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Personal writings

[tearsstained-bedsheets]

Thinking about us, more lately than before, and these songs just felt right.

https://youtu.be/sPLqsLsooJY

https://youtu.be/rQiHzcdUPAU

[obsequist]

I don’t understand how anyone gets a second boyfriend. You get one chance at dating a guy and if it doesn’t go well, you write poems about him forever. Obviously

[spelldealer]

he was someone. to me. to us.

[tearsstained-bedsheets]

You're the center of the universe and I'm destined to orbit you forever. At the beginning of time we held each other, but now we'll only gaze longingly and drift knowing that touch won't ever be

[andpierres]

you should have seen me a couple of years ago!

[tearsstained-bedsheets]

Still a little blue, still a little sad, but life gets better

[free-my-mindd]

[vexheart]

[rot-topic]

Sorry I left you on read for 3 months, I was stuck in an endless self isolation and self destruction cycle bc I thought I deserved to be alone. (It will probably happen again.)

[tearsstained-bedsheets]

I hear you, us, in every love song nowadays. I think I've fallen in love again

[tearsstained-bedsheets]

Too often I find cute things that were in-jokes or references just for us and I have nowhere to send them anymore.

It's a collection of letters with no to address

[tearsstained-bedsheets]

Thinking more and more in my free time and giving myself panic attacks is not fun, but I'm also realizing I lost my best friend as well. You were everything to me and I'd give anything to have you back

[tearsstained-bedsheets]

It's a beautiful day out and the only thing I can think of is how much I want to spend it with you.

Without you, there's no reason for me to go out and enjoy it

[tearsstained-bedsheets]

Feel like one of those animals gnawing at the bars of its enclosure and pulling out its own fur

[tearsstained-bedsheets]

Being blocked on some socials but not the rest is Not Great

[goth-queen]

[dancerofmidnightstorm]

Couple goal?

[fairycosmos]

fucked that you can’t fix other people especially when you really care about them. Oh so im just supposed to be there for you while you suffer. like a useless cunt gargoyle

[tearsstained-bedsheets]

I think my friends telling me and my ex that I was the issue in my relationship, kinda continuously for a few years, has fucked with my ideas of trust and friendship. I still want to be their friend and hangout but because I believe they see me in a poor light I treat their exclusion of me as an attack rather than them living their life.

Doesn't stop the pain or panic attacks though