TearsOfTheForest

He/him | Early 20s, trying to bring back myself after a very long depression. Writing, drawing, painting, music, cinema... : Art. This blog will be a journal of things I love, messy thoughts and a glimpse of what is in my heart 🌃🌀🌱

[tearsoftheforest]

Current obsessions:

Buster Keaton filmography

The Beatles, again (especially the Lennon and McCartney relationship this time)

José José (don't judge me.)

GOOD OMENS (help)

Special mention: Die Leiden des jungen Werthers

I'll be editing this post often.

[bon-bonsai]

Happy pride month to everyone! and to my fav genderfluid, agender; demon and angel.

[tearsoftheforest]

I just finished "Samuel" and it was absolutely amazing. I love the art style, the rhythm of the story, all the silly dances... It was a pleasure to watch.

But at the same time I got the same feeling I get every time I watch a coming of age story: I get jealous about being able to have a normal childhood and a normal teenhood. Sometimes I feel especially bad and I think being queer is the worst thing that happened to me. I would give my future to the possibility of having a normal teenhood. But I know it's something I couldn't control and that I did my best with the terms I had. At least I'm having a cool youth:)

Stay strong my lgtbq+ friends, our lives are not easy and we have to make our own way, but that's also a blessing. We are here, despite everything, we are here.

[tearsoftheforest]

I finally finished my exams and I spent the whole day drawing Narumi and Hirotaka from Wotakoi (anime I finished yesterday) and watching Rick and Morty.

Oh boy, life's good again

P.S. I can't wait to read the manga I love them 🥹

[tearsoftheforest]

I don't think this post will reach anyone but I would love to meet new mutuals that are also trans guys or lgtbq+ in general. I feel so alone in my village being the only queer.

If you like the Beatles, Simon and Garfunkel, punk, Star Trek, Good Omens, classic cinema, classic literature, anime and/or Adventure Time and you're looking to meet new friends answer this post or send me a message:))

Happy pride and stay hydrated my friends!!

[animentality]

[leighlew3]

ALL. OF. THIS.

[m4nsch]

happy pride! remember that being a transgender is everything but fiction. there are so many real historical figures from every century about whose transgenderism we aren't even aware of

on this picture i drew Alexandr Andreevich Alexandrov - cavalry officer of the russian imperial army that participated in napoleonic wars. people persistently keep on misgendering mispronounsing deadnaming and calling him a crossdresser although alexandrov clearly stated that he didn't want to be called by his deadname and being treated like anything but a man. that's an interesting historical figure and i wanted to draw attention to his person. i can't tell everything about him in only one post so i recomend you to read about alexandrov by yourself

also be proud of yourself and remember that you're valid! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

[friendlessghoul]

Buster Keaton's side profile

[hqbeatles]

[tearsoftheforest]

> woke up at 13pm on my finals week, jobless

> no lunch, small breakfast

> watched SpongeBob on the TV

> read a chapter of Ready Player One

> had a 10min long meeting

> a cigarette

> painted the worst watercolour painting ever

> hands are dirty, heart is full

> another cigarette

> no plan of having dinner

AI could never, this is pure human experience, you can't pretend that.

[tearsoftheforest]

I'm drowning in my own life

[busterkeatonsociety]

Throwback Thursday—Buster Keaton signs this promo pic for “Spite Marriage." - “To Tiempo de Cine team, with my best wishes—Regards, Buster Keaton.”

[busterkeatonsociety]

Throwback Thursday - Picture Show displays how Buster Keaton imitates the poses of some of the Metro Stars with Viola Dana, Alice Lake, and May Allison. Showing off his talent for mimicry.

[tearsoftheforest]

"Was he successful?"

Are you looking at the same photos as me? Of course he was successful.

[tearsoftheforest]

Me every morning when I get frustrated with my hair because it is a mess:

I don't want to take care of it but I really like it when it's clean and tidy, so I won't shave my head (as I usually do lol)

[jenygo]

heheheheheheh

[tearsoftheforest]

Bros being bros

[tearsoftheforest]

Dear Tumblr, is anyone out there that has experienced something similar?

I've been struggling with my sexuality since last summer.

I have felt comfortable with the label "bisexual" since I remembered, but lately (specifically since I started a relationship with a cis guy (I'm a trans guy for context)) I don't really think it fits me anymore. I have always fancy women in general and from time to time men, so since I wasn't exactly straight I have always identified as bisexual. But I mostly fancy men that I can't have: actors, singers... Men I'll never be face to face with. Rarely they are men that are in the same place I am, I hope I'm explaining myself. So, from time to time, I fancy a person that happens to be a man. I have always said that I like every woman in the world and like seven guys.

Since I'm in a relationship with a cis guy I actually love I have realised that I don't really like men (...) As I said I don't like men, sometimes I like someone that happens to be a man. I hope this makes sense. I thought it was internalised homophobia because I'm truly obsessed with my man crushes that I know I'll never interact with. But if I have to synthesize my sexuality I would say right now I like women and my boyfriend.

These last months I've been thinking about being pansexual. And when I think about it I think I feel more comfortable with myself. But I'm not sure.

Also since I'm on T I feel more uncomfortable with being bi and more comfortable with being pan. I think it's not a difference THAT big but I feel really weird.

I'm so confused honestly, I needed somewhere to vent.