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Roman Reigns:

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Sefa:

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Jimmy:

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42

Engines still roared faintly in the distance, echoing through the paddock walls like thunder trapped in metal. The race had ended less than twenty minutes ago, and the world was still catching its breath.

Lewis had won.

His team was still high from it—mechanics clapping each other's backs, engineers hunched over screens replaying the final lap, Bono somewhere on the radio laughing in disbelief. Cameras swarmed outside the garage doors, media lined up like vultures with lanyards.

Evie wasn't there to see any of it.

She’d whispered to Mason, “Stay with Mr. Toto for one minute, okay? Mummy just needs the loo.” Toto—tall, impossibly composed, soft despite his usual steel—had nodded, one hand on the little boy’s shoulder. “Go. He’s alright with me.”

So she slipped away quietly, out of sight.

Inside the garage, Lewis was finally making his way over to them—post-podium, post-interviews. His racing suit half unzipped, fireproof undershirt clinging to him, curls damp with sweat. He looked exhausted. And alive.

He hadn’t even seen Evie was gone.

But Mason saw him.

The toddler had been sitting on a padded case near Toto, legs swinging, eyes huge taking everything in. Mechanics passing offered him fist bumps. He clutched a mini Mercedes flag someone had given him, cheeks still smudged with a little chocolate from the cake.

Then he heard it—the voice he knew. That laugh. That familiar, warm tone of him.

He turned.

Lewis. Just a few metres away, head down, signing something for a crew member.

Mason stood up so fast his little flag dropped to the floor.

“DADDY!”

It ripped out of him like it had always been in his mouth, waiting.

His little feet slapped against the concrete floor as he ran full-force, curls bouncing, grin so big it almost hurt to see.

“Daddy fast! Daddy win cars! Daddy!”

The whole garage fell silent for a beat.

Lewis froze—pen still in mid-air.

Toto’s eyebrows lifted slightly, mouth pressing into something unreadable. One of the younger mechanics quietly whispered, “Shit,” under his breath. Someone else instinctively turned their back, like giving privacy.

And Lewis…

It hit him like a punch straight to the chest—didn’t hurt, but knocked the air right out of him. That one word. From that little voice.

Daddy.

Not Lewissss. Not Woowiss. Daddy.

Mason collided with his legs a second later, tiny arms wrapping around his lower thighs.

Lewis dropped to his knees instantly.

“Hey, hey, little man…” His voice came out soft, shaking just slightly as he scooped Mason up into his arms. The boy giggled, breathless, cheeks flushed. Small hands fisted into Lewis’ suit.

“Daddy win cars,” Mason said again, quieter this time, pressing his head against Lewis’s shoulder like it was the safest place on earth.

Lewis closed his eyes.

His hand came up, cupping the back of Mason’s head.

He didn’t correct him.

Didn’t laugh it off.

Didn’t tell him no.

He just held him—tight, careful, reverent—like he was something holy.

Somewhere near the entrance, a camera clicked.

Toto didn’t stop it.

He just murmured to a staff member, “Close the garage doors. Now.”

They did.

Lewis swallowed, eyes glassy but steady. He kissed the side of Mason’s head, whispering into his curls so only he could hear:

“I’ve got you, buddy. I’m here. I’m not going anywhere.”

And Mason—safe, warm, tired—just sighed happily and went limp against him, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

Lewis didn’t even notice his PR manager standing frozen a few feet back, phone buzzing with news alerts already.

He didn’t notice the mechanics pretending not to stare.

He didn’t notice the world outside asking questions.

He only noticed the little boy asleep on his shoulder, calling him something he’d never been called before—and how, terrifyingly, beautifully, it didn’t feel wrong.

Evie was still walking back from the restroom.

Quiet. Unaware.

And everything had already changed.

43

Evie stepped out of the corridor just as the garage doors were rolling halfway shut. The air still carried the scent of burnt rubber and champagne, mixed with something softer — sugar and coconut from the cake earlier, still lingering faintly on Lewis’ race suit.

She paused.

People — mechanics, PR personnel, even Toto — shifted slightly when they saw her. Not in a rude way, but like they weren’t sure what to do with their eyes. A few glanced toward Lewis. A few at the floor. A few at her.

Her eyebrows lifted. “Oh—did something go wrong?”

Silence answered her for half a heartbeat.

Then, over someone’s screen, through a delayed F1 stream, she caught it — the replay. Final lap. Lewis crossing the line. P1. Crowd roaring. His name screamed by commentators and fans.

He’d won.

Her confusion melted into warmth.

And then she noticed the rest.

Mason. Fast asleep in Lewis’s arms, curled against his chest, tiny fist clinging to his racing suit right over his heart. His curls plastered to his forehead, cheeks pink from excitement and exhaustion.

Lewis stood still, holding him gently — one arm under his legs, the other hand cupping the boy’s back as though he were fragile, priceless.

Something in her — the tight coil of anxiety, stress, cameras, bakery chaos — just… eased.

Evie grinned.

No hesitation, she closed the distance between them on quick soft steps and reached up, arms curling around both of them — Lewis and her son between them in one uneven, perfect embrace.

“Congratulations, superstar,” she laughed against his shoulder, breath warm near his ear. “You were brilliant to watch — Mason had so much fun.”

For a moment, Lewis didn’t speak.

He just let himself feel it — Evie pressed close, Mason heavy and asleep in his arms, the garage quiet except for distant engines cooling and radios crackling with fading chatter.

Then finally — softly, low — he murmured, “Thank you.”

She pulled back just enough to see his face. His eyes looked glassy. Not sad. Just… overwhelmed. Softened.

“You okay?” she asked, brushing a strand of hair off her cheek, thumb gently brushing powdered sugar still stuck to his collarbone.

He nodded… but it wasn’t convincing.

Before she could ask again, Mason shifted slightly. His small hand flexed against Lewis’s chest, lips moving in a half-mumble of sleep.

Evie smiled again, quieter this time. “He’s knocked out. Too much excitement for one day.”

Lewis swallowed, eyes fixed on the little boy’s peaceful face. “He… he did good today.”

“He adored it,” she said, softer now. “You. The cars. He was screaming every time you zoomed past—”

She didn’t notice the way Lewis’s hand tightened just slightly on Mason’s back.

Didn’t notice Toto and a few staff exchanging subtle glances.

Didn’t notice the quiet tension buzzing beneath the congratulations.

Because where she saw happiness — them, together, safe — Lewis saw something deeper now. Fragile. Precious. Exposed.

“Evie…” he started.

But before he could finish, a familiar voice cut through the garage.

“Lewis.” His PR manager, Penelope, stepped forward. Phone in hand. Face pale. “We… need to talk. As soon as possible.”

Evie’s smile dimmed — but only a little. She stepped back, reaching for Mason. “Here — I’ll take him so you can—”

Lewis didn’t let go.

His grip stayed steady, protective. His eyes flicked to hers.

“Stay,” he said quietly. “Please. Just—stay here.”

Evie blinked — surprised, heart thudding once in her ribcage. But she nodded.

So she stayed.

Standing beside him, shoulder almost against his, as Penelope handed him her phone.

On the screen:

Clips of his win.

Articles about the bakery.

Photos of him with Evie.

Photos of his hand on her back in the shop.

Photos now — from minutes ago — of Mason sleeping on his chest in the garage, one tiny subtitle already circulating:

“DID MASON CALL LEWIS HAMILTON ‘DAD’?”

Evie didn’t see it yet.

But Lewis did.

And his arm around Mason only tightened.

Evie, still blissfully unaware of that headline, leaned in and whispered, like something normal existed in this chaos, “Let’s go find somewhere quieter. He needs a nap spot. And you probably need water.”

Lewis breathed out a half laugh, half shudder.

“Yeah,” he said, voice soft. “Yeah. Lead the way.”

He followed her.

With his son’s — no. Her son’s — head still against his heart… and the world outside ready to explode.

44

Evie hesitated only a moment when Penelope walked in — sleek suit, hair pulled back, tablet in hand and a look that said this wasn’t a casual congratulations chat.

Lewis still hadn’t put Mason down.

The little boy lay curled on his chest, thumb tucked in his fist, mouth slightly open, his soft curls rising and falling with Lewis’s breathing. Lewis’s arm held him steady — instinctively, protectively — his thumb rubbing slow circles against the toddler’s back like he didn’t even realize he was doing it.

Evie looked at them — the contrast of bright white race suit and tiny dinosaur-print socks — and her heart softened.

“I’ll just… give you two a moment,” she said gently.

Lewis didn’t answer right away — he only looked at her, something unreadable in his eyes. But he didn’t protest.

She smiled, small but warm. “I’m just over there, giving the staff the recipe for that cake. Wave if you need rescuing.”

Then she slipped away toward the small catering prep area tucked behind the hospitality lounge. She pulled a notepad from her tote, scribbling out the ingredients, steps, and notes for the racecar cake — conversation hushed and quiet around her as two Mercedes kitchen staff thanked her and copied everything down.

Behind her, through the glass partition, Lewis stayed put.

Penelope moved closer to him, lowering her voice. “Lewis… we have a situation.”

He didn’t shift his arm from around the boy. “I’m listening.”

She glanced at Mason, then back to Lewis. “Do you want someone to take him?”

“No,” he said simply.

Penelope swallowed. “Alright. Then here it is.”

She turned her tablet toward him. Dozens of notifications. Headlines. Clips.

‘Lewis Hamilton Seen Holding Child After Win — Fans Shocked’

‘Baker’s Son, or…?’

‘Who Is Evangeline Ellis? Everything We Know About the Woman at the Centre of the Paddock Storm’

And one trending clip filmed by a fan just moments ago — Mason, wide awake earlier, grinning, cheering at Lewis’s car, shouting in his baby accent:  “Daddy fast! Daddy win cars!”

Lewis closed his eyes for half a second.

Penelope continued, voice steadier now. “Twitter’s in meltdown. Instagram’s gone feral. They’re speculating — engagement, secret child, mystery relationship, you name it. We’ve got press outside already waiting for you, and by tonight broadcasters are going to run with it too.”

Lewis’s jaw flexed just once.

“And Evie?” he asked.

“She hasn’t seen it yet,” Penelope replied carefully. “But they’ve pulled photos of her bakery. Found her business page. Found pictures of Mason from her public posts before she locked her account today. Paparazzi are—” She exhaled, pushed a strand of hair behind her ear. “They’re at her shop. Some are outside her flat, too.”

Lewis looked like someone had punched the air from his lungs.

His hand — the one holding Mason steady — pressed the boy closer for a heartbeat. Quiet. Controlled. But furious beneath the calm.

“What do you want us to do?” Penelope asked. “Official denial? Silence? Statement about privacy? We need your call, Lewis.”

He didn’t answer immediately.

Instead, he looked through the partition to where Evie stood — laughing softly as she helped a kitchen staff member pipe icing leaves on a mini cupcake for practice, curls falling forward as she leaned.

She hadn’t seen the storm yet.

And she trusted him.

He felt it like a weight, beautiful and terrifying, right beneath his ribs.

Finally, he looked back at Penelope. “I’m not denying anything,” he said quietly.

Penelope blinked. “So… we’re confirming you’re—what? Dating? Together?”

Lewis shook his head once. “No headlines. No labels I haven’t earned.” His voice softened, gaze still pinned on Evie. “But I’m not pretending she doesn’t matter. Or that he”—he glanced at the sleeping child in his arms—“doesn’t matter.”

“And when she sees the video?” Penelope asked carefully. “When she sees what he said?”

Lewis’s throat worked. “I’ll deal with it. I’ll tell her everything before anyone else does.”

Penelope studied him for a long moment. Then nodded. “Okay. I’ll hold statements for now. But Lewis — you need to talk to your lawyers, and to her. Tonight.”

“I will,” he said.

“And… Lewis?”

“Yeah?”

She softened slightly. “You’ve never held press off this hard for anyone before.”

His answer was quiet, honest. “I’ve never had anyone worth holding them off for.”

—

Across the room, Evie tucked the recipe page into someone’s apron pocket, wiping sugar dust from her fingers.

She glanced back at Lewis — still holding her son, brows furrowed, listening intensely as Penelope spoke.

She smiled.

Soft.

Unaware.

Safe, for a breath longer.

45

Lewis walked slowly, Mason still cradled in his arms, the little boy’s soft breaths pressing against his chest. His hoodie smelled faintly of the track, of antiseptic and tire smoke, but beneath that was Mason, warm and weighty in a way that made the world feel impossibly small and fragile. Penelope had insisted on a private room — she’d whispered apologies and warnings, then left them alone, shutting the door with a soft click.

Evie stepped inside, her brow furrowed, eyes scanning him, then the sleeping toddler in his arms. “Lewis… what’s—why—”

He exhaled, letting the tension in his shoulders sink just a fraction. “Evie, I need you to sit,” he said softly, gesturing toward a chair. He kept Mason tucked against his chest, one hand cradling the back of the boy’s head, the other covering her tiny fists clenched against his jacket. “I need to explain everything… and I want you to hear it from me first.”

She perched on the edge of the chair, frowning slightly, cautious but drawn in by the serious tone in his voice. “Okay,” she said.

Lewis’ gaze drifted down to Mason, whose chest rose and fell in calm slumber. “So… while we were at the race,” he started, voice low, careful, “you didn’t see this, but… Mason…” His lips twitched, tight with the weight of words. “He said something. Something… that—well, it got captured on camera before I could even react.”

Evie tilted her head, confusion flickering across her face. “Captured? What do you mean?”

“I… I held him after the race. He was so excited, he—he called me ‘Daddy.’” He swallowed hard, voice thick. “And because of the photographers, the team, the live feeds… it went everywhere. News outlets, socials, everything. The media spun it already—they’ve made assumptions.” He looked at her then, searching, earnest, almost pleading. “I don’t care what anyone thinks. I care about you, about him. And… I need you to know that this wasn’t staged, it wasn’t some… publicity stunt. He called me that because he was happy, because he feels safe, because he trusts me.”

Evie’s breath hitched, hand coming up to cover her mouth. “He—he called you…?” Her voice cracked slightly, disbelief and shock threading through. “And… the media?”

Lewis shook his head, eyes fixed on hers. “Yeah. And I couldn’t let that happen without telling you first. I should have kept him away, kept things private… but I didn’t. And I can’t undo it. I can only—” His hand tightened on Mason slightly, heart pounding, “—I can only be real about what I want, what I feel. I want… to be here. Not for a day, not in flashes, not when it’s convenient. I want to be part of your world, Mason’s world, if you’ll let me. And I’ll protect you both, however I can.”

Evie’s eyes were wide, absorbing everything — the gravity, the vulnerability, the unflinching honesty in his tone. She hadn’t expected this level of transparency. “Lewis… this isn’t just about you wanting to be there. There’s… the media, the privacy, Mason’s life… my life, my business. Everything that’s at stake now—”

“I know,” he cut in gently, leaning forward slightly, careful to respect her space. “I know. And I’m not asking for permission to ignore it. I’m asking for trust. I’ll do what it takes. I’ve got people handling the media, security is tighter than ever, everything at the bakery and… everywhere else. I just… I need you to know I’m not going to be fleeting. I’m not here for a headline. I want to be steady. I want to be present. I want to be someone you can count on—really count on—not just a face in photos, not just the F1 guy.”

She exhaled slowly, gaze dropping to Mason. He twitched in his sleep, murmuring something that sounded like a tiny giggle. Evie brushed a stray curl from his forehead, chest tight. “Lewis… this is… a lot. I… I don’t know how to feel. Part of me wants to be angry at how exposed we are, how everything can just spin. And part of me… part of me wants to believe you. That you mean what you’re saying. That you really… see us.”

“I do,” he said quietly, leaning his forehead briefly against her shoulder. “I see you. Him. I want to be there for both of you. And I’ll take whatever space you give me, however slowly. But… I can’t pretend I don’t want more than just this fleeting moment.”

Her eyes glimmered, softening. “Lewis… it’s terrifying. The idea of you in our world—it’s… huge. And Mason… he’s mine. My whole heart. And…” She swallowed. “I have to trust that you’ll respect him, protect him, not just me. That’s a lot to ask.”

His hand, still holding hers atop Mason, squeezed gently. “I will. I promise. I want this. And I’ll prove it every day, every step. I don’t care what anyone else says, Evie. This isn’t about headlines. This is real. This is us.”

She let her hand rest in his, feeling the warmth and weight of it, the solidity. She let herself breathe in, absorbing the sincerity, the gravity of it. And for the first time in a long time, she allowed a fraction of relief to slip past the tension coiled in her chest.

“Okay,” she whispered finally. “Okay… we figure it out. Slowly. But we… we try.”

Lewis exhaled, a shiver of relief running through him. He adjusted Mason slightly, careful not to wake him. “That’s all I need. That’s all I want.”

Outside, the world raged, but in this quiet room, with Mason asleep against his chest, and Evie’s hand in his, Lewis felt for the first time in a long time that he could breathe without pretending. That he could choose them, and that they could, somehow, navigate this together.

46

Mason was still asleep against Lewis’ chest when the room finally went quiet again — just the hum of distant paddock noise and the low buzz of muted TV reports behind the door. Evie sat on the sofa, posture tight but hands calm in her lap. Lewis sat beside her, careful not to wake the little boy, his body turned toward her like he couldn’t stop needing to be close.

Evie looked at Mason first. Then at Lewis. “He’s… really comfortable with you,” she said softly.

Lewis swallowed, his thumb brushing over the toddler’s tiny fist still curled into his hoodie. “Yeah,” he whispered. “And I don’t take that lightly.”

Silence settled again, full of everything unspoken. Evie leaned her head back against the sofa, eyes closing for a second. “So… what happens now,” she murmured.

Lewis straightened slightly. “That’s… what I need to talk to you about.”

Her eyes opened.

“I talked to my team. And security. And Sam.” He hesitated — not because he was unsure, but because he knew the weight of what he was about to say. “Evie, your flat — they’ve already found it. There were paparazzi parked across the street earlier. Fans online have pieced together pictures from the bakery and tagged your personal accounts. It’s… it’s not safe for you. Or Mason.”

Evie froze. “You’re saying I can’t go home.”

“I’m saying I don’t want you to,” he replied, steady, firm. “Not until I know you’re safe.”

She shifted, anxiety threading its fingers through her thoughts. “So where do you expect us to go, Lewis? A hotel? Witness protection?” she half-joked, but it came out brittle.

His eyes didn’t move from hers. “Move in with me.”

The words hung there — heavy, irreversible.

Evie blinked. “Lewis—”

“Not out of convenience,” he said quickly. “Not for headlines. For safety. Because I need to know you’re protected. Your flat isn’t secure. My place is. Security gates, private road, cameras, full staff clearance. Mason could sleep without flashes outside the window. You could breathe without waiting for someone to take a photo every time you walk to your car.”

She stared at him, heartbeat loud in her ears. “That’s… that’s a lot. To just… move into your world.”

He nodded. “I know. And I’m not asking you to understand it all tonight. But I need you to know I’m not suggesting this as a temporary safety house.” His jaw tightened. “Evie, I don’t want to be your famous friend who drops by, makes things worse, and leaves. I care about you. I care about your son. And I—”

He faltered, then breathed out, truth spilling with no way to pull it back.

“I have feelings for you.”

Evie’s lips parted.

“I tried to keep it quiet. I kept telling myself — she’s been through enough, this can’t be about me. But tonight… hearing Mason call me that—” he swallowed, voice rough. “I can’t stay quiet. I want you to live with me because it’s safer… but also because I want to be there. For him. For you. Not just in crisis. Not just because the media shoved us together. But because I want to choose you. On purpose.”

Evie sat so still — like if she moved, she might shatter.

Lewis leaned forward, his voice softer now. “I don’t expect an answer right now. I just need you to know this isn’t obligation or guilt. I don’t feel sorry for you, Evie. I… I love being around you. You make things feel real. You make me feel like more than what the world thinks I am.” His eyes flicked down to Mason’s peaceful face. “And he—he already has my heart. I’d do anything for him.”

Evie let out a shaky breath. “Lewis…”

“I don’t need you to say it back. I just need you to know what this is. What I want.”

Tears pressed at her eyes, not from sadness — from the collision of fear, relief, disbelief, and something dangerously close to hope. She glanced at Mason, then back at Lewis, voice barely above a whisper. “You’re asking me to trust you with everything.”

His answer was immediate. “Yeah. And I know I have to earn it. Every day. I will.”

Her hand moved instinctively — hovering, then gently covering Mason’s back where he slept between them. “I just… I need time. I need to think. To breathe.”

“You can have all the time you need,” he said quietly. “But stay tonight. Please. Don’t go back there.”

She nodded slowly. “Tonight, yes.”

“And after that,” Lewis murmured, “I’ll be here. Whatever you decide.”

For the first time since the flashes and headlines and chaos, she let herself lean sideways — just slightly — so her shoulder brushed his. Mason exhaled, content and peaceful in his sleep.

Maybe they could figure it out.

Not because the world demanded it.

But because they wanted to.

47

The room was dim, apart from the flickering light of the TV bouncing softly off the neutral-toned walls. Evie sat cross-legged on the edge of Lewis’ massive king-size bed, Mason curled up against her side, his soft snores filling the quiet. The little boy’s head rested against her shoulder, his tiny chest rising and falling with each breath, completely unaware of the storm swirling beyond the walls.

She adjusted the blanket around him gently, careful not to disturb his sleep, and flicked her gaze to the television. The familiar chatter of a news studio filled the room, anchors speaking rapidly over grainy footage from the bakery and photos of Lewis with his hand resting on her back, the two of them laughing in frosting-smeared aprons.

“Lewis Hamilton speaks out on personal life…” the chyron ran.

Evie’s stomach knotted. She pressed her fingers together, trying to steady herself. She didn’t know what she was expecting — a subtle denial, a polite deflection — but nothing could have prepared her for the way Lewis was calmly, openly, and with almost casual honesty, discussing her and Mason on live TV.

“…Yes, I care about Evangeline and my nephew’s friend, Mason. It’s true. I have feelings for Evie. I want to be a part of their lives. And yes, Mason has been calling me ‘daddy’—he’s three, innocent, and it’s just… it just happened naturally. He’s a wonderful little boy, and I want to protect them, and I want them safe.”

The words hit her like a tidal wave. Her eyes went wide, and her grip on Mason tightened reflexively. Her heart raced, a mix of shock, awe, and a thread of fear. He just… said all that. On live TV.

She felt exposed, vulnerable, like the intimate threads of her life — her business, her son, herself — had been stitched across the screens of millions of strangers. And yet, even with that weight pressing against her chest, part of her chest lifted at the sincerity in his words. There was no PR spin. No deflection. He had chosen to tell the world about them in a way that was honest, raw, and undeniably protective.

But that honesty came with a sting. They hadn’t even gone on a date. They hadn’t kissed. Nothing. And now the world believed Mason was his son. Social media was alight with speculation:

#HamiltonDad? “The F1 Star and the Baker: New Power Family?” “Photos: Lewis Hamilton and Evie Ellis’ Bakery Bond—Child Included!”

Evie sank back against the headboard, Mason still asleep on her arm. Her pulse was jagged, thoughts spinning in a chaotic loop. She should be elated. She should feel relief that he wasn’t hiding, that he wasn’t just another fleeting presence in her life. But instead… she felt on edge. Vulnerable. Overexposed.

She stared at the screen as Lewis fielded more questions, his calm demeanor unwavering, almost mesmerizing. The way he spoke about protecting Mason, about wanting to be there for her, about acknowledging the life she’d built and the challenges she faced as a single mother, made something in her ache with warmth.

And yet, the world was watching. Every word, every inflection, every reference to her son or herself was being dissected and analyzed in real time.

Evie wrapped her arms a little tighter around Mason, feeling the little boy stir slightly in his sleep, murmuring a quiet, contented sound. She pressed a soft kiss to his curls and exhaled slowly. “Okay,” she whispered, more to herself than anyone else. “Okay. We’ll figure it out. Somehow.”

She glanced down at Mason, then back at the TV, and realized just how complicated, chaotic, and impossible this life could be — and yet, undeniably, how she was starting to want it. With him.

Lewis’ words, his sincerity, and the little boy sleeping peacefully between them anchored her. She wasn’t sure she was ready to step fully into the storm, but for the first time, she understood the pull — the magnetic, unrelenting pull — toward him, toward this precarious, intoxicating new world.

And for now, that was enough.

48

Lewis stepped through the front door, the soft click of the lock and the muffled rustle of security personnel signaling his arrival. The house was quiet, save for the gentle hum of the heating system and the faint whisper of the city beyond the thick glass walls. His eyes immediately sought the bedroom, a familiar instinct now wrapped in a new, tender urgency.

There, sprawled across the massive king-size bed, Mason slept, chest rising and falling in even, peaceful breaths. Evie was curled beside him, one arm draped protectively over her son, her body forming a gentle crescent as though shielding him from any and all threats the world might pose. The soft glow from the bedside lamp painted her features in warm light, highlighting the exhaustion in her eyes, the faint curve of her lips in a serene expression, and the quiet, fierce devotion in her posture.

Lewis paused at the door, heart thumping with something deeper than relief — a mixture of awe, protectiveness, and a sudden, piercing clarity. This is their world. And I want to be a part of it.

He took a quiet step forward, the carpet muffling his movements, careful not to disturb Mason’s sleep. His hand hovered briefly above the duvet, almost afraid to break the delicate equilibrium. Finally, he settled beside Evie, letting his presence be felt without intrusion.

“You two look… peaceful,” he murmured, voice low, almost reverent.

Evie’s eyes flickered open, tired but warm, and she gave a small, grateful smile. “We’re okay,” she whispered, brushing a loose curl from Mason’s forehead. “It’s… been a lot.”

Lewis lowered himself onto the edge of the bed, careful to keep a respectful distance but close enough that his shoulder nearly touched hers. He watched Mason for a long beat, tracing the delicate line of the boy’s cheek, the tiny fists curled near his chest. How can someone so small make me feel like the world’s weight is suddenly… mine to protect?

“You’re worn out,” he said softly, nodding toward Evie. “I get it. You’ve been holding everything for both of you. I… I want to help. I want to be here — for both of you.”

Evie glanced at him, eyes narrowing ever so slightly, not in suspicion, but in the careful weighing of his words. “It’s not easy,” she said quietly, voice almost breaking with fatigue. “This isn’t just about keeping him fed and clothed. It’s everything — the constant vigilance, the worry, the fear of failing him. And now… all of this.” Her hand gestured vaguely, encompassing the world outside their walls, the media frenzy, the intrusion.

Lewis’s hand instinctively found hers, large and warm, gently covering hers as if to ground them both. “I know,” he said, low and deliberate. “And I’m not here to complicate your life. I’m here because… I want to be steady. I want to be the man you and Mason can rely on. I’m not going to pretend this is simple, but I’m not leaving. Not now, not ever if you’ll let me in.”

Evie’s gaze softened, fatigue mingling with cautious hope. She let a long breath out, fingers brushing his in silent acknowledgment. “I… I don’t know if I can promise anything. It’s… a lot. Too much sometimes.”

He leaned slightly closer, keeping his voice gentle, grounding. “I know. And I won’t push. But I want you to know I feel it — the pull, the need. I want to be part of your lives, fully. And if that means protecting you both, giving you space, or just being here quietly… I’ll do it. No conditions. No fame, no world interference. Just me, you, and Mason.”

For a long, suspended moment, they simply existed in that fragile stillness, the weight of everything unsaid filling the room: the media storm, the intrusion, the fragile new connections, the hope and fear intertwined. Mason’s soft, rhythmic breathing was a gentle anchor in the tempest.

Evie’s hand tightened slightly around his, then relaxed, a quiet acknowledgment that she heard him, that she felt it too. And Lewis, for the first time in a long while, allowed himself to imagine a life not just in fleeting encounters or distant weekends — but here, beside her, with Mason, steady, protective, and real.

The city outside continued its noise and chaos, the world spinning at its usual frantic pace, but inside that room, time slowed. They were together. Safe, quiet, and undeniably connected. And for Lewis, that connection was enough — for now, and for every tomorrow he could shape alongside them.

49

Evie shifted slowly, careful not to jostle the sleeping child between them. Mason’s small body was curled against Lewis’s chest, a tiny hand still clutched in the soft material of his shirt , like he’d anchored himself there before falling asleep. One of her hands rested unconsciously on a braid near Lewis’s shoulder, fingers brushing against it absently as though grounding herself.

Her voice was quiet, rough with exhaustion, barely above a whisper. “You keep saying you have feelings for me,” she said, eyes searching his tiredly, “but… Lewis, we’ve never even gone on a date. You’ve never kissed me. There’s been no… romance. So how can you feel anything for me?”

She hesitated, breath trembling slightly. “And Mason— how do you let him call you daddy like that? Like it’s nothing? Isn’t that… isn’t that dangerous?”

The words weren’t cruel. They were soft, scared. Honest.

Lewis didn’t flinch. He just looked at her for a moment — really looked — like he was memorizing her face, the furrow in her brow, the sheen in her eyes from unshed tears. His hand stayed gently on Mason’s back, thumb rubbing soothing circles.

“I know,” he said, quietly. “I know this doesn’t make sense in the way people expect feelings to make sense. Dinners and flowers and dates and movie moments. I get it. We don’t have any of that.”

He paused, voice low and steady. “But Evie… feelings don’t only come from romance. They come from showing up. From watching you make breakfast while your hair’s a mess and your voice is scratchy from sleep. From seeing you kiss Mason’s scraped knee and calm him down like the world isn’t falling apart. From the way you never ask for help, but you deserve it more than anyone.”

She blinked, stunned still.

He went on, quietly, not rushing. “I didn’t fall for some fantasy of you. I fell for this. For you yelling at me for burning toast, for you falling asleep on the sofa with a grocery list still in your hand. For you being strong even when you’re bone-tired. I fell for the way your life is built around love — real love — not romance movie nonsense.”

Evie’s throat tightened, breath caught.

“And Mason?” he whispered, eyes shifting briefly down to the boy asleep on his chest. “He started calling me that before I even understood what was happening. I never told him to. But I also… couldn’t make myself correct him. Because when he says it, it doesn’t feel like a title. It feels like trust. Like he chose me. And I swear to you, the second you say it hurts him— I’ll never let him say it again.” His voice softened. “But I don’t want to take that security away from him unless you want me to.”

Evie’s breath shuddered. “But it’s too much, too fast. People think he’s yours. They think— they think we’re—”

“Let them,” Lewis murmured, voice suddenly firm, sure. “For once— let them. Because I’m tired of living in halves. Hiding behind maybes and almosts. Even if you don’t feel the same, even if you never do — I needed you to know the truth.”

He turned fully toward her then, one arm cradling Mason, the other gently brushing his hand along her wrist. “You’re right, we’ve never kissed. I haven’t taken you on a date. But I would. I’d do it properly. I’d learn how you take your tea, I’d sit across from you at dinner and ask you every question I’ve been holding in. I’d fall asleep beside you without cameras, without noise.” His voice lowered even more. “But what I feel didn’t wait for all that. It happened anyway.”

Silence pressed between them, soft and heavy.

Evie swallowed. Her voice came out shaky. “…and if I can’t— if I don’t know how I feel yet?”

Lewis nodded, instantly — no hesitation. “Then we go slow. Or we don’t go at all. But I stay. As your friend, if that’s all you’ll have. As whatever Mason needs me to be. I’m not asking you to choose a future tonight. I’m just… telling you I want one. With you. With him.”

Her eyes glossed with something fragile — fear, hope, longing, all tangled messily together.

Mason shifted slightly in his sleep, head nuzzling deeper into Lewis’s chest.

Evie looked at them — her son asleep against him so trustingly, Lewis watching her like she was something holy and breakable — and she whispered, barely audible:

“…okay.”

Not a promise. Not a commitment. But permission to not run.

Lewis exhaled — slow, relieved, careful. His shoulders lowered. His hand brushed over Mason’s hair, then hesitated, before gently brushing his fingers over the back of Evie’s hand again.

“Okay,” he echoed softly.

The room was quiet again — but this time, not with uncertainty.

With possibility.

50

Lewis stirred, the familiar groan escaping his throat as his eyes cracked open, adjusting to the soft morning light filtering through the blinds. The t-shirt he’d slept in the night before was gone—he hadn’t moved it, hadn’t cared—and he realized immediately why: something heavy, warm, and achingly human was draped over him.

His chest rose and fell slowly under the weight of Evie, sprawled across him with her head resting against his heart. She was asleep, completely unguarded, her breath soft and even. He could feel her arm draped across his torso, the warmth of her skin a comforting, almost sacred tether.

Then there was Mason. Lewis’s eyes drifted lower, and he almost laughed quietly, a sound caught somewhere between awe and disbelief. The little boy had fully claimed one of Lewis’s arms, wrapping all four limbs around it like a tiny, clinging koala. His cheek pressed against Lewis’s forearm, mouth slightly parted in sleep, the faintest giggle still lingering like residue from a dream. His tiny fingers dug lightly into the fabric of Lewis’s hoodie, a silent anchor of trust.

Lewis remained still, heart thumping in a rhythm he didn’t often feel, a strange combination of protectiveness, wonder, and warmth that threatened to spill over into every corner of him. He glanced down at Evie again, her messy curls brushing his chest, and he felt the pull in his chest tighten—he wanted to move, to shift, to maybe cradle them both more carefully, but the fear of disturbing this perfect, fragile peace kept him rooted.

His hand, finally, moved on its own, a gentle, trembling caress along the small of Evie’s back. He pressed a kiss to the top of her head, careful not to wake her, the gesture light, reverent. Mason shifted slightly, sighing, a small hand sliding up to brush against Lewis’s neck before settling again.

Lewis exhaled slowly, feeling the weight of the night before—the laughter, the whispered confessions, the unspoken promises—pressing down on him like a gravity that made sense for the first time in a long time. He felt the strangeness of this domestic closeness, the surreal sensation of having two lives entwined with his own, and yet it felt right.

Every instinct he’d ever had as a protector, as a man who had to guard, plan, and navigate a world of constant exposure, was flaring up, urging him to never let go. He traced a finger lightly along Evie’s hand that rested on his chest, memorizing the softness of it, and then paused, letting his gaze fall on Mason’s sleeping face.

“Okay,” he whispered to no one, not breaking the delicate silence, “this is… okay.”

For the first time in months—maybe years—Lewis felt the depth of contentment he had chased so relentlessly but never fully allowed himself to embrace. He shifted slightly, careful, adjusting his arm so Mason could breathe more easily while still clinging to him. Evie groaned softly in response, nestling closer without waking, and he pressed a forehead kiss to the top of her head again.

Outside, the city moved as usual. The world was waiting. But here, in the quiet of his bedroom, there was laughter waiting to be had, love waiting to grow, and the comforting, grounding presence of two souls who had chosen to trust him—one tiny, one grown.

