thatâs OK! Thank them for their consideration and start applying elsewhere.
Donât be afraid of job postings that require a certain level of experience (except for maybe positions with âseniorâ in front of it). Itâs mainly a tactic used to discourage certain types of applicants. If your work is good, the employer wonât really care if you donât have 2+ years experience. Remember, youâll go through training when you enter any new job, so you donât have to know everything going in!
Though sometimes you may get rejected because you really donât have enough experience. This is also OK. Thank them for their consideration and keep applying elsewhere. Not all jobs require the same level of experience.
BONUS â Dealing with Gallery Show Rejection â this came up with a friend of mine recently. If youâre applying to a gallery show and you get rejected⊠do it anyway!! Proceed with the project as if you had gotten in, follow the specs they give, and post it on your own sites and social media. Maybe promote the other show too. Not only does it show that youâre Awesome and Unstoppable, but maybe the gallery show curators will see it and decide hey, maybe they should invite you into the next showâŠ
SIMILARLY! Rejecting Unpaid Work â were you approached with a cool opportunity that youâd LOVE to do but are bothered by the fact that you will not get paid for it? Do it (or something similar to it) yourself! For example, I saw a call for artists for a project that I would have loved to participate in, but it was both unpaid and had a deadline that I wasnât sure I could achieve. So what did I do? I made my own, separate project. That way I got to set the deadline, I got to sell it, and I didnât feel any pressure or obligation to get it done. I find that I will do things better and faster if I love to do them rather than if I feel obligated to do them.
(Here is a good post about free labor and why it is bad.)
And MOST IMPORTANTLYâŠ
8. DONâT BE TOO HARD ON YOURSELF â being between jobs (especially right before your first big job) can be incredibly stressful, scary, and demoralizing. Some days you will be so full of energy and motivation you feel like you can take on the world, other days you will be practically fetal on your bed crying because you think you suck and youâll never amount to anything. ITâS OK TO FEEL THESE THINGS. It will suck, it will be hard and painful but IT WILL BE OK. Talk to loved ones, build your support nest, and donât forget to take time for yourself because youâre working hard and you deserve it.
I hope that helped and that I didnât just give terrible advice! Haha. If yâall have questions or comments feel free to drop me an ask. :)
PLEASE READ THIS! I will tell you right now honestly, I and many others are still in that phase of graduating, not finding it easy to get jobs, going into that depressive state. Life is a fight. To achieve your dreams and goals is a fight. Fight and let life teach you the importance of fighting, building relationships, a home. It will guide you. YOU WILL GET THERE.
I just want to add this here but YOU CAN ALSO APPLY TO JOBS THATâs DIFFERENT FROM WHAT YOUâRE DOING. As you know visual development/character design/storyboarding is very popular in California but also ADVERTISING AGENCIESâŠ.ESPECIALLY MOVIE ADVERTISING AGENCIES. I remember having a guest speaker in one of my last term at my school and she told me that agencies pay a lot of money and they look for more illustrators for their projects (like sketch artists for movie poster or packaging)
The agency that I work for hires a lot of artists for their packaging like special steelcase BD and sometimes they also hire storyboarders. At first I didnât think of much applying to ad agencies CZ I was worried (like above) scared of rejection or they wonât like my workâŠout of emailing 50, 5 replied back and now Iâm working full-time getting money.
In short: sometimes you donât have to go big (like applying to dreamworks or Nick, CN, Disney)âŠyou can start slow and build up your career from there.
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