The Girl Who Lives

What doesn't kill you makes a fighter|| 7th September is my birthday|| Free Advice

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[achillesinhighheels]

[final-cyphers]

Put The Joint Down

I'm aware it's Friday

I know it's not nicotine

I know it feels great in the moment

So good to detach from the senses

A floating head on a pair of shoulders

Numb from the neck down essentially

A weird way of dying in saccades

Living in the facades of truth

3D object perceiving things in 2D

Sounds • colors • shapes • luminance

A line is a line until the axis tips and slopes

Downward into a reservoir of ruins

You stank like a skunk hunting for

A hunk of rancid shank

Brain moving too slow to say that five times fast

Mind moving too low as the bar gets higher

Waving from the airplane window with

A toilet that never flushes properly

(Nasty piece of shit)

[askyea-poesy]

To the ones who didn’t have a support system, who healed in private, who kept showing up even when it felt like the weight of the world was on their shoulders—this is for you. Your healing isn’t less valid just because it wasn’t witnessed. You’re a quiet miracle.

Vex King

[389]

The Vision of Saint Hubert. Franz von Stuck, 1890

[emotionalwords]

[feyrescourt]

Anyway I’ve crawled out of my magnolia parks universe sized hole I’ve been in for nearly four weeks. My third favorite series of all time easily. This world and these characters have consumed me in only the way acotar and the bone season have been able to do. My take aways:

1. Baxter James Ballentine I love you so much it hurts. He took over the #2 spot on my MMC list upon introduction😭. One of the best male characters (characters in general tbh) I’ve ever had the pleasure of reading about <3 

2. Daisy is my baby girl whom I will defend with my life. SHE DIDNT DO IT YOUR HONOR!!!!!! I love her mind, her thoughts, the way she expresses herself. I love her story and I love how she loves Christian and her brother. I want her to get her hea so badly it’s eating away at my sanity.

3. Extension of point 2 but, Daisy and Christian (my new #3 MMC) endgame NOW

4. Magnolia and BJs story is one for the ages. I love them unconditionally

5. Christian Hemmes is the only blonde man I have ever loved. And when he calls Daisy baby I LOSE IT.

6. Magnolia’s internal struggles and anxieties, and they way they manifest into her daily life speak to me so much. One thing about me I’m going to lock in w an FMC who suffers from anxiety/ocd. And seeing the way BJ loves her and how she loves him😭😭😭 my babies forever

Daisy Haites 1 and Magnolia Parks Into the Dark are two of the best books I’ve ever read in my LIFE. Thanks jessa for these silly little British ppl who just live in my brain now😭

[angel-flowers]

the magnolia parks books make me sick to my stomach with anxiety and all that but when bj says “her? my her?” that’s always stuck in my head

[thoughtkick]

“I have lost and loved and won and cried myself to the person I am today.”

— Charlotte Eriksson, Empty Roads & Broken Bottles

[perfectquote]

“I will breathe. I will think of solutions. I will not let my worry control me. I will not let my stress level break me. I will simply breathe. And it will be OK.”

— Shayne McClendon

[nixscriptum]

[perfectfeelings]

“F-E-A-R has two meanings: ‘Forget Everything And Run’ or ‘Face Everything And Rise.’ The choice is yours.”

— Zig Ziglar

[1cyyminds]

[sadmates]

Remember we shared our scars with each other and I never thought I would receive one from you too.

[museify]

[zexox]

[zexox]

Sorry if this is too kinky but can you hold my hand and tell me i mean a lot to you.