Lewis allowed himself a small, crooked smile, closing his eyes again, inhaling the scent of them both—warm skin, the faint trace of coconut from Mason’s breakfast, and the gentle undertones of Evie’s shampoo lingering in her curls. He had never felt so alive, so grounded, so tethered to something real.

And for the first time, he didn’t care that the cameras could capture everything else in the world, because this—this little fortress of soft bodies, breaths, and trust—was his, if only for now.

51

The room was still soft with dawn light, muted and gentle, when Mason stirred. He wriggled against Lewis’s chest, tiny fingers pawing at his eyes as a big yawn stretched across his sleepy face. Slowly, the little boy blinked up at him, and Lewis’s chest swelled at the sheer brightness of that grin. It was pure joy, unfiltered and electric, and it hit Lewis harder than any cheering crowd ever could.

Mason’s legs kicked against the mattress as he scrambled fully onto Lewis, small hands gripping the fabric of the hoodie he had slept in, clutching him like he never wanted to let go. “Daddy!” he squealed, voice high and eager, shaking his head side to side in excitement. “Good morning!”

Lewis froze for a second, dumbstruck, heart clenching with that sudden surge of warmth that only a tiny, trusting human could command. His hands instinctively came up to steady Mason, cradling him against his torso, feeling the little body vibrate with glee. He leaned down slightly, planting a light, careful kiss on Mason’s tousled hair, unable to hide the slow, radiant smile spreading across his face.

Then Mason’s wide eyes flicked toward Evie, still asleep, her chest rising and falling gently against him. The boy’s grin widened even more, and a tiny finger lifted, tapping gently against Lewis’s lips. “Shhh, Daddy… Mummy is sleep!” he whispered with mock seriousness, the small voice a perfect mixture of playfulness and affection.

Lewis chuckled quietly, soft and tender, careful not to disturb Evie. “Alright, alright… shhh,” he murmured back, keeping his voice low as he held Mason close. The little boy’s energy was contagious, filling the room with warmth and light despite the early hour, the chaos of yesterday, and the impossibility of the world outside.

Evie stirred slightly at the soft voices, shifting just enough to peek one eye open. She caught sight of Lewis, shirtless now, a bit tousled from sleep, holding Mason close like he was a natural part of their little trio. Her lips curved into a soft, tired smile, brushing the hair from her forehead as she studied the scene.

Lewis looked down at her, a silent question in his eyes, and she nodded ever so slightly, just enough to say without words that this was fine—that this closeness, this unplanned intimacy, was okay. Mason clung tighter, squealing softly again, and Lewis wrapped an arm around both of them, holding them together in a bubble that felt miles away from cameras, headlines, and flashing lights.

“Mason,” Lewis murmured, his voice low and filled with awe, “you’re way too much already. I don’t know how I’m gonna survive having both of you around all the time.”

Mason laughed, the sound bubbling pure and innocent, his tiny arms tightening around Lewis. “You survive, Daddy! You love us!”

Evie let out a small, quiet laugh, covering a yawn with her hand as she nestled closer to the pair. Her tired eyes shone, soft with affection and a twinge of disbelief at how fast this all felt—how completely Lewis had become part of their morning, their lives.

Lewis’s heart clenched again, more firmly this time, the reality of his feelings settling like bricks into place. This—these two—was what he wanted, what he needed, what he had been craving without knowing it. Protecting them, being part of their world, seeing Mason smile and laugh, hearing the softest trust in his son’s tiny voice calling him “Daddy”—it was enough to make every high-speed chase on a track, every flashing light outside, every headline fade into nothing.

And he held them like that, careful, reverent, letting the quiet hum of morning fill the room as their small, mismatched family existed together in a moment that was just theirs.

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32

The SUV rolled up the drive of Sam and Daniel’s house, the morning sun catching on the London brick and casting long shadows across the manicured lawn. Lewis parked, exhaling slowly, his hands unclenching the steering wheel just a fraction as he turned to Evie. She gave a small nod, her tote bag slung over her shoulder then they stepped from the vehicle and outside.

The front door swung open almost immediately as the boys spotted them. Malik, unable to contain himself, bolted across the room with a squeal of delight. “Auntie Evie!” he shouted, arms wide, and collided into her gently, wrapping his small frame around her. Evie’s laughter was warm, natural, as she hugged him back, careful to keep him balanced and steady.

Before she could fully settle Malik, Mason appeared, little legs pumping as he sprinted toward Lewis. “Woowisss!” he shrieked, face breaking into a wide, gapped-toothed grin. Lewis froze for a heartbeat, stunned by the intensity of the little boy’s joy, and then instinctively knelt, scooping him up in his arms. The warmth of Mason pressed against him, the weight small but grounding, and Lewis felt something in his chest shift—something deep, immediate, and entirely protective. “Hey, hey, little man,” he murmured, holding him close, inhaling the faint scent of shampoo and childhood that clung to his hair. Mason hugged him tightly, his tiny hands gripping his hoodie, and Lewis felt an ache of belonging he hadn’t realized he was missing.

Evie’s eyes softened, watching him hold her son. She didn’t need to say a word—the bond forming in that instant spoke for her.

Daniel and Sam stepped forward then, introducing themselves properly. “Lewis—, Evie it’s so good to finally meet you,” Sam said, extending her hand with professional warmth, though the corner of her eyes flicked to Lewis knowingly, taking in the way he held Mason. Daniel followed suit, firm handshake, friendly smile, but his eyes remained alert, assessing, protective. Evie returned their greetings, soft but confident, letting her tone carry both ease and polite boundaries.

They moved inside together, the boys’ laughter and light footsteps echoing softly in the hall. Once in the living room, Mason, still cradled in Evie’s arms, let his head droop sleepily against her chest. She shifted gently, rocking him slightly, his small fingers curling around hers. Malik, already acquainted with the room, plopped onto the couch beside her, quiet now, watching the space with wide-eyed fascination.

Lewis lingered near the doorway, giving Evie a small, reassuring nod before he followed Sam down the hall. Sam’s office door closed behind them with a soft click. Daniel leaned against the doorframe, folding his arms, watching Lewis with a mix of curiosity and concern. Sam gestured for Lewis to sit, her expression unreadable but firm.

“Alright,” Sam began, her voice measured, precise. “You’ve seen what just happened. Your world collided with hers—and hers with yours. We need to know, Lewis: what do you want? What are your intentions here? And how far are you willing to go to protect them? I’m asking about both Evie and Mason.”

Lewis exhaled, running a hand through his hair, the weight of the morning pressing down. “I… I don’t want to just be some passing figure in their lives,” he said carefully, choosing each word. “I want to be present, without overstepping, without putting Evie or Mason in danger. I know what my world is—it’s loud, invasive, unrelenting. But I’m not walking away. Not from her, not from him. I don’t know the details yet, but I need to figure out a way to be in their lives safely.”

Daniel nodded slowly. “And you understand this isn’t just about being there physically. It’s about trust, consistency. About respecting her boundaries. About making sure Mason isn’t impacted by your world any more than he has to be.”

“I do,” Lewis said, voice firmer now. “And I will. I’ll work with you, with Sam, whatever it takes. I’m… serious. I’ve never wanted anything like this, but I know I want it now.”

Sam leaned back slightly, assessing him, her pen tapping softly against the notebook in front of her. “We just need clarity, Lewis. For Evie’s sake, for Mason’s, for Malik’s… and frankly, for you. If this is real, we need parameters, and we need to know you understand what you’re stepping into. You’re not just walking into a bakery; you’re stepping into a world she’s built and protects fiercely.”

“I understand,” he said again, more firmly this time. “I get it. I don’t take it lightly.”

Back in the living room, Evie gently shifted Mason, adjusting his head against her chest. He murmured in sleep, a tiny hand curling around hers. Malik leaned back against the couch, stretching his arms above his head and yawning, still basking in the calm after the chaos. Evie’s phone vibrated with notifications from her assistant, updates about the paparazzi outside, but she ignored them, letting herself breathe in the rare quiet, her son sleeping peacefully and Lewis’ absence for this conversation a small comfort.

Outside, the world still spun with flashes and speculation, but inside, the room held a fragile bubble of trust, assessment, and understanding. Lewis’ voice, calm and measured from the office, floated faintly through the closed door as he answered Sam’s questions. Evie exhaled slowly, letting herself relax against the couch, holding her son, while Malik nestled closer, both unaware of the storm their lives had just brushed against.

33

The living room was quiet in comparison to the storm outside, soft afternoon light falling across Mason’s small form, dozing against Evie’s chest. Malik, curious and still buzzing from earlier, sat cross-legged on the rug, occasionally glancing at Lewis with a grin. Outside, the faint hum of London traffic was punctuated by distant camera clicks, the world trying to intrude on their bubble.

Lewis’ phone vibrated relentlessly against the desk in Sam’s home office, a cascade of notifications from his PR team. Calls, encrypted texts, strategy updates—all flashing with urgency. He left the phone face-up but silenced, letting Sam and Daniel take the lead in this room.

“You need a full plan,” Sam said, sharp and methodical, eyes on her brother. “Containment, statements, legal protections for the woman and the children, everything. You can’t just ‘be there’ without understanding the implications.”

Lewis nodded, rubbing the back of his neck. “I know. But let me be clear: I’m not here to make headlines. I’m not stepping in for a photo-op or fleeting attention. I want to be part of their lives—Evie and Mason, Malik too—but safely. Privately. Consistently.”

Daniel leaned forward, voice measured. “We can draft agreements to keep your presence structured and protect her privacy, but you need to be honest—what does ‘being part of their lives’ look like to you? Because the media isn’t going to wait for you to figure it out.”

Lewis pressed his palms together, exhaling slowly. “I want to be present. To show up without pressure, without performance. That means the school run, small visits, helping when I can, being consistent with Mason like I am with Malik, but respecting Evie’s boundaries. I want them to know I’m not temporary, I’m not just an intrusion.”

Sam nodded slowly. “And the PR side?”

He glanced at the phone again, fingers brushing the screen. “Immediate containment. No leaks, no unauthorized images. Assign a security sweep at her bakery if needed. Anything posted online that links her, her shop, or Mason to me—delete, monitor, protect. I don’t care if it costs resources. This isn’t optional.”

Daniel’s hand rested lightly on the desk, steady. “This is serious. Once her world and yours collide publicly, it will amplify. Are you ready for that responsibility?”

Lewis’ chest tightened, but his eyes were resolute. “I don’t want a headline. I want a life. That’s different. I’ll take the responsibility. I’ll take the criticism. But I also take them. I want to be there—without rushing, without taking over, but without ever stepping back either. This isn’t temporary. Not for me.”

Sam leaned back, letting him finish. “Alright. We’ll draft the boundaries, protect Evie, her business, Mason. Define schedules if you want, privacy measures, everything. But make it clear—you’re not just looking at optics; you’re saying you want to be actively involved.”

Lewis’ hand lifted, brushing a loose curl from his face as he thought of the living room, of Mason nuzzled against Evie, of Malik’s bright grin. “Exactly. No optics. No photos. No attention. Just presence. Support. Protection. Consistency. If it goes public, fine—but that’s never the goal. My goal is… them. Period.”

Daniel nodded. “Then we’ll make it happen. Legal, PR, security. But you also need a mental plan—how to approach visits, integration, schedules. You can’t just improvise.”

Lewis exhaled, tension and relief mingling. “I know. I’ll plan. I’ll be deliberate. I just… I’m ready. And I don’t want to wait any longer. I want them to know that.”

Across the hall, in the living room, Evie adjusted Mason on her lap, feeling the subtle weight of his presence. She wasn’t aware of the meticulous, strategic discussion happening just down the hall—but she could sense Lewis’ quiet determination. The protective calm, the grounded sincerity, the steady pulse of someone choosing to stay despite the chaos outside—it was evident in every line of his posture, every half-glance toward her, every soft exhale of certainty.

Even amidst flashing headlines and buzzing notifications, Lewis had made his choice. And for the first time in a long while, it was utterly clear what mattered most.

34

Lewis stepped quietly out of the office, phone tucked into his hoodie pocket, fingers still slightly trembling from the intensity of the conversation with Sam and Daniel. The living room felt like a soft exhale after the storm, warm afternoon light spilling across the hardwood floors, the faint aroma of baked bread from breakfast lingering in the air. Evie sat on the couch, Mason nestled against her chest, eyelids heavy with sleep but fluttering with the tiniest breaths of dream-filled slumber. Malik’s small hand rested on her knee, still holding the miniature race car he’d been clutching earlier, eyes wide as he watched Lewis approach.

“Hey,” Lewis murmured, lowering himself to sit beside her carefully, careful not to startle Mason. His gaze flicked to Evie, catching the soft curve of her smile and the tired warmth in her eyes. “How’s he doing?”

Evie tilted her head, brushing a curl from Mason’s damp forehead. “Exhausted,” she said softly, voice a whisper only enough for him. “But content. He trusts you, Lewis. You’re good with him.”

Lewis’ chest tightened as he reached out slowly, fingertips brushing the soft, warm skin of Mason’s little arms before lifting him carefully. The boy stirred faintly, mumbling something incoherent in his sleep but instinctively clutching at the folds of Lewis’ hoodie. His tiny fists gripped the fabric over Lewis’ heart, and the man froze for a moment, absorbing the sheer weight of the trust and innocence pressed against him. Every responsibility, every fear of intrusion, every past solitude melted in that single, silent heartbeat.

“He’s… heavy,” Lewis whispered, though it was more awe than burden, a soft laugh rumbling low in his chest as he adjusted Mason against his shoulder. The little boy’s warmth radiated, and the gentle rhythm of his breathing was grounding. “He feels… right.”

Evie’s eyes glimmered, the corners crinkling just slightly. “He knows safe when he feels it. And he feels safe with you.” She leaned back slightly, letting Lewis’ careful, deliberate presence take over, her hands resting lightly on Mason’s back. “You don’t have to be scared of him… or of me,” she said, voice low but steady, teasing just enough to disarm the tension still lingering from the paparazzi chaos.

Lewis glanced down at Mason, heart hammering in his chest, warmth spreading in a way that scared him and thrilled him at the same time. “I… I didn’t expect this,” he admitted softly, brushing a lock of hair from the boy’s forehead. “Not in this… intensity. Not how it feels to have him here, trusting me, needing me even for a moment.”

Evie watched him carefully, her gaze quiet, deliberate. “It’s not just a moment. He’s always needing someone. But he’ll only let in the people he senses are consistent. You’ve been here once, and… he remembered.”

Lewis exhaled, a mixture of relief and longing threading through his chest. He shifted slightly, adjusting Mason on his lap, careful not to wake him, careful not to break the fragile balance of trust and peace in the room. “I don’t want it to be once,” he said quietly. “I don’t want it to be fleeting. I want… I want to be part of this. Him. You. The normal stuff you have every day. Even when it’s quiet, even when it’s just…” He gestured vaguely, chest tight with feeling, “…this. Together, safely. I’ll protect it. I’ll protect you both.”

Evie’s smile softened further, fragile but sincere. “I believe you,” she said simply, her tone carrying the weight of guarded trust. Her hand reached out, brushing against his as if to anchor him to her words. “But don’t just say it. Show it.”

Lewis nodded, swallowing hard, his thumb brushing along the edge of her hand. “I will,” he said, eyes fixed on Mason’s sleeping face, then flicking to Evie with something between reverence and determination. “I mean it. I’ve… I’ve waited too long to be part of something real like this. I’m done watching from the sidelines.”

A soft silence settled over the room, the weight of the statement, the trust of the children, and the unspoken tether between him and Evie filling the space. Malik shifted, climbing into her lap to peer over at Lewis and Mason with curiosity, and Lewis smiled, brushing the boy’s hair gently. In that moment, all the noise from outside—the cameras, the flashes, the world—faded. All that remained was this room, this trust, and the quiet, unspoken beginnings of something that could grow steady and lasting.

35

Evie gently placed a hand on top of Lewis’ larger, tattooed one,”I trust you, I don’t blame you for what’s happened and I know it’s not your fault so you don’t need to feel guilty, we will figure this out okay?”

Lewis’ chest constricted at the touch, the warmth of her hand over his grounding him in a way he hadn’t realized he’d craved. He lowered his gaze to meet hers, taking in the calm certainty in her brown eyes, the faint curve of a smile that didn’t hide the exhaustion beneath it. “Evie… I—” he began, but words failed him for a moment. The weight of the day, the storm outside, the unanticipated closeness of her and Mason—it all coalesced into something too big for a simple sentence.

She squeezed his hand gently, nudging him toward ease. “I know what you’re thinking,” she murmured, voice soft, almost a whisper. “You’re wondering if you’ll mess it up, if you’re stepping into something too fast… or too much. I get it. But I trust you. And I want to figure it out with you, not against you.”

His throat tightened. “It’s… it’s hard,” he admitted, the words quiet but firm. “Not just because of… well, everything. The media, my life, my schedule… I’ve spent so long keeping people at a distance because I didn’t want to hurt anyone, or get hurt myself. And now… I feel like I want to be here, with both of you. Not just for a day, not just for a moment. But… fully. And I don’t even know how to ask for that without sounding selfish.”

Evie tilted her head slightly, still holding his hand, letting the moment stretch. “Lewis… you’re not selfish,” she said gently, a soft edge of reassurance in her tone. “What you’re feeling—wanting to be a part of our lives, it’s… it’s human. And Mason? He’s already shown you that he trusts you. That says a lot about the kind of person you are.”

Lewis swallowed, his thumb brushing over the back of her hand. “It’s just…” He hesitated, trying to articulate the swirl of emotion inside him, “…seeing him so small, so alive and trusting… it made something inside me realize how much I’ve been missing. How much I want to be… present. Not just a figure that comes and goes. Not just someone passing through. I want this to mean something real—for all of us.”

A gentle silence settled between them, punctuated only by the soft rhythm of Mason’s breathing against his chest. Evie’s expression softened, the tension easing from her shoulders as she nodded once, slowly. “Then we’ll figure it out. Step by step,” she said. “I can’t promise it’ll be simple, but… we’ll work together. And I appreciate that you’re… serious. That you’re not just here for a fleeting moment or a headline. That matters.”

Lewis exhaled, a low, relieved sound, as if a weight he hadn’t realized he was carrying had lifted slightly. “It does matter. To me,” he said quietly, meeting her gaze fully now, letting her see the depth of his sincerity. “I don’t want this to just be about what’s easy. I want to be part of the hard, the real, the messy… everything that comes with you and Mason.”

Her lips curved into a small, approving smile, warm and genuine. “Good,” she said softly, brushing her fingers over his knuckles once more. “Because if you’re serious about that… well, so am I.”

For a moment, they simply sat there, hands intertwined, the room quiet except for the faint hum of life around them. Outside, the world buzzed on—flashes, headlines, messages—but inside, for once, it didn’t matter. Inside, there was trust. There was connection. There was the fragile, yet unmistakable beginning of something that could grow steady and true.

Lewis’ gaze dropped to Mason, still asleep, small fists clutching at his hoodie, and a warmth blossomed in his chest that was almost painful in its intensity. “We’ll protect him,” he whispered, almost to himself, almost to her, but she heard. And she nodded, eyes glimmering, understanding fully. “Yes,” she said, voice soft but firm. “We’ll protect him. And us, too.”

The bond in that quiet, sunlit room stretched beyond words. They weren’t rushing, they weren’t planning headlines, they weren’t considering the chaos outside. Right now, all that mattered was trust, presence, and the quiet assertion that they would face whatever came next together.

36

The week that followed settled in like a gentle, chaotic tide—one moment calm, the next lapping against the edges of their lives with relentless energy. For Lewis, it was a strange duality: the world outside buzzing, flashing, commenting, and the world inside, intimate and quiet, tethered to Mason and Evie.

Even as headlines screamed across digital platforms—“Hamilton’s Secret Morning with Single Mum and Son”, “Baker and F1 Star: Is There Romance?”—inside, there were small, grounding moments that no paparazzi could ever capture. The soft thud of Mason’s little shoes on the nursery floor. The careful swirl of icing on a cupcake Evie had insisted he try making. The quiet chuckle shared over Malik’s enthusiastic storytelling of toy cars and imaginary races.

Lewis’ phone vibrated incessantly, a parade of alerts and messages from his PR team, his management, and eager fans. He silenced it without hesitation, letting the notifications pile while he tucked Mason into a chair at the breakfast table, watching the little boy attempt to butter his toast with the tiniest, most determined hands. The joy in that small act—simple, everyday—was like a balm.

Social media, of course, had gone wild. Screenshots of the bakery photos, half-dusted in powdered sugar, littered Twitter, Instagram, and news blogs. Comments ranged from adoration to speculation, some with a protective tone toward Evie and Mason, others with curiosity bordering on invasive. Yet, despite the constant hum, neither Lewis nor Evie let it dictate the pace of their mornings or afternoons.

Lewis had found himself increasingly at ease with the private rhythm of their interactions. He would fetch Mason from nursery some mornings, helping him with little breakfasts or arranging his tiny shoes beside Evie’s tote bags. He discovered new nuances in Evie—how her hands moved when she explained a frosting technique, the slight crease in her brow when she was deep in thought over business logistics, the way she let Mason climb into her lap with absolute trust, her laughter brightening the room when he made a small mess.

There were conversations, too—long, slow, deliberate, usually over coffee or at the small table in her kitchen. Lewis asked about Evie’s childhood, her decision to open Frosting Fairy, her moments of doubt and triumph. She asked about him too, about racing, about Malik, about the careful lines he drew between the world that watched him and the one he could share with the people he loved.

Every day, it became more apparent that this wasn’t fleeting for him. It wasn’t a fleeting encounter to be neatly folded into his busy, high-profile life. Each smile from Mason, each quiet “thank you” from Evie, every shared glance of understanding and trust anchored him in ways the world beyond could never touch.

Yet, reality pressed in at the edges. PR teams strategized, management made careful notes, and social media kept the pair alive in the public imagination whether they wanted it or not. Headlines changed hourly, speculation mounting. Lewis read a few, frowned slightly, then set his phone aside. This world—the one that thrived on snapshots and soundbites—was chaotic, loud, relentless. But inside Evie’s kitchen, at breakfast, with the little boys building towers out of toast, it all melted away.

At night, after Mason was tucked in and Malik had waved goodbye from his own bed, Lewis often found himself alone with Evie in the quiet living room, sipping tea, discussing the day, the kids, the frosting business, and sometimes, the dream of something more. Their laughter floated between the walls, and despite the outside chaos, there was a pocket of time that belonged solely to them.

He realized something crucial during those evenings: he didn’t just want a morning, a day, or a fleeting encounter. He wanted a place in their world. A consistent, steady presence. Not a headline. Not a fleeting story. Not a moment captured in sugar-smeared snapshots. He wanted real.

And Evie—watching him navigate between honesty, vulnerability, and gentle affection—recognized it too. There was trust there now, solid, quietly asserted, and unshakable. They didn’t need to rush. They didn’t need to define it all in one week. But the first building blocks were laid, and nothing outside—flashes, headlines, or whispers—could undo them.

37

The week rolled forward, each day a blend of routine and tension, of private warmth and the unrelenting glare of public attention. The boys remained anchored in their separate homes—Malik with Sam and Daniel, Mason with Evie—but each morning and afternoon brought subtle intersections that pulled Lewis deeper into their lives. Dropping Malik off at Sam’s, catching glimpses of Mason through the nursery windows, and the moments after school runs, breakfasts, or impromptu bakery visits—the connective tissue of their worlds slowly intertwining.

Lewis felt it most acutely during these quiet moments. Watching Mason toddle toward him with unrestrained joy, giggling as he clung to Lewis’ leg, the little boy’s trust and affection knitting an ache of protectiveness in Lewis’ chest. He hadn’t anticipated how much he wanted to be there, how he wanted to be the male presence, the steady figure Mason could rely on—not as a fleeting shadow of a famous name, but as someone present, tangible, real.

And then there was Evie. Every glance she gave him, every subtle brush of her hand when handing Mason a napkin or stirring her coffee, tethered him more firmly than the media ever could. Her world—busy, independent, tenderly chaotic with the bakery and motherhood—was magnetic in a way that startled him. He found himself analyzing every pause in her speech, every soft smile, every glance she sent his way. The realization crept up slowly, then struck him fully: he had romantic feelings for Evie. Not casual curiosity or fleeting admiration, but something deep and wanting, a pull toward being part of her life, fully.

Yet reality pressed hard. Racing season loomed, a whirlwind of circuits, travel, and relentless public scrutiny. He would need to navigate his career, his obligations, and the scrutiny of fans and media—all while trying to carve out a private, safe space for Evie and Mason. The thought both thrilled and terrified him. How could he balance this chaotic world with the delicate, precious lives he wanted to protect?

He sipped his coffee in the quiet of his luxury flat that evening, eyes wandering over the city lights. The hum of traffic was a distant soundtrack; Mason’s laughter from the morning echoed in his mind, and Evie’s calm, grounded presence filled the edges of the room. He imagined weekends at the bakery, quiet mornings watching Mason explore the living room, and—dare he allow himself—a hand brushing against Evie’s as they shared a laugh over spilled flour or icing.

A flicker of apprehension passed through him. This wasn’t a simple crush. This was wanting to be part of a family’s heartbeat. To be a consistent presence in a world he’d previously kept isolated, controlled, and disciplined. And yet, the thought of walking away, of retreating behind the walls of his fame and obligations, was suddenly unbearable.

He set the cup down and leaned back, thinking ahead to the racing schedule: circuits in Europe, press conferences, endless interviews, fans, media scrutiny. But none of that mattered—not if it meant missing the small, irreplaceable moments with Evie and Mason. He wanted to integrate them into his world without letting the world tear them apart. To show Evie he could be trusted, that he could be steady, consistent, more than just a headline or a fleeting distraction.

A quiet resolve settled over him. He would navigate the chaos, handle the media, manage the season, and still carve out a private orbit for them—a space where Mason could feel safe, where Evie could breathe, and where they could slowly, carefully, allow themselves to build something real.

The lights of the city twinkled below as he pictured her laughter again, Mason’s little hands gripping his jacket, and the thought rooted itself: this wasn’t just desire. This was responsibility. This was affection. And most of all, it was commitment he had never imagined he could give so freely—and so completely.

38

The following morning, Lewis found himself sitting across from Evie at a quiet corner table of a café, a place chosen not for style or fame but for calm, where the noise of London faded behind warm amber light and the smell of freshly baked pastries. Mason had been dropped off at nursery by Sam, Malik safely at his mother’s, and for the first time since the bakery incident, it was just them—no children clamoring for attention, no cameras looming unseen.

Lewis stirred his coffee slowly, eyes never leaving her as he carefully chose his words. “Evie… I’ve been thinking about yesterday, and the week since, and… I want to be sure I can keep you both safe. And I realize, for me to do that properly, maybe… you and Mason should move in with me. At least for now.”

Her brows rose, not in shock but in measured caution, as she leaned back slightly. “Move in… with you? Lewis, I appreciate the sentiment, but that’s… a lot to ask.”

He nodded, running a hand over his face. “I know it’s huge. I’m not expecting a yes immediately. But it would make things easier—security, privacy. The paparazzi last week… it scared me. It’s not your fault. I just… want to make sure Mason is protected, and you aren’t stressed out by all of this. You shouldn’t have to hide or feel trapped.”

Evie studied him for a long moment, her gaze calm but penetrating. “You’re talking about our lives, Lewis. You don’t know us. Mason’s life isn’t a chess piece to move around because someone famous feels anxious.”

“I know,” he said quietly, voice earnest. “I’m not trying to control anything. I just… want to be present. Fully. Not a fleeting figure or a headline. I want to be part of your life, if you’ll let me. And yes, that includes Mason. I want him to feel safe, cared for, like he’s always had someone steady.”

She let out a soft exhale, her fingers brushing her cup. “And the F1 world? The media? The attention?”

“I’ve been thinking about that too,” Lewis admitted. His fingers drummed lightly on the table. “The first race this weekend… I want you both there. I’ll make it work, all security, private access. You’ll see what my world is like, but I’ll shield you from the chaos as much as I can. It’ll be… a bubble for us.”

Evie’s lips curved faintly. “A bubble. You make it sound like magic.”

“I hope it is,” he said softly, leaning slightly forward. “Because I don’t want you to feel unsafe. Or overwhelmed. I want you to choose this, not feel forced. But I need you to know I’m serious. I want to integrate our worlds, not just visit each other’s. And yes… part of me wants to see you, Mason, living your days in a place where I can actually protect you. Not from you, from the outside.”

Her gaze softened, the edge of caution melting just enough for warmth to slip in. “Lewis… that’s a lot to offer. And you’re serious?”

He nodded, the weight of certainty in his chest. “Completely. I’ve never wanted anything like this before, Evie. But I do. I want you, I want Mason… I want to be a part of your lives. And if you let me, I’ll do whatever it takes to make it work safely, without taking over. I promise.”

A silence stretched between them, filled only by the ambient clatter of the café—the hiss of espresso machines, the soft shuffle of other patrons. Evie traced the rim of her cup, her eyes lifting to meet his. “You’re serious… about all of it. Not just the protection, not just the race, but… being here. In our lives.”

“I am,” he said, voice low but firm. “I don’t do this lightly, Evie. I don’t want to be a headline. I want to be steady. Reliable. Here.”

She smiled faintly, a warmth threading through her expression. “Then I guess… we start there. A bubble, for the weekend. We see how it goes. But Lewis… if we do this, it’s on our terms. And Mason’s terms.”

“I wouldn’t have it any other way,” he replied, relief and hope threading through his chest. For the first time since meeting her, since the bakery, since the chaos of flashing cameras and headlines, he felt like his worlds could somehow merge—and that he could stand in them fully, not just as a figure in the public eye, but as a man willing to be part of a family.

The quiet settled around them, tangible now, a fragile but promising start to something real, as London stretched its morning light across the street outside, the clatter and hum of the city muted by the intent focus of two people beginning to bridge separate lives.

39

The desert sun was barely clearing the horizon when the private jet touched down, but even the morning light gleamed off the Bahrain paddock like polished chrome. The world was already humming alive—freight trucks rolling across asphalt, team logos splashed over temporary buildings, cranes lifting containers of race parts, mechanics in fireproof overalls moving in coordinated rhythm.

Evie held Mason’s hand, the three-year-old bouncing on his toes in tiny sneakers, clutching his chipped blue toy car like it was sacred. His curls were mushed from sleep, his dinosaur backpack hung crookedly on his shoulders, and the moment the heat and sound hit him, his brown eyes went huge.

“Woowiss,” he whispered, tugging at Lewis’ hoodie sleeve, “cars?” He didn’t really understand schedules or quali or free practice. He just knew this was Where the Fast Cars Live.

Lewis glanced down, sunglasses pushed into his curls, headphones around his neck, free hand gently settling on Mason’s back. “Yeah, little man,” he said softly. “Big cars. Proper loud ones.”

Mason gasped—a sharp inhale of pure joy—and hid half his face in Evie’s leg before peeking back out again.

Evie’s fingers tightened protectively around his small hand as they entered through a private side gate—no media, just security and the quiet approval nod from Mercedes staff who recognized Lewis instantly. She wore jeans and a soft cream blouse, her tote bag over her shoulder, hair pulled into a low bun. She looked slightly out of place in the sea of team uniforms and lanyards, but she held steady.

Inside the paddock, the atmosphere shifted—sleek motorhomes instead of garages, espresso machines instead of tools, sponsors’ logos on every surface. The air smelled like hot asphalt, coffee, rubber, adrenaline.

Lewis slowed his pace for them, one hand still at Mason’s back. “You okay?” he asked Evie under his breath.

She nodded, though her eyes were busy tracing everything—mechanics checking tire blankets, Red Bull crew jogging past, Ferrari staff wheeling a nose cone across the way. “It’s… like a whole city,” she murmured.

He huffed a smile. “A very loud, very dramatic city.”

Mason suddenly stopped walking. Mouth open. Pointed—hard—with his whole arm.

A car engine fired up somewhere inside a garage, a sharp “VROOOOM” echoing across the paddock.

“CAR!” he yelled delightedly, jumping, his toy car nearly flying out of his hand. His laugh was bright, bubbling. He tugged on Lewis’ hoodie again. “Fast car! Fast fast fast!”

Lewis’ heart clenched, fond and aching. He crouched down to Mason’s height. “It’ll be really loud soon, okay? So I got you something.” From his backpack, he pulled out tiny black noise-canceling headphones, soft inside, small enough for toddler ears.

Mason blinked at them, then at him. “For me?”

“For you,” Lewis said, adjusting them gently over the boy’s curls. “Now you’re official. Part of the team.”

Evie watched quietly, arms crossing over her chest—not guarding, but grounding. When Mason reached his arms up instinctively—“Up, Woowiss”—Lewis just picked him up without hesitation. Mason wrapped his arms around his neck, toy car pressed between them.

They walked toward the Mercedes hospitality suite. Two staff members in black polo shirts nodded respectfully.

“Morning, Lewis,” one said. Then a second later, eyes flicked to Evie and Mason—curious, but polite. “You must be Evie. We’ve set a private room upstairs if you and Mason need quiet.”

Evie blinked, surprised. “You—knew I was coming?”

Lewis gave a small, apologetic smile. “I told them to take care of you.”

Inside, it was air-conditioned, quiet, everything white leather and chrome. Screens played old race highlights. Coffee machines hissed in the corner. Someone handed Mason a plush Mercedes-AMG teddy bear. He stared at it in disbelief like it was treasure.

Lewis gently lowered him to his feet. The boy waddled straight over to a low window that overlooked the pit lane—pressing his palms to the glass. “WOOOW,” he gasped. “Vroom! Big vroom!”

Evie stood beside him, one hand stroking his curls. Her reflection in the glass looked soft, thoughtful—and slightly overwhelmed. “He loves it,” she said quietly.

Lewis watched them both. The reflection of his world—and what he wanted in it.

He swallowed. “Evie,” he said.

She glanced at him.

He shifted, thumb rubbing the side of Mason’s discarded headphones. “I know this is… a lot. And loud. And messy. But I want you here. Both of you.”

Her brows lifted slightly.

“I want you in my life—properly. Not hidden. Not just in London. I want Mason to know this isn’t temporary. He’s safe with me. You’re safe with me.”

Evie looked at him—really looked. The sincerity. The nerves. The quiet certainty. “Lewis…”

“And I know I can’t promise easy,” he added softly. “But I can promise… I’ll show up. Every time.”

Mason bumped his head lightly back against Lewis’ leg. “Woowiss?” he asked, holding up his toy car so the man could see.

Lewis crouched again, voice soft. “Yeah, bud?”

Mason pointed through the glass. “My car… go fast like that?”

