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17 i got lost on the road of life

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im scared of the future

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i hate myself.

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:((((

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:((((((

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aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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halaaaa im sorry i will not leave you forever

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putangina. PUTANGINA.

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i will never be enough. i just pray you have someone you really need.

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idk ayoko naaaaaaaaaaa

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(photo not mine)

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my s u n f l o w e r

promise me you will never leave me and i will be fine, forever

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#2017 a letter — for myself Thank you for a wonderful year. You’ve done much; Iam proud of you. You did your best and it is all that matters. Thank you for being strong though life throws as many challenges as it could. Thank you for having patience because it is an essential part of your life; without it, your life would have been miserable. Your faith is what I adored. You have so much trust in God and I want you to keep on believing, keep on trusting Him. You have a life different from anyone else but you’re handling it just rightfully with God’s guide. I always value everyone but I never thought of you. I think its about time for you to be appreciated for the hard work you’ve done. No one else can see your worth except you, yourself. I want you to live the way you wanted to be but it’s not your plan that will take over but God’s. Just believe in Him and everything will fall in the right places. I know you are born to serve and acknowledge other people but this time, I wanted to thank you for being there for others and saving nothing for yourself. You can get back up; i have trust in you. So just keep on supporting your friends (bc that is what you live for), and God will always be there for you.

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and P.S its the first time i’ve ever ranted abt it bc i think its not necessary but i just need to let it out hello 2018

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i dont even need anything in return for all the sacrifices (yes, sacrifices bc sobrang hirap me but i chose it myself) i’ve done pero a LITTLE appreciation would make me VERY HAPPY pero like wala parin and thats ok haha as long as they’re fine. other people yung na aaknowledge nila sa mga paghihirap q like the surprises and fucks hehe k lang just saying

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im ready to rise and fall, be there for you through it all

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take her to the moon for me

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to my b e s t f r i e n d

all i wanted is for you to be fine

i keep on praying every single time

you are the greatest gift of mine

and to see you ruined is the downfall of my life

id do everything to help you with

the struggles you are in deep

choosing to lose myself

though having no assurance it'll help

despite all i thank God for giving me

an angel i wish for but He gave me more

i have no idea what kind of goodness ive done

to deserve you and to find what i live for