Teddy⭑⚝⭒

[teddy-writes-poetry]

Tw mentions of sexual manipulation/suicide

Why, why, why

is it never enough?

Why is it that no one

can call on your bluff?

Call me a whore

Like you didnt undress me

Leave bruises on skin

Then think you're a blessing

Scratches on skin

A grip far too tight

Ill swing from the ceiling

So you can be right

You say you wont miss me

Youre happy im gone

I suppose I was cruel, to want to belong

Your fingers trace clawed scars

From predators past

Then you dig your nails in

To make sure the pain lasts

The boy that you met

The bright shiny tool

That sparkled and shimmered its light

Back on you

That light has dimmed now

Gone, lost, and withered

Think poor of me now

And how much I'm like your sister

Call me a lover, call me a friend

I didn't know the monster under your bed

Could climb his way in

[teddy-writes-poetry]

Tw mentions of sexual manipulation/suicide

Why, why, why

is it never enough?

Why is it that no one

can call on your bluff?

Call me a whore

Like you didnt undress me

Leave bruises on skin

Then think you're a blessing

Scratches down my back

A grip far too tight

Ill swing from the ceiling

So you can be right

You say you wont miss me

Youre happy im gone

I suppose I was cruel, to want to belong

Your fingers trace clawed scars

From predators past

Then you dig your nails in

To make sure the pain lasts

The boy that you met

The bright shiny tool

That sparkled and shimmered its light

Back on you

That light has dimmed now

Gone, lost, and withered

Think poor of me now

And how much I'm like your sister

Call me a lover, call me a friend

I didn't know the monster under your bed

Could climb his way in

[teddy-writes-poetry]

Rose Coloured by Teddy Orion (me)

Everything that I wanted

Held in the palm of your hand

Oh, all the nightmares that haunted

When you said you'd be my perfect man

And i just don't understand

Chorus:

How

All of my begging meant nothing

When i sat at your right hand

All the ballads that I wrote for you

To earn pain I can't stand

Watch me crumble the Ghost Girl statue

Remind me what I didn't get when I had you

Show me colors I couldn't see through the rose

Remember how you said you wouldn't let me go

Seeing the truth that you set free

It's that you never loved me

Verse 2:

And really, looking back, it was clear

Honestly, I pretended to care

Electric connection, to love without fear

Oh baby, you thought you were rare

Chorus:

Then again,

All of my begging meant nothing

When i sat at your right hand

All the ballads that I wrote for you

To earn pain I can't stand

Watch me crumble the Ghost Girl statue

Remind me what I didn't get when I had you

Show me colors I couldn't see through the rose

Remember how you said you wouldn't let me go

Seeing the truth that you set free

It's that you never loved me

Bridge:

Sinking, dying

Tired of trying

I let go but

You keep me fighting

I try to run but

You would always catch me

Remember when you had me?

Chorus:

How

All of my begging meant nothing

When i sat at your right hand

All the ballads that I wrote for you

To earn pain I can't stand

Watch me crumble the Ghost Girl statue

Remind me what I didn't get when I had you

Show me colors I couldn't see through the rose

Remember how you said you wouldn't let me go

Seeing the truth that you set free

It's that you never loved me

No, you never loved me

You loved what I could be

But you never loved me

But baby, now I'm free

[teddy-writes-poetry]

Not again, nevermore

My tides won't reach your shores

They've waved goodbye for the last time

My pennies flipped, when they're worth dimes

The beach has long dried, before I said goodbye

Because the moon knows when to pull back the tides

-Tides by Teddy Orion (me)

[teddy-writes-poetry]

Again and again

Clock hands go round

Time passes the same

Even without you around

The scars down my back

Torn open again

The blood trickles down

"But I'm your best friend"

-Reminders by Teddy Orion (me)

[teddy-writes-poetry]

Again and again

Clock hands go round

Time passes the same

Even without you around

The scars down my back

Torn open again

The blood trickles down

"But I'm your best friend"

-Reminders by Teddy Orion (me)

[teddy-writes-poetry]

i think you should read works from real poets before you start calling yourself one /gen

That's not how poetry works and also motherfucker I have 💀

[teddy-writes-poetry]

I tried getting sober

I swear i did better this time

[moonyisnotonfire]

You should block and report @/Noblehouseofgay !!!