Lewis smiled, heart thudding painfully warm. “One day,” he said. “If your mum says it’s okay.”

Evie laughed—quiet but real, tension easing from her shoulders. “We’ll start with bedtime past seven,” she said.

Lewis grinned.

Down in the garage, the team started the engine of the W15 properly—sharp, thunderous, alive.

Mason clapped his hands over his mouth. “WOW!”

Lewis didn’t look at the car.

He looked at them.

40

The garage smelled like hot rubber and machine oil — that sharp, electrifying scent of race day. Engines weren’t running full yet, but the place was pulsing with preparation. Silver-and-teal Mercedes logos gleamed under spotlights, mechanics hustled between tool chests and carbon-fiber wings, and screens glowed with live telemetry maps.

Up in the viewing area connected to the garage, Mason was plastered against the glass wall. Both palms flat, his nose smushed, those tiny noise-canceling headphones snug over his ears. Every time a car screeched by down the pit lane, his whole body vibrated like he was the engine.

“WOOAAAAH,” he squealed, voice muffled by the glass and headphones.

Evie sat behind him on a white leather bench, mug of tea warming both hands. Her heart was racing almost as fast as the cars outside. She’d never seen anything like this — organized chaos, noise that shook her bones, cameras everywhere. And yet Mason was… fearless. Delighted.

Down in the garage, Lewis was in full race mode.

Black fireproofs hugged his body, his hair tucked under a balaclava. His race suit hung from his waist, arms tied around his hips for now. He stood over the engineers’ desk, tapping one gloved finger against his thigh as he listened to Bono, his race engineer, pointing at a digital track map.

“Track temps expected to rise ten degrees by FP1,” Bono said. “Red Bull’s running low downforce. Ferrari too. We stay medium balance, see how she behaves in Turn 10.”

Lewis nodded. “Copy. Need more front end through 6 and 7. Car felt lazy there yesterday in sim.”

“Got it.”

A couple of team members noticed the small figure watching from above — the tiny kid in dinosaur backpack. They glanced, curious. One of the mechanics grinned, nudging another. That must be him.

Up in the viewing room, Mason watched Lewis intently. The moment Lewis looked up — just for a second — their eyes met. Mason grinned so wide his cheeks squished under the headphone pads. He lifted his little toy car and shook it excitedly.

Lewis’ face softened — just a blink, barely noticeable to anyone who didn’t know him. He lifted his fingers off the desk and gave a small wave.

“Mummy!” Mason gasped, turning to Evie. “He see me!”

“I think he did,” she smiled, setting her mug aside to fix the twist in his backpack. “You’re his good luck charm, remember?”

Mason puffed out his chest proudly, like she’d given him an actual job.

Soon, it was suit-up time.

Lewis stepped into his white-and-black race suit, one leg at a time, pulling it over his shoulders as a tech fastened the back. Logos — Petronas, Tommy Hilfiger, Epson — shimmered under the garage lights. He tugged on gloves, flexing his fingers, then rolled his neck, headphones in for comms.

Bono’s voice crackled softly through: “Two minutes ‘til out lap. You got this.”

Lewis breathed in. Out. Glanced up again.

Mason had pressed his tiny palm to the glass. “Woowiss! CAR GO?” he mouthed.

This time, Lewis nodded.

Evie watched it all — how calm he looked, how deeply focused he became the second the helmet was in his hands. Matte black and silver, his number printed across the top. He lifted it, paused briefly, then slid it on.

And just like that — Lewis, her friend, Mason’s safe place — was gone.

In his place stood Lewis Hamilton, seven-time world champion.

The garage came alive.

The W15 roared awake, engine shrieking, whole floor vibrating like thunder under their feet. Mason slapped his hands to his headphones, squealing with delight. “MUMMY! HE IN CAR! HE IN CAR!”

Evie knelt behind him, one arm wrapped around his waist so he wouldn’t bounce through the glass.

Down below, Lewis was strapped into the cockpit, gloved hands gripping the wheel, screens around him reflecting shades of teal and speed. Engineers leaned over, pulling tire blankets off — smoke curling from the warm slicks.

“Radio check,” Bono said.

“Radio’s good,” Lewis replied, voice muffled but serene.

“Alright, box in five. Let’s have some fun.”

The signal light in the garage flipped from red to green.

The Mercedes rolled forward, engine screaming higher and higher until—

VROOOOOOOOOM.

It shot out of the pit box, disappearing into the blinding Bahrain sun.

Mason jumped, clapped, then slammed his toy car to the floor, pushing it as fast as his chubby hands allowed. “HE GO FAST, MUMMY!!!”

“I know, baby.” Evie’s voice was breathless. “So fast.”

He didn’t stop. He dropped to his knees, pushing the toy car in circles, making tiny engine noises behind his headphones. “Vroom! Vroom! I Lewis!”

Evie smiled softly — eyes never leaving the track monitors where a silver arrow cut through corners like a blade.

Down below, mechanics reset tools, engineers tracked times on screens, and the world kept spinning at 300 km/h.

Evie leaned back against the bench, heart racing, realizing—

This wasn’t just Lewis’ world anymore.

It was theirs, too.

41

The race was halfway through — engines screaming, radios crackling, pit crews moving like synchronized lightning. Mason had stopped trying to sit still completely. He kept bouncing from the glass to the floor, reenacting the race with his toy car, tiny sneakers squeaking on the tiles.

Evie, however, needed her hands busy.

Maybe it was nerves, maybe it was who she was at her core — but when she spotted the hospitality kitchen tucked behind the Mercedes lounge, she asked one of the staff quietly, “Would… it be okay if I borrowed an oven? Just for a small cake?”

They were confused at first. Then intrigued. Then immediately clearing space on the marble counter.

So now, half an hour later, she was balancing a small silver tray in her hands — a perfectly frosted miniature race car cake, gleaming with red and silver fondant, tiny wheels piped in buttercream. Mason trotted proudly beside her, still in his little headphones, holding a napkin-wrapped spoon like it was a ceremonial object.

They rode down in the team elevator to the garage level. The second the doors slid open, the noise hit — the rumble of engines, the mercury-thick tension of lap 36 out of 57.

Toto Wolff was standing with his arms crossed outside the garage, earpiece in, eyes glued to the screens. His presence alone was intimidating — almost six and a half feet of composed determination.

Evie hesitated.

Mason didn’t.

He marched straight up to Toto, tugging the hem of his black team jacket with his free hand. “Hi!”

Toto blinked, glanced down — and the edge in his jaw melted a little. “Hello, little man.”

Evie hurried forward, cheeks flushed. “I—I’m so sorry. He gets excited. Um—hi. I’m Evie.”

Toto offered his hand, surprisingly gentle for a man who could command a pit wall with a single word. “Toto. I’ve heard quite a lot about you this week.”

“Oh.” Her stomach dropped. “Good things or terrible?”

He cracked the smallest, rare smile. “Depends which tabloid you read.”

She let out a nervous laugh, then lifted the tray in her hands. “I—I just wanted to say thank you. For letting us be here. I know it’s… a lot right now. And this is probably the worst time to show up with baked goods but—”

Toto looked at it, then back at her. “Is that a Mercedes W15… in cake form?”

Mason nodded eagerly. “My mummy made it! It go vroom.”

One of the mechanics nearby actually snorted.

Evie exhaled, embarrassed. “He really loves cars. And Lewis. And cars.”

Toto finally eased into a full smile. “Come,” he said, turning toward the garage. “You must meet the team properly. And we will find a place for your… very detailed cake.”

Inside, controlled chaos reigned.

Screens lined the walls with tire wear data. Pit crew in matching fire suits crouched beside stacks of tires, waiting for the next stop. The smell of hot brakes and gasoline filled the air.

Mason clung to Evie’s leg at first — overwhelmed but glowing with excitement.

And then—Lewis’s voice crackled through the loudspeakers.

“Box, box,” Bono announced. “Box now, Lewis.”

The garage snapped into motion. Mechanics took position. Cameras zoomed in.

Evie froze, heart pounding.

Then the silver Mercedes blurred in, stopped on a dime.

In 2.4 seconds — tires off, tires on, fuel adjustments, front wing tweak.

Gone.

Just as fast as it came, the car shot back into the lane.

Mason gasped so sharply it could’ve cut glass. “MUMMY! THEY FIX HIS CAR FAST!”

Someone from the pit crew turned, grinning under his helmet. “Kids got good commentary.”

Evie adjusted the tray in her hands, smiling shakily. “He’s… very into it.”

Toto led her to a side counter, away from cables and toolkits. He carefully placed the cake down like it was an actual car part.

One by one, team members came by — Nico from tire strategy, Angela (Lewis’ physio) with her calm smile, a few mechanics who nodded politely before diving back into screens.

“Oh my God,” Angela whispered, leaning closer to Evie. “You made this? Here?”

Evie shrugged shyly. “Baking is easier than panicking.”

Angela laughed softly. “You’re good for him, you know?”

Evie looked startled. “Who?”

“Lewis.”

Before she could respond, Mason tugged her sleeve. “Mummy… where Woowiss?”

As if on cue — Lewis’ car flew down the straight on the monitor above them.

P2.

Fast. Smooth. Hungry for first.

“He’s driving,” Evie said softly, brushing Mason’s curls. “He’ll come soon.”

Toto glanced between the mother, the boy clutching her leg, and the car slicing around Turn 11 on the screen.

“You know,” he said quietly to Evie, “you don’t need to apologize for being here. He asked you here.”

She blinked.

“And if he asked,” Toto continued, “it means it matters.”

Evie swallowed. “I just… don’t want to disrupt anything.”

“You haven’t,” he said. “You’ve reminded everyone why he fights so hard.”

Evie looked back at the track.

Mason leaned into her side, whispering through his headphones, “He win?”

She smiled, heart aching in the best way. “He’s trying, baby.”

Down in the garage, the world kept spinning at 200 miles per hour.

But beside a race car cake, in the middle of roaring engines and history being written — something far softer, and far more permanent, quietly began.

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22

For a moment, neither of them spoke. Cutlery clinked softly at a table across the café. Steam drifted lazily from Evie’s tea.

Then Evie’s gaze shifted to him — steady, thoughtful — like she was measuring the weight of her next words.

“You… seem interested in my son,” she said quietly. No accusation, just observation. “But yesterday you were talking about feeling like you disappoint your nephew sometimes. So… why Mason?” Her tone wasn’t cold, but it was honest, direct. She laid her hands flat against the table, fingers interlaced. “And to be clear — I’m not shaming you. I saw how Malik looks at you. He adores you. So you must be doing something right.”

Lewis blinked. He hadn’t expected that. Not this soon, not this gently.

Evie exhaled softly. “But Mason is my son. And with his dad being gone… completely gone… I’m careful. Very careful. I can’t let people dip in and out of his life. Especially men. I don’t let him get attached to anyone who won’t stay.” She didn’t say it sharply — she said it like it cost her to put it out loud. Like truth always did.

Lewis didn’t rush to interrupt. He sat back slightly, tea untouched, fingers curled around the mug just to feel the warmth.

“I understand,” he said quietly. And then — because that wasn’t enough — he added, “And you’re right to be cautious.”

Evie studied him — searching for defensiveness, maybe. There wasn’t any.

He rubbed a hand against his jaw. “It’s not that I’m interested in him instead of Malik,” he said slowly. “Malik is—” He smiled faintly. “He’s my whole world most days. But Mason… I don’t know. He’s just—”

He trailed off, brows knitting as he tried to articulate it.

“He’s bright,” he continued. “Not just smart. Bright. He looks at things like the world hasn’t told him no yet. Like he trusts it.” His voice softened. “And I guess… it felt nice to be someone he trusted for a day. No cameras, no helmets, no expectations. Just… being someone’s safe person. Even if it was just frosting and dinosaurs.”

Evie’s expression didn’t melt, but something shifted in her eyes — a crack in the guardedness.

“And you,” he added, quieter, “you don’t treat me like a headline. Or a favour somebody won. You just… talk to me. It’s been a long time since someone did that.”

Silence again — but not heavy. Just thoughtful.

Evie traced the rim of her teacup once. Twice. Then she set her hand down.

“I appreciate that,” she said. “Really. And I’m not saying no to… whatever this is.” Her eyes met his. “But I need to be clear about my son. He only knows love in absolutes. People are either present or they’re gone. There’s no halfway in his world.”

Lewis nodded, something firm settling in his chest. “I’m not asking to be in his world,” he said honestly. “Not yet. I’m just asking if I can keep… showing up. For coffee. For conversation. For you.”

Her lips parted, as if she wasn’t expecting the simplicity of that answer.

“And if that leads to being in his world someday,” he added carefully, “I’d want to earn it. Properly. Not just because I smiled at him in a bakery.”

Evie looked at him — really looked — like she was trying to decide whether to believe him. And maybe for the first time, she did.

Her shoulders lowered, only slightly. “Okay,” she said — soft, but clear. “Then don’t make promises you can’t keep.”

“I won’t,” he said. No hesitation.

She searched his eyes a final time, then — almost imperceptibly — nodded. As if an unspoken contract had been signed across coffee cups and half-eaten toast.

Outside, the café window caught a sliver of morning sun. Inside, they sat — not fixed, not final — but different than before.

23

Evie let her words hang in the air for a moment, and Lewis felt the quiet pull of possibility tug at him like a thread he didn’t know was fraying. Her eyes, steady and calm, studied him, weighing him, and he realized just how much of a gift this was — not just her trust, but the chance to step into her world, into Mason’s life, without overstepping, without fanfare.

“Mason’s been having a hard time with his reading,” she said softly, fingertips grazing the edge of her cup. “Between the shop and nursery, it’s my fault I can’t always be there with him. But if you really mean it… I think he’d love a book buddy.”

Lewis swallowed, a slow, breathless thing that felt too large for his chest. He wanted to say a thousand things at once, but instead, he simply let the reality settle over him: she was letting him in. Letting him be present for her son. And for the first time in a long while, it wasn’t about racing, or fame, or appearances. It was… ordinary, intimate in a way he hadn’t expected.

“I… I mean it,” he said finally, voice low, careful, almost reverent. “I don’t take that lightly. Him… you… letting me in like this…” He trailed off, his eyes following the subtle rise and fall of her chest, the way her curls fell across her shoulder. “…it’s more than I expected, and I don’t want to screw it up.”

Evie’s lips curved into a small, amused smile, but there was no softness in indulgence — just acknowledgment. Lewis felt it like warmth in his chest, a tether he didn’t want to let go of.

He leaned back, fingers tracing the rim of his mug, and let himself think — for the first time aloud — about being part of this little world. “It’s not just reading to him,” he admitted, voice quiet. “It’s… I don’t know. I want to be someone he knows he can count on. And… someone you know won’t just disappear when it’s convenient.”

Her eyes softened slightly, watching him in a way that felt like recognition. “That’s… very responsible of you,” she said. “And very rare.”

Lewis’s lips quirked into a small, shy smile, but his eyes stayed serious. “It’s more than responsibility. I want to be there. Even just… for books, for stories, for small moments. I want to be someone who matters, not someone who just comes and goes.”

He glanced at her hands on the table, the gentle curve of her fingers around her cup, and felt the ache of wanting — wanting to step closer, wanting to be trusted, wanting to be allowed into her world. And right now, she was letting him in.That alone made his chest thrum with warmth, nervousness, and a quiet kind of awe.

Evie nodded once, slowly, decisively. “Alright,” she said. “Let’s see if Mason’s book buddy can survive his attention span.”

Lewis chuckled softly, a mix of relief and happiness. “Challenge accepted,” he said. But inside, his thoughts spun in a quiet whirlwind. She had trusted him — and he intended, somehow, to live up to that trust, one small story, one book, one moment at a time.

The café around them hummed softly, a world away from cameras, schedules, and expectations. For a brief, perfect moment, Lewis felt like he was exactly where he was supposed to be.

24

Evie paused mid-sip, the tip of her pen hovering over a small scrap of paper. Her brows furrowed slightly, a fleeting look of concentration that made Lewis lean forward without thinking. Then she scribbled quickly, folding the page and sliding it across the table toward him.

“That’s my personal number and our address,” she said quietly, eyes meeting his. “I don’t know what a famous schedule is like, so… I guess whenever you have time, reach out or come by.”

Lewis’s fingers brushed the paper, and he felt a warmth spike in his chest. He hadn’t expected this. A bridge — real, tangible — handed to him with no ceremony, no overthinking, just… trust.

She checked her smartwatch, tapping it lightly against her wrist. “I’ve got two wedding cakes to work on before noon,” she said, her tone steady but light. “And… this has been lovely. Truly. A good time.” She let out a quiet laugh. “I’m not sure what your day’s schedule is like, so if this is it for today, it’s been nice, Lewis. Thank you.”

He caught himself smiling, leaning back just a fraction, heart pounding in that way that made his chest feel full and restless all at once. “I… I’m not busy,” he admitted softly. “I’d like to… see the shop. If you don’t mind.”

She tilted her head, a small, teasing smirk tugging at the corners of her lips. “It probably won’t be very interesting for you, though,” she warned. “There’s no speed or quick turns — just bridezillas and edible cake decor.”

Lewis laughed, a quiet, amused sound. “I think I can handle that,” he said, voice easy but his mind spinning at the intimacy of the gesture. Being allowed into her world like this, even in something as simple as frosting and fondant, felt monumental.

She studied him for a moment, then nodded. “Alright,” she said. “If you’re sure. But if you change your mind, you can drop me at my SUV at the nursery — totally fine.”

“I’m sure,” he said, exhaling, and the tension in his shoulders eased just a little. “Lead the way.”

She smiled softly, gathering her tote and standing. As they walked out of the café, side by side, the sunlight caught the warm tones of her hair, the faint glimmer of her watch, the way her hand brushed lightly against the strap of her bag. Lewis felt a quiet certainty settling over him, something rare in his life — a sense that right here, right now, he could just be present. No cameras, no crowds, no expectations — just this small, ordinary, human moment with someone he wanted to know better.

And as they stepped into the London morning, the hum of the city around them, Lewis realized something else: for the first time in a long while, he wasn’t racing. He was simply moving forward.

25

Minutes later, they arrived at the small boutique tucked into a quieter street, the faint scent of sugar, vanilla, and fondant greeting them before the bell above the door announced their entrance. The shop felt alive, humming with quiet energy: soft indie music floated from a speaker in the corner, the light from large front windows warming the pastel walls, glinting on trays of cupcakes and macarons lined up like little jewels behind glass counters.

Evie moved ahead with easy confidence, her hands deftly arranging items on a countertop, while her two assistants — young, efficient, and quietly cheerful — balanced bowls of frosting and piping bags with skillful precision. Two wedding cakes sat on separate turntables, layers stacked and supported by dowels, fondant being smoothed over delicate tiers. One cake was a soft blush with tiny sugar flowers, the other a bold cream with intricate lace detailing. Evie hovered over the second, adjusting a miniature sugar rose, her tongue peeking out in concentration as she pressed it just so.

Lewis’ chest thumped in a way that made it hard to focus on anything else. Watching her in her element — her attention to detail, the ease with which she directed her staff, the way she smiled softly when a perfect swirl of icing landed just right — made him feel an ache he couldn’t fully name. Part of him wanted to reach out, to brush a stray curl from her face or offer a supportive hand, but he knew boundaries were delicate, especially here. And yet, the need for closeness — for intimacy that wasn’t forced or performative — flared inside him. He hadn’t felt it like this in a long time. Not for years.

He lingered near the counter, noting the gentle dusting of flour on her cheek, the faint rhythm of her movements as she worked with the precision of someone who’d built her life brick by brick. The way she laughed softly at a comment from one of her assistants made his heart stutter. He realized he wanted to be here, in this space with her, not as a visitor, not as a famous man she had to shield herself from, but simply as Lewis — someone who could see her, who could share these quiet, human moments without expectation.

“Would you like to try one?” Evie asked suddenly, turning from the cake with a small, polite smile. She had caught him watching, but instead of awkwardness, there was a kind of invitation in her tone.

Lewis cleared his throat, embarrassed and yet drawn forward. “I… yes, if that’s alright,” he said, voice a little huskier than intended.

She nodded, picking up a tiny cake pop from a tray nearby and handing it to him. “Here,” she said softly. “Freshly made. Vegan, because I remember you mentioned…” Her voice trailed off, and he caught a flicker of amusement in her eyes.

He took the cake pop, his fingers brushing hers lightly in the exchange, and something sparked — a quiet thrill of proximity, of shared space that wasn’t hurried or crowded. He wanted more. He wanted to linger, to watch her work, to learn the rhythm of her world and maybe, somehow, let her see his too.

His gaze traveled over her again: the tilt of her head as she focused on a cake, the curve of her smile when she tested a frosting swirl, the faint freckle near her temple that caught the morning light. And inside, his chest tightened — part awe, part longing, part that ache of loneliness he’d tried to ignore. He wanted to be near her, truly near her, in a way that was ordinary and extraordinary all at once.

Evie, meanwhile, continued her work, unaware of the storm of admiration and quiet desire swirling just a few feet away, yet giving him enough space to breathe in, to watch, to exist in her world without pressure — and for Lewis, that was a gift he hadn’t known he’d needed.

26

Lewis lingered near the counter, pretending to inspect a tray of macarons while his mind raced. He needed to be closer, needed a way to bridge the space without breaking the delicate rhythm of her world. The key, he realized, wasn’t in grand gestures — it was in small, natural movements, the kind that could be justified as curiosity or interest in her craft.

He leaned slightly over the counter as Evie adjusted the piping bag in her hands, his shoulder brushing against the edge of hers ever so lightly. He could feel the warmth radiating off her, the quiet energy that hummed in every careful motion she made. She didn’t flinch, didn’t stiffen; her focus remained on the cake in front of her, on the layers of buttercream she smoothed with painstaking precision. And that steadiness, that trust in her own space, gave him permission — permission to be near, to breathe in her world without breaking it.

“Would you like to try smoothing this layer?” she asked suddenly, her tone casual, eyes still on the cake. Her hands hovered over the frosting, giving him just enough space to place his fingers alongside hers.

He nodded, swallowing the nervous thrill rising in his chest. “I’d love that,” he said softly, careful to keep his voice low and calm.

As his hands followed hers, brushing over the cool, smooth buttercream, a surge of quiet contentment washed over him. It wasn’t a touch meant to excite or seduce — it was shared, human, and he felt a tether form between them, a connection made in the rhythm of cake, frosting, and careful hands.

Evie glanced at him briefly, the corner of her mouth tilting into a small smile. “Not bad,” she murmured, almost conversationally, and he felt his heart catch. She hadn’t recoiled, hadn’t seemed startled — she had allowed him in, even if only for a moment, and that alone made him ache with longing.

He lingered a little longer than necessary, fingers brushing hers once more as he guided the spatula. The sound of the mixer in the background, the soft hum of music, the faint clink of utensils — all of it wrapped around them like a private cocoon. Lewis’ eyes kept darting to her face, tracing the gentle curve of her jaw, the soft concentration in her brows, the way sunlight caught in her curls.

“You have a very steady hand,” he said quietly, almost to himself, but she heard, and her gaze flicked to his. “And patience,” he added, a small smile tugging at his lips.

“Years of practice,” she replied, voice calm and sure, but with a note of amusement. “And a very forgiving cake,” she added lightly, eyes softening as they lingered on him for just a beat longer than necessary.

Lewis wanted to say more — wanted to tell her how this, this small ordinary moment, felt extraordinary. But he stayed quiet, letting his presence speak, letting his careful proximity, his small shared movements, do what words couldn’t. He wanted to be near her, to learn her world, to find a space where closeness wasn’t rushed or forced, and for the first time in a long time, he realized he was exactly where he needed to be.

The shop hummed around them, a gentle world of sugar and light and quiet intimacy, and Lewis, heart thumping and breath catching more than he’d admit, let himself linger there a little longer, savoring the rare, ordinary, perfect closeness of being near her.

27

The morning sun slanted through the shop windows, casting pale gold across the marble worktops and trays of cooling sponge layers. Evie stood at her usual station, sleeves pushed up, a small mound of powdered sugar and food colouring in front of her. Lewis stood beside her, apron tied clumsily around his hoodie, his hair still a little mussed from the morning.

“Okay,” she said, rolling a small piece of sugar paste between her palms, “this is where patience matters. You press, not flatten—let it thin in the centre, but keep the edges soft. That’s what makes the petals curl naturally.”

He leaned in, watching the delicate movement of her fingers. The scent of vanilla and butter clung to her skin. His breath hitched—not from nerves, but from the quiet intimacy of it, the way her voice softened when she was focused.

“Like this?” he murmured, trying to mimic the motion.

“Gentler,” she said, reaching to rest her fingers lightly over his. She guided the pressure, smoothing the petal correctly. His free hand moved unconsciously—steadying himself, or maybe steadying her—and settled on the small of her back.

Warm. Real. Close. And neither of them pulled away.

She didn’t tense. He didn’t apologize. Instead, they simply… stood like that. Her guiding his hand, his palm resting lightly against her spine, his body angled just behind hers. Her curls brushed his cheek when she leaned a little closer to show him how to notch the petal edges with a veining tool.

“If you overlap the petals like this,” she said softly, thumb brushing his knuckles, “it starts to take shape. See? Rose.”

He was looking at her, not the flower.

“I see,” he answered, voice quieter than the mixer humming across the room.

Outside, a camera shutter clicked. Then another.

A sleek black SUV parked outside her bakery—his SUV—was already more than enough to stir curiosity. But the zoomed-in shots? Those were gold. The British press loved a headline, and this was better than a headline—this was storybook scandal.

Photo 1: His licence plate, unmistakable, outside a sweet little bakery with pastel signage. Photo 2: A grainy but clear image through the window—Lewis Hamilton inside, apron on. Photo 3: Him standing behind a woman with long curls, his hand on her lower back, both of them leaning close over a wedding cake.

A wedding cake.

Within forty minutes, the internet lost its collective mind.

“Lewis Hamilton seen at London bakery with mystery woman and child yesterday—back again this morning.” “Is the seven-time world champion off the market?!” “Hand on her back. Wedding cake between them. Someone SCREAM.” “Her name is Evangeline Ellis, apparently a single mum. The kid? Mason. The cake shop? Frosting Fairy.” #FrostingFairy #HamiltonMysteryWoman #LewisAndTheBaker Group chats. Tabloids. F1 Twitter. Gossip sites. Photographers were already on their way.

And inside the tiny shop? They had no clue.

Evie stepped back to see the sugar rose from a distance, wiping a streak of powdered sugar on her apron. Lewis was still watching her—really watching her—with a focus that had nothing to do with cakes.

“See?” she said, a quiet smile fluttering at her lips. “You’re a natural.”

He shook his head, like he needed to clear his thoughts. “No,” he said, voice low, “I just have a good teacher.”

Her eyes flicked to his. Something unspoken settled between them—soft, unfamiliar, dangerously gentle.

They didn’t know that outside, headlines were printing. That their phones—silent on the counter—were buzzing relentlessly. That the world was already watching.

In that moment, there was only the frosting dust in the air, her steady breathing, and his hand still resting—with no intention of moving—against the warm curve of her lower back.

28

The wedding cakes sat finished on their display stands—pristine, regal, boxed and chilling in the front fridge, each crowned with sugar florals that Lewis had, surprisingly, helped assemble. His hands still smelled faintly of vanilla and fondant.

Evie wiped her brow with the back of her wrist, leaving a streak of powdered sugar across her cheek. “Okay,” she said, exhaling, “before I start deliveries… one more. A winter commission. Easier than it looks. Want to help?”

Lewis didn’t hesitate. “Yeah,” he said, voice low but steady. “Show me.”

She pulled a fresh sponge cake toward them, pale and smooth like untouched snow. Bowls appeared—powdered sugar, coconut shavings, white chocolate curls. She stood beside him again behind the counter, the soft hum of the fridge and the low chatter of her staff in the background.

“So what, you just… sprinkle it on?” he whispered.

She smirked. “Not just sprinkle. You have to layer it. Powdered sugar first—like frost. Then coconut—like snowfall. Watch.”

She sifted the powdered sugar from high above, letting it fall like soft mist over the cake. It drifted in the morning light, settling on her curls, her lashes. She didn’t seem to notice. Lewis did.

He reached for the sieve. “Like this?”

“Steady—too much and—”

He tipped it a bit too far.

A cloud of powdered sugar exploded.

Right into her face.

She froze. Blinked. Her eyelashes were white. Her curls sparkled.

He froze too.

Then—

She laughed.

Not small, not polite—full. Head tipped back, eyes crinkled, hand ready to catch her breath. “Lewis!”

He pressed his fist to his mouth, trying not to grin too wide, failing miserably. “That—was not—my fault.”

“Oh really?” she challenged, already scooping a handful of coconut shavings.

“Evie, don’t—”

Too late.

Coconut landed in his hair.

He stared at her.

She stared back, daring him.

Then he smiled—a real, unguarded, radiant thing—and shook his head. “You started this.”

“And I’ll win it,” she said, teeth flashing.

He grabbed a pinch of powdered sugar and dabbed it on her cheek.

She gasped. “Oh, that’s how it’s going?”

Within seconds, they were both laughing uncontrollably, mixing powdered sugar, coconut, and white chocolate onto each other like two kids in a snowstorm. Evie squealed when he dusted her hair again; she retaliated by pressing a sugar-covered fingertip to the bridge of his nose.

He couldn’t remember the last time he laughed like this.

And outside—

Cameras clicked.

First from across the street. Then from the sidewalk. Then closer.

Zoom lenses captured everything through the large glass windows: Lewis Hamilton with powdered sugar in his curls and coconut on his hoodie. Evie Ellis with sugar on her cheek, laughing, eyes bright like she didn’t know the world was watching. Two wedding cakes in the background. One winter-themed cake between them. His hand once again, protective and soft, hovering at her back.

Inside, they were still in the bubble. Oblivious.

Evie wiped at her cheek, breathless. “We’re a mess.”

“You’re beautiful,” he said before he could stop himself.

She stilled.

He blinked. Realized. Didn’t take it back.

She swallowed. Then—softly, quietly—“You’ve got coconut on your eyebrow, superstar.”

He laughed again—gentler this time.

Across the street, a paparazzi lowered his camera and grinned at his screen.

“Got it.”

29

The laughter was just beginning to settle into something softer, like the quiet after snowfall, when the bakery door swung open.

“Evie—Evie!” Her assistant, Marisol, practically skidded across the tiled floor, eyes wide, flour still dusted over her apron. She clutched her phone in one hand, the screen lit up with notifications. “You need to—God, okay—don’t freak out.”

Evie blinked. Still smiling, still catching her breath. “Mari, what’s—”

“Outside,” Marisol hissed, pointing through the front windows with her free hand.

Lewis turned first.

A crowd.

Not customers.

Telephoto lenses. Paparazzi. Two news vans pulling up to the curb. People on their phones pressed to the glass, trying to angle photos through the frosting-smeared windows. Flash after flash.

Evie’s smile faded. Not anger—just a stunned stillness.

Marisol lifted her phone, the screen trembling slightly in her grip. Headlines glared back at them:

LEWIS HAMILTON SPOTTED AT SMALL-TOWN BAKERY—WITH SINGLE MOTHER CAKE ARTIST. IS THIS THE F1 STAR’S NEW LOVE? WEDDING CAKES AND WHISPERS: HAMILTON + UNKNOWN BAKER? PHOTOS: HAND ON HER BACK, WEDDING CAKES BETWEEN THEM, INTIMATE MOMENT CAUGHT.

Lewis stepped closer, voice low. “Evie…”

But she was already processing—quick, quiet, inwards. Her jaw clenched once, then relaxed. She swallowed, trying to steady her breathing.

“I’m—okay,” she said after a second. Not quite convincing, but not falling apart either. “Just… give me a second.”

The bakery staff had gone silent, spatulas in mid-air, buttercream on their gloves. Someone whispered, “Is that—Lewis Hamilton?” and got promptly elbowed.

Lewis’ stomach twisted—not guilt, not shame—but something heavier. The realization of what his world could do to hers.

He stepped forward, gently. “Evie, I swear to you—I didn’t know they were here. I wouldn’t have—”

She looked up at him. There wasn’t anger in her eyes. Just fear. And something like apology, even though she’d done nothing wrong.

“I know,” she whispered. “I know it’s not your fault.”

Outside, a new wave of flashes went off. Someone shouted his name. Someone else yelled, “Is she your girlfriend?” Cameras clicked like gunfire.

Her son’s name flashed across her mind. Mason. Nursery pickup. Privacy. His little life—small, safe, ordinary.

“Oh God,” she breathed, pressing her fingers to her forehead. “If they know the shop… they’ll know the address. They’ll go looking.”

Lewis’ chest tightened. He stepped closer again, dropping his voice to something softer, steadier. “I’ll fix it. I’ll make sure you’re protected. I promise.”

She didn’t step away from him.

Marisol was still holding her phone out. Notifications kept pinging, one after another. Instagram tags, Twitter threads, TikToks already popping up with clips from someone’s shaky live stream through the window.

“We need to get you both away from the glass,” Marisol urged. “They’re right outside—this is only gonna get worse.”

Evie inhaled slowly, then nodded. She turned off the mixer behind her with a steady hand, like she needed to anchor herself in something normal. “Okay. Okay—everyone back to work. Curtains down on the front windows. Marisol, call Bri at the nursery—make sure Mason’s safe and no one’s lingering around the parking lot.”

Then she looked at Lewis.

“What happens next?” she asked softly.

He didn’t look away. Powdered sugar still in his curls, coconut on his hoodie, but his eyes were heartbreakingly clear. “Whatever you need it to be.”

Her voice dropped. “This is your world?”

He nodded once. “Yeah. And I’m… I’m sorry it just crashed into yours like this.”

A pause. She blinked back the sting behind her eyes. Then:

“You’re staying, right?” Not a demand. Not a plea. Just a quiet test of truth.

He didn’t even hesitate. “Unless you tell me to leave—I’m not going anywhere.”

Outside, flashes continued. Headlines multiplied. The internet spun harder.

Inside that small bakery, Evie exhaled—slow, shaky, but real. “Okay,” she said. “Then we figure it out.”

30

For a while, neither of them moved.

Outside, camera flashes still went off like distant lightning. Inside, sugar, coconut and quiet breathing filled the air between them.

Evie’s shoulders finally dropped a fraction. “Okay,” she whispered again, almost to herself.

Before either could say more, Lewis’ phone buzzed — once, then again, then nonstop. His team lighting him up. He ignored it.

Then—another sound.

Evie’s phone.

She fumbled for it with shaky hands. The caller ID read: Sam (Malik’s Mum). Her brows knit, confused — she hadn’t saved the contact. Lewis gently nodded.

“Answer it,” he said, voice low.

Evie clicked accept. “Hello?”

