MiqueMous3

BLOCK DONT REPORT///I have a BF so no creepy shit thank u

[teddybear7tearz]

I completely recovered (for the most part) but I want to dive back in as hard as I can right now. I’m struggling.

[capricornluna-deactivated201810]

this blog hates donald trump

[pearlmarley]

Look how many people hate him. I’m pretty damn happy about that 😁😁😁😁😁😁

[aggressivetapdancing]

I’ve never reblogged something so fast

[teddybear7tearz]

I’m GOING to be thin as fuck. IM GOING to be anorexic. No one can stop me and no one can fucking say anything either.

It’s not like they care about me rn but if im thinner maybe ppl will love me how they used to

[teddybear7tearz]

Cringe to look back on. Love emotional little posts

[teddybear7tearz]

I don’t want to look fake but,

Nose job and breast lift. Surgery is a big thing but I want to feel good about myself at all times. I’m pretty now and I know that but, again, I feel like I can be so much better.

Subtract 15 lbs, acne scars and add an ass and I’m perfect

[teddybear7tearz]

I’m GOING to be thin as fuck. IM GOING to be anorexic. No one can stop me and no one can fucking say anything either.

It’s not like they care about me rn but if im thinner maybe ppl will love me how they used to

[teddybear7tearz]

[teddybear7tearz]

So uh, I lied and I’m actually a fat ass

[teddybear7tearz]

I feel like all I need is 15 pounds off and a nose job.

Then that’s like peak Monique physique

And maybe a reduction but I’m on and off about that so maybe not.

[teddybear7tearz]

I don’t necessarily have the genes but the delulu is telling me I should look like this

[teddybear7tearz]

Censored because of creeps on this site.

Before pics. 133 lbs waist is 27”

I lost my appetite and have been going to the gym so lets start a little journey to see how much my body changes with extreme anxiety

[teddybear7tearz]

Okay the thing is I know I’m hot. I know I’m pretty.

But at the same time I could be so much more and it hurts me and makes me sick that I’m not. Does that make sense?

I have a lot of things most girls don’t, not only that but I’m constantly getting better and transcending the standards others expect me to follow.

But at the same time I can help but see girls that are doing better than me,

And I can’t get out of bed,

I can barely cook now.

Im getting bad again. Sometimes slowly, then rapidly, and I thought I was staying level but I’m so not.

I’m on new pills though?

[teddybear7tearz]

I’m actually so fucking idek the right word.

Depressed?

Insecure?

Wanting to crawl out of my skin and desecrate?

Angry?

Pent up?

Nauseous.



[teddybear7tearz]

Meal prepping 🫶

It’s actually going to be so nice

[teddybear7tearz]

I was doing really good for a while, mind you it was because I was stressed and depressed beyond belief but I miss it. Feeling empty.

I think I can do it again, tbh i definitely have the motivation.

Cudo’s to my situation and mental health.

:/

[teddybear7tearz]

Can I gain self control 💀💀💀

[kiwkyr7]

th!nsp0 <3

[teddybear7tearz]

It’s time for manic panic dark sky’s and cold wind fall.

I hope to be 20 pounds lighter by Christmas