Oh, why? Im so glad you asked :)

~For starters, we can take a grand-y-old look at the content he puts out. Sure, what you might see could be harmless ship posting, but you could find various examples of him literally telling strangers on the internet they should die. Literally, will tell ANYONE who disagrees with him that they'd be better off killing themselves. Multiple examples you could find for yourself.

~Some examples of how he treats people he knows? Again, glad you asked! On a conveniently now deleted side blog, he threatened to doxx someone for ghosting him! (Screenshot at the bottom) Now, does that sound like something a good, wholesome content creator would do? NOPE

~Also on this blog, he posted very violent threats! About me? Who knows, but probably. See, he had a bit of a vendetta against me, because I called him out on his bullshit of verbally and mentally abusing me, and he didn't like that very much.

~He also posted many awful things about other teenagers, literally just because they were dating each other. He did this with me too! He told me, straight to my face, that he would not care if i killed myself, just because i had a boyfriend.

~He's a groomer. He groomed me. That's it.

Thank you for reading my rant, and reblog if you would like to save others in this fandom from being victimized by him! I'd greatly appreciate it.

Plus a few other examples of him being him

[moonyisnotonfire]

I have heard through the grapevine that he's posting in response to this; i won't look at it and i don't intend to.

My abuse has been done. I cannot go back and undo it, I cant fix it. But I am trying my best to keep it from happening to anyone else.

If you believe his side, or his posts, or whatever else; no, im not angry at you, i wont say, "fuck you, i hope you get whats coming to you", I dont hate you, and you know, I really hope he does become a better person and stops hurting people. If not, if you get caught up and get hurt--you're welcome here, regardless of how you felt about him or me in the past.

I don't feel the need to make another post about this unless I'm directly responding to someone in the reblogs on this specific post, because this is out there now, and i have no intention of removing it.

And, for Regulus, because im certain you'll see this somehow: No, im not afraid of you. You dont intimidate me, you dont scare me, and your threats to me--of which you've made plenty--are meaningless. But if I can stop you from driving someone else to the being of insanity and paranoia and suicide, I will. I would be the bad person to have been a victim of the abuse you freely give and not warn anyone else.

Thank you to everyone who read this, and everyone who has liked or shared or commented. Your support means the entire world to me, and I love you for it.

[moonyisnotonfire]

Oh wow

Poor you

Anyway, he's a toxic fucking abuser that has done even more shitty things than I can post right now, but, if the screenshots above are enough to convince you of his character, let's add some more

Biphobia

Misogyny

Misandry (how are you both dude pick a struggle)

Racism (v evident in his "art" of poc characters vs white characters among other reasons im not at liberty to share)

Lesphobia

And again, grooming. I am not the first person to accuse him of such.

Among other things

Getting the word out there yall, stay safe and plz like/comment/rb if you can to keep everyone else safe too

[teddy-writes-poetry]

Save Myself by Theodore Orion (me)

Verse 1:

Did you think it was nothing?

Did you think I'd forget?

The scars across my shoulders

The knives dug in my back

Oh honey, it's okay

You think I'm afraid

Oh, dear, it's all alright

I almost killed myself that night

Chorus:

Sixteen years old

Left in the cold

My hair pulled out

I almost drowned

My blood is on your hands again

Try fighting with broken legs

You've got nothing to stand on now

They'll know your crimes, and tell your crowd

I tried my best to spare you from hell

But baby, this has saved myself

Verse 2:

Did you call me a coward?

Think I'd just let it go?

You watched me from the shadows

You're haunted by my ghost

The angels hear me crying

It's your name that they'll know

Chorus:

Sixteen years old

Left in the cold

My hair pulled out

I almost drowned

My blood is on your hands again

Try fighting with broken legs

You've got nothing to stand on now

They'll know your crimes, and tell your crowd

I tried my best to spare you from hell

But baby, this has saved myself

Bridge:

Did it make you uncomfortable?

The thought, you could have lost it all

But babe, it's gone, it's over with

Your eulogy, sealed with a kiss

I don't make deals with devil's picks

When I aim this time, I won't miss

Chorus:

Sixteen years old

Left in the cold

My hair pulled out

I almost drowned

My blood is on your hands again

Try fighting with broken legs

You've got nothing to stand on now

They'll know your crimes, and tell your crowd

I tried my best to spare you from hell

But baby, this has saved myself

[moonyisnotonfire]

You should block and report @/Noblehouseofgay !!!