“Hi — Evie? This is Sam… Lewis’ sister.”

Sound of wind, car indicators clicking in the background. Calm, composed, lawyer-voice on.

“I’ve already picked up Malik and Mason from nursery,” Sam said. “They’re both safe with me. We’re at my house. No paparazzi here.”

Evie’s throat tightened. “You—Mason’s with you?”

“Yeah. He’s fine. Eating strawberries at my kitchen table like he owns the place.” A soft laugh. “I hope that’s okay. I didn’t want him in the middle of that chaos.”

Evie covered her mouth with her hand. Relief and panic warred under her skin. “Thank you. I—can I see him?”

“Already on it,” Sam said.

The screen shifted — little curls and brown eyes appeared. Mason. Sitting at a wooden table beside Malik. Cartoon on TV behind them. Safe.

“Mummy?” Mason blinked, confused by the screen. “There’s cameras outside. Auntie Sam said we having snack.”

Evie let out a wet laugh. “Auntie Sam?”

Sam leaned into frame, smiling gently. “Hi. Sorry — he just sort of started calling me that.”

Lewis’ mouth twitched with something like hope.

Evie’s eyes glistened. “You don’t even know us.”

“No,” Sam said softly, “but you’re important to my brother. That’s enough for me.”

Lewis looked down, jaw tight. Something in his chest gave way — like a bridge being built without asking his permission.

Evie swallowed hard. “Thank you,” she whispered. “Truly.”

“You focus on staying calm,” Sam replied. “I’ll watch the boys. If any reporters show up near my street, I’ll handle it. I’m a lawyer — worst case, I’ll file an injunction before lunch.”

Evie managed a watery breath of a laugh. “Okay.”

Mason pressed closer to the screen. “Mummy, are you okay?”

“I’m okay, baby. Be good for Auntie Sam, yeah?”

He nodded — hesitant, brave. “Okay. Love you.”

“I love you more.”

Call ended. Silence sat heavy, gentler now.

Lewis realized he was still holding her hand. He didn’t let go.

She didn’t pull away.

Then—his phone again. This time he checked it.

Toto, Brad, PR, Agent — all calling.

He exhaled through his nose. Hit accept. Put it on speaker, but low.

“Lewis, what the hell is happening?” Brad’s voice erupted. “You’re all over Sky Sports, BBC, TMZ — you’re trending in forty countries standing in a bakery with some woman—”

“Her name is Evie,” Lewis said evenly, eyes still on her.

“Okay—Evie—who is she? Do we need a statement? Do we deny—”

“No.”

Silence on the other side.

Toto’s voice now. Calm, sharp as a blade. “Lewis, the season starts in three weeks. This could become a media circus. Are you with her right now?”

His hand tightened around Evie’s.

“Yes.”

“Do you plan on leaving?”

“No.”

Another silence — thicker, heavier. A soft exhale from Toto. “Then we manage it. But don’t go outside. Security is en route.”

“Thank you.”

“Lewis,” Toto added quietly, “are you sure?”

Lewis’ eyes were on Evie. Powdered sugar still on her cheek. Fear in her eyes, but trust too.

He answered simply, “Yeah. I’m sure.”

Call ended.

A beat passed.

Evie blinked, tears gathering that she refused to let fall. “You didn’t have to stay,” she said quietly.

“I know,” he replied, voice low, honest. “But I wanted to.”

Her chin trembled — just once. “What now?”

He squeezed her hand. “Now? We breathe. And when security gets here, we go get your son.”

She stared at him — really looked. “Why are you doing this?”

He could’ve said a thousand things. Instead:

“Because I don’t want to walk away. Not from you. Not from him.”

Her breath hitched — a soft, broken sound.

And then — softer than a whisper — she said:

“Okay.”

31

The bakery staff moved with quiet precision, almost military in their efficiency. Evie had spent the last few minutes laying out strict instructions: curtains drawn, cameras away from workstations, no speaking to anyone outside about what had just happened, and to maintain absolute discretion regarding the bakery’s address. Marisol relayed everything to the team with calm authority, and the staff nodded, fully aware of the stakes. Even the barista behind the counter, usually chatty, gave a solemn thumbs-up.

Lewis stayed close, hand resting lightly on the small of her back, letting her lean against him as he whispered a few quiet reassurances. “We’ll get you out safely. Just stay with me.”

Minutes later, the first security personnel arrived — two men in black suits, subtle earpieces, scanning the street. Another pair took positions at the side exits, ensuring that any photographers trying to flank them would be blocked. Evie watched them with a tight jaw but no panic, taking slow, measured breaths.

“Everything’s ready,” Marisol said, voice low. “We’ve cleared the path, windows curtained, staff are briefed. You’ll be fine.”

Evie nodded, brushing a strand of flour-dusted curl from her face. “Okay,” she whispered. “Let’s go.”

They stepped out into the morning sunlight. Immediately, the flashbulbs assaulted them. Reporters and photographers were swarming, camera lenses aimed at her every move. She hadn’t realized how close the crowd had gotten until it was too late. A migraine started behind her eyes, a tight, throbbing ache that made her knees feel weak.

Instinctively, she leaned into Lewis, burying her face against his neck. She shivered — not from the cold, but from the overwhelming sensation of being exposed, scrutinized, and helpless in the storm of cameras. Lewis felt the tremor against him and tightened his grip, one arm securely around her shoulders, the other shielding her from the nearest flashes.

“Almost there,” he murmured, his voice steady, calm — the anchor she needed. His hoodie smelled faintly of aftershave and the soft warmth of him, grounding her. She breathed it in, closing her eyes, trying to let the chaotic world blur to a background hum.

The security team moved them carefully, creating a human wall between them and the press. Every camera flash, every shouted question, every clicking sound was a pinprick in her skull. Her hands clutched at Lewis’ sweatshirt, fingers trembling.

“You’re okay,” he said softly. “I’ve got you.”

A photographer yelled out, “Lewis! Is she—?” but Lewis didn’t respond. He simply shifted slightly, keeping her close and shielding her from view.

Evie’s breathing started to slow as they moved. The shivering lessened, though the migraine lingered like a dull drumbeat behind her temples. She dared to peek, just a fraction, and saw the crowd held at bay by the professional lines of security. Her small hand squeezed his, a silent acknowledgment of gratitude and trust.

In that moment, she realized something she hadn’t allowed herself to feel: she didn’t have to face this chaos alone. Not with him here. Not with Lewis Hamilton holding her steady while the world erupted around them.

They reached the SUV first, doors opening to the quiet promise of interior space, away from flashes and noise. Lewis guided her in, sliding behind the wheel afterward. Her head rested briefly against his shoulder as he started the engine. Outside, the paparazzi continued, but their immediate world had narrowed to the small bubble of leather, warmth, and protective arms around her.

Evie exhaled, letting herself finally lean back, eyes closed, hands resting over his where they still held hers. “Thank you,” she whispered. “For… this.”

Lewis didn’t speak. He just pressed a soft kiss to her temple, his presence saying more than words ever could.

The SUV rolled forward, slipping past the crowd. Outside, London continued — noisy, flashing, relentless. Inside, for the first time in hours, the chaos felt distant, and for Evie, that small reprieve was enough to let a fragile calm settle over her.

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12

The sky over Knightsbridge was already ink-dark by the time Lewis pulled into the underground car park beneath his building. The world outside was still buzzing — headlights streaking past, muffled city sounds rising from the street — but once he stepped into the private lift and the doors closed, it was silent. Too silent.

His flat greeted him the way it always did: pristine, expensive, and still. Cream walls, soft recessed lighting, polished concrete floors, the faint scent of eucalyptus from the diffuser a cleaner must have reset earlier. Floor-to-ceiling windows opened out to the London skyline — glittering and vast — but somehow, it felt far away.

He shrugged his hoodie off and dropped it onto one of the kitchen stools. His trainers scuffed against the tile as he put the tote Evie had packed for him on the marble island. The ribbon caught in the light — gold, perfectly tied. He hesitated before loosening it, as if untying it meant something he wasn’t ready for.

The fridge hummed. The clock on the oven blinked 8:47 PM.

He braced both hands on the counter and exhaled.

Sam’s voice still lingered in his head.

Lew… are you lonely?

He’d laughed it off then, rolled his eyes, ducked his head like she was being ridiculous. But there, with only the tick of his own heartbeat and the muted whir of the city pressing against the windows, the question landed differently.

He turned, leaned against the counter, and let his gaze travel around the room. Everything was perfect. Minimal. Black-and-white art on the wall, glass coffee table untouched, not a single toy or cushion out of place. His championship trophies sat behind glass in the adjoining room, spotlit like museum pieces.

He thought about the bakery.

Sticky fingerprints on the glass case. Bowls of pink buttercream. Flour dusting the air like snow. Mason giggling with icing on his chin. Malik humming while sticking sugar stars into a cupcake. Evie, hair tied back with wisps falling out, leaning over the counter, laughing with her whole face even though she looked exhausted.

He hadn’t realized he was smiling until now — here, alone — and felt it fade again.

“You look happy…” Daniel had said. “That scares you, doesn’t it?”

He rubbed his thumb along his jaw, the ghost of frosting still stuck under his nail from earlier. He hadn’t washed his hands properly. He hadn’t wanted to.

He opened the fridge out of habit. Shelves lined with meal-prepped containers, coconut water, fresh fruit. No cake. No mess. No warmth. He closed it again.

His phone sat face-up beside the sink. No messages. He picked it up, not even knowing why. Maybe to text Sam. Maybe to—

He paused.

He didn’t have her number.

He hadn’t asked.

Didn’t know her last name until he saw E. Ellis stitched into the corner of her apron when she leaned beside him earlier to reach for the powdered sugar.

He set the phone back down gently.

Instead, he went back to the tote. Lifted the lid of one of the boxes. Inside were neat rows of cupcakes — some frosted imperfectly, some perfect, some with tiny fingerprints from the boys. A smaller box tucked in the corner was labeled vegan — for you and the little race car co-pilot, in Evie’s looping handwriting.

He huffed a soft laugh through his nose.

The house felt bigger than usual.

He pulled a stool out and sat at the island, elbows on granite, head tipped back slightly as he stared up at the ceiling. He let the quiet wrap around him — not the lonely kind that used to make his chest feel tight, but a different kind.

Something softer.

Something… peaceful.

He didn’t know if that was better or worse.

His mind kept circling back to the moment outside her SUV — Malik asleep against her shoulder, her smile tired but gentle as she said, “Hope you had a good time… get home safe, yeah?”

He hadn’t said much back. Just nodded. Because he didn’t trust what might come out if he opened his mouth.

He reached for one of the vegan cake slices and took a bite. Pistachio and rose. It was delicate. Quiet. Kind of like the way today had felt.

Outside, London glittered.

Inside, Lewis sat in his hoodie, alone at the marble counter, cake in hand — and for the first time in a long time, he wasn’t sure if he was lonely.

Or just finally still.

13

The soft hum of their London flat filled the evening. Mason’s sneakers lay haphazardly by the door, a small trail of crumbs marking his path from the kitchen to the living room. Evie nudged a stray curl behind her ear as she guided him toward the bathroom. He was sticky-fingered from the last cupcake he’d smuggled, still humming a little tune from the car ride home.

“Okay, mister,” Evie said, voice soft but firm, “time to wash off the sugar and glitter. Frosting Fairy Land isn’t open 24/7, you know.”

Mason giggled, dipping his fingers into the warm water, soap bubbles spilling over the sink. “Mummy said I could have more sprinkles!” he exclaimed, though he knew she wouldn’t let him.

She leaned over the counter, her hands guiding his small ones under the faucet. “Well, only a few. Don’t want your little superhero costume turning into a rainbow explosion, now do we?”

He wrinkled his nose, the smell of citrus soap and vanilla filling the air. Evie hummed a little, thinking about the shop today, the boys laughing, Lewis — the way he had smiled at Mason without realizing it, the quiet awe he’d seemed to carry about the whole day. She shook her head, smiling softly, and shook off the thought. She had a child to settle and a bedtime to enforce.

Once Mason was clean, she wrapped him in a towel and lifted him onto her hip. Pajamas were soft cotton, embroidered with tiny race cars. She tucked his hair gently behind his ear, brushing at the stray frosting glimmer that still clung to his curls. “All right, sugar boy, into bed you go.” He protested for a second but finally snuggled into his blankets, clutching the stuffed giraffe he refused to leave behind. She kissed the top of his head, the quiet warmth of the apartment settling around her.

“Goodnight, my little frosting monster,” she whispered. He mumbled a sleepy “goodnight, Mommy Auntie Evie,” even though he didn’t fully understand the title. Evie smiled, smoothing the blanket over him, finally allowing herself a moment to breathe. Today had been long, chaotic, magical — and a little bit terrifying in that beautiful way that comes with juggling motherhood, a business, and being endlessly giving.

Meanwhile, across London, Lewis sat alone in his flat. The cake tote rested on the counter beside him, still full of Evie’s carefully packed treats. He held a slice of pistachio-rose cupcake in his hand but barely tasted it, staring instead out at the city lights flickering across the skyline.

The quiet pressed in, and with it, a bitter realization. The day had been sweet, the laughter and chaos at the bakery warm and comforting, but it had also highlighted something he hadn’t let himself admit in a long time: he was lonely. Not just because of career obligations or the public eye, but because the rhythms of his own home, his own life, were too empty. Too quiet. Too controlled. Today had reminded him what normal felt like, what softness felt like — and it had been terrifying in its contrast to the life he lived.

He chewed slowly, letting the frosting melt, and thought about Evie — her tired but radiant smile, the ease with which she navigated Mason’s chaos, the gentle firmness she carried when keeping both boys in line. She hadn’t asked for anything in return. He didn’t even know her number. And yet, he felt tethered, in a strange way, to the memory of her warmth, to the smell of sugar and buttercream, to Mason’s tiny, unfiltered laughter.

He pressed his thumbs to the countertop, leaning forward slightly, the hoodie pulled tight around his torso. He allowed himself the quiet, the vulnerability, the sting of the loneliness he’d been denying. And in the same breath, he acknowledged the pull — the longing to experience that ease again, that domestic magic, even if he wasn’t ready to chase it yet.

The city sprawled beneath him, impassive and glittering, while he sat, hoodie rumpled, fingers sticky from frosting, thinking about what he wanted, what he might dare to want, and what it meant to finally realize how alone he had been all this time.

14

Lewis finally collapsed into bed, hoodie still rumpled from the day, jeans kicked aside, city lights casting sharp stripes across the darkened bedroom. The apartment was silent, too quiet, the kind of silence that presses into your chest and makes you feel every missing heartbeat of life you’d been ignoring.

Sleep came slowly, dragging him down into a liminal space where memory, longing, and fear tangled.

He found himself standing in a bright, impossibly clean nursery — except somehow it was outdoors, under the golden afternoon sun. Grass stretched underfoot, but in the distance, he could hear the low roar of engines, the smell of rubber and asphalt hanging faintly. Mason was there, grinning ear to ear, perched on a stool that was far too tall, helmet wobbling over his curls.

“Daddy!” the boy shouted, pointing at him as if Lewis were the only person who could possibly understand this little world. “Daddy! Look! I made the frosting rainbow all by myself!”

Lewis froze. The word hit him like a punch. Daddy. His heart skipped, stuttered, tried to catch up to something it hadn’t allowed itself to feel in years. He moved toward Mason slowly, as if approaching too quickly would break the fragile magic of the moment.

The boy scrambled into his arms, helmet slipping down over his eyes, and Lewis held him tight, overwhelmed by the absurd mix of warmth, panic, and an unfamiliar ache. What is this? he thought. I don’t… I can’t… But the laughter spilling from Mason, the tiny, confident fists clutching his chest, dissolved some of the fear. Some.

And then the scene shifted without warning. The nursery melted away into a race track paddock, sun slanting low behind the grandstands, tires stacked neatly along the edges, the scent of fuel and asphalt sharp in the air. And there she was — Evie, standing beside a sleek kart, her hands pressed to her slightly rounded belly. Her hair caught the sun, haloed around her, and her eyes met his in a way that left him rooted.

Shock stole his breath. Pregnant? His chest tightened as an impossible mix of awe, fear, and desire crashed into him. She smiled softly, and something in the ease of her presence — calm, grounded, completely untouchable — made his throat ache.

“You should’ve seen them today,” she said, voice soft but carrying over the paddock. “The boys… they were perfect.”

Lewis’s fingers twitched. His heart was hammering. Perfect… like this could be real? Me… here… them… her? The thought was absurd. I can’t be this… happy. I can’t feel this. Not like this. And yet, every nerve in his body told him the dream was right: the laughter of Mason, the tiny weight of a child in his arms, the soft certainty of Evie — this was exactly what he had been starving for without knowing it.

Suddenly, Mason’s tiny voice broke through again. “Daddy! We need more sprinkles!” The helmet slid entirely over his eyes, obscuring his face, but Lewis could feel the trust and joy radiating from the boy. And in that simple, ridiculous moment, Lewis laughed — a raw, uncontrollable sound that echoed across the asphalt and grass of the dream paddock.

And then reality pressed in. The engines, the sunlight, the smell of sugar and asphalt faded. He woke with a start, tangled in his sheets, hoodie bunched around his shoulders, city lights sharp and indifferent through the windows. His chest felt tight, his heart still hammering.

I am lonely, he admitted to himself, bitter and raw. Not just alone, but craving this, craving them — the chaos, the warmth, the domesticity he’d never allowed himself to imagine. And worse, the ache didn’t go away. He wanted it. He wanted it so badly it scared him.

He lay there, staring at the ceiling, fingers tracing the edge of the tote from the bakery, knowing he couldn’t call her, couldn’t ask, couldn’t even properly frame the dream. And yet, somehow, he felt a seed of longing take root, jagged and hopeful and terrifying all at once.

15

The first pale light of London filtered through the blinds, thin shafts of grey-blue slanting across his pristine, too-quiet apartment. Lewis lay still for a long while, the hoodie still twisted around his shoulders, the sheets tangled around his legs. His mind replayed the dream in endless loop: Mason, the oversized helmet wobbling comically, calling him daddywith unbridled trust and joy; Evie standing in the paddock, her belly rounded, her eyes warm, radiant, a smile that felt like sunlight against the ache he carried.

And yet, almost as fast, reality crashed back in. He closed his eyes and pressed a hand over his face. It was absurd. Completely insane. He had no connection to them — no number, no way to reach them. They were strangers. Only yesterday, he’d been watching Mason play with Malik at the nursery while Evie, a woman he barely knew, handled the chaos with effortless grace. She hadn’t flirted, hadn’t given him any sign to hope for more than courtesy. She’d been thoughtful, warm, incredibly kind — but utterly independent.

He let out a long, quiet breath. And that ache, that sharp hollow in his chest, only worsened. Mason Ellis — three years old, sticky fingers, sugar-crusted curls — and his mother, Evangeline, existed in a world entirely separate from his own. One full of deadlines, PR crises, test laps, flash bulbs, sponsorships, public appearances, the ceaseless hum of fame. His own life, however luxurious and enviable it looked from the outside, was organized, empty, and completely contained. And yet, in the dream, those two little figures had breached that bubble effortlessly, bringing laughter, chaos, and a warmth that wasn’t supposed to exist for him.

His chest tightened again, recalling the sound of Mason’s tiny voice: “Daddy! We need more sprinkles!” That one word — casual, innocent, unfiltered — tore at him, leaving a dull ache he couldn’t shake. The notion of being needed, of being present in that way, felt almost alien, and yet, impossibly desirable.

He reminded himself: it was a dream. None of it was real. Evie hadn’t flirted. There had been no signs, no hint of romantic interest, no sugar-coated opening for him to hope. And that’s what stung the most. The contrast between her effortless, grounded life and his rigid, scrutinized existence made the memory of the day sharper, the dream more vivid, the longing more dangerous.

He could still feel it, though — the warmth of the boys’ hands, the sweet chaos of the bakery, Evie’s patient guidance, her quiet smile when he looked too intently at Mason and Malik. She didn’t care about his fame, his money, his title. When other mothers in designer heels and glossy jackets had whispered, scorned, or stared, Evie had been indifferent. That had surprised him, fascinated him. And even as he acknowledged it logically, a part of him ached because that indifference had pulled at something deeper: a craving for a life that didn’t revolve around him, a life where he could just be, without the world watching.

He rolled onto his side, staring at the ceiling. The city outside stretched endlessly, impassive. He pressed a fist to the pillow, wanting to shove down the ache, to banish the longing before it consumed him. But it lingered, insistent, a quiet gnawing that whispered of what he’d glimpsed yesterday — the laughter, the sugar, the softness he hadn’t realized he’d been starving for.

And worse still, he thought, the rational part of him had to admit: he wanted it all. The messy chaos, the sticky fingers, the little boy calling him daddy, the soft, steady warmth of Evie standing beside him. But he couldn’t reach it. Couldn’t even touch it. Not today. Not yet.

His chest ached. And for the first time in a long while, Lewis Hamilton sat alone in his immaculate flat and let himself feel it fully: the terrifying, beautiful pull of longing, of loneliness, and the impossible idea of connection.

16

Lewis lay there, staring at the ceiling, letting the ache and the memory of the dream swirl together. The city outside continued its indifferent hum, the quiet of his flat pressing against him like a mirror reflecting all the loneliness he had just admitted to himself. He traced a finger along the edge of the tote Evie had packed, still sitting on the counter, ribbons catching the pale morning light.

Could it ever really happen? he wondered, letting the thought linger before his mind chased it away. It wasn’t even that he wanted it immediately — just that the idea, the possibility of a life so ordinary yet full of warmth and small chaos, made his chest tighten. He rolled onto his side, hoodie sleeves bunched at his elbows, eyes fixed on the floor-to-ceiling windows, imagining sunlight over her shop, the sound of Mason’s laughter, the smell of icing and vanilla.

And then his phone buzzed on the marble counter, sharp and intrusive.

He groaned softly, sitting up and running a hand through his hair. Squinting at the screen, he saw Sam’s name flashing insistently. With a quiet exhale, he unlocked it.

“Hey, can you swing by and pick up Malik? Need him at nursery this morning. Thanks!”

Lewis’s chest both sank and lifted at the simple message. The mundane, the ordinary, the tether to real life — it was here. His thumb hovered over the keyboard, unsure whether to text back a curt confirmation or let the day unfold slowly. Instead, he leaned back, running the hoodie sleeves up again, the weight of yesterday still pressing at his ribs.

The contrast was sharp. One moment, he had been lost in the echo of the dream — Mason calling him daddy, Evie glowing in the paddock, the impossible domestic life he had never dared to imagine. Now, reality intruded: Malik waiting, Sam trusting him to handle the morning logistics, a normal life that demanded his presence in ways far removed from the warmth of frosting, laughter, or sticky little fingers.

And yet, he felt a subtle thrill. The day was starting, yes, mundane in its routine. But maybe — just maybe — it could also be an extension of yesterday’s tiny magic. A chance to be with Malik, to laugh, to breathe, to feel like the uncle he could be, and perhaps — though he hadn’t admitted it yet — to imagine a thread connecting him to Evie’s world, however faint and impossible it might seem.

He set the slice of pistachio-rose cake on a plate, brushed the crumbs from the counter, and replied:

“On my way.”

Even in the simplicity of the text, his chest felt taut. The dream, the longing, the loneliness — it hadn’t disappeared. But the world had returned, nudging him forward, insisting he move, act, live. And for the first time in a long while, Lewis Hamilton felt both the weight of his solitude and the gentle pull of possibility.

He stood, pulled on his trainers, hoodie still rumpled and warm, and grabbed his keys. The tote with the leftover cupcakes followed, still tied carefully with gold ribbon — a tiny piece of yesterday he could carry into the monotony of today.

Outside, the city was waking. Engines started. Doors clicked. Life went on. And Lewis, still haunted by a dream, still aching from longing and loneliness, stepped out, ready to face it — ready to face his nephew — and, somehow, a day that might yet hold a spark of magic waiting to be rediscovered.

17

Lewis’s SUV rolled quietly into the nursery lot, the soft hum of the engine competing with Malik’s excited chatter from the back seat. He had barely slept — the dream still clung to him, a bittersweet echo that refused to loosen its grip. Yet the city was waking, indifferent and steady, and he had a duty: Malik needed to be dropped off, routine needed to be honored, life had to move forward.

“Uncle Lewis, can we get sprinkles?” Malik asked, tiny fists gripping his booster seat. “Chocolate, rainbow… and maybe the ones with stars!”

Lewis smiled down at him, ruffling his curls, his mind half on Malik and half on the ache that had settled in his chest overnight. “We’ll see, champ,” he said, voice low, careful. “We’ll see.”

He pulled into a spot near the entrance and cut the engine, lifting Malik easily with one arm and grabbing his backpack with the other. As he stepped out into the crisp morning air, his gaze landed on her.

Evie.

She stood by a parked car, sundress catching the light, curls loose around her shoulders, bending slightly as Mason tugged gently at her hand. The little boy’s dinosaur overalls were smudged slightly from morning play, trainers scuffed, hair sticking out in the most endearing way. The scene — ordinary, unstudied, completely hers — struck Lewis with a strange pang of longing.

Malik wriggled in his arms, excitement bubbling. “Mason!” he squealed, pointing. “Look! There he is!”

The two boys immediately spotted each other and ran forward, colliding in a tangle of limbs and laughter. Lewis laughed softly, carrying Malik toward them, feeling the familiar pull in his chest — the mix of warmth, ache, and awe that the dream had already stirred.

Evie looked up, eyes meeting his briefly. Her smile was small, warm, and entirely unguarded. She straightened Mason’s straps, brushing a stray curl behind his ear, calm, composed, radiant in the simplicity of the moment. Lewis felt himself frozen, the urge to step closer battling with the awareness that she had boundaries, that yesterday had been perfect in part because she hadn’t overstepped — she hadn’t given him reasons to hope, yet her presence alone ignited them.

“Morning, Lewis,” she said lightly, voice carrying over the boys’ excited squeals.

“Morning,” he replied, careful to keep it casual, but the tightness in his chest betrayed the admiration he felt. He shifted Malik slightly, holding him securely as Mason bounced happily, tugging at Evie’s hand.

“You two seem to have gotten along well yesterday,” she added softly, almost an afterthought, glancing at the boys as they playfully nudged each other.

“They do,” Lewis said, adjusting Malik and letting a quiet smile tug at his lips. “Always a little chaos, but… fun chaos.” He watched her move, the way she managed Mason with effortless grace, and felt the familiar, dangerous pull of longing tighten in his chest.

Evie’s attention returned fully to Mason as she guided him toward the nursery entrance. Lewis carried Malik up alongside them, feeling both present and painfully aware of how separate her world still was from his own — and yet how intoxicatingly close it felt.

For a brief moment, all he could do was watch, heart thudding, chest aching, and hope silently that ordinary mornings might someday hold extraordinary possibilities.

18

The nursery door eased shut behind them, muffling the sound of tiny shoes pattering across polished floors and the soft hum of morning songs being sung inside. Malik was already seated at a tiny table, builder blocks in front of him, head bent in that serious way he got when focused. Across the room, Mason let go of his mum’s hand only after she pressed a kiss to his curls, whispering something that made him giggle before he joined a cluster of children by the story corner.

Lewis and Evie stood there a beat longer than most parents — not hovering, but making sure. A glance between them, unspoken acknowledgment: They’re safe. They’re happy. Then, naturally, they stepped out into the cool London morning.

The sky was pale blue, sun just beginning to warm the brick-lined parking lot. Evie walked ahead, adjusting the strap of her tote bag on her shoulder. Lewis watched her for half a second more than he should have — her steady stride, messy curls down her back, the calm in her movements — then he quickened his steps.

“Evie,” he said softly.

She turned, sunlight catching in her brown eyes. “Morning, Lewis.” There was a small smile — not surprised to see him, but not fully expecting it either.

He rubbed his palm against his hoodie, heartbeat louder than it had any right to be. “Can I—” he paused, exhaled once. “Can I steal you for breakfast?”

Her brows rose a little. “Breakfast?”

“Yeah.” He huffed out a breathy laugh, hand scratching the back of his neck. “Look, I know we’ve both got work, and it’s early, but… yesterday was good. And I—” His voice softened. “I’d like to keep talking. Without icing sugar in our hair this time.”

Her smile spread, slow and genuine. She didn’t rush. She just studied him for a moment — the sincerity in his tone, the quiet way he stood there like the answer mattered. “You’re asking me to breakfast,” she said, not as a question, but like she was tasting the fact out loud.

“Yes.” His voice was steadier this time. “Proper breakfast. Just… you and me.”

She didn’t make him wait. “Alright,” she said simply, but her eyes were warm, playful. “Lead the way before I change my mind and run back in for cake.”

He felt his shoulders loosen, breath easing. “I don’t know,” he said with a tiny grin, “I’d chase you.”

She laughed — really laughed — and that alone felt like sunlight inside his chest.

They began walking toward his SUV, not rushed, just side by side. The air smelled faintly of rain and coffee from the shop across the street.

“So where’re we going?” she asked.

“There’s a little café a few streets over. Quiet. Good coffee. They do vegan stuff, too,” he said, hands sliding into his pockets like he wasn’t proud of remembering…but he absolutely was.

“Thoughtful,” she mused. “You planning this since yesterday?”

He hesitated. “Planning?” His lips quirked. “More like… hoping.”

Evie glanced sideways at him. “Good thing I said yes, then.”

He swallowed the smile tugging at his mouth. “Yeah. Good thing.”

They reached his car, and for a heartbeat, neither opened their doors yet. Morning light filtered through the trees overhead, their shadows long on the pavement. He glanced at her — curls, sundress, soft eyes — and felt that quiet, aching certainty again.

“Thank you,” he said.

“For what?” she asked softly.

“For not walking away before I could ask.”

She looked at him — really looked at him — and gave the smallest nod. “You asked,” she said gently. “I answered. That’s how bridges happen, right?”

He breathed out. “Right.”

And with that — no rush, no noise, no cameras — they got into the car, a soft hum of anticipation sitting quietly between them as the day began.

19

The inside of his SUV was warm, engine humming gently as the heater pushed back the morning chill. They didn’t talk much during the short drive — not because it was awkward, but because neither of them seemed willing to ruin the quiet. London rolled past the windows in muted tones — brick townhouses, early commuters, a cyclist with a to-go cup balanced dangerously in one hand.

Evie sat with her hands folded in her lap, thumb rubbing absently over her index finger. Lewis glanced once — just once — at the way the rising sun laid soft gold over her curls, and forced his eyes back to the road.

The café was tucked into a side street just off the main road — dark green awning, hanging baskets of wilted lavender, chalkboard sign that read Morning brews & warm buns. It wasn’t loud. It wasn’t pretentious. It smelled like roasted coffee beans and fresh pastries and safety.

Lewis parked along the curb. “This okay?” he asked.

Evie’s lips curved. “Very okay.”

Inside, the café was warm and quiet — only a few scattered tables occupied. Wooden counters, potted herbs on the windowsill, a barista steaming milk while humming sotto voce. They chose a table by the window — small, round, sunlight falling in a soft square across it.

Lewis pulled out a chair for her. She raised a brow but sat anyway, murmuring, “Chivalry looks good on you.”

He huffed a soft laugh, sliding into the seat across from her. “Trying my best here.”

A server came by. Evie ordered an Earl Grey with oat milk and a warm almond croissant. Lewis asked for a black americano and avocado toast — no cheese, extra lemon, “and… if you’ve got any vegan banana bread?”

“We do,” the server said.

“Then that, please,” Evie added, glancing at him. “Since someone’s hiding their sweet tooth.”

Lewis relaxed back against the chair, mouth actually twitching. “I’m not hiding. Just selectively revealing.”

Their drinks arrived first. Evie cradled her mug with both hands, watching the steam curl up. Lewis watched her — the way she stirred without thinking, the soft furrow in her brow like she was memorizing the taste before she even sipped it.

“So,” she said finally, looking at him over the rim of her mug. “Did you always want to be… an uncle who supplies children with inappropriate amounts of frosting?”

He grinned. Couldn’t stop it. “Wasn’t the career path I expected, no.”

“And yet you’re good at it.”

He glanced down, fingers drumming lightly against his mug. “Malik… he came at a time where I didn’t know if I had space for anything outside racing. Turns out I did. Turns out he filled it.”

Her gaze softened. “He adores you.”

He swallowed. “So does Mason.”

A tiny laugh escaped her. “Mason adores anyone who carries snacks.”

Food arrived then — warm, fragrant plates placed between them. Her croissant cracked gently when she pulled it apart. His avocado toast glistened under lemon. The banana bread sat between them like a quiet peace offering.

They ate in comfortable silence for a moment.

Then:

“Do you ever get tired?” she asked softly.

He blinked. “Of what?”

“Being... seen,” she said. “Not as a person. As... some projection.”

He didn’t answer right away. His thumb pressed into the handle of his mug. “More than I admit,” he said finally.

She nodded, like she already knew.

“And you?” he asked. “You run a business, raise a human being, survive on what… three hours of sleep and coffee fumes?”

She smiled, tired and honest. “Four hours on a good night. And… yes. It’s exhausting. But it’s mine. He’s mine. And I don’t mind people looking at me — as long as they don’t look at him like he’s half of a broken story.”

Lewis looked at her — really looked. “He doesn’t look broken.”

“He isn’t,” she said. “He’s just… ours. Enough.”

That lingered in the air a moment.

He cleared his throat. “Would you… ever let someone else be part of that ‘ours’?”

Her eyes met his. Not startled. Not offended. Just quiet. Thinking.

“I don’t let people close easily,” she said. “Not around him. Not unless they’re steady.”

He nodded, chest tight. “I’m trying to be.”

Silence — but not empty.

She reached for her cup again, fingers brushing a sugar packet. “Lewis?”

“Yeah?”

“You don’t have to try so hard,” she said gently. “Just be… however you are in moments like this. It’s enough.”

He didn’t have words at first. Just a slow inhale. A soft exhale. The dream flickered at the back of his mind — a boy, a helmet too big, a voice calling him daddy. And here she was. Real. Calm. Not asking anything of him except presence.

“Evie,” he said quietly, “would it be okay if… this wasn’t the last time?”

Her eyes softened. No hesitation. “I was hoping you’d ask.”

Something in his shoulders released — like he’d been holding his breath since yesterday and finally let it go.

Outside, buses passed, people walked, life went on.

Inside, Lewis Hamilton sat across from Evangeline Ellis in a sunlit café, heart steadying for the first time in a long time.

20

Evie set her tea cup down, the porcelain making the slightest sound against the saucer. She looked at him — really looked — her gaze calm, collected, not cold but anchored in something firm.

“You don’t need to feel indebted, you know,” she said quietly.

His brows drew together, not in confusion but in instinctive caution.

