TW: Ed @teddyismypet - Tumblr Blog

hi I’m back, my old acc got banned :/

mostly a vent account but also keeping track of my weigt loss/gain.

height: 5’7 / 170cm bmi - 22.1

i’m starting over today: June 5th 2022 (65 kg)

cw: June 6th 2022 (63,2 kg)

reached 60kg:

reached 57 kg:

reached 55 kg:

sw: 64.1 kg gw: 55 kg ugw: 50 kg

dni if: ur homophobic, racist or ableist.

gosh, i’ve been fasting for 32 hours and it was unplanned lmao i’m so happy

i’m gonna try n make it til tmrw without eating

hopefully my parents won’t make me eat, i’m thinking of maybe going out pretending to meet some friends and then just like sitting at a park alone so i can say i ate lol

i’ve already lost 1,8 kg

the tiktok community is surprisingly nice

things i use to distract myself:

♡ minecraft- build houses, farms, cute buildings

♡ rhythm games- rhythm plus, robeats, musedash, is funnn

♡ the sims 4- download cute cc, make sims characters

♡ sleeping.

♡ making new spotify playlists

♡ raiding pinterest lmao- making boards for literally anything

♡ try new makeup looks

♡ plan what to buy and when to eat it- doing it a week before hand makes me really confident

♡ talk to people online lmao- discord, vrc, roblox- making new friends is fun

i can’t even keep photos of my body where i can see them cause i actually get disgusted.

like actually revolted. and i hate it so much, im so sick of hating myself.

i ”recovered” but the thoughts never left me even for a day. eating doesnt make me happy.

im so tired of hating myself

I want to be weightless

i just wanna be skinny

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