Oh, why? Im so glad you asked :)

~For starters, we can take a grand-y-old look at the content he puts out. Sure, what you might see could be harmless ship posting, but you could find various examples of him literally telling strangers on the internet they should die. Literally, will tell ANYONE who disagrees with him that they'd be better off killing themselves. Multiple examples you could find for yourself.

~Some examples of how he treats people he knows? Again, glad you asked! On a conveniently now deleted side blog, he threatened to doxx someone for ghosting him! (Screenshot at the bottom) Now, does that sound like something a good, wholesome content creator would do? NOPE

~Also on this blog, he posted very violent threats! About me? Who knows, but probably. See, he had a bit of a vendetta against me, because I called him out on his bullshit of verbally and mentally abusing me, and he didn't like that very much.

~He also posted many awful things about other teenagers, literally just because they were dating each other. He did this with me too! He told me, straight to my face, that he would not care if i killed myself, just because i had a boyfriend.

~He's a groomer. He groomed me. That's it.

Thank you for reading my rant, and reblog if you would like to save others in this fandom from being victimized by him! I'd greatly appreciate it.

Plus a few other examples of him being him

[teddy-writes-poetry]

Begin Again by Teddy Orion (me)

Verse 1: Wishing on the stars never got me far Picking petals off daisies just drove me crazy I'll stand by quiet, they'll pick me apart Now I've got sunlight daily, baby Prechorus: And all of that time I felt alone, oh And all of that time, now I'm home Oh Chorus: I used to call you best friend Now I call you baby I don't waste time Picking at daisies Taste the sunshine on your skin You're my begin again Verse 2: Remember then, the wondering when Now your hand's on my thigh, you've turned the tides When I felt alone, in the thunder and wind Baby, you brought me to life again Prechorus: All of that time you felt alone, oh All that time, baby, call me home Chorus: You used to call me best friend Now you call me baby Now you don't waste time Picking at daisies Taste the starlight on my skin You're my begin again Remember when they called us crazy? Remember just thinking the same thing? To be loved, now and then You're my begin again Bridge: Walking on glass Nothing lasts Hold my hand 'til our rain ends Chorus: Now I laugh at when didn't say it Now it's silly, thinking we wouldn't make it To be the one, to hold your hand, oh Now we don't waste time picking at daisies Taste the sunlight on your skin Let the starshine bright come in You're my begin again

[teddy-writes-poetry]

Falling, falling I was tempted I leaned in I'll tip over the edge As heaven starts to fade I would not regret it For God gave me a taste The beauty born from hatred The care after the fall I take bliss in the plummet Because of you, I'd risk it all

[teddy-writes-poetry]

The sun in the morning

The fading at night

The warmth in her voice

Oh, to drown would not be to die

Her eyes, like a forest

Kind, yet so deep

The pain they've endured

It could make one weep

Yet she's still just like sunlight

Bright and warm

If she does take me

I am the moon

I will reflect while she rests

She'll come to shine brightly at noon

Her laugh, like the ocean

Soft waves crashed ashore

She thinks herself nothing

When I know she's much more

[teddy-writes-poetry]

Pretend it isnt harder The cold isnt so sharp Pretend the tree excites me Instead of making my chest ache Remember when I dreaded That long, overdrawn event? I would pray for them again To hear your laugh To hear your complaints To ask if I enjoy To ask if it fits right I miss waking up to your breakfast I helped with those gifts under the tree You told me then What you'd get for others And id tell the same Who's going to fold me in their arms Call me their favorite Who's going to look at me And love me regardless

[teddy-writes-poetry]

How hard it must be Not to get, but to give Over and over  Without a will to live  How hard it must be To remember forever You must forgive, not forget Pain, watching them better You cannot breathe in Lungs crushing you down Longing for them While they cause you to drown

[teddy-writes-poetry]

I’m not meant to be wanted I’m meant to want No one looks at me And says, “He’s the one,” They won’t fantasize  About a wedding day  They won’t blush and turn They won’t remember my name They might take my hand If I offer it first To be the one to want, but not wanted Is truly a curse