She continued, voice low but steady, hands folded loosely around the warmth of her cup again. “If you feel like you owe us anything for yesterday… you don’t. You’re a well-known person, Lewis. You’ve got your own world, obligations, security… You don’t need to burden yourself because of a single mum or her kid. You were kind. You were… pleasant. Mason had a good time. That’s enough.”

She hesitated, then added gently, “I meant what I said — the cakes, the coffee, it was on the house. Not because I wanted something in return. Just because it felt right. Nothing more.”

Lewis listened — no interruption, no shift in his posture except a slow stilling of his hands against the table. He watched her speak like every word mattered, like he was trying to catch them before they landed between them and turned into distance.

She exhaled. “I don’t want you to think we’re expecting freebies, or attention, or whatever people usually want from you. I just want Mason happy and safe. That’s… it. That’s my whole world.”

There was a beat. Just sunlight stretching across the dark wood table and the steady hum of the espresso machine behind them.

Lewis leaned forward slightly, elbows near the edge of the table, his voice quiet when he finally spoke. “Evie… I’m not here because I feel like I owe you.”

Her eyes flicked up to his, searching, cautious.

“I’m here,” he said, steady now, “because I want to be. Yesterday didn’t make me feel indebted. It made me feel… something I haven’t felt in a long time. Grounded. Real. You didn’t ask anything of me. That’s part of why it mattered.”

He rubbed his thumb against the inside of his palm, as though grounding himself. “And yeah, I know who I am. I know what comes with it. The cameras, the schedules, the assumptions. But sitting here—” his gaze held hers “—I don’t feel like a headline. I don’t feel like a brand. I just feel like a man having breakfast with someone he… genuinely wants to know.”

Evie didn’t respond right away. Her shoulders slowly relaxed, tension she hadn’t noticed unspooling from her spine. She looked down at her half-eaten croissant, then back at him.

“I’m not… trying to push you away,” she said, softer now. “I just… I don’t let people in easily. Not when it comes to Mason. Not when it could change his world.”

“I wouldn’t touch his world unless I was sure,” Lewis said. His tone never wavered. “And I’m not asking for that. Not now. I’m just… asking for this. More breakfasts. More… time. No obligations. No scorekeeping.”

Her fingers traced the rim of her teacup. She studied his face — the sincerity in his words, the way he didn’t flinch under her honesty, the way he didn’t reach for her hand or push for reassurance. He just sat. Present.

“Okay,” she said finally, voice a whisper of breath but firm. “As long as you know this isn’t a… favour you’re doing us.”

He shook his head, a quiet smile touching his mouth. “Trust me. It doesn’t feel like that.”

Silence — but the kind that feels like understanding, not avoidance.

Outside the window, a bus hissed at a stop. A woman walked her dog past the café. Life continued — boring, beautiful, unbothered.

Evie took another sip of her tea. “So,” she murmured, a small spark of humour in her eyes now, “does this place do refills, or is that too optimistic?”

Lewis let out a soft laugh — real, unguarded. “I can find out. Perks of not being indebted to anyone.”

She rolled her eyes, but her smile lingered.

He stood, motioning toward the counter. “More tea?”

“And maybe another croissant,” she admitted.

He gave her a mock salute. “On it.”

As he walked away, Evie let her shoulders fall back into the chair. She caught her reflection faintly in the window — curls slightly frizzy from the cold, eyes brighter than they’d been in a long time. She hadn’t expected this — not the quiet, not the sincerity, not the way her chest didn’t feel tight.

At the counter, Lewis spoke to the barista, hands tucked in his pockets, relaxed in a way she suspected he didn’t often get to be. When he turned back, she was still looking — not analysing, not doubting — just… seeing him.

And when their eyes met across the room, neither of them looked away.

21

Lewis came back to the table with two steaming mugs and plates balanced carefully in his hands. He set hers down first — tea, just the way she’d asked — then his own. But she didn’t reach for anything. Her eyes stayed on him, steady, unreadable.

“You okay?” he asked quietly. Not polite-small-talk okay. Real okay.

Evie finally wrapped her hands around the warm mug but didn’t drink yet. Her voice came level, though something trembled beneath it. “I— well… I’m as okay as I need to be to make sure Mason keeps flying, you know? As long as he’s happy and safe, that’s enough.” She breathed out. “But no… I’m not really okay, if we’re being honest.”

She stared at her thumbs circling the rim of her cup. Words started pouring out — not in drama, but in exhausted truth. “I’m tired. Always tired. Playing mom and dad… it doesn’t stop. I’ve gone nights without eating so he could fall asleep full. I’ve cried until I couldn’t breathe, alone, because I didn’t want him to hear. And I worry… all the time. If I’m enough. If I’m teaching him right. How to raise a good man when I’ve never been one. How to protect a little Black boy in a world that doesn’t always love him back.” Her voice dipped low. “So no. I’m not okay. But I don’t really get to fall apart. Moms don’t get that luxury.”

Silence moved between them — not uncomfortable, but heavy.

Lewis didn’t reach across the table. Didn’t rush to fix it. He just took a breath, like he was steadying something in himself.

“You don’t have to be bulletproof to be a good mum,” he said softly. “You don’t have to earn the right to say this is hard.”

Her eyes lifted to his — guarded, like she expected pity. But there wasn’t any in his gaze. Just quiet respect.

He continued, voice lower. “You keep showing up for him. That… matters more than perfect. And for what it’s worth, I get that feeling. The… wondering if you’re enough.” His jaw flexed slightly. “I’m not his dad, but with Malik… sometimes I come back from a race and he looks at me like I hung the moon. And I don’t feel like I belong on that pedestal. I’m gone a lot. I miss school things. I don’t always know what to say when he cries. And I… hate feeling like I disappoint him.”

Evie didn’t speak — but her eyes softened. Listening.

He swallowed. “And loneliness—” He stopped, laughed under his breath like he was surprised he’d almost said it out loud. “Loneliness is a sneaky thing. You don’t know it’s there until something… good happens. And suddenly you notice how quiet it’s been.”

They held each other’s gaze, the world beyond the café windows muted, distant.

“You’re doing it,” he said quietly. “Raising him into someone kind. He’s gentle. Funny. Secure. I saw it yesterday — he trusts the world because he trusts you.”

Her lips parted — not in a smile, but in something softer. Something like relief.

“And if I can ever… make things a little less heavy for you,” he added, carefully, like the words were breakable, “I’d want to.”

Evie blinked once. Her voice, when it came, was a whisper. “Why?”

His answer took a second — but it was honest. “Because you don’t make the world quieter for people just because you owe them. Sometimes… you just want to.”

She looked at him — really looked. And for the first time since she sat down, her shoulders eased.

She picked up her fork, eyes still on him. “Eat before it gets cold,” she murmured.

He smiled — small, but real — and obeyed.

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1

Lewis Hamilton had faced grid starts at Monaco, paparazzi swarms in Milan, press conferences where every word could ignite tabloids across continents—but nothing quite prepared him for the pure psychological warfare of the nursery car park at 4:57 p.m.

Rain drizzled against the windshield of his black SUV as he sat for a beat, hands on the wheel, silently questioning every life decision that had led him here. Children with jelly-stained cheeks pressed their faces to the windows inside the building. Mothers and fathers in trench coats paced on their phones. A cluster of women near the entrance were whispering—then glancing at his car. Then whispering again.

His phone buzzed.

Sam (his sister): Don’t forget Malik needs his little rucksack AND his water bottle. And don’t let him convince you he didn’t eat his snack. He lies. Lewis: He’s four. Sam: You’d think. But no. Lewis: You owe me. Sam: You love him. Also yes.

He exhaled, zipped his jacket, pulled his cap down. Hood up. Sunglasses. Incognito mode. Or as close as he could get.

Inside the nursery, the scent of poster paint, raisins, and apple juice clung to the warm air. Walls plastered with crayon galaxies and stick-figure families. Miniature wellington boots lined up like soldiers. And that buzzing, endless noise of tiny voices and laughter.

“Uncle Lew!” a voice squealed.

Malik barreled into his leg, curls bouncing, Spider-Man backpack hanging off one shoulder. Lewis leaned down instinctively, scooping him up.

“Hey, champ,” Lewis said, a rare, soft smile tugging at his mouth. “Am I late?”

Malik shrugged, dramatic. “Almost. But I forgave you because you’re my favorite uncle.”

“I’m your only uncle.”

“But you’re still the favorite.”

He set Malik down and reached for his rucksack—but the little boy didn’t move.

“Oi. Shoes on. Let’s go.”

“We can’t,” Malik said, lower lip beginning to pout.

Lewis blinked. “Why not?”

“Because Mason’s still waitin’ for his mummy. And I can’t leave without my best mate.”

Lewis glanced across the room. In the far corner, one little boy sat on a bean bag—tiny navy blue suspenders, curly hair tucked under a baseball cap with cartoon dogs on it. Mason. Quiet. Swinging his legs. No panic. No tears. Just waiting.

A nursery worker approached cautiously. “Mr. Hamilton,” she said quietly, trying not to draw attention, failing spectacularly because three mothers audibly gasped. “His mother called—she’s stuck at work, running a little late.”

He nodded, politely. “Right.”

“We can stay,” Malik insisted, clutching his hand now. “Just till Mason’s mum comes.”

Lewis sighed, resigned. “Alright. Ten minutes. Tops.”

They sat on a ridiculously tiny sofa. Malik cuddled into his side. Mason shyly inching closer. Outside the window, rain turned into a drizzle of gold against the lowering sun.

And the whispers started.

“Is that—?” “It is. Hamilton.” “God, he’s even better-looking in person.” “Why is he here though? Do you think he has a kid?” “No way. I would’ve known—”

He tuned it out. Checked the time again.

4:59 p.m.

If the kid’s mother didn’t walk through that door soon—

The door slammed open.

And in rushed chaos in the shape of a woman. Hair slightly frizzed from wind. Frosting on her sleeve. Cheeks flushed, breathless. Her eyes scanned—and locked on Mason.

“Mason—baby, I’m so sorry—”

But then she froze.

Her son was sitting on Lewis Hamilton’s lap.

2

Evangeline Ellis had been elbow-deep in lavender buttercream for the past eight hours, and the smell of sugar had officially embedded itself into her skin, her curls, and possibly her soul.

The late afternoon sun bled through the tall front windows of Frosting Fairy, casting golden stripes across glass displays of delicate cakes and pastel-colored macarons. The bell above the door chimed every other minute, ushering in brides with Pinterest folders, teenagers buying cupcakes after school, and stressed office workers demanding “something chocolatey and life-changing.”

Her shop was small but whimsical—white brick walls, soft blush counters, gilded signs that read Whip it like you mean it.Fairy lights draped across the ceiling beams. Glass domes covered tiers of cupcakes in every shade—earl grey and honey, red velvet, pistachio rose, lemon basil with torched meringue. In the corner, a tiny play area sat with storybooks and wooden toys, marked by a hand-painted sign in looping cursive: “For patient little ones while mums choose their dream cakes.”

Evie stood behind the marble workspace in the kitchen area, piping miniature sugar flowers. Her apron—cream linen with Frosting Fairy embroidered over her heart—was dusted in powdered sugar and streaked with raspberry filling.

“Evie, bride number four is here,” called her assistant, Lila—pink braids, glitter eyeliner, always chewing gum.

Evie exhaled, set down the piping bag. “Please tell me she isn’t another ‘I want twelve tiers but my budget is fifty pounds and exposure.’”

Lila winced. “She brought her mother.”

“Oh brilliant. Two for the price of one meltdown.”

They entered the front display area. The bride-to-be was mid-argument with her mother about whether edible pearls were “tacky or timeless.” Evie slid into the space with the grace of someone who could negotiate with cake-obsessed warlords.

“We can absolutely do sugar pearls in matte rose gold,” she soothed, pulling open a design book. “Or we can hand-paint lace detailing using edible shimmer—it’ll match the bodice of your dress.”

The bride’s mother gasped. The bride teared up. Crisis avoided.

Twenty minutes later, after sketching tiers and taking deposits, Evie retreated to the back kitchen. She checked the time on her phone.

4:41 p.m.

Nursery pick-up was at 4:30.

Her soul left her body for half a second.

“Sh*t.”

“Mmm?” Lila asked, airpods in, whisking ganache.

“I was supposed to get Mason ten minutes ago.”

Evie yanked her apron over her head, frosting streaking her blouse. She wiped her hands on a towel, then immediately regretted it—pink buttercream now smeared on her jeans. She grabbed her keys, her phone, a wrapped cinnamon roll she’d promised Mason, and shouted to the kitchen:

“Cover the 5 p.m. tasting with the Kensington couple! And don’t let anyone refrigerate the fondant swans—they’ll crack!”

“You mean the angry swan divorce cake?”

“Exactly that one!”

She bolted through the front shop, past the scent of vanilla and caramel, customers calling, Bye Evie! See you tomorrow!

Bell jingled. Door slammed.

Rain misted the street outside. London moved in that slow, late-afternoon rhythm—buses humming, taxis honking, umbrellas bobbing like dark mushrooms. She jogged, hair flying, frosting on her forearm, heart pounding.

Her phone buzzed—unknown number. She ignored it. Buzzed again. She fumbled to answer.

“Hello?”

“Hi, Ms. Ellis? It’s Sophie from Little Oaks Nursery—just checking that you’re on your way?”

“Yes! Yes, I’m coming right now—tell Mason I’m two minutes—no, five minutes away!”

She raced across the zebra crossing, dodged a cyclist, reached her car, tossed the cinnamon roll onto the passenger seat, and jumped in.

Engine on. Wipers squeaked. Radio crackled.

She drove through winding streets, muttering, “I’m a terrible mother, I’m gonna get blacklisted from PTA group chats, Mason’s going to write about this in his therapy journal when he’s thirty—”

Another red light.

She inhaled. Deep. Forced herself to breathe past the panic.

Mason knew. Mason always knew she came. Maybe late. Maybe stressed. But she always came.

The nursery sign came into view. Little Oaks Nursery School. Cartoon owls painted on the fence.

She parked half-crooked, didn’t care, sprinted across wet pavement, nearly slipped on a leaf, yanked open the door—

And froze.

The room smelled like crayons and juice. Moms stared. Staff looked nervous.

And her son—her sweet, suspender-wearing, dinosaur-obsessed Mason—was sitting contently…

…on the lap of a man she absolutely did not expect.

A man with warm brown skin, collarbone tattoos peeking above a hoodie, the kind of face women in cafés whispered about. Calm. Almost amused. A child on either side—Mason and another curly-haired boy.

His eyes lifted and met hers.

And that was the moment Evie realized she was still covered in frosting.

3

Evie didn’t even realize she’d stopped moving until the door swung shut behind her with a sharp click. A dozen parents paused mid-whisper. One of the teaching assistants lifted her brows like oh boy.

“Mason,” she exhaled, voice softening immediately.

At the sound of his name, her little boy slid off the man’s knee and ran into her arms. Evie scooped him up, burying her face into his tiny shoulder. He smelled like finger paint and cinnamon—her cinnamon, which meant he’d already eaten the emergency snack she packed.

“You’re late,” Mason informed her seriously, poking her cheek.

“I know, bub. I’m sorry.” She kissed his forehead, then looked up—finally really looking at the man her child had been sitting on.

He sat there still, relaxed, one arm around his nephew. Dark hoodie. Grey joggers. Diamond stud in his ear. Familiar. Too familiar. But her brain didn’t slot in the name. Didn’t even try.

What she did notice were the eyes—the kind that noticed everything but judged nothing.

Then she noticed the room—the staring. The tight smiles. The way two mums near the bookcase were practically vibrating in disbelief.

Evie blinked, head tilting slightly.

“Do you,” she asked dryly, shifting Mason on her hip, “normally let strangers’ children sit on your lap like you’re some kind of nursery Santa?”

He looked like he might laugh. He didn’t—just the faintest lift at the corner of his mouth. “He asked,” he said simply. Voice warm. Low. Londoner with a faint hybrid accent—part Stevenage, part world-travelled.

Evie nodded once. “Right.” She glanced around, brow creasing. “And is there a reason every woman in here is glaring at me like they’re trying to telekinetically disembowel me?”

A scoff sliced through the air.

One of the mothers—Balenciaga scarf, tight bun, energy of someone who’d yell at a barista—folded her arms. “Are you being serious? You don’t know who that is?”

Evie stared at her, blank. Mason picked at a strand of frosting in her hair. She didn’t answer.

The woman let out a breathy laugh. “That’s Sir Lewis Hamilton. He’s one of the most famous athletes in the world. Formula One? Seven-time world champion? He’s practically royalty.”

A murmur rippled through the group. Someone added, “And knighted by the Queen.” Another whispered, “Worth hundreds of millions…”

Evie blinked once.

Then looked back at the man—Lewis.

“Oh,” she said flatly. “Well, while you all trip over yourselves worshipping a handsome man with money, I’ve got a real-life tiny human to feed and bathe before he turns into a gremlin.”

She adjusted Mason on her hip.

No gasp. No apology. No starstruck moment.

Just alright then.

Lewis stared at her.

Then—he smiled. Slow. Genuine. Like he’d been waiting his whole life for someone not to care.

Before anything else could be said—

“Uncle Lew, can we go now?” Malik tugged at his sleeve, lower lip wobbling. Then he pointed at Mason. “Mason said his mum is a frosting fairy! And she lives in Frosting Fairy Land, and she makes magic cakes! Can we go there? Pleeeease?”

Evie almost choked. “I—he—what?”

Mason patted her cheek. “I told him. You make cakes. And sparkles.”

Lewis stood, tall, graceful. He met her eyes. “Is that true?”

She swallowed. “I… own a cake boutique. Frosting Fairy. It’s in Shoreditch. Weddings, birthdays, that kind of thing.”

Malik gasped like he’d discovered Narnia. “So it’s real? Frosting Fairy Land is real?”

Mason nodded solemnly. “She has pink marshmallows and dragon cupcakes.”

Evie couldn’t help it—she laughed softly. Tired. Warm. “It’s not a land, it’s a shop. And no dragons, just chocolate.”

Lewis’s voice cut in gently. “How far from here?”

“Eight minutes,” she replied automatically. “If the traffic lights like you.”

Malik grabbed Lewis’s hand and bounced. “Can we go?! Mason’s going! Right, Mason?”

Mason nodded enthusiastically. “Cake pop?”

Evie hesitated. She looked at Lewis—this stranger, this famous man, this quiet uncle with soft eyes.

“You don’t have to…” she started.

He tilted his head. “They seem set on it.”

A pause. Quick tug between instinct and trust.

Then she sighed. “Fine. But he,” she pointed at Malik, “can only come if his uncle says yes. And no one is allowed to sue me if they get a sugar rush.”

Lewis’s smile deepened. “Deal.”

He reached for the nursery door, holding it open for her.

Evie stepped out first—Mason on her hip, frosting on her sleeve, unaware that this moment—this ordinary Thursday—had just cracked the axis of her life ever so slightly.

Lewis followed, Malik at his side—completely unaware the world was about to smell like vanilla, powdered sugar, and a woman who didn’t care about his fame.

4

The nursery doors swung closed behind them, a soft click echoing in the quiet drizzle. Malik bounced on his tiptoes, clutching Lewis’s hand like it was made of gold. Mason wiggled on Evie’s hip, still sticky from a snack long past, hair slightly mussed from being squirmed into someone else’s lap.

Lewis reached instinctively for his key fob, the sleek black SUV parked a few meters away, hood gleaming faintly in the wet afternoon light. Evie’s eyes flicked to it and back to him.

“Uh—look,” she said, voice calm, practical, a slight curve of humor at the corner of her mouth. “I don’t know much about Formula racing or whatever, but if you pull that car up in front of my shop, the paparazzi might as well start baking cupcakes themselves. I’ve got my car across the street. I can drive you both. Then we can swing back to pick yours up after the sugar rush. No pressure, everyone’s happy.”

Lewis froze mid-reach. Tilted his head, one eyebrow lifting just a fraction. He hadn’t expected a stranger, a young mother, to tell him how to drive his own car—with this combination of confidence and calm logic. He almost laughed, but the curve of her mouth, the way she balanced Mason on her hip, and the faint glimmer of sugar dust in her curls made him hesitate.

“You… usually tell men what to do with their cars?” he asked, dry, soft, amused.

Evie’s lips twitched. “Only when there’s frosting involved. And crowds. And the safety of tiny humans.”

Malik practically bounced into the air. “Yes! Auntie Evie’s car! Cake road trip! Mason, right?”

Mason nodded solemnly, tugging at her necklace. “Cake pops,” he added for clarification.

Lewis let out a low chuckle. “Well… when you put it like that, how can I argue?”

Evie extended her hand toward the street. “Car’s just there. Hop in. Buckle them up. I’ll handle traffic. You… supervise sugar intake.”

Lewis glanced at the little boys, then back at her, and shrugged in playful surrender. “Alright. Lead the way.”

They navigated the crosswalk with Evie in front, Mason squealing when the puddles splashed under her sneakers, Malik tugging at Lewis’s sleeve to point at every taxi and street performer along the way. Lewis bent down to Malik’s level, letting him chatter, answering questions in quiet, amused tones, occasionally exchanging glances with Evie that held a flicker of something neither would admit yet.

Evie slid into the driver’s seat, Mason settling into her lap for the moment, Malik’s backpack wedged snugly between him and Lewis in the back. The car smelled faintly of vanilla from the cinnamon roll she had grabbed, mixed with the lingering scent of rain on London pavement. She started the engine, wipers swishing, and the soft hum of tires on wet asphalt filled the space.

“First time in a London drizzle?” she asked lightly, glancing at Lewis in the rearview mirror.

He smirked faintly. “You could say that. I usually have people drive me in more… glamorous conditions.”

“Glamour won’t keep cake pops safe,” she said firmly, eyes back on the road. “And don’t even think about sugar rush-induced tantrums. I’ve survived worse in this very car.”

Malik leaned forward, voice squeaky with excitement. “Auntie Evie, are we gonna see frosting land soon?”

“You’re already on the road to it, my little adventurer,” she said, laughing softly. Mason’s small giggle joined in from her lap.

Lewis watched them—the way she handled the chaos without losing composure, the warmth that seemed to radiate from her even as she drove like a madwoman around puddles, the quiet humor that only the children seemed to notice. For once, he felt like he was just… one more person along for the ride, instead of the subject of whispers and stares outside.

“Promise there are no dragons?” Malik asked.

“Only chocolate ones,” she replied, straight-faced, eyes flicking to the rearview mirror.

The streets blurred past in streaks of grey and gold. Buses rumbled behind them, umbrellas bobbed, and the smell of baking from nearby cafes mingled with wet asphalt. London was loud, alive, chaotic—perfect for frosting, perfect for little boys bouncing on seats, and perfect for this strange, unexpected collision of lives.

A few minutes later, the pastel pink awning of Frosting Fairy appeared ahead. Cupcakes glimmered in the window. A stack of tiered cakes waited under glass domes, each adorned with delicate flowers and edible gold. Fairy lights twinkled faintly, even under the soft drizzle.

Evie slowed to a stop, smiled at the kids, then glanced at Lewis. “Welcome to Frosting Fairy Land,” she said softly, a tiny sparkle in her eyes. “But remember—sugar rules apply.”

Lewis’s lips twitched in a smile, leaning slightly toward Malik in the backseat. “Sugar rules, got it,” he murmured. And for the first time in a long time, the chaos of fame felt miles away, replaced by the sweet, messy, utterly human world of frosting, laughter, and the unexpected warmth of a woman who didn’t care who he was.

5

Evie slid the car door open, ushering Mason and Malik onto the wet cobblestones with practiced ease. The soft jingling of the shop bell greeted them as they entered. Warm air, thick with sugar and vanilla, wrapped around them like a cozy blanket. The scent of browned butter mingled with the faint floral notes of fresh flowers decorating cakes across the room.

“Right this way,” Evie said, steering the boys toward the display case. “No running. And no licking the glass.”

Mason immediately pointed at a row of tiny cupcakes, each one decorated with edible gold stars and pastel swirls. Malik leaned forward, eyes wide, spotting macarons stacked like little towers.

Evie crouched slightly to Mason’s level, brushing a curl from his forehead. “Okay, little adventurers, here’s what we’ll do. I’ll make you a mini tray of samples—so you can try a bit of everything. Cupcakes, macarons, a cake pop, maybe a slice of vegan chocolate orange cake if you’re feeling brave. And some fresh lemonade to wash it down.”

The boys gasped in unison. Mason’s tiny fingers were already reaching for the tray; Malik’s curls bounced with excitement.

“Whoa—don’t touch just yet,” Evie laughed, standing and motioning toward the counter. “I’ll plate it all up. You can watch, but hands off until the official taste-test.”

Lewis lingered a step behind, watching quietly. He didn’t hover or speak unnecessarily—just stood back, letting her orchestrate the moment like a conductor of tiny chaos. Evie’s presence was calm, focused, but warm; she didn’t flinch at his celebrity energy, and somehow that made him feel… normal.

She turned back to the counter and began arranging the mini tray. One by one, she placed a lavender buttercream cupcake, a pistachio rose macaron, a tiny slice of lemon basil cake with torched meringue, and a chocolate cake pop shaped like a bear. She balanced colors, textures, and little swirls of frosting with an artistry that made Lewis watch in quiet fascination.

A small pitcher of lemonade, pale yellow with thin slices of lemon and a sprig of mint, sat beside the tray. She glanced over at the boys. “Now, remember, no gulping it all at once. Sip, taste, enjoy.”

Mason and Malik nodded seriously, as if this were some high-stakes mission.

Evie stepped behind the counter, flour smudged on her cheek, laughing softly as Lila held up a bouquet of sugar flowers for the top tier of a bride’s cake.

“Lil, that stem is bent,” Evie said, nudging it straight with her fingers, tiny flecks of powdered sugar flying into the air. “There. Perfection. You know the bride will notice every petal.”

Lewis watched her hands move, precise but effortless, how her curls bounced slightly as she bent over the flowers. He noticed how she wasn’t glancing back at him once—not trying to impress, not trying to acknowledge him—but somehow still present.

The boys, satisfied that she had plated their samples, climbed onto the stools at the counter. Mason’s chocolate-streaked fingers hovered over the tray. Malik sniffed a macaron carefully.

“Wait—let’s do it properly,” Evie said, crouching beside them. “You each pick one item first, then I’ll hand you the next. Mason, which one do you want?”

“The cupcake! The purple one with stars!” Mason said immediately.

“Good choice,” she smiled, setting it gently in front of him. “Malik?”

“The green macaron!” Malik said, beaming.

Lewis, still standing back, felt a tug at his sleeve. “Can I…?”

“Of course,” Evie said, glancing at him briefly, soft warmth in her voice. She placed a tiny slice of lemon basil cake on a plate in front of him. “Go easy. They’re all pretty rich.”

The boys dug in, frosting smudging their cheeks, macarons crumbling slightly under their eager little hands. Evie returned to the counter, kneading a small rosebud into a bouquet of sugar flowers for the wedding cake while whispering encouragement to Lila. She laughed softly, flour on her cheek catching the soft afternoon light.

Lewis found himself smiling, watching her work. Not because of the celebrity moment, not because of the kids’ antics, but because of the way she existed—effortless, chaotic in the best possible way, grounded yet luminous. And she didn’t even notice him noticing.

Malik turned, licking frosting off his finger. “Auntie Evie… can we stay forever?”

Evie chuckled. “For now, little man. For now.”

Outside the window, London moved on. People bustled past in raincoats. The bell jingled with each customer entering. Inside, however, there was a bubble of sugar, laughter, and quiet warmth. And Lewis—just standing there, a guest in this messy, beautiful little world—realized he didn’t want to leave.

6

Evie wiped her hand across her flour-dusted cheek with the back of her wrist, already regretting it when it only left a streak of white higher on her skin. The last of the sample trays had been set out—mini slices of lemon elderflower, red velvet, pistachio rose, plus a row of vegan vanilla bean cupcakes and tiny forks. The boys were happily perched at a small round table near the front window, swinging their feet and whispering conspiracies over cake pops like they were state secrets.

Lewis stood beside the counter, one hand resting lightly on the polished glass case, watching the boys with a softness Evie wasn’t expecting from someone whose life was usually headlines and hard angles. He’d actually taken off his sunglasses. His eyes were warm. Tired, but warm.

Evie cleared her throat lightly and stepped forward with a small plate in her hands. “These are the vegan ones,” she said, setting it gently on the counter in front of him. “No dairy, no eggs, no gelatin, no… heartbreak. I promise they won’t taste like sadness.”

That earned the smallest laugh—real, low in his chest. “You’re sure?” he asked, leaning in to inspect the strawberry-frosted cupcake like it might explode.

“Positive.” She brushed her palms on her apron again and then, a little shy but trying to play it cool, extended her hand toward him. “Also—I just realized I never properly introduced myself before kidnapping you to my sugar kingdom.”

He blinked, then smiled fully this time, taking her hand. “Go on then.”

“Evangeline Ellis,” she said. “Yes, like the star from Princess and the Frog, and no, I don’t sing to fireflies. Most people call me Evie. That’s my son, Mason—he’s three and collects strangers like keychains.” Her eyes flicked to the tote of cupcake boxes she’d packed earlier. “And those are for you. Your sister, the pit crew, or, you know… if you need to stress-eat them alone in a car park. I don’t judge.”

He didn’t let go of her hand right away. Just held it a second longer than necessary, thumb brushing once against her knuckles in quiet thanks before he released. “Lewis,” he said softly. “Though I’m guessing you already knew that.”

She tilted her head. “Knew your name, yeah. Doesn’t make you any less of a person standing in my bakery trying to figure out if vegan frosting is edible.”

He huffed again—almost a laugh—then picked up one of the mini cupcakes and took a bite. His brows lifted. “This is—actually good.”

“That sounds like you expected it to taste like chalk.”

“Every vegan cupcake I’ve tried is either dry or lying,” he said, shrugging. “This isn’t either.”

Behind them, Malik tugged on his uncle’s sleeve. “Uncle Lew—can we come here every day? Mason says his mum makes magic sugar.”

Evie smothered a grin. “Magic, huh?”

But before she could say more, Malik added—completely unfiltered—“You smile more here than at home.”

Lewis went still.

Not in a dramatic, storm-cloud way—just a quiet pause, like something invisible had landed in the space between them. Evie didn’t flinch away or fill the silence with jokes this time. She just gave Lewis a gentle, understanding look.

She knelt beside the boys’ table, brushing a crumb off Mason’s chin. “Well,” she said softly, “you two are always welcome here. But—only if your uncle keeps smiling like that. It’s the entry fee.”

Lewis let out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding. Slow. Real. “Think I can manage that.”

She stood back up, giving him a small, lopsided smile. “Good. Now—want to ruin some perfectly good cupcakes by trying to pipe frosting on them?”

His mouth curved. “You’re trusting me with sugar?”

“No,” she said, already reaching for a piping bag. “I’m trusting you to make the kids laugh when it goes horribly wrong.”

He grinned. “Deal.”

And just like that—something between them shifted. Not loud. Not obvious. But there.

It felt a little like the warmth of the ovens, and a little like the sugar in the air—something you could taste before you could name.

7

The piping bags felt heavier than Lewis expected. He held one awkwardly in both hands, eyes narrowed in concentration, mimicking Evie’s fluid motions from a few feet away. He had watched her move with effortless precision—swirls of buttercream curling into perfect rosettes—but his own attempt resembled more of a frosting explosion than art.

Mason and Malik shrieked in delight. “Uncle Lew! That one’s squishy!” Mason pointed, smearing a glob across the counter by accident. Malik clutched his macaron for balance, laughing so hard he almost fell off his stool.

Evie crouched beside him, one hand over his, guiding his movements gently. “Slow,” she instructed, her voice calm but playful. “You’re not fighting the frosting, Lewis—you’re dancing with it.”

He tried again, his tongue peeking out in concentration. “Dancing… got it. Graceful and delicate,” he muttered. The resulting swirl looked like a small, defeated mountain.

“Close enough,” Evie said with a grin, brushing a streak of powdered sugar from her apron. “The kids won’t judge if you fail. They’re too busy causing chaos themselves.”

Mason leaned over, frosting on his cheek, watching Lewis’s hand. “Do it like this, Uncle Lew,” he said, pointing to a neat little rosette he’d just finished on his own cupcake.

“Easy for you to say, tiny perfectionist,” Lewis replied with a half-smile, leaning toward the boy. “You’re small, agile, and apparently immune to frosting explosions.”

Evie laughed softly, the sound warm and airy. “If you want to survive baking with kids, Lewis, you either develop magic or humor. Choose wisely.”

Lewis attempted another swirl, this one slightly better, and both boys erupted in cheers. “You did it! You did it!” Malik bounced, clapping small hands together.

“Barely,” Lewis said, grinning, stepping back to admire his messy triumph. He looked at Evie, eyes soft, voice quieter. “I haven’t… had fun like this in a long time. Just… being here, doing nothing serious, no cameras… it’s weirdly perfect.”

Evie paused mid-swipe with a spatula, glancing at him. Her eyebrows lifted slightly, just enough for him to notice. “Weirdly perfect, huh? That’s a good way to describe it.”

Malik piped up, completely unfiltered, “Uncle Lewis smiles a lot here. He doesn’t smile like that at home!”

Lewis froze, caught by the boy’s honesty, and looked down at his hands smeared with buttercream. A slow, quiet laugh escaped him. “Is that… supposed to be a compliment?”

“It is,” Evie said gently, crouching to straighten a crooked cupcake. “It’s rare to see someone relax around kids. But you… you’re managing it.”

Lewis swallowed, letting the warmth of her words settle. The smell of fresh frosting and vanilla filled the air; the soft hum of ovens, the gentle clinking of utensils, and the giggles of Mason and Malik made everything feel alive. For a moment, he could forget the roar of engines, the flashes of cameras, the weight of being a public figure.

He handed Mason a cupcake he’d attempted to decorate. “Try this one. If it tastes like a disaster, blame me.”

Mason bit into it anyway, eyes lighting up. “Magic! Uncle Lewis, this is magic!”

Evie stepped back, wiping her hands on her apron, watching them. Her lips twitched with a small, tired smile. “See?” she said softly, almost to herself. “All the chaos… it’s worth it.”

Lewis met her gaze briefly, a subtle tension and comfort threading between them. Nothing had been said, yet both understood the shift—this wasn’t just baking. This was trust, small glimpses of self, and a shared moment where life outside fame and duty could exist.

He grinned at the kids again, frosting on his fingers, flour in his hair, and realized he could happily stay in this messy, warm, chaotic little world for far longer than he expected.

8

The piping bags felt heavier than Lewis expected. He held one awkwardly in both hands, eyes narrowed in concentration, mimicking Evie’s fluid motions from a few feet away. He had watched her move with effortless precision—swirls of buttercream curling into perfect rosettes—but his own attempt resembled more of a frosting explosion than art.

