◜ ῾ 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝐦𝐞 .

* 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘺 . . . 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝐛𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 .

[tearsfill]

TEARSFILL . . . a highly selective , semi - private writing blog penned by taylor ( twenty two , est time , polin fanatic ) ! semi hiatus . nsfw present . currently using beta editor . writes on dash & discord . click the source link to view my muses .

[tearsfill]

i have revamped and made a new blog if you remember me n you’d like to follow me it’s over here :)))

[tearsfill]

i have revamped and made a new blog if you remember me n you’d like to follow me it’s over here :)))

[tearsfill]

i have revamped and made a new blog if you remember me n you’d like to follow me it’s over here :)))

[tearsfill]

i have revamped and made a new blog if you remember me n you’d like to follow me it’s over here :)))

[tearsfill]

hypothetically if i came back who’d write w me be honest rn

[tearsfill]

okay ya'll im out of my hole ... and im actually doing things tonight <3 if anyone would like to do some back n forth things on discord ( bc im tapped out of dash things rn ) give this a like !

[tearsfill]

okay ya'll im out of my hole ... and im actually doing things tonight <3 if anyone would like to do some back n forth things on discord ( bc im tapped out of dash things rn ) give this a like !

[tearsfill]

i should be on later to finally tackle things , im in a hole i cant get out of rn and i gotta find my chill

[sophia-becketts]

Bridgerton Season 3

[tearsfill]

my mood for the next six months all depends on what they give us today at tudum . pls be kind to us-

[silverspringed]

knows it's selfish , to seek reassurance from him , to only move closer with every deep breath because she craves the comfort he brings , because the touch of his skin is familiar , calming ------ a sharp contrast to the way her boyfriend made her feel , always anxious and never good enough . ' it is hard --- ' cheeks burn as hands wander to rest at his sides , fingers grasping onto the material of his shirt , thoughts racing , heart begging to abandon shame and simply melt into his arms . lighthearted joke is met with a deep sigh , eyes finding his in a hearbeat , visibly flustered when she speaks again . ' he can't even make me ... you know . '

[tearsfill]

she always held so much temptation to him , which was the reason why the two began their relationship to begin with . one glance and he was fucking hooked . . . and the worst part of it all is she has no idea what she done to him . his hands stayed gripped on the end of the countertop , wetting his brims as his eyes remained locked onto hers . flashbacks were filling his mind as she speaks , tear filled eyes and the thudding of the headboard at the hands of him fading in a slideshow . ' and me ? ' he asks softly , moving his hand to the small of her back , his fingertips slightly digging into her skin , his eyes blinking down to her lips and back to her eyes , ' what did i do ? ' nods his head slightly , hearing his own heartbeat .

[silverspringed]

' hmm , yes --- ' blue eyes will mirror the wandering of his gaze , looks him up & down like something to be devoured , teeth tugging at bottom lip as if to suppress her appetite . ' i'm not keeping you here , am i , pierce ? ' a tilt of her head as figure leans against the door frame , allowing space for him to pass through . ' take your beer and go , then . be a good boyfriend . guess i'll find someone else to sink my teeth into ------ maybe one of those friends you brought ? i'd love for you to hear them brag about what you missed out on . '

[tearsfill]

pierce was nothing if not adventurous , grasping any sense of fire and adrenaline and taking it without a second thought . that sense got him in trouble more times than one . . . and yet , he hadn't regretted a decision yet . dangerously enough , within seconds he could already tell . . this girl ---- was one hell of an adventure . his eyes marked onto hers as if he was laying claim on something that wasn't even his , feet staying firmly on the floor below , ' good luck , sweetheart . those guys couldn't get a girl off if their lives depended on it . it's flattering to know i'm your first choice , though . ' devilish grin emitting against his brims , ' maybe i'll be a good boyfriend and bend the birthday girl over this counter right here . . . ' tilts his head towards the countertop , jaw clenching softly as he runs his tongue over his lesser lip , ' fuck her over and over , my fingers wrapped around her throat , telling her how pretty she looks taking me in . . . do you think she'd like that ? '

[loredrops]

she  could  feel  his  eyes  on  her  all  night. sneaking  her  own  looks  every  now  and  then  as  her  date  preoccupied  himself,  didn’t  hurt  anyone  right  ?  “  you  know  staring,  is  usually  considered  to  be  pretty  rude. ”  taking  a  sip  from  her  glass,  as  she  approached  him  from  behind. | @tearsfill

[tearsfill]

knew he shouldn't even be here , would cause nothing but problems for him later on , and yet when he turned the engine on in his car this was where it brought him . had been stealing glances from her all night , the breath being knocked out from him with every one . took a sip of his beer as he considered leaving , and at the same time the familiar voice chimed behind him . he slowly turned around , a light chuckle passing his lips as he rose his eyebrows , shifting his body as he leaned against the bar top . ' just ---- making sure mr . brute over there keeps his hands to hisself . can't help but be cautious . . . right ? '

[viciousins]

shy smile returns to features at his confirmation , would accept any form of relationship if it meant he was still present in her life . fingers occupy themselves in her lap , nerves fueling the movement . nods softly before proceeding , ' do you . . . do you think i'm paranoid ? or insecure ? like , as a girlfriend , i mean . ' takes a deep breath , before providing context . ' i've had this feeling for a while that he's been cheating on me . he's always coming home late , smelling like perfume that's not mine . i finally found the courage to ask him about it . he denied it , of course . but wouldn't stop going on about how insecure & paranoid i am —— do you think he's right ? '

[tearsfill]

wasn't expecting such a question when she came to him with a problem , the mood in the room dramatically shifting . the two had decided a long time ago to be friends . . . knowing that they wanted each other in their lives , but also knew the toxicities that came with a label . he wasn't a good boyfriend , and as much as it pained him to let her go --- he would rather her be with someone that wasn't damaged . he hesitantly scoots closer to her , placing a hand on her thigh , ' listen to me , lav . ' he speaks softly , meeting eyes with her . ' you're not insecure , or paranoid . . . okay ? your suspicions about this are justified , and if he's throwing out insults instead of talking to you ---- then he's a fucking dick and needs to get the shit knocked out of him . ' squeezes her thigh softly , ' and if he's with another girl knowing he has you to come home to ---- then he's also a fool who doesn't realize what he has . '

[obx-saltlife]

Drew Starkey & a drink. A b&w poem in three parts. (X)

[princesconsuela]