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I keep tissues by my bed now for everytime I cry about you.

There’s this song and I play it everytime I’m sad about you and I cry and cry and cry and cry and play the song over and over and over until I stop crying.

But you don’t know this and nobody does.

I wish you knew how much I’m hurting from this.

I’m so fricking sad.

I miss you so much.

Or is it just the idea or thought of you that I miss?

I keep pulling away and you keep trying to talk to me and I don’t understand the concept of this.

I wanted you so badly and you didn’t want me and now you won’t stop double texting me or trying to talk me and I don’t get it.

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here’s the thing I’m in love with the person I’m with but I can’t stop thinking about someone else and the history I’ve had with this person for so long and wondering if this person thinks about me constantly like the way I think about him in the back of my mind all the fucking time.

But if I end this relationship I’m throwing away something so good and I want forever but what if I’d be happier with the person that’s in the back of my mind constantly?!!??

Idk man I’d just really like a sign.

Also lmao both of them are like 8hrs away from me rn so maybe I’m just lonely?! But I want them both for different reasons lol

Ones so fun and crazy like me but the other is so stable and keeps me safe?

Idk just some thoughts. Wish they could see it.

Ah tumblr how

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