Mason and Malik shrieked in delight. “Uncle Lew! That one’s squishy!” Mason pointed, smearing a glob across the counter by accident. Malik clutched his macaron for balance, laughing so hard he almost fell off his stool.

Evie crouched beside him, one hand over his, guiding his movements gently. “Slow,” she instructed, her voice calm but playful. “You’re not fighting the frosting, Lewis—you’re dancing with it.”

He tried again, his tongue peeking out in concentration. “Dancing… got it. Graceful and delicate,” he muttered. The resulting swirl looked like a small, defeated mountain.

“Close enough,” Evie said with a grin, brushing a streak of powdered sugar from her apron. “The kids won’t judge if you fail. They’re too busy causing chaos themselves.”

Mason leaned over, frosting on his cheek, watching Lewis’s hand. “Do it like this, Uncle Lew,” he said, pointing to a neat little rosette he’d just finished on his own cupcake.

“Easy for you to say, tiny perfectionist,” Lewis replied with a half-smile, leaning toward the boy. “You’re small, agile, and apparently immune to frosting explosions.”

Evie laughed softly, the sound warm and airy. “If you want to survive baking with kids, Lewis, you either develop magic or humor. Choose wisely.”

Lewis attempted another swirl, this one slightly better, and both boys erupted in cheers. “You did it! You did it!” Malik bounced, clapping small hands together.

“Barely,” Lewis said, grinning, stepping back to admire his messy triumph. He looked at Evie, eyes soft, voice quieter. “I haven’t… had fun like this in a long time. Just… being here, doing nothing serious, no cameras… it’s weirdly perfect.”

Evie paused mid-swipe with a spatula, glancing at him. Her eyebrows lifted slightly, just enough for him to notice. “Weirdly perfect, huh? That’s a good way to describe it.”

Malik piped up, completely unfiltered, “Uncle Lewis smiles a lot here. He doesn’t smile like that at home!”

Lewis froze, caught by the boy’s honesty, and looked down at his hands smeared with buttercream. A slow, quiet laugh escaped him. “Is that… supposed to be a compliment?”

“It is,” Evie said gently, crouching to straighten a crooked cupcake. “It’s rare to see someone relax around kids. But you… you’re managing it.”

Lewis swallowed, letting the warmth of her words settle. The smell of fresh frosting and vanilla filled the air; the soft hum of ovens, the gentle clinking of utensils, and the giggles of Mason and Malik made everything feel alive. For a moment, he could forget the roar of engines, the flashes of cameras, the weight of being a public figure.

He handed Mason a cupcake he’d attempted to decorate. “Try this one. If it tastes like a disaster, blame me.”

Mason bit into it anyway, eyes lighting up. “Magic! Uncle Lewis, this is magic!”

Evie stepped back, wiping her hands on her apron, watching them. Her lips twitched with a small, tired smile. “See?” she said softly, almost to herself. “All the chaos… it’s worth it.”

Lewis met her gaze briefly, a subtle tension and comfort threading between them. Nothing had been said, yet both understood the shift—this wasn’t just baking. This was trust, small glimpses of self, and a shared moment where life outside fame and duty could exist.

He grinned at the kids again, frosting on his fingers, flour in his hair, and realized he could happily stay in this messy, warm, chaotic little world for far longer than he expected.

9

Evie lifted the pastel tote of cupcakes and carefully balanced a box of mini cakes, weaving past the last of the bakery’s lingering crumbs. Mason was safely under her assistant’s watchful eye, bouncing lightly on the stool while waving goodbye with frosting-smeared hands.

“Ready?” she asked softly, glancing down at Malik, who yawned against her chest, his small weight surprisingly heavy. She adjusted him, one hand supporting his back, the other cradling his head. “Sorry—mum vibes. It happens to the strongest little ones. Hope you enjoyed fairy frosting land.”

Lewis followed, watching her effortlessly handle the drowsy boy. “He’s… completely out,” he murmured. “I think that’s the happiest I’ve ever seen him.”

Evie smiled, shifting the tote in one hand and guiding them toward her SUV. The drizzle slicked the asphalt but didn’t slow her. Lewis walked beside her, hands hovering nervously over the booster seat as he tried to remember the correct way to secure Malik, muttering about straps and instructions he could never quite get right.

“I’ve got this,” Evie said lightly, crouching to clip Malik into the seat. Her movements were confident, practiced. “There. All set. Easy.” Malik snuggled further into her chest, still asleep, tiny arms relaxed.

Lewis exhaled, watching her, and then helped slide the tote into the back of the SUV. He kept stealing glances at her—at the small, tired smile playing on her lips, the way she juggled strength and softness effortlessly.

“Well,” she said, brushing a stray curl behind her ear, “that’s that. Let’s get you two back.”She gave him a polite, warm smile before stepping into her own driver’s seat.

Lewis followed, closing the passenger door behind him. The drive back to the nursery was quiet except for the soft hum of the SUV engine. He kept one hand on the tote, the other glancing down at Malik, still asleep, sticky fingers curling lightly around the edge of his blanket. Evie drove calmly, taking the familiar streets with a steadiness that somehow eased his usual tension.

When they arrived at the nursery, Evie helped carry the tote and boxes to his SUV, efficiently stacking them inside. Malik stirred slightly, shifting against her chest as she whispered, “Almost there, little one.” She buckled him into the booster seat with a swift click, correcting a tiny misalignment Lewis had struggled with, and shot him a brief, amused look. “See? That’s why I do this every day.”

Lewis gave a soft laugh. “Clearly. I’m… learning.”

Evie leaned slightly on the SUV door, hands on her hips, and smiled faintly. “Hope you two enjoyed it. Get home safe, yeah?”

Lewis nodded, giving her a small, grateful smile. “We did. Thanks—for everything.”

“Well, that’s that,” Evie said, gathering her things. “Nice to meet you, Lewis.” She waved once, then slipped into her own SUV, pulling away smoothly, leaving him with the quiet hum of the nursery parking lot, the boxed sweets in his car, and a rare, calm sense of peace he hadn’t realized he’d needed.

10

Lewis eased the SUV into the driveway, Malik still curled lightly against his chest, half-asleep but muttering sugar-fueled thoughts under his breath. The tote of cupcakes and cakes rested in the passenger seat, a tangible reminder of the afternoon’s chaos.

Once inside, Sam, perched on the edge of the sofa with a glass of wine, immediately froze, her eyes widening at the sight of her brother carrying a drowsy, sugar-coated child and balancing a huge tote. “Lewis! What took so long? And why does Malik look like he’s been dipped in a candy store?”

Malik stirred awake at the mention of his name, blinking rapidly, then bouncing upright, spilling out every detail with a speed only a three-year-old could manage. “Mum! Mum! We went to Frosting Fairy Land! Uncle Lewis drove us! And Auntie Evie is the prettiest ever and she has magic and we got cupcakes and cake pops and lemonade and—”

Lewis chuckled, holding him steady. “Okay, okay, slow down a little, buddy,” he said, keeping his voice soft as Malik waved his arms dramatically. “So here’s the full story,” he added to Sam, shaking his head with a smile. “We left nursery, drove in Evie’s SUV—safe, private—and ended up at her cake boutique. She’s a single mum, runs this amazing shop called Frosting Fairy, and her son—Mason—is friends with Malik. The kids had free reign for sweets, frosting, and magic cupcakes. It was completely safe. No cameras, no fuss, just fun.”

Malik jumped in, arms waving wildly, nearly knocking over a cushion. “And Uncle Lewis smiled at Auntie Evie sooo much! And she let us try everything and it was fun fun fun!”

Sam raised an eyebrow, swirling her wine glass. “Wait, slow down. You’re saying you spent the afternoon with a single mum, her kid, let the boys run wild in her shop, and you smiled… a lot? At her?”

Lewis chuckled, brushing Malik’s hair back gently. “Yes, and yes. The shop was incredible. She’s amazing—so kind, warm, really patient. And Malik and Mason… they had a blast together.”

Malik leaned over, nudging Lewis’s arm. “She’s the prettiest ever, Mum! And Uncle Lewis smiled sooo much at her and helped me frost a cake!”

Sam laughed outright, shaking her head. “Oh my God, Lewis,” she said, voice teasing, leaning back into the sofa. “You actually spent the day in a frosting wonderland with the prettiest single mum in London, held your nephew, and smiled like a lovesick teenager?”

Lewis smirked, shrugging. “I was just… being a responsible uncle and keeping the kid happy. That’s all. But yes, the frosting was good, the lemonade was fresh, and the chaos was manageable.”

Sam rolled her eyes, still laughing. “Manageable, he says,” she teased, waving a hand at Malik, who was bouncing in excitement again. “You’re such a sap. Malik probably adores her already—and you’re blushing like you’re the one who’s three years old.”

Malik clapped and giggled, pointing at Lewis. “I want to go back! Auntie Evie is magic and cupcakes and fun!”

Lewis laughed softly, glancing at his sister with a hint of mischief. “We’ll see, buddy. Maybe soon. For now, I think nap time is priority number one.”

Sam shook her head, still smiling. “Lewis, you’ve officially been enchanted by frosting and a pretty single mum. Good to know my brother isn’t entirely made of race tracks and headlines.”

Lewis just grinned, brushing a hand over Malik’s hair as the boy leaned against him, muttering softly about magic cupcakes, Frosting Fairy Land, and “smiles at Auntie Evie.” And for the first time in weeks, the hum of the city outside, the chaos of kids, and the smell of sugar left Lewis feeling… completely at ease.

11

The house had gone quiet the way all homes do when a child’s finally asleep — curtains drawn to the late gold of the afternoon, TV playing a muted match no one was really watching, half-finished glasses of wine sweating on the coffee table. Malik was upstairs, down for his nap at last. And now, it was just adults: Sam tucked into the arm of the sofa, legs folded under her, Daniel beside her with the remote in hand, and Lewis at the dining table unpacking the tote of desserts like something sacred.

The table looked ridiculous — cake boxes stacked like treasure chests, small pastel macarons nestled in pink paper, glazed lemon slices, two mini sample boxes labeled vegan, a jar of hibiscus sugar tucked to the side with a ribbon.

Sam arched a brow. “You robbed a bakery.”

“Legally,” Lewis said, undoing the last ribbon. “She— Evie — insisted.”

Daniel leaned forward, curiosity softening his usual dry edge. “Evie is… the ‘frosting fairy’?”

Lewis huffed a quiet laugh. “That’s her shop. The Frosting Fairy. Mason — her son — calls it ‘sugar land’.”

Sam leaned over, fork in hand like an investigator. “And how, exactly, did you end up in sugar land with my child instead of on schedule?”

He didn’t roll his eyes this time. Mostly because he was tired — but also because the memory of the shop still smelled like warm vanilla and citrus glaze in his mind. “Nursery pickup. Mason was sitting on my lap. His mum walked in late. Thought I was Santa or a kidnapper — still not sure. Malik begged to go to the shop she works at. She offered a lift. We went. The boys decorated cakes. She fed us — wouldn’t even let me pay.”

He didn’t realize he was smiling until Sam stopped chewing.

It wasn’t a big, obvious smile. Just a small curve at his mouth, like peace. Soft. Unarmored.

Sam’s fork hovered midway to her lips. “Lew…”

He blinked, wiped his hand over his beard like he could erase it. “What?”

“You’re—” she tilted her head, studying him as if she was seeing him in a new light. “You’re smiling.”

“So?”

“You don’t,” she said gently. Not joking now. “Not like that.”

Daniel set his fork down. “Let him finish first.”

Lewis sighed, but it wasn’t the heavy, frustrated kind. More like an exhale of something lighter. “Her shop… it’s small. White brick front, pink door. Smells like sugar and flour and fruit peel. The kids ran to the display case like it was Christmas. She put them in little aprons. Let them decorate cupcakes. And—” He shrugged, rubbing the back of his neck. “It was… quiet. No paparazzi. No one asking for photos. Just— normal.”

Sam’s expression softened. Something in her eyes moved from teasing, to recognition, to something more delicate. “Lew… are you lonely?”

The question landed like a pin dropping in church silence.

He didn’t answer at first. Just looked at his hands — dusted faintly with frosting he hadn’t washed off yet. He forced a breath. “I’m fine.”

“No,” Daniel said, voice calm, not pushing — just honest. “You look… happy. In a way I haven’t seen you in years.” He leaned back, watching his brother-in-law with quiet empathy. “And that scares you, doesn’t it?”

Lewis didn’t speak.

Didn’t joke.

Didn’t deflect.

He just pressed his lips together, swallowed, and glanced at the box of cakes — the one she’d packed for them, tied neat with gold ribbon.

His thumb traced the edge of the box, slow. Thoughtful.

And he didn’t answer.

He didn’t need to.

The silence said enough.

[mjonthetrack]

it’s just something about being able to get back into bed, bonnet secured and feet rubbing like a cricket that’s gone do it for me every time.

[mjonthetrack]

heart

32

The next morning came with a thin veil of mist crawling along the windows, soft gray light spilling across the front of Slow Bitez. The city outside was still shaking itself awake, but inside, the smell of warm bread and spice lingered faintly from the night before. Sefa unlocked the door the same way he had the previous day, his steps familiar now, his routine already forming.

He’d texted Yvonne earlier to let her know he’d handle breakfast service again. No reply. That wasn’t unusual; she deserved the rest. But something about the silence lingered in the back of his mind as he moved through the kitchen. He checked the prep tables—no new ingredients laid out. The usual signs of her early morning presence were missing. No music playing softly from her phone, no kettle whistling, no low hum of her voice over the clatter of pans.

After a few minutes of prepping, the worry started to build in his chest. He wiped his hands on a towel and glanced at the ceiling, toward the stairs that led to her loft. He hesitated—he’d never been up there before without her saying so. But the thought of her being alone, maybe still exhausted from the week, pushed him to climb.

The loft was small but homey, sunlight bleeding through gauzy curtains. It smelled faintly of lavender and cinnamon. There were cookbooks stacked along the floor near her bed, half-finished notes on recipe cards scattered across her nightstand. But what caught his attention first was her—Yvonne, curled beneath a heavy quilt, her skin pale against the deep brown of her cheeks, a damp sheen of sweat on her forehead.

He froze for a moment before quietly crossing the room. “Yvonne?” His voice was gentle, like testing the air.

Her eyes fluttered open, unfocused for a second before finding him. “Oh—hey,” she murmured, her voice thin. “You’re early.”

He crouched beside the bed, worry etched deep in his face. “You look awful,” he said, not unkindly. “What’s going on? You sick?”

She let out a soft, tired laugh that turned into a cough. “Guess I didn’t hide it too well this time.” Her hand came up, brushing her curls from her face. “I’ve been trying to sleep it off.”

He frowned. “Sleep what off?”

“Anemia’s acting up again,” she said, almost casually, like it was something as simple as a cold. “And the lupus too. The week caught up to me, I guess.”

The words landed heavy between them. He blinked, confusion flashing across his face. “Lupus? You’ve had it this whole time?”

She nodded, still smiling faintly despite how weak she looked. “Since I was a teenager. It’s just… part of life now. I know how to handle it.”

He sat down on the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees, staring at her like she was some sort of miracle and mystery all at once. “You’ve been running yourself into the ground. Cooking, organizing drives, feeding half the city—while you’ve been sick?”

“I’m not dying, Sefa,” she said softly, her tone teasing but her eyes tired. “It flares up. Some days are bad. Some are worse. But I’ve got it managed.”

He shook his head, frustration and admiration warring in him. “You shouldn’t have to do all this alone. Why didn’t you tell anyone?”

Her shoulders lifted weakly. “Because people start treating you different. They start worrying. They stop letting you be capable.” Her voice softened. “And I like being capable. I like doing something that matters. Even if it costs me a few rough days.”

Sefa stared at her, his jaw tense. He’d seen fighters push through pain before, but this wasn’t pride—it was purpose. The kind that ran deeper than her illness, deeper than fatigue.

“Still,” he said, after a long silence, “you need to rest. No arguing.”

She tried to protest, but he cut her off. “Nope. Not hearing it. You gave me the keys, remember? That means I’m in charge today.”

Her lips quirked, the faintest ghost of her usual grin. “You’re bossy when you care, huh?”

“Just efficient,” he replied, standing up. “I’ll get you some breakfast. Something with iron. And you’re not leaving this bed until your color’s back.”

As he moved around the loft, she watched him through half-lidded eyes. It was strange—she wasn’t used to someone taking charge for her. People depended on her. They always had. But the way Sefa moved—quietly confident, steady—it didn’t feel intrusive. It felt safe.

He found her kitchen tucked in a corner of the loft, smaller than the restaurant’s but lined with spice jars and handwritten notes taped to the cupboards. He started rummaging through the fridge, pulling out eggs, spinach, a bit of leftover smoked salmon. As the pan hissed, the smell of butter and warmth filled the space, drawing a soft hum from Yvonne’s direction.

“You cook like you mean it,” she said weakly from the bed.

He glanced over his shoulder. “You think I’m gonna let the chef herself judge me for dry eggs? No chance.”

She smiled faintly, her head sinking back into the pillow. “You’re good at this,” she murmured. “Being here.”

He didn’t answer, but the way he plated the food—neat, balanced, thoughtful—was its own reply. He brought it over with a mug of warm herbal tea and set it on the nightstand beside her.

“Eat,” he said simply.

Yvonne sat up slowly, her fingers trembling slightly as she reached for the fork. He didn’t move away, just stood there until she took the first bite.

When she did, her eyes softened. “It’s perfect,” she said, her voice quiet. “Thank you.”

“Rest now,” he replied, pulling the blanket back over her legs. “I’ll handle everything downstairs. No one needs to know you’re up here. I’ll keep it running, same as before.”

She looked at him then—not as the man helping her, not even as the boxer or the gym owner—but as someone who saw her, really saw her. The woman who never stopped giving, who carried too much alone.

“You really don’t have to—”

“I want to,” he interrupted, his tone steady. “You’ve been taking care of everyone. Let someone take care of you.”

The loft went quiet except for the faint hum of the city outside. Yvonne leaned back, exhaustion winning over protest. Her eyes closed, her breathing evened.

Sefa stayed a while longer, just to make sure she drifted off. Then, with a soft exhale, he grabbed his coat and headed downstairs, locking the restaurant door behind him before flipping the sign to “open.”

Today, he thought, wasn’t about proving anything. It was about making sure she could finally rest—and knowing, for once, the world wouldn’t fall apart without her moving it.

33

The day moved slower than usual, or maybe it was just Sefa’s head that was heavier, the weight of what he’d learned sinking in deeper the longer he worked. He’d been up since before sunrise, organizing volunteers, setting up the tents, checking the grills and tables—all the stuff Yvonne would’ve done herself without even breaking stride. But now that he knew, really knew, what she’d been pushing through—what it cost her just to stand up some mornings—every little thing hit different.

He moved through the motions, his usual ease replaced with quiet focus. He’d always respected her, but this was something else entirely. Every time someone smiled and thanked him for the food or complimented the setup, it twisted his chest a little. She’s been doing this sick, he kept thinking. Every day, alone, still smiling, still showing up for people.

By noon, the lines were long again. The air smelled of barbecue smoke and roasted vegetables. Music played softly through the outdoor speakers—something old and soulful, the kind of tune that made strangers hum along. Sefa worked the grill beside one of his gym friends, sweat running down his temples, laughter and chatter carrying over the sound of sizzling meat. But his thoughts kept drifting back upstairs, to Yvonne, probably asleep, probably pale as the sheets she laid on.

A volunteer, a teenage girl with bright pink braids, called out, “Hey, boss, you want us to start handing out the to-go plates?”

Sefa blinked and nodded. “Yeah, go ahead. Make sure everyone gets some extras packed up too.”

The girl grinned and ran off. He tried to shake the weight off his chest, but it clung stubbornly.

At one point, he caught himself looking at the people in line—the families with tired eyes, the men with rough hands, the women with kids tugging at their coats—and it hit him again how she saw them. Not as projects, not as people to fix or pity. Just as people who deserved warmth. That was her secret. She gave like she was giving to herself.

He leaned on the counter, hands on his knees, taking a second to breathe. One of his gym guys, a big Samoan dude named Kale, clapped him on the back. “Bro, you look like you’re seeing ghosts. You good?”

Sefa forced a chuckle. “Yeah, just thinking.”

“About?”

He hesitated, then said quietly, “How much one person can carry before it breaks them.”

Kale gave him a look but didn’t pry. “Well, she built something real here, that’s for sure. Never seen community like this.”

“Yeah,” Sefa muttered. “Neither have I.”

Later, while refilling the drink stations, he caught a glimpse of one of the older volunteers, a retired nurse, handing out free medical kits. She mentioned offhand, “That Yvonne girl… she’s been doing this for years, hasn’t she? I remember when she first started—used to run herself ragged. Still does.”

Sefa tried to smile. “Yeah. I’m seeing that.”

The woman sighed fondly. “Heart like hers burns fast and bright. Hope she’s got people looking out for her.”

That one hit. He looked down at the rows of bottled water he’d just lined up, his jaw tightening. “Yeah,” he said softly. “She does now.”

As the sun started dipping lower, golden light stretched across the lot, painting everything warm and slow. People were leaving full and happy, their arms loaded with boxes, their kids running ahead clutching cookies or juice cups. The volunteers laughed, tired but proud.

And still, Sefa’s mind kept circling back to her. The image of her lying in that loft, too pale, too still. How she’d brushed it off with that quiet shrug. How she’d said, I like being capable.

He got it now. He understood why she worked until her hands shook. She wasn’t just feeding people—she was fighting for control over a body that didn’t always obey her, proving to herself that she could still make a difference, still matter, still lead.

When evening came, he locked up the last tent and sent everyone home with a grin and a promise to text updates. But as soon as the street quieted down, he went back inside. The restaurant was dim, just the hum of the refrigerator and the faint city noise outside.

He climbed the stairs slower this time, carrying a bowl of soup he’d made from the leftovers—ginger broth, soft rice, tender vegetables. Something light, warm, easy on the stomach.

The loft was quiet. She was still asleep, her curls spilling across the pillow, the room filled with the soft sound of her breathing. He set the bowl on the nightstand and sat down beside her bed, elbows resting on his knees, staring at her face.

Her skin looked a little less pale now, the color coming back bit by bit. She looked peaceful, finally.

He exhaled slowly, rubbing a hand over his face. “You’re something else,” he muttered under his breath. “Doing all this with that body trying to slow you down.”

He stayed there for a long while, watching the city light creep through the curtains and wash over the quiet corners of her space—the stacks of books, the half-done recipe cards, the framed photo of her and her old staff from the early days of the restaurant. Everything she’d built was a reflection of her: raw, hopeful, a little worn around the edges, but full of heart.

When she finally stirred, blinking at him sleepily, he smiled faintly.

“Hey,” she rasped. “You’re still here?”

“Yeah,” he said softly. “Long day. Thought I’d check on you.”

“How’d it go?”

“Smooth. People ate well, smiled more than usual.” He paused. “But it hit me today. Everything you’ve been carrying. You’ve been fighting your body this whole time.”

She didn’t answer right away. Just stared at him with that quiet, open honesty she always had. “I’ve been fighting for the life I want,” she said finally. “That’s all I ever wanted. To keep moving forward, even when it hurts.”

He nodded, a small smile tugging at his lips. “You’re stubborn as hell.”

“Wouldn’t have made it this far otherwise.”

He chuckled, low and soft. “Yeah. I can see that.”

She looked at him a little longer, her eyes gentle. “You really ran the whole thing without me?”

“Yeah. Don’t worry—I didn’t burn the place down.”

“Good,” she whispered, a faint grin tugging at her lips. “You did good then.”

He leaned back in the chair, watching her settle again, his heart heavier but softer too. He realized then it wasn’t pity he felt—it was awe. Not the kind he’d said before with words like incredible or amazing. This was quieter. Deeper.

Because now he saw her not as a miracle—but as a person. Tired, human, flawed, and still choosing to show up anyway.

And in that quiet, he made a promise to himself that he didn’t even say out loud: she wasn’t doing this alone anymore. Not as long as he was here.

34

The next morning came soft and gray, light sliding between the blinds upstairs, painting slow golden stripes across Yvonne’s loft. The air still smelled faintly of herbs and roasted peppers from the night before—like her work never really left the space, even when she was too weak to stand at the stove. Downstairs, the restaurant was quiet for once, doors locked, no laughter, no clatter, no rush of pots or sizzling pans. Just the hum of a new day and the low shuffle of Sefa moving around quietly, trying not to wake her.

He’d promised her he’d handle things. That she could rest, really rest, for once. And he meant it.

By the time she stirred awake, he was already sitting cross-legged near the end of the bed, reading from his phone and sipping coffee. He looked up when he heard her shift under the blanket. “Hey,” he said gently, voice low. “Morning, chef.”

Yvonne blinked, still groggy, her curls an unbothered halo around her face. “You’re still here,” she mumbled, half-smiling.

“Yeah, and you’re supposed to still be sleeping.”

She stretched slow, wincing a little when her muscles protested. “Can’t sleep all day, Sefa. My body’s not built for—”

He cut her off softly. “For resting? Yeah, I figured.” He stood, setting the mug aside, and came closer. “I made breakfast. Before you argue, it’s light. Oatmeal, fruit, tea. Sit up for me?”

She did, reluctantly, watching as he set the tray across her lap. Steam curled from the tea, and the smell of cinnamon drifted up, gentle and calming. She blinked at the perfectly sliced fruit and the drizzle of honey over the oatmeal. “You really didn’t have to go all domestic on me,” she teased, but her voice was tired, frayed around the edges.

“Maybe not,” he said, sitting beside the bed. “But I wanted to.”

For a while, the only sound was her spoon scraping softly against the bowl. The loft felt warm in that quiet, lived-in way—the hum of the heater, the muted city outside, his steady presence anchoring the space.

“You really closed the restaurant?” she asked finally.

He nodded. “Yeah. Put up a note—‘Closed for one day of rest. Back tomorrow.’ The volunteers are fine, the drives are all stocked. You don’t gotta worry about anything.”

“That’s… the first time it’s been closed in years,” she murmured. Her fingers lingered on the teacup, as if even admitting that felt foreign.

“Then it was overdue,” he said simply.

She looked at him, her lips parting like she wanted to argue—but she couldn’t find the words. There was something grounding about the way he said things, no drama, no pity. Just matter-of-fact care.

After breakfast, she dozed off again, the kind of deep sleep that only comes when your body finally feels safe enough to let go. Sefa stayed, tidying up quietly, wiping down her counter space, reorganizing the piles of papers and notes she had scattered around. Recipes written in her looping handwriting, volunteer lists, scribbled reminders about the next drive—all the pieces of a life lived entirely for others.

When she woke again, the space looked cleaner, calmer. He was sitting near the window now, reading one of her cookbooks.

“You’re really making yourself at home,” she murmured, smiling faintly.

He looked up, smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “You gave me the keys. That’s your fault.”

She laughed, soft and genuine, the sound cracking through the quiet. “Touché.”

He stood and came over, handing her another cup of tea—this one peppermint. “How’s your head?”

“Better,” she admitted. “Still tired. But better.”

He nodded. “That’s all you need to be today. Just better.”

She hesitated, then asked quietly, “Why are you really doing all this, Sefa?”

He met her eyes, steady. “Because you’ve been doing everything alone for too long. And because you don’t deserve to burn out doing good.”

Her breath hitched slightly at that. “That’s… not something people usually notice.”

“I notice.”

The silence that followed was thick but easy—like they both understood something had shifted.

He spent the rest of the afternoon tending to her like it was second nature. When she dozed, he stepped downstairs to simmer a pot of soup, the kind she made for everyone else but never for herself. When she was awake, they talked—about little things at first. Her childhood, growing up in a small apartment with her grandmother who taught her to cook everything from scratch. The way she’d learned that food wasn’t just about feeding—it was about dignity. About care.

Then she asked about him—his gym, his fights, the long road that brought him back to the city. “You ever miss it?” she asked softly. “The boxing?”

He thought for a long moment. “Sometimes. But I think I miss the discipline more than the fights. The routine. The purpose.”

She hummed. “Sounds like you found a new purpose.”

He glanced at her, the corner of his mouth curving slightly. “Maybe I did.”

By evening, she was sitting up more comfortably, color back in her face. He made her soup, set the bowl down, and stayed near the bed, his voice low as he told her about all the plans he’d started sketching out for future drives—ideas she could actually rest through while still keeping her vision alive.

And she listened. Really listened. Her tired smile said more than words ever could.

“Promise me you’ll rest tomorrow too,” he said as he gathered the dishes later.

She smirked weakly. “You’re bossy.”

“Only when it’s necessary.”

Yvonne tilted her head, eyes softening. “Thank you, Sefa. For not just helping. For staying.”

He shrugged, though his chest tightened a little at the sincerity in her tone. “Didn’t feel right leaving.”

The city lights flickered outside the window, and for the first time in what felt like forever, her shoulders eased, her breathing evened. It wasn’t some grand act or big rescue—just quiet, consistent care.

And somewhere in that stillness, Sefa realized something simple but profound: he didn’t just want to help her run her restaurant or her drives. He wanted to help her live a life where she didn’t have to fight every single day to do it.

35

The night settled in soft and deep, the kind of quiet that comes after long exhaustion. The restaurant below was dark, just a faint glow from the security lights spilling through the floorboards, while upstairs, Sefa moved around her loft with practiced care. The air smelled of garlic and ginger, the soft sizzle of a skillet filling the space while low music played from his phone—a mellow R&B rhythm that fit the warmth of the evening.

Yvonne sat at her small kitchen table, bundled in one of his oversized hoodies he’d left draped over a chair, watching him move around like he’d done this a hundred times. There was a gentleness in the way he cooked—big hands precise, focused, turning simple ingredients into something that smelled like comfort.

“You’re gonna put me out of business,” she murmured, voice low and teasing.

He smirked without looking up. “Nah. You’re safe. I don’t got your touch.”

“Yet,” she said, smiling faintly. “You don’t have my touch yet.”

He turned then, grinning at her. “Oh, it’s like that, huh?”

“Yeah,” she said softly, chin resting on her palm. “It’s like that.”

The banter faded into an easy quiet after that. The skillet hissed; the smell of seared vegetables and teriyaki glaze filled the loft. He plated the meal—grilled salmon, sautéed bok choy, jasmine rice sprinkled with sesame seeds—and set it down in front of her. Steam rose between them, softening everything in its warmth.

“You always cook this good?” she asked, picking up her fork.

He shrugged, sitting across from her. “Only when I care who’s eating.”

Yvonne blinked, and then laughed lightly, shaking her head as she took a bite. “You know, you keep saying stuff like that, and I’m gonna think you’re trying to charm me.”

He leaned back in his chair, smirk widening just slightly. “Maybe I am.”

Her laughter faded into a quiet hum as they ate. For the first time in days, she was actually tasting her food instead of scarfing it down between obligations. Her body still ached, her joints stiff from the lupus flare, but the company made the edges of her pain softer.

After dinner, they sat by the window with mugs of tea, the city stretching beneath them—lights winking between the frost, cars sliding by in the slow rhythm of a weeknight. The silence between them wasn’t empty; it was full.

Sefa looked over at her, his tone low and thoughtful. “You ever think about what home means to you? Not the restaurant, not the work—just… home.”

Yvonne stared at the steam curling up from her mug. The question hit deeper than she expected. She’d spent years making her restaurant a home for everyone else—strangers, families, people down on their luck—but she hadn’t stopped to ask herself what that word meant for her.

After a long moment, she said quietly, “I think about it more than I’d like to admit.”

He waited, eyes steady, letting her find the words.

“I guess… home, to me, would be a place that doesn’t go quiet when I walk in. A place where there’s another heartbeat somewhere. Another cup left in the sink. Someone to talk to while the food’s cooking instead of just the sound of a timer.”

She smiled faintly, but her voice was soft, fragile at the edges. “I love my independence. I worked hard for it. But sometimes it feels like I built my freedom on an island. People come and go, but at night…” She trailed off, staring into the mug. “At night it’s just me. And sometimes it’s not peaceful—it’s lonely. It’s scary.”

Sefa didn’t rush to fill the silence. He let it sit, her words echoing softly between them.

She looked up at him, her expression vulnerable, honest in a way she rarely allowed herself to be. “I hate admitting that. Everyone thinks I’m so strong, you know? I can run a restaurant, handle the drives, lift a whole community. But I hate going to bed alone every night. I hate when I get sick and there’s no one to notice but me. I hate that even my victories happen in empty rooms.”

Her throat tightened around the last words, and she looked away quickly, brushing her thumb against her mug like it could hide the tremor in her hand.

Sefa leaned forward, elbows on his knees, his voice low and steady. “That doesn’t make you weak, Yvonne. It just makes you human.”

She met his eyes again, and something in his expression—warm, grounded, patient—made her chest ache in a different way.

“You’re not meant to do life alone,” he continued. “Even the strongest people need somebody to come home to. Somebody to remind them they can rest.”

Her lip quivered, and she nodded once, swallowing hard. “I don’t even know if I’d know how to let that happen.”

He smiled faintly. “You don’t gotta know. You just gotta let it start.”

The words lingered like a promise, heavy but kind. Outside, the wind pushed against the window, and for a long moment, neither of them spoke. She leaned back in her chair, breathing in slowly, the tea cooling in her hands.

He stood quietly, gathering their mugs and setting them in the sink before returning to her side. “You should lie down,” he said softly. “You need more rest.”

She looked at him, eyes tired but warm. “Stay a little longer?”

He nodded without hesitation. “Yeah. As long as you need.”

She exhaled a quiet, relieved breath and stretched out on the couch, pulling a blanket over her. He sat nearby in the armchair, the lamplight soft between them.

As her eyes began to flutter closed, he caught himself looking around her loft—the plants by the window, the scattered recipe notes, the quiet signs of someone who gave too much and received too little.

“Home,” he murmured under his breath, glancing back at her sleeping form. “Yeah… I think I get it.”

The city outside kept moving, but in that small loft above Slow Bitez, time seemed to slow down. The kind of quiet that used to scare her didn’t feel so empty anymore.

36

Morning bled in through the loft windows, pale and cold, the kind of light that carried no warmth. The city hummed softly outside, muffled through the glass, but up here everything felt still.

Yvonne stirred beneath her blanket on the couch, her breath shallow, her limbs heavy. For a moment, she didn’t move—just blinked against the dim light as her body registered the ache. It wasn’t the gentle soreness from long hours cooking or cleaning. It was deeper, sharper. Her joints felt like they were on fire, her knees stiff, her fingers trembling. Her chest tightened with that familiar, awful fatigue that came when her lupus flared.

She tried to sit up, but the pain hit her fast—white-hot in her knees, her hips, her hands. She gasped softly, pressing her lips together to keep from crying out.

“Not today,” she whispered to herself, voice cracking. “Please, not today.”

She tried again, pushing against the armrest to get her legs under her, but her strength buckled halfway. The world tilted, her elbows hit the floor, and she stayed there for a second, breathing through the hurt. The loft felt too big all of a sudden—every creak of the floorboards, every hum of the heater echoing the loneliness she’d admitted the night before.

Tears welled up before she could stop them. It wasn’t even the pain that broke her; it was the helplessness. The humiliation of not being able to do something as simple as stand. She’d built her whole life around being capable, dependable—someone everyone else could count on. But mornings like this stripped that illusion bare.

She reached for her nightstand where her pill case sat, but it might as well have been miles away. Her hands shook too badly.

Her breath hitched, and before she could swallow it down, she was crying—quiet, messy sobs that filled the still air. “God,” she choked out, her voice trembling. “Why can’t I just—just move?”

Her tears slid down to the floor as she leaned her forehead against the couch, frustration and pain rolling together. For a second, she thought maybe she really was alone again. Maybe Sefa had left early to handle the restaurant, maybe it was just her and the ache again—like always.

But then she heard movement. Soft footsteps from the kitchen. The clink of a mug.

Sefa.

He was still here.

She didn’t even have time to wipe her face before he appeared in the doorway, holding a steaming mug of tea and a small bowl of oatmeal. His hair was slightly messy, shirt wrinkled, eyes heavy with sleep—but when he saw her on the floor, his whole expression changed.

“Yvonne—hey, hey.” He set everything down fast and crossed the room in two long strides, crouching beside her. “What happened? You okay?”

She shook her head, trying to catch her breath. “I—I can’t—my legs won’t—”

“Okay,” he said softly, voice calm but firm. “Don’t move. Let me help.”

He slipped one arm around her back and the other beneath her knees, lifting her like she weighed nothing. She hated it—hated needing help—but her body betrayed her again, so she let him. He carried her carefully to the bed, setting her down slow, his touch deliberate, protective.

Her face was still streaked with tears. “I’m sorry,” she whispered, shaking her head. “This is so embarrassing.”

He brushed her curls back from her forehead. “It’s not embarrassing,” he said quietly. “You’re sick, Yvonne. You’re human.”

She tried to smile, but her lip trembled. “I didn’t want you to see me like this.”

He grabbed her pill case from the nightstand, shaking two capsules into his palm and handing them to her with a glass of water. “You don’t have to hide from me. Not this. Not anything.”

She took the pills, swallowing hard, trying to steady her breathing.

“I didn’t even hear you,” she murmured after a moment, voice soft.

“I woke up early,” he said, settling beside the bed. “Heard you mumbling in your sleep, so I figured I’d make breakfast. Guess I should’ve checked sooner.”

Yvonne let out a shaky laugh. “You’re really out here making breakfast while I’m over here falling apart.”

He smiled faintly. “Hey, everyone falls apart sometimes. You just don’t have to do it alone.”

The medicine started to ease some of the sharpness in her joints, but the exhaustion stayed. She turned her face toward the pillow, tears still damp on her cheeks. “I hate this part,” she whispered. “The days my body forgets who it belongs to.”

Sefa’s hand rested lightly over hers. “Then I’ll remind it. One step at a time.”

For a while, neither of them said anything. He just stayed there, his thumb rubbing gentle circles against the back of her hand while she breathed through the ache. The steady rhythm of it grounded her, slowed her racing thoughts.

Eventually, she looked over at him, her eyes glassy but calmer. “You didn’t have to stay last night.”

“I know,” he said. “But I wanted to.”

Her lips parted as if to argue, but no words came. Just that quiet acceptance that felt new between them—like she was finally starting to believe she didn’t have to hold the world up by herself.

He stayed with her all morning, helping her sit up, making sure she ate, keeping her warm. When she drifted back to sleep, he didn’t move right away. He just watched her breathe, the morning light brushing across her face, the strength in her even when she was weak.

By the time she woke again, there was soup simmering downstairs, soft island music playing low from his phone, and a hand-written note by her bedside in Sefa’s neat handwriting:

Rest. I’ve got everything covered. —S.

37

By noon, the restaurant was already alive with the low hum of conversation and the smell of food—grilled plantains, jerk chicken, roasted vegetables, and fresh bread cooling on the counter. Sefa moved through it all with a quiet rhythm, sleeves rolled to his elbows, apron tied a little crooked. He’d opened up early, set the day’s menu board out front, and made sure everything looked like how she would’ve done it—neat, welcoming, no fuss.

He wasn’t Yvonne, and he knew he couldn’t pretend to be. But he could keep her place running the way she loved it: warm, consistent, open to everyone.

He moved from the counter to the kitchen window, handing out plates one after another, nodding thanks when a few regulars called out greetings. It didn’t take long before people started noticing the difference—how the woman they usually saw was missing.

A middle-aged woman with a thick scarf and kind eyes leaned on the counter as she waited for her takeout order. “Where’s Yvonne today? She usually won’t let anybody else man that kitchen.”

Sefa gave a small smile. “She’s taking a rest day. Been working nonstop the past week.”

The woman clucked her tongue. “About time. That girl don’t ever sit still. You make sure she’s eating right, you hear?”

He nodded. “I got her covered.”

A little later, one of the delivery drivers—an older guy with a raspy laugh—came by to grab an order. He squinted at Sefa, then the kitchen, then back at him. “So you her brother or somethin’? Never seen you running this spot before, but folks keep saying she trusts you with the keys.”

Sefa chuckled under his breath. “Nah, not her brother. Just helping out.”

The man tilted his head, clearly curious but respectful. “You cook too?”

“Enough to keep folks fed,” Sefa replied, turning back to stir a pot of soup on the stove.

The driver laughed. “Well, whoever you are, you’re doing right by her. Ain’t no easy task running this place solo.”

The day kept flowing like that—steady foot traffic, people coming in from the cold for hot plates and conversation. The community Yvonne had built was solid, and even without her downstairs, her presence was everywhere: handwritten notes on shelves labeling ingredients, her playlists still running through the speakers, her photos pinned to the corkboard near the register—her and kids from the drives, volunteers grinning wide.

Around two in the afternoon, a group of young guys who’d been helping during the winter drive came through the door. They were loud in the best way—carrying that easy, teasing energy.

“Yo, big man!” one of them called out, spotting Sefa behind the counter. “We see you holding it down. Where Miss Yvonne at? She hiding from us?”

Sefa smiled. “She’s upstairs resting. Doctor’s orders, kind of.”

They exchanged glances, their teasing softening into concern. “She okay though?”

“She’s fine,” he reassured them, wiping his hands on a towel. “Just tired. I’m making sure she stays that way for a bit—tired, not sick.”

One of them grinned, leaning against the counter. “Ah, so you the boss now?”

“Temporary manager,” Sefa said, smirking. “No pay, but all the pressure.”

Laughter rippled around the group.

Another customer, a woman with a stroller and a toddler tugging on her coat, chimed in as she paid for her meal. “You her husband, then?” she asked casually.

Sefa blinked, caught off guard. “Husband?”

She laughed. “You’re always here now, cooking, helping her with the drives, taking care of the place. Sounds like husband behavior to me.”

That drew chuckles from nearby tables, and Sefa shook his head, trying to hide a small grin. “Nah, not that. Just... helping someone who deserves it.”

“Mm-hmm,” the woman said, clearly not convinced. “Well, tell her we said hi and we miss her face down here.”

“I will.”

By evening, the rush had slowed. The last of the lunch crowd filtered out, leaving behind the faint hum of music and the scent of spices clinging to the air. Sefa leaned against the counter, taking a rare moment to breathe. The place felt good, alive. The regulars still lingered longer than they needed to, chatting and laughing like usual. He realized that’s what Yvonne had built—a space that never felt like a business, just an extension of her.

When the final customer left, he turned off the open sign, took off his apron, and climbed the narrow stairs to her loft. He carried up a plate he’d saved—roast vegetables, rice, and a piece of her favorite cornbread.

He knocked lightly before letting himself in.

Yvonne was sitting up in bed this time, a blanket wrapped around her shoulders, her curls a little tangled but her eyes brighter than the morning before. She looked surprised to see him still wearing that tired, soft smile that came from long hours in the kitchen.

“You ran the restaurant today?” she asked.

“Yeah,” he said, setting the plate down on her nightstand. “People noticed you weren’t around. You’ve got a whole neighborhood worried about you.”

She let out a quiet laugh, shaking her head. “They always do that. It’s sweet.”

He nodded. “Someone asked if I was your brother. Couple asked if I was your husband.”

That made her snort, then wince at the movement. “Oh God. What’d you tell them?”

“Just that I was helping someone who deserved it.”

Her eyes softened, the corners of her mouth curving. “Good answer.”

Sefa leaned against the edge of her dresser, crossing his arms loosely. “You built something special down there. It’s not just a restaurant—it’s like, people breathe easier when they walk in. They feel... safe.”

Yvonne looked down, fiddling with the edge of the blanket. “That’s all I ever wanted. A place where nobody had to perform to belong.”

“Well,” he said, pushing off the dresser, “you did that. And I made sure to keep it that way today.”

“Thank you,” she murmured, her voice quieter now, real gratitude in it.

He smiled faintly, handing her the fork. “Eat before it gets cold.”

She took the plate, still watching him. “You know you didn’t have to do all that, right?”

He shrugged. “Yeah, I know. But I wanted to.”

She looked at him for a long moment—something in her expression unreadable, tender but cautious. Then she nodded and started eating, slow and tired but peaceful.

The restaurant hummed faintly beneath their feet, its lights dimmed for the night, the scent of food still drifting up from below. For the first time in days, everything felt still, manageable.

And Sefa realized he wasn’t just helping her run a restaurant anymore—he was helping her hold her world together, one quiet act at a time.

38

It was past closing when Sefa was sweeping near the counter, the low hum of the refrigerator the only sound left in the restaurant. The air was still faintly warm from the ovens cooling off, smelling of roasted herbs and something sweet—maybe the cornbread he’d wrapped up for her earlier. He’d thought she was asleep upstairs. She needed rest; he’d been repeating that in his head all day like a prayer.

But then soft footsteps creaked on the stairs.

He turned, broom pausing mid-sweep. Yvonne was coming down slowly, one hand trailing along the railing for balance. She was still wrapped in her blanket, her curls messy, eyes glassy with exhaustion. She shouldn’t have been on her feet, and he knew it.

“Hey,” he said gently, straightening up. “You should be in bed.”

She tried to smile, but it wobbled before falling apart completely. Her bottom lip trembled, and she sniffled, voice breaking when she said, “I didn’t want to be up there alone.”

That hit him somewhere deep, the quiet honesty of it.

She made it to the bottom of the stairs, and he was already there to steady her before she stumbled. Up close, she looked paler than she had that morning, a fine tremor in her hands as she tugged her blanket tighter.

“It’s just been really hard lately,” she whispered, her voice small, almost embarrassed. “Like… I can’t keep up anymore.”

Sefa didn’t say anything yet—he just guided her to one of the booths near the window, helping her sit down. The neon “Closed” sign glowed faintly red across her skin, casting shadows under her eyes.

She stared at her hands. “The last time I went to the doctor,” she said, words shaky, “they told me I might need a home aide or—” she swallowed hard, tears already gathering—“or someone to live with me. To help me when I can’t get up. Because the flares are getting worse, and I’m not bouncing back like before.”

Her voice cracked on the last part, and the tears finally spilled over.

“I don’t want that,” she sobbed quietly, clutching the blanket around herself. “I don’t want some stranger in my home, watching me, deciding when I can move or rest or eat. I’ve built everything I have on doing things my way, on being independent. And now it’s like—” She choked back a breath. “It’s like I’m losing pieces of myself every time my body decides it’s too tired to work.”

Sefa crouched down in front of her, setting the broom aside. He didn’t rush her, didn’t shush her—just let her cry, let her voice shake through the words she’d clearly been holding in for too long.

After a long minute, she looked at him through tear-heavy lashes. “It’s stupid, right? People have worse problems. But I just…” she shook her head, frustrated at herself. “I don’t want to lose my freedom. I don’t want someone coming in and taking over my life.”

“It’s not stupid,” Sefa said softly. His voice was low, steady, grounding. “You’ve been holding up an entire community while fighting something nobody sees. That’s not weakness. That’s not something to be ashamed of.”

Yvonne’s shoulders quivered as she let out a slow, shuddering breath.

He reached for a napkin from the table, handed it to her. “You don’t have to go through this alone anymore, you know.”

She sniffled, trying to smile through her tears. “That’s what they all say. People mean well, but they don’t stay. And I can’t rely on anyone who might just… stop showing up.”

“I’m not just anyone,” Sefa said. There wasn’t any bravado in it, just truth. “You gave me the keys to your world, Yvonne. You trusted me with it. I’m not going anywhere.”

That seemed to break something gentle in her. She dropped her gaze, shoulders curling in like she was trying to protect herself from the weight of it. “You don’t know how much I needed to hear that,” she whispered.

“I think I do,” he murmured.

The restaurant was silent for a while—just the sound of the heater clicking on and the wind brushing against the glass outside. The streetlights caught flecks of snow beginning to fall, lazy and soft.

She finally looked up again, voice quieter. “I hate crying in front of people.”

“Then you’re safe,” he said. “Because I won’t tell a soul.”

A watery laugh slipped out of her, the kind that trembles between sadness and relief. “You’re too calm for all this.”

He smiled faintly. “I’ve seen a lot of fights in my life. This one’s just quieter.”

She looked at him for a long moment, her breathing evening out again. The tension in her shoulders eased little by little. When she finally spoke again, her voice had softened. “Would you… stay a while? Just till I can sleep?”

“Yeah,” he said without hesitation. “I’ll lock up and come upstairs.”

She nodded, eyes already heavy from exhaustion and emotion. “Okay.”

When she stood, she swayed, and he was there again, steadying her with one arm. She didn’t resist when he guided her back up the stairs, didn’t fight the fatigue that was clearly setting in.

In her loft, the lights were dim, and the smell of cinnamon tea still lingered from earlier. He helped her into bed, made sure the blanket was tucked in, and left the mug of water by her side table.

Before leaving, she caught his wrist gently. “Thank you, Sefa.”

He squeezed her hand once, warm and grounding. “You don’t have to thank me for caring.”

Then he sat quietly nearby while she drifted off, the snow still falling outside the loft windows, the restaurant below dark and still.

39

The sky was still an ashy gray when Sefa slipped quietly through the restaurant door, the faint jingle of the bell swallowed by the hush of dawn. He was carrying a duffel bag and a small crate of his things—workout clothes, a few books, his favorite mug, the old hoodie that had seen too many winters. He wasn’t even sure what made him do it. He just knew he hadn’t slept at all.

Every time he closed his eyes, he saw her face from last night—the tears, the shaking, the exhaustion she tried so hard to hide. The thought of her waking up alone again, struggling to make it to her meds or down the stairs, had twisted in his gut until the decision was no longer something he could debate.

He set the crate on one of the tables near the window, the one she usually sat at to plan her days. The street outside was still dark, the snow from the night before packed into slush. His reflection looked strange in the glass—like a man trying to reason with himself, trying not to admit what he already knew.

He’d fallen for her. Somewhere between her oxtails and her stubbornness, her wild laugh and the soft cracks she tried to hide, he’d gotten pulled in deeper than he meant to. But this—this wasn’t about romance, not yet. It was about her not being alone.

He started making coffee—her favorite, strong and dark, with a little cinnamon—and let the scent fill the air. Upstairs, he could hear faint stirring, the creak of floorboards, a cough that sounded too dry. He poured her a cup, put it on a tray with some toast and soft scrambled eggs, and carried it up to her loft.

She was awake when he knocked gently on the frame of her open door. Her voice was a rasp, soft and tired. “Sefa?”

“Morning,” he said quietly, stepping in. “I made you something. Figured you could use food before you try to stand.”

Yvonne blinked blearily, sitting up against the headboard. Her blanket was pulled tight around her shoulders, curls messy, eyes still hazy with sleep. “You came early.”

“Couldn’t sleep,” he admitted. “Kept thinking about last night.”

Her eyes softened. “You didn’t have to—”

“I know,” he said, setting the tray on her lap. “I wanted to.”

For a while, the only sound was her fork against the plate and the faint hum of the radiator. She looked at him between bites, that careful curiosity flickering across her face. “You brought things,” she finally said, noticing the hoodie folded over his arm, the keys clipped to his waistband.

He hesitated, rubbing the back of his neck. “Yeah. I, uh… kind of wanted to talk to you about that.”

She blinked, swallowing slowly. “Talk to me about what?”

He sat down on the edge of the bed, not too close, not too far. “About staying here,” he said. “About moving in, if you’d let me.”

Her fork froze midair.

He pressed on before he could lose his nerve. “Not like—moving in moving in,” he said, half a smile tugging at his mouth. “Just… living upstairs. Helping you. Making sure you’re not doing all this alone. You said you didn’t want a stranger in your space. I’m not a stranger. You trust me. I know how this place runs, and I don’t mind handling the restaurant when you can’t.”

She set the fork down, staring at him like she was trying to read something beneath his calm tone. “Sefa… that’s a lot.”

“I know.” He leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “But you need support, Yvonne. Not pity, not some nurse you don’t know. Just someone who’s got your back.”

Her lips parted, but she didn’t speak right away. He could see the war in her—how badly she wanted to say yes, how deeply she feared letting anyone that close.

“I don’t want you to feel responsible for me,” she said after a moment. Her voice was quiet, thin. “I don’t want to drag you into something you’ll regret.”

He looked at her, really looked—at the strength under the weariness, at the woman who fed an entire community while barely holding herself upright. “You wouldn’t be dragging me,” he said simply. “I’m choosing this. You’ve spent so long giving to everyone else. Let somebody give back, yeah?”

She exhaled shakily, fingers tightening around her coffee mug. “You make it sound easy.”

He shrugged, the corner of his mouth lifting. “It doesn’t have to be hard.”

They sat there in the soft morning light filtering through the curtains, the snow outside reflecting pale gold. She studied him for a long while, eyes flicking from his duffel bag by the door to the quiet steadiness in his face.

“You really want to stay here,” she said finally.

“Yeah,” he said. “I do.”

Something in her gave way, not all at once, but like ice starting to crack under the warmth of the sun. She looked down at her plate, at the simple meal he’d made, at the effort of it all. When she looked back up, her eyes were glossy but steady.

“Okay,” she whispered. “You can stay.”

He let out a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding. “Yeah?”

“Yeah,” she said, voice trembling but sure. “You can stay.”

Sefa smiled softly, nodding once, like a silent promise. “Then it’s settled.”

He stood, took her empty plate, and turned toward the door—but she reached for his hand before he could go. “Sefa?”

He looked back.

“Thank you,” she said quietly.

He squeezed her fingers gently, his thumb brushing over her knuckles. “Anytime.”

Downstairs, the smell of coffee lingered, the city beginning to stir awake beyond the frosted glass. For the first time in years, Yvonne didn’t feel like the only person holding her world together. And for the first time in a long time, Sefa felt like he’d found something worth building his world around.

40

The morning light had fully poured in by the time Sefa came back up the stairs again, arms full. The floorboards creaked beneath the weight of his things: a duffel slung over his shoulder, a few crates stacked in his hands, and a rolled-up mat under one arm. He moved with the ease of someone used to carrying more than he said, quiet and efficient.

Outside, his pickup was parked neatly at the curb — the same one she’d seen him drive when he stopped by the first time that week. He’d left the tailgate open, still loaded with odds and ends: free weights, a folded gym bag, a guitar case she hadn’t known he owned.

When he set the last crate down by her bookshelf, she watched him from her spot on the couch, still wrapped in her blanket, her curls pulled into a loose bun that had mostly given up the fight. She sipped from her mug and glanced around the loft, realizing just how different it looked now with traces of him scattered in it — a pair of boots by the door, his jacket on the hook, his gym gloves hanging over the back of a chair to dry.

“So, you really did it,” she murmured, rubbing her neck, voice still scratchy with sleep. “You moved in.”

He grinned faintly, wiping his palms on his sweats. “Yeah. Didn’t want to give you a chance to change your mind.”

She rolled her eyes, but her lips twitched into something that might’ve been a smile. “Bold of you to assume I wouldn’t have thrown your stuff out the window if I had.”

“I’d’ve caught it,” he said, shrugging easily.

She huffed a laugh and then sighed, looking around the loft again — the single bed tucked near the window, the small kitchenette, the warmth of it all. “So, um… I don’t really have another bedroom,” she said, tone hesitant, like she was still testing the words out. “We can share the bed later if it’s not weird with you?”

Sefa blinked, the faintest pink touching his ears before he chuckled under his breath. “It’s not weird,” he said. “Promise.”

“Good,” she said quickly, maybe a little too quickly, looking down at her mug to avoid his eyes. “’Cause I didn’t really have another option anyway.”

“I figured,” he teased gently, and she swatted at him with her free hand, cheeks warming despite herself.

A quiet fell between them for a beat, not uncomfortable, just thoughtful. She watched him start to organize a few things — folding his clothes neatly into an open storage chest, setting his guitar by the window. He moved like he belonged here already, and for a moment, she just let herself take that in.

Then she cleared her throat, sitting up straighter. “Hey, uh… I’ve been thinking,” she said, catching his attention. “I think I want to teach you how to cook.”

He looked over, one brow raising. “You mean like your recipes?”

“I mean everything,” she said, her voice firm but soft at the edges. “All of it. Every little thing I know. How to season right, how to balance flavors, how to make a meal that actually makes people feel something. Just—” She paused, brushing her thumb along her mug’s rim. “Just in case something happens to me, you know? Someone should be able to keep this alive somehow. Keep me alive, in a way.”

Her words hung in the air like steam rising from a simmering pot — heavy, fragile, real.

He stood quietly for a second, eyes flicking to hers, searching. There was no pity in his face, no panic, just understanding. The kind of calm that came from someone who’d already made a silent promise to protect without conditions.

“I’d be honored,” he said finally, voice low and steady. “You tell me what to do, I’ll learn it all.”

That made her smile — small at first, then brighter. “You sure? I’m bossy in the kitchen.”

“I’ve seen you work,” he said, grinning. “I’d expect nothing less.”

“Alright then,” she said, setting her mug down and slowly pushing herself to her feet. “Lesson one: never come near my stove with cold hands. You touch my cast iron like that, we’re gonna have problems.”

He laughed, following her to the counter as she tied her apron around her waist — still moving slow from recovery, but determined. “Yes, chef,” he said, mock-serious.

She pointed a wooden spoon at him. “Don’t start with that. I’ll throw you out before lunch.”

He raised both hands, grinning wider. “Fair warning taken.”

It was domestic in a way neither of them had expected — quiet and real, the kind of morning that felt like the start of something deeper. She showed him how to slice onions the way she liked them — thin but not paper-thin, “so they melt instead of burn,” she said. She explained the rhythm of her cooking, how she timed by instinct instead of clocks, how flavor lived in patience.

He listened, learned, asked questions. And when her hands started to tremble or her body tilted too long over the counter, he took over seamlessly, like they’d been doing this for years.

Hours later, the loft smelled like caramelized onions, garlic, thyme, and the faint sweetness of roasted yams. Yvonne leaned back against the counter, a little more color back in her face, while Sefa stirred a pot of stew with the same focus he’d once given to every fight he’d ever trained for.

“See?” she murmured, smiling faintly. “You’re a natural.”

He looked at her over his shoulder. “Good teacher.”

“Don’t butter me up,” she said, but the warmth in her eyes betrayed her.

As the snow thickened outside, the two of them moved through her small kitchen like a soft, unspoken dance — one that was part survival, part care, and part something that neither of them was ready to name yet.

41

The night settled around them soft and heavy, the way snow sometimes muffles the entire world. The food was done, the dishes half-washed, the pot still warm on the stove. The loft lights had dimmed to a low amber glow that painted everything gold—the counter, the couch, her face.

Yvonne sat curled up on one end of the couch, wrapped in her blanket, hair loose now, her body finally allowing itself to wind down after so many days of nonstop giving. Her eyelids drooped halfway, fighting to stay open while Sefa sat cross-legged on the floor nearby, sorting through some papers for tomorrow’s restaurant orders. The faint hum of the heater filled the space, and somewhere outside, the wind whistled between buildings.

He looked up every so often, just checking on her, catching the way she’d drift off for a second then jerk herself awake like she didn’t quite trust sleep.

“Hey,” he said softly, setting the papers aside. “You don’t gotta fight it. You’re wiped.”

“M’not,” she mumbled without even opening her eyes, words slurring through fatigue. “I’m—just resting my eyes.”

He smirked faintly. “You’ve been ‘resting your eyes’ for the past twenty minutes.”

“Uh-huh,” she replied, voice fading in and out. “And you’ve been... judging me.”

He chuckled quietly. “Fair. Maybe a little.”

The loft went quiet again. She shifted slightly, pulling the blanket higher, shoulders relaxing for the first time in days. Her breathing slowed, deepened, her body finally surrendering to exhaustion. Sefa leaned his head back against the couch, letting himself just be there—no planning, no pressure, just the steady pulse of peace that came from being in the same space as her.

Then, just as he thought she’d fallen completely asleep, her voice broke the silence, small and hoarse, like it slipped past the filter of her waking thoughts.

“Hey… Sefa?”

He leaned closer immediately. “Yeah?”

There was a pause—long enough that he wondered if she’d fallen asleep mid-thought. But then she murmured, quiet and cracked around the edges, “I’m glad you exist.”

He froze for half a second, heartbeat tripping. Her words hung between them, too tender, too real.

“Thank you for being safe,” she added, the last word dragging as her voice softened further, drifting into sleep before he could even answer.

Sefa sat there, staring at her for a long moment. Her face was calm now, her lips barely parted, one hand still gripping the blanket like it anchored her. There was something in his chest—tight, full, something that made him exhale slow and deep just to keep it from spilling out.

He whispered back, “You’re safe too, Yvonne.”

She didn’t stir, already deep in rest. He reached forward, adjusting the blanket so it covered her shoulders fully, careful not to wake her. Then he got up quietly, turned off the last of the lights, and left only the soft glow of the kitchen lamp burning low.

Before heading to bed himself, he stood by the window for a bit, watching the snow fall—thick and soundless, coating the street below in a clean, white stillness.

It hit him then, the weight of what she’d said. Thank you for being safe. Not thank you for helping, or thank you for caring. Safe. That word meant something different. It meant she’d trusted him not just in her space but with her peace. And for someone who’d spent her whole life taking care of everyone else, that kind of trust was no small thing.

He turned from the window and glanced back at her sleeping form, curled up beneath the blanket, soft breaths even and slow.

Quietly, he whispered into the dim air, “You don’t have to do this alone anymore.”

Then he went upstairs, lay down on the other side of the bed she’d said they’d share later, careful not to disturb her. The scent of her cooking still lingered in the air, warm and homey.

Sleep came easy, for both of them, for the first time in a long while.

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22

The street was still dark when Sefa arrived, the faint glow of early morning streetlights glinting off the frost-covered pavement. He paused at the curb of Slow Bitez, seeing smoke curling from the restaurant’s kitchen vent and a warm golden light spilling from the windows. Even at five a.m., there was movement inside.

Pushing open the door, he stepped into the familiar scent of sizzling bacon, caramelizing onions, and fresh bread. The soft clatter of pans and utensils filled the air, punctuated by the low hum of music quietly playing in the background. There she was — Yvonne, gloved and apron tied, moving with her usual grace and precision, plating eggs and stirring sauces simultaneously.

“Morning,” she said without missing a beat, glancing up with a smile that immediately warmed the room and him along with it. She extended a plate toward him, steam curling in soft waves. “You’re early today. I wasn’t expecting you yet. Here — breakfast first. You’re gonna need it.”

Sefa accepted the plate, the aroma of scrambled eggs, roasted vegetables, and a fresh croissant hitting him in waves. “Thanks,” he said softly, taking a cautious bite as the warmth spread through him. “You… already started?”

She nodded, flipping a piece of bacon onto a tray. “Of course. I’ve got a full menu planned for today. Today’s just a food-serving day. Stations all around: barbecue, vegetarian, halal, kosher, sub sandwiches, sushi — I wanted to make sure there’s something for everyone, no matter what they eat or believe in.” She tilted her head slightly, eyes glinting with her familiar fire. “And of course, volunteers get fed first. You’re helping today, so consider this a warm-up.”

Sefa glanced around the kitchen, taking in the organized chaos — trays lined up with ingredients, chopping boards stacked neatly, spices in small labeled jars, volunteers bustling around handing her utensils, clearing dishes, checking off lists. It was a symphony of preparation, every motion purposeful, precise, and alive with energy.

“You’re… insane,” he said softly, shaking his head, though his voice held awe rather than judgment.

Yvonne laughed, a soft, melodic sound. “Maybe. Or maybe just committed. But we’ve done three days of chaos already — today’s going to be smoother. Mostly. I hope.” She smirked, sliding a tray of sliced bread toward him. “You’ll be fine. Just follow my lead, and keep those stations moving.”

He took another bite of eggs, savoring the warmth and subtle spice, the buttery texture of the croissant, the faint sweetness of roasted onions mingling with the savory bacon. “You make it look easy,” he said, voice low.

“Easy?” she echoed, raising an eyebrow as she transferred a pan of sizzling tofu to the vegetarian station. “No. But it’s fun. And if it’s not fun, it’s at least rewarding. Look around,” she said, gesturing toward the kitchen and the tables already being set outside. “Every plate, every station, every volunteer, every person waiting outside — it’s all connected. Today, it’s about feeding them, making it enjoyable, and making sure everyone leaves with more than they came with.”

Sefa set down his plate and rolled up his sleeves, finally ready to step into the rhythm. He moved to help unpack trays for the halal station, handing bowls of spiced chickpeas and rice to volunteers. “Alright,” he said quietly, glancing at her, “let’s do this.”

Yvonne moved alongside him, gloved hands shifting sushi rolls to their station, flipping barbecue skewers, placing napkins and utensils in perfect alignment. Volunteers called out requests for tools or ingredients, and she answered each with calm precision, soft but commanding.

“Careful with the skewers,” she said, sliding him a tray of chicken. “Don’t drop them — people get hangry fast.”

He grinned, placing the tray down carefully, the smell of smoky barbecue mingling with the crisp air from the open doors. “Got it,” he said. “So, we’re doing this… all day?”

“Yep,” she said, adjusting a platter of vegetarian wraps. “Stations rotate, food flows, everyone eats. We’ve got a rhythm today — no chaos, just feeding people, making them happy, and keeping everyone moving. And… we get to see some familiar faces from the past few days, too. People come back because they know it’s real.” She paused, glancing at him with a faint sparkle in her eyes. “You ready for it?”

Sefa nodded, feeling the warmth of the kitchen, the buzz of activity, the quiet admiration and subtle draw he felt toward her. “Yeah,” he said. “I’m ready. Let’s make sure nobody goes hungry today.”

Yvonne smiled softly, a mixture of pride and amusement, and moved to check on a volunteer at the sub station. “Then let’s do this. Breakfast first, then the world.”

As the first volunteers and early arrivals trickled outside, Sefa and Yvonne moved in tandem, gloved hands passing plates, directing traffic, adjusting stations, and sharing the quiet, unspoken understanding that this was more than a Winter Drive. This was a rhythm they could step into together — feeding bodies, hearts, and maybe, just maybe, opening space for something deeper between them.

23

By mid-morning, the street outside Slow Bitez had transformed into a vibrant, bustling hub of warmth and winter energy. Long rows of tables stretched beneath white canopies, each stacked with steaming trays, platters, and dispensers, forming a colorful mosaic of food and drinks. Volunteers moved in a coordinated flurry, plates in hand, smiles on faces, laughter and chatter weaving through the crisp winter air.

The first wave of people arrived just as Yvonne slid a tray of vegetarian wraps to the front of the line. Parents clutched the hands of small children, teens balanced skateboards under one arm, elderly couples leaned on canes, eyes bright with cautious excitement. Some brought blankets to carry or folded chairs, others simply showed up, trusting her pay what you can sign and the reputation she had built over years of generosity.

Sefa moved alongside her, carrying trays of barbecue skewers to the first station. The aroma of smoky meats mingled with the faint sweetness of roasted vegetables, warm bread, and the tang of pickled salads. He caught the first smiles, the first murmurs of thanks, and the quiet awe as people realized that the food wasn’t just plentiful, it was crafted, thoughtful, and offered without judgment.

“Hot food here! Barbecue skewers, fresh and ready!” a volunteer called, hands gloved, nudging people forward.

Sefa passed a plate to a young father holding his daughter, her small nose pressed against the plastic partition. “Here you go,” he said, voice warm, and the father’s eyes lifted, glistening with quiet gratitude.

“Thank you, thank you,” the man murmured. “It’s… it’s incredible you’re doing this.”

Yvonne moved past Sefa, checking on the sushi station. “Keep the line moving!” she called, voice carrying easily over the hum of conversation. She smiled at a group of teens peering curiously at the rolls. “You’ve never had sushi? No problem — we’ve got volunteers to show you how to pick it up and enjoy it.”

One teen laughed, sliding a piece onto a small plate with careful concentration. “This is… amazing,” he said softly, eyes wide as he took his first bite.

At the sub sandwich station, a mother guided her two children as they piled layers of meat, vegetables, and spreads onto freshly baked rolls. Volunteers encouraged creativity, offering suggestions, slicing extra bread, and laughing as a small pile of pickles tumbled to the table. “Don’t worry,” Yvonne said, glancing over with her calm warmth. “Just have fun. That’s what this is about.”

Sefa handed a tray of barbecue ribs to a volunteer, noting the line stretching further than yesterday. Families spoke softly among themselves, some in Spanish, some in French, some in English, sharing quiet excitement and cautious smiles. “It’s… it’s like a festival,” he whispered to Yvonne as she passed by, carrying a tray of glazed tofu to the vegetarian station.

She glanced at him, eyes twinkling. “It’s what it should feel like. People eating, enjoying themselves, warming up, connecting. Food brings people together — don’t forget that part.”

The drink station became a hub of chatter, kids pressing small hands to paper cups of hot cocoa, parents reaching for coffee or spiced apple cider. “Careful, it’s hot!” a volunteer called, handing a cup to a small boy whose eyes gleamed in delight. Sefa watched him take a tentative sip, then grin, nodding to the volunteer in approval.

Throughout the street, dialogue and laughter wove through the crisp air. “I can’t believe all this is free!” a woman whispered to her friend, her child clutching a croissant with chocolate filling.

Yvonne leaned toward Sefa, gloved hands moving to adjust a tray. “They believe it because it’s real. Because it’s consistent. No catch, no judgment. Just food and care. That’s all it takes for people to trust.”

Sefa nodded, passing another tray of barbecue ribs. “I’ve never seen anything like it. The way you… think of everything. Every taste, every station, every person.”

She smiled faintly, brushing a loose curl from her forehead. “That’s the only way to do it right,” she said softly. “If you miss the little details, you miss the heart of it all. Food isn’t just about filling stomachs — it’s about feeding people, all of them, without them feeling smaller or less than because of what they have or don’t have.”

The line kept moving. Families shared benches outside the tents, children nibbling on sandwiches while volunteers refilled plates and drinks. Sefa helped carry trays of barbecue and sushi back to stations, laughing quietly as a small boy asked him which was better, ribs or tofu skewers. “Both,” he said, smiling, handing the boy a plate balanced with a little of each. The boy’s eyes widened, and he gave an approving nod before running back to his mother.

Yvonne glanced across the street, watching the flow of people, the careful work of her volunteers, the joy of families eating, the quiet reverence of older guests. “See that?” she said softly. “Every face, every plate, every moment — that’s why we do it. Not for the applause, not for recognition. Just… to make the world a little warmer, a little kinder, even if just for a day.”

Sefa followed her gaze, feeling it too — the warmth, the laughter, the chatter, the subtle glow of gratitude on every face. And in that moment, amidst the smells of sizzling meats, warm bread, cocoa, and the faint winter air, he realized once more just how deeply he wanted to be part of all of it.

Yvonne passed him a plate of freshly prepared sushi, a small smirk on her lips. “Go on,” she said. “You’ve been running around enough — eat something. Fuel up before we dive back in.”

He took it gratefully, watching her move through the crowd, calm, commanding, caring, radiant even amidst the constant motion. “I don’t know how you do it,” he whispered, mostly to himself, “but I want to try. I want to be here, with you, for all of it.”

She glanced at him briefly, eyes softening, a faint grin tugging at her lips. “Then don’t just try. Show up. That’s all it takes. The rest? You’ll figure it out along the way.”

And with that, the hum of the street, the clatter of plates, the laughter, the chatter, and the warmth of shared food wrapped around them both, pulling them into the rhythm of the day, side by side, ready to feed, to care, and to build something more than just meals — something lasting, shared, and quietly profound. 24

By midday, the line outside Slow Bitez had grown longer than ever, and the streets seemed to buzz with a steady hum of conversations, laughter, and the clink of plates. The morning rush had eased, but the crowds continued to flow. Children darted between stations, some with hot cocoa in hand, others clutching half-eaten sandwiches or a slice of watermelon. Volunteers moved around like a well-oiled machine, ensuring every plate was filled, every guest was treated with care, and every conversation was full of warmth and kindness.

And then, the next wave of faces arrived — a group of mosque-goers, draped in colorful scarves, dark coats, and boots, their breath visible in the cold air. At the same time, the soft murmur of conversation from another group reached Sefa’s ears, drawing his attention. A small group of families, dressed in shawls and yarmulkes, quietly joined the line, some with children in tow, others offering quiet nods to the volunteers as they shuffled in to choose their meals.

Sefa stood at the barbecue station, flipping skewers over the grill, watching the seamless integration of both groups into the event. They hadn’t been there the last few days, but today, they’d come, perhaps drawn in by the idea of good food and good company. He turned to Yvonne, who was working the sushi station, her calm presence never faltering as she adjusted trays and smiled at each person with a quiet grace.

“Did you… did you plan this?” Sefa asked, his eyes flicking from one group to the next. The families from the mosque and synagogue, though different in dress and tradition, moved through the line in the same easy way, choosing food and exchanging pleasantries with volunteers as if they were old friends.

Yvonne glanced up from the sushi rolls, a soft grin tugging at the corners of her mouth. “No,” she said, shaking her head, “but I guess I hoped it would happen. Food doesn’t care where you’re from, who you worship, or what you believe. We all need to eat. We all need warmth. We all need kindness. This,” she gestured broadly to the smiling faces around them, “this is exactly what I was aiming for.”

Sefa couldn’t help but smile at the thought, watching as one of the mosque-goers, an elderly man with a cane, reached the counter, greeted by a volunteer who handed him a fresh plate of grilled vegetables. The man smiled widely, his eyes crinkling at the corners, as he muttered a soft “Shukran,” placing a hand over his chest in gratitude before moving toward the drinks station.

Across from him, a woman from the synagogue, holding her young daughter’s hand, spoke quietly with a volunteer. Her voice was soft but her words were clear, “Thank you so much for this. It’s been a tough year for us. And this… well, this is a blessing.” The volunteer smiled, offering a plate of hot, steaming rice and vegetable curry.

Sefa watched them both — the mosque-goer and the synagogue member — and felt a quiet reverence settle into his chest. This wasn’t just about giving away food. This was about creating a space, a sacred moment of shared humanity, where religion, race, and culture didn’t divide but instead wove together, creating something far greater than just the sum of its parts.

Yvonne leaned in close as she adjusted the sushi rolls, whispering with a quiet chuckle, “See? This is what happens when you make space for people to be who they are, no strings attached.”

He nodded, still processing the scene unfolding before him. “You are changing lives Yvonne.”

She grinned at him, her eyes lighting up with quiet pride. “It’s not me. It’s all of them. I just give them the space. The rest… they make it happen.”

Sefa’s heart tugged at the sight of so many different people coming together. The lines were blurring, both in the food and in the way these people were now sharing meals with one another. It wasn’t just the act of feeding them; it was about giving them dignity. Giving them an equal seat at the table. It was about bringing people from all walks of life together and showing them the beauty of community — the kind of community that transcended the boundaries of religion, culture, and hardship.

“You know,” Sefa said, his voice softer now, almost reverent, “this… this is bigger than just a winter drive. What you’re doing, it’s building something. It’s about more than food, more than charity.”

Yvonne met his gaze for a moment, her voice low, but full of conviction. “Yeah,” she said, glancing over at the tables where people of all backgrounds were laughing, eating, and talking, “it’s about seeing each other, really seeing each other. Every single person here deserves to be seen. That’s what keeps me going.”

Across the street, the group from the mosque began to gather their plates of food, and a few members from the synagogue exchanged quiet words before joining them at one of the tables that had been set up just for families. A volunteer passed a steaming bowl of chicken and dumplings to a woman holding her son’s hand, her eyes soft as she murmured her thanks.

Sefa watched as the two groups — completely different in every outward way — took seats side by side. And for a moment, it felt like the world had just softened. Like the lines that had so long divided people were just… gone. The air, thick with the scent of roast meats, fresh salads, and warm bread, felt almost sacred now. It wasn’t just food. It was a moment of peace.

A couple of volunteers helped a few children with their coats as they made their way toward the toy station — bicycles, gaming consoles, art supplies, and gingerbread house kits lined up for the taking. The parents from both groups exchanged smiles and quiet nods, easing into the shared experience without hesitation. There was no awkwardness, no unspoken barrier — just the simple joy of people gathering for something beautiful.

Sefa stepped back slightly, letting Yvonne direct the volunteers who had started preparing fresh trays of sushi and skewers for the next wave of guests. His eyes lingered on the scene, the harmony that hummed between these groups, and the way Yvonne made it all seem effortless.

“Yvonne,” he said, his voice quieter now, “I think you’re doing something more than just feeding people. I think you’re… healing something here.”

Yvonne looked up from the sushi tray, her gaze soft but unwavering. “Healing? I don’t know about all that. I just know we all need something real. Something that doesn’t judge us. Something that says, I see you. I hear you. I’m with you.”

Sefa nodded, his heart swelling with quiet admiration. “Well, I’m here with you. Whatever this turns into, I’m in.”

She smiled, the corners of her mouth lifting with quiet satisfaction. “Then you’ve already helped more than you know.”

And as the day pressed on, the community continued to grow — more faces, more smiles, more shared plates, and more laughter. The mosque and synagogue families didn’t leave at separate times, or keep to their own areas. Instead, they shared a long, cold winter day together, breaking bread and building bonds that stretched far beyond the food. And in that moment, inside Slow Bitez and out on the street, something beautiful was quietly unfolding — not just a winter drive, not just a meal, but the beginnings of a deeper, more lasting connection.

25

As the afternoon sun climbed higher, the street outside Slow Bitez began to feel like its own little world — a world where everything worked in quiet harmony. More people filed in, a mix of old and young, families, singles, and those who had come alone, their faces bright with curiosity and cautious hope. But as the event unfolded, it wasn’t just the families who showed up.

A couple of emergency vehicles turned the corner — a fire truck, then an ambulance — its siren muffled by the thick winter air. They parked near the curb, lights flashing as the doors opened, spilling out a group of uniformed men and women, each looking a little tired but determined. A few carried bags of supplies, some still in their gear, but all of them stopped short when they saw the spread of food waiting for them.

Sefa glanced up from the grill station, catching sight of the fire truck. He was just about to turn back to the sizzling skewers when a young paramedic walked up to him, offering a tired smile.

“Smells like heaven in here,” the paramedic said with a grin. “You wouldn’t mind if we grabbed a bite, would you?”

Sefa chuckled, nodding. “It’s all yours. Go ahead and load up, whatever you want.” He stepped aside, waving them toward the barbecue station.

As they gathered plates, Yvonne approached, her voice always steady, but with a hint of something soft when she saw the group in uniforms.

“I’m glad you could make it by,” she said, giving them a quick once-over before nodding. “Thank you for everything you do. We’ve got plenty of food today, so don’t be shy.”

One of the firefighters, a tall man with a scruffy beard, caught her eye, his tone warm but a little surprised. “You’re feeding us too? Man, you must really be something to make this happen.”

Yvonne didn’t hesitate, her smile never faltering. “Everyone deserves to eat, especially you guys. You've been out there, keeping people safe in this cold. It’s the least I can do.” She glanced around at the volunteers, who were busy plating fresh barbecue and adjusting the sides. “You’ve got enough to last you the day, so help yourselves.”

The group of emergency services took their plates, moving toward a nearby table where a few volunteers had set up extra seating. The firefighter from earlier raised his plate, gesturing toward the entire scene. “You’re running a full-on operation here. It’s impressive.”

Yvonne leaned in slightly, her eyes softening, “It’s not just about feeding people, though. It’s about showing up, about being there when things get tough. You do that every day.” Her eyes flickered over to the paramedics as they sat down, exchanging a few lighthearted words before digging in. “Everyone has a role to play. Today, this one’s mine.”

Sefa watched them as they ate, their exhaustion evident in the way they sat, but also in the way they seemed to relax when they took their first bites. For all the world, the firemen and paramedics weren’t just there for food; they were grateful for the care, the feeling of normalcy, of community. And it seemed to him that they were grateful to be a part of something bigger than their usual daily grind.

“Is this what you do every year?” he asked Yvonne quietly, moving to the drink station to check on the volunteers who were refilling cups.

She nodded, her gaze following the emergency crew as they laughed and shared stories over their meals. “It’s not always this big, but yeah, I’ve done something similar every winter since I opened the restaurant. I just… I don’t know. There are people out there who don’t get this kind of warmth, who don’t get a meal like this, or even a little kindness in the chaos of their day-to-day.”

A volunteer walked by, offering Sefa a large thermos of hot cider to serve, and he nodded his thanks, taking it from them.

As he poured a hot cup of cider for one of the paramedics, he spoke again. “It’s a lot of work. A lot of people to care for.”

Yvonne caught his eye, a glint of something steady behind her usual easy smile. “It is. But it’s worth it. You see it in their faces when they’re full, when they’ve gotten a little warmth or just a few moments to feel like they matter. That’s what it’s all about.”

At the same time, more figures began to approach, a group of sanitation workers, their uniforms flecked with snow, dragging in bags and equipment they’d left by their trucks. They looked weary but grateful as they joined the growing crowd. A few of them waved over at the emergency crew, and another plate was handed to a volunteer. Yvonne glanced over at Sefa with a knowing look. “They all come. From all walks of life. It doesn’t matter what uniform they wear or where they’ve been. Today, we’re all just people.”

Sefa leaned back, processing her words as the sounds of conversations and laughter swirled around him. He hadn’t realized how many different kinds of people there were in the world, people who, despite their professions or circumstances, all came together here, to this space. This was no longer just about a meal. It was about connection. About life and its unpredictable turns.

A small boy ran up to the firetruck crew, tugging at the sleeve of one of the paramedics. “Excuse me, do you need more food? There’s a lot left over!”

The paramedic chuckled, squatting down to the boy’s level. “No, we’re good for now, thank you. But it’s awesome that you’re helping out.”

The boy smiled and bounced on his feet, then turned back to the table, where his mother was waiting. Across from them, the police officers who had just arrived took their plates and sat at the large table designated for workers, swapping stories about the week’s calls. The energy in the air was one of calm, satisfaction, and shared work.

Yvonne caught sight of Sefa again, moving between tables, offering refills and making sure no one went hungry. He was fitting in so well, so easily into this rhythm. She felt a small pang of something unfamiliar — pride, maybe. Or maybe just the recognition of what they were building together.

"Hey, Sefa," she called over to him, raising her voice just enough to cut through the din of the crowd. "Got any thoughts on how to make this next round go smoother? We’ve got the crowd, but I think we could move things along a little quicker."

Sefa raised an eyebrow, a grin tugging at his lips. “I’ve got a few ideas.”

“I knew you would,” she said, flashing him that smile — the one that made him feel like maybe he could be part of this after all.

The group of emergency responders had finished their meals, their laughter echoing through the air, and the sanitation workers were already starting to head back to their trucks, full but grateful. The crowd was steady but calm now, the food flowing smoothly, and Yvonne, with her unspoken grace, moved among them, ensuring no one was left out.

The day wore on, the sun dipping lower in the sky, the warmth of the meals offering a stark contrast to the sharp winter chill. And through it all, the feeling was the same: this wasn’t just about filling stomachs. It was about restoring dignity, creating space for connection, and quietly building a community that stretched far beyond the plates of food.

26

The hustle of the past few days had finally started to fade, but the weight of it still lingered, like the heavy quiet after a storm. The usual hum of the city outside Slow Bitez had mellowed into a soft, calm buzz, with the winter chill settling in for the night. But inside the restaurant, where the exhaustion still hung in the air, things had slowed to a manageable pace.

Sefa sat at the counter, a stack of papers in front of him, his brow furrowed in concentration as he reviewed the logistics for tomorrow. Yvonne, on the other hand, was perched on a stool, her tired eyes staring out the kitchen window, still processing the long, chaotic days behind her.

“I can’t believe we pulled it off,” she muttered, more to herself than to him, but Sefa caught it anyway. Her voice, usually filled with a confident energy, was now stripped of its usual fire, replaced by a deep, tangible fatigue.

“You did more than pull it off. You ran it,” Sefa replied, his voice smooth, but with a hint of admiration in it. He looked up from the papers. “I don’t think most people understand what it takes to do what you do. All these drives, all the help… it doesn’t happen by accident.”

Yvonne leaned back slightly, her gaze still distant. “It’s just a lot, you know? The world moves fast, and people forget how hard it is to actually make these things happen. But… yeah, we did it. Tomorrow, though, I still have a few things to wrap up. Gotta finalize everything, get the remaining food and supplies—”

“Hold up,” Sefa interrupted gently. “Tomorrow, you’re not doing any of that.”

Yvonne blinked, finally turning to look at him. “What? What do you mean?”

“I’ve got it,” Sefa said firmly, standing up from the counter. He walked over to the kitchen, turning his back on her for a moment to grab a dish towel and wipe his hands. “You’ve been running on fumes for days. The least I can do is handle the logistics while you rest. We’re done with you running this entire thing by yourself.”

Yvonne tilted her head, studying him with a mixture of surprise and something softer. She hadn’t been expecting that.

“You’re serious?” she asked, a small chuckle escaping her. “What makes you think you can handle it?”

“I’ve seen you do it,” he said with a shrug, his voice steady. “You’ve managed everything for years. You’ve got the vision. I’ll make sure everything runs smoothly. We’ll get it all squared away for the people coming tomorrow. You just sit back and relax.”

Yvonne stared at him for a long moment, her mind processing what he was saying. She’d never been one to take a step back, to let someone else take charge. She was the one who carried the weight, the one who made sure every last detail was perfect, every last person served. But now, she found herself questioning that need for control.

“I’m not used to… letting someone else take over,” she admitted, her voice quieter now, more vulnerable than she’d intended.

“I know,” Sefa said, his voice softer now, as he glanced over the papers he’d been looking at earlier. “But that’s the thing, Yvonne. You can’t keep running this place on your own. Not like this. People need you, but you need rest too.”

He walked back to the counter and began gathering the supplies he’d need to finalize things, leaving Yvonne to think. She could feel the familiar resistance in her chest — the urge to step in and take control, to make sure everything went according to plan. It was how she’d survived all these years.

But there was something about Sefa’s presence that felt… different. He wasn’t trying to take over. He wasn’t pushing her out. He was simply offering to carry some of the load, to step in where she couldn’t. She couldn’t remember the last time anyone had done that for her.

“So, what exactly do you think you’re gonna do?” she asked, trying to keep her voice light, but there was a hint of curiosity there, a slight flicker of trust beginning to form.

Sefa gave her a grin, something easy and genuine in his expression. “I’ll handle the setup tomorrow, get the volunteers organized, and make sure we’re ready for the families that show up. I’ll deal with the last-minute stuff, the scheduling, and the suppliers. You focus on what you do best: cooking.” He paused, his voice softening. “And I’m going to make sure you don’t have to deal with a single thing that stresses you out.”

Yvonne stared at him for a moment, then stood up, her legs a little stiff from the days of nonstop work. She walked over to the counter where he was organizing the documents and, for the first time in days, felt the weight of her exhaustion truly hit her.

“I appreciate it,” she said quietly, her voice full of gratitude and something else — something she wasn’t used to feeling. “But you know I can’t just… leave it all to you. I’m still the one who has to make sure everything runs smoothly.”

Sefa raised an eyebrow, his smile still there, but his tone serious. “You’ve done your part, Yvonne. Now, let me do mine. You don’t have to handle everything. Not anymore.”

For a moment, she didn’t know what to say. The thought of stepping away from the reins was foreign to her. But as she looked at Sefa, something in her shifted. Maybe it was his sincerity, or maybe it was the fact that she was simply so damn tired, but she felt that quiet resistance begin to crack, like a door opening just a little bit wider.

“Alright,” she said, her voice softer than usual. “But I’ll check in tomorrow. No funny business, okay?”

Sefa chuckled, already moving to the supply list with a sense of purpose. “No funny business. Just… let me help you out for once.”

She watched him for a moment longer, noticing how easily he slipped into the role of handling things, how natural it seemed for him to be so involved. For once, she didn’t feel like she had to be the one juggling everything.

“Okay,” she said again, this time with a little more confidence. “But I want full reports on everything tomorrow. I don’t care how you do it, just make sure the day goes off without a hitch.”

Sefa gave a mock salute, his grin widening. “You got it, boss.”

Yvonne’s lips twitched into a reluctant smile as she made her way to the back of the restaurant, finally allowing herself to unwind. Maybe, just maybe, this was the break she needed. And as she sat down at her small desk in the back, her eyes drifting over the menu for tomorrow, she realized that letting go didn’t have to mean losing control. It meant trusting others to help carry the load.

As the kitchen clock ticked into the late hours, Sefa finished sorting through the logistics and prepped what was needed. He glanced over at the door to the back where Yvonne was resting, her quiet presence still somehow filling the space.

She wasn’t alone in this anymore. And for the first time, that felt like enough.

27

Sefa woke up early, long before the sun had even thought about stretching its fingers into the sky. The crisp air outside was biting, but it didn’t stop him from getting into action. He had promised Yvonne he’d handle today, and he was determined to follow through.

By the time the first volunteers started trickling in, Sefa had already set up his crew. The guys and girls from his gym were there, lined up with eager faces, ready to pitch in. His gym was full of people who weren’t just strong in body but strong in spirit too, and Sefa knew they’d show up for him — and more importantly, for Yvonne.

They weren’t just lifting weights in the gym anymore. Today, they were lifting the weight of the community.

“Alright, people, listen up!” Sefa called out, his voice booming with authority as he stood near the front door of Slow Bitez. The crowd of gym members and volunteers gathered around him, ready for direction. “We’ve got a job to do today, and I’m not just talking about setting up tables. We’re here to make sure this event goes smoothly. People are depending on us, and Yvonne has put a lot of heart into this. So, no slacking. Let’s make it happen!”

The group nodded enthusiastically, and Sefa gave a satisfied nod back. It wasn’t just about lifting the weight of the job fair or setting up the job booths; it was about making sure everything came together seamlessly for the families that would walk through the door today.

“Cheryl, Mike, I need you over by the medical tent. Make sure everything’s organized for the free check-ups and vaccines. We don’t want anyone waiting around too long,” Sefa continued, giving specific instructions. “Chris and Tasha, I want you by the clothing tables. We’ve got a lot of donations, so make sure everything’s folded neatly. And, uh,” he grinned, “let’s make sure no one leaves with a sweater that’s three sizes too big, yeah?”

Laughter erupted from the group as they all moved to their tasks. Sefa didn’t let up. He moved quickly through the restaurant, checking in on the volunteers, ensuring everyone knew their role and that everything was ready before the people started streaming in. He helped set up tables for the job fair, directing the local union representatives to their assigned spots, making sure the hiring booths were well-stocked with job applications, and the signage was clear and legible.

While he worked, a strange calm settled over him. This wasn’t just about organizing an event; it was about supporting something much bigger. It was about community. About showing up for people who didn’t have the resources or the chance to change their lives without help. This wasn’t just a job fair. This was an opportunity for people to build their futures.

By the time the first families began to arrive, the restaurant was bustling with energy. Volunteers stood by the doors, greeting them with warm smiles, offering them coffee and pastries. The air was filled with the smells of fresh-brewed coffee, sizzling breakfast sandwiches, and the soft hum of background chatter. It felt alive, vibrant. The kind of energy you could only get from people who were there for the right reasons.

Sefa stepped outside for a moment, watching as people lined up, each one arriving with hope in their eyes, ready to take that first step towards something better. His heart swelled a little. This was why he’d pushed himself to take on this responsibility. It wasn’t just about food or clothes or toys. It was about giving people a chance.

He walked back inside, where the action was already in full swing.

“Yo, Sefa!” Mike called out from across the room, waving him over to the job fair area. “You gotta check out this line. People are really showing up for this. Looks like everyone’s here to try and get a solid job.”

Sefa nodded, making his way over to the line where locals were filling out applications, asking questions, and talking to union representatives. He smiled at the sight. It wasn’t just a few people wandering aimlessly — there were families, parents with kids in tow, couples who had walked in with a mix of hope and determination in their eyes.

“Is it always like this?” one of the union representatives asked him, her voice full of disbelief as she scanned the growing crowd.

Sefa chuckled, his gaze sweeping over the group of people. “Not exactly. Yvonne’s got this way of making things happen. It’s like once people know she’s doing something, they just show up. And when they do, we make sure they leave with more than just a meal. We give them the tools to rebuild their lives.”

The woman nodded, her respect evident. “I can see that. These people are serious. They’re ready to work.”

Sefa gave her a tight-lipped grin, a sense of pride in his chest. “That’s the goal.”

As the day went on, the energy only increased. The food stations were in full swing — people were grabbing their trays, filling them with everything from barbecue to vegetarian meals, to fresh seafood and halal options. Volunteers worked tirelessly, handing out plates, refilling drink stations, and checking in on people, making sure they were satisfied.

The toy and clothing areas were just as busy, with kids picking out toys for the holidays and parents sifting through donated jackets and scarves for their families. It was a well-oiled machine, and Sefa moved through it with ease, making sure everyone had what they needed, stepping in where necessary, offering words of encouragement, and lightening the mood when the stress began to show on a few faces.

By the time the event was halfway through, the restaurant had transformed. The atmosphere was rich with conversations, laughter, and the simple act of giving. The volunteers weren’t just standing around. They were actively engaging, talking to the families, learning their stories, offering support where they could. There was an undeniable sense of connection in the air, a feeling of something bigger at play.

Sefa found himself stepping into the kitchen every so often, making sure everything was running smoothly, checking with Yvonne when he could, but allowing her the space to move about without the weight of all the logistics. It was clear she needed a break, even if just for a few minutes here and there.

When he saw her, he didn’t make a big deal about it, just handed her a quick snack and a water. “How you feeling?” he asked, his voice steady and low.

Yvonne gave him a tired smile. “Better. I can finally breathe.”

“Good,” he said simply, rubbing the back of his neck. “It’s going well out there. You’ve built something really damn special, Yvonne. I’m just trying to hold it together for you.”

She looked at him for a moment, her eyes softening as she took in his words. “I couldn’t do this without you, you know. This…” She waved a hand around the kitchen, a subtle but deep acknowledgment of everything that had been done. “This is bigger than anything I’ve ever done.”

Sefa smiled, then glanced back at the busy kitchen. “It’s big, alright. But you’re not alone in it anymore.”

And as he watched her take a deep breath and head back into the fray, he couldn’t help but feel a sense of quiet pride. She was strong, but he was learning, day by day, that sometimes strength meant knowing when to lean on someone else.

The rest of the day passed quickly, with people coming in, filling out their job applications, talking to the union reps, and walking out with the resources they needed. The toy stations dwindled down as the kids grabbed their presents, and soon the lines for food and clothing began to slow, winding down to a quiet hum.

By the end of the evening, with most of the crowd gone, Sefa stood in the doorway, watching as Yvonne worked her way through the final touches — picking up discarded papers, organizing leftovers, and making sure everything was cleaned up. He walked over to her, his eyes bright with the same quiet pride that had been building in him all day.

“You did it,” he said softly, not even needing to say anything else. The effort was clear, written in the tired lines of her face, in the way her shoulders were slightly slumped, but still determined.

Yvonne turned to him, her face a mixture of exhaustion and relief. “We did it,” she corrected, smiling faintly.

Sefa just smiled back, knowing the truth in both their words.

28

Wednesday morning arrived with a thick, cold fog that hung over the city, casting everything in a muted gray. But inside Slow Bitez, it was the usual chaotic warmth — the clatter of utensils, the hum of the coffee machine, and the low murmur of volunteers prepping for the day's event. It was another packed day on Yvonne’s plate: a sustainability and self-sustaining workshop event. The idea had been bubbling for months — to teach people how to take control of their own resources, grow their own food, and build a life that didn’t depend on others to survive. It was something close to Yvonne’s heart, and something she knew would benefit the community.

The scent of fresh herbs, warm flatbreads, and sizzling jerk chicken filled the air as the kitchen came alive. Today’s menu was ambitious: Mediterranean and Caribbean cuisines, the kind of fusion that Yvonne loved — combining fresh, vibrant flavors with hearty, soul-nourishing dishes. Grilled lamb with couscous, hummus, and tzatziki. Jerk chicken, rice and peas, and spicy plantains. The aromas danced through the kitchen as Yvonne worked in a rhythm, but it was a rhythm she was used to — she’d been here for days, barely pausing for anything other than a sip of water or the occasional glance at her phone.

Sefa had been on point the last few days, and she could feel the relief of not having to carry every single ounce of responsibility on her own. But today, the exhaustion from the past few days seemed to catch up to her in full force.

She wasn’t used to this feeling of constant weariness, but with everything going on, it was hard to remember the last time she’d gotten a full night’s rest. Her shoulders ached from the constant lifting — whether it was boxes of donations or trays of food, everything had become part of a never-ending cycle. She still smiled, still moved around the kitchen, but there was an undeniable heaviness to her movements now. Her body was telling her to slow down, but her mind refused to listen.

Sefa, as usual, was one of the first to arrive. He walked into the kitchen, a steady presence, and immediately went into gear. He checked the schedule for the day, his eyes scanning the event layout.

“Alright, Yvonne,” he said, walking over to her, “What’s the plan for today? Where do you need me?”

Yvonne, wiping her hands on a towel, glanced up at him, her face still carrying that tiredness she couldn’t quite hide. “I’m fine, Sefa. Just gotta finish this stuff. I’ll be out there to help set up for the workshop in a minute.” She waved a hand toward the counter, where the Mediterranean spread was almost ready to be plated.

Sefa narrowed his eyes, his gaze softening. He stepped closer, his voice lowering to something less formal, more concerned. “You don’t look fine. You look like you’ve been running on empty. You need a break, Yvonne. Today’s going to be just as busy as the last few days.”

“I know,” she muttered, not wanting to admit how much her body ached. She’d pushed herself harder than she’d ever had to before, but the work wasn’t done yet. There were still people to feed, still resources to distribute. “I’ll be okay. Just a little more to go.”

Sefa didn’t let up. He reached out and lightly touched her shoulder, his hand firm but gentle. “You’re not okay right now,” he said, his tone still low, but with a quiet strength to it. “We’ve got this today, alright? I’ll make sure the volunteers handle the workshop setup. You focus on making sure everything’s ready for the people coming in. You don’t have to do it all.”

Yvonne’s eyes flickered to his, a faint spark of gratitude shining through her exhaustion. But then her gaze fell again, and she sighed. “I don’t know what I’m supposed to do if I don’t do it. I can’t just sit around and watch.”

“You don’t have to sit around,” he said, his voice steady, “but you do need to rest. Let me take care of things for once. We’re a team now. You don’t have to carry all of it yourself.”

For a moment, Yvonne hesitated. She was so used to carrying everything that it felt almost foreign to hand it over. But as she looked at Sefa — his calm, unwavering gaze — something shifted inside her. Maybe she was more tired than she realized. Maybe it was okay to trust someone else with the details.

“Alright,” she said quietly, turning her head toward the door. “Just… make sure they understand the importance of today. This workshop? It’s big. People need to know how to grow food in a way that’s sustainable. We’re talking life skills here.”

Sefa smiled, his eyes soft with understanding. “I got it. Don’t worry.”

Outside, the event was starting to take shape. Volunteers were setting up tables with seedlings, compost bins, and tools for gardening. There was a large display showcasing how to grow food with limited space — vertical gardens, herbs in mason jars, small raised garden beds. There was even a mini composting demonstration, showing how food scraps could be used to nourish new crops.

The workshop was starting, and the tables were filling up with eager attendees. Local experts were there, teaching everything from building simple greenhouses to creating sustainable water filtration systems. It was a hands-on learning experience, and people were excited. They wanted the knowledge, they wanted to improve their lives, and this event was going to give them just that.

In the kitchen, Yvonne could hear the chatter from outside, the buzz of energy, and the occasional laugh. She stood there for a moment, watching through the window as Sefa moved through the volunteers, offering guidance, checking in, and making sure everything was running smoothly. He was everywhere at once, a calming presence that made the chaos feel organized.

Sefa caught her eye through the kitchen window and gave her a quick, almost imperceptible nod. She returned it with a tiny, appreciative smile before turning back to her station, focusing on the plating of the food.

She moved with efficiency, but there was a gentleness in her actions now. It was the way she slid her hands over the fresh pita bread, gently cutting open the crispy pieces of grilled chicken, and layering them with hummus, tabbouleh, and tzatziki. Her movements were graceful even in her exhaustion, as if she had mastered the rhythm of the kitchen, even when she was running on fumes.

After a few more minutes, Sefa came back into the kitchen, holding a large tray of rice and peas, a few platters of jerk chicken, and a stack of fresh pita. He set the food down next to her with a satisfied grin.

“Everything’s running smoothly out there,” he said. “People are learning, and the food’s looking amazing. Just don’t overdo it, okay?”

Yvonne, despite her tired eyes and stiff muscles, managed a small grin. “I’m trying,” she replied softly. “I really am. It’s just hard to not be in it.”

Sefa chuckled and handed her a glass of water. “I know. But today’s yours to let go of. Let us handle it.”

She took the water, meeting his gaze for a moment. For the first time in days, she felt the weight of the world not pressing down on her shoulders. Maybe it was okay to take a step back — just for today.

By the time the sun dipped lower and the evening workshop was winding down, there was a noticeable shift. People had learned about sustainable food systems, how to recycle, how to save energy, how to grow their own food. It wasn’t just an event; it was a movement, and they had all just taken the first steps together.

The food had been devoured. The Mediterranean dishes — fresh, bright, and light — had been paired perfectly with the hearty, soul-warming Caribbean offerings. People ate and conversed, sitting at the tables outside, their plates empty but their minds full.

Sefa and Yvonne stood together at the front, observing the results. Families were talking about their plans to plant their own gardens. A young man was excitedly explaining how he was going to build a small composting system for his apartment. A couple had started planning how to grow tomatoes and herbs on their balcony.

As the night grew colder, volunteers passed out blankets, small kits of seeds, and gardening tools to everyone. The smiles on their faces told Yvonne everything she needed to know: today had been a success.

The last of the attendees filtered out, and Sefa gave Yvonne a quick look, catching her eye. She smiled back at him, feeling a sense of quiet satisfaction. She may have been exhausted, but this was what it was all for — for days like today, when people walked away knowing they could take something real with them.

“You did it,” Sefa said, his voice soft but with pride. “You really pulled this off.”

Yvonne shook her head, the fatigue still visible in her movements but the weariness now tempered by accomplishment. “We did it,” she said, her smile a little more genuine than it had been in days. “We’re doing it.”

29

Late evening, after the last of the attendees had trickled out, the restaurant finally started to quiet down. The air had cooled significantly, and the bustling energy that had filled the space all day had tapered into a hush. Sefa had stayed behind to help wrap up, folding the last table, wiping down counters, and straightening up after the long event. Volunteers had filtered out one by one, some heading home, others taking bags of leftovers to their families. It had been another successful day, but it was evident that today had taken a toll on Yvonne.

Sefa wiped his forehead with the back of his hand as he stepped inside from the cold. The restaurant was dim, lit only by the soft glow of hanging pendant lights that cast warm circles of light on the floor. He could hear the soft clatter of dishes being stacked in the kitchen and the hum of the dishwasher.

But there was something off in the atmosphere tonight.

The scent of food still lingered, though the plates were empty, and the last of the volunteers had started cleaning up. The street outside was quiet. There was no one left waiting for a plate or a bag of supplies. But in the silence, Sefa’s eyes immediately landed on Yvonne.

She stood at the counter, wiping her hands on a dish towel, but he could tell something was wrong. There was a heaviness to her shoulders that hadn’t been there earlier, a kind of defeated slump that made her seem smaller. He didn’t say anything at first, moving slowly toward her, watching as she reached for a stack of receipts and tried to organize them, though her hands shook slightly.

“Yvonne?”

She stiffened, then looked over at him, offering a tight smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. “Just finishing up,” she muttered, her voice a little more brittle than usual.

Sefa moved closer, his brow furrowing in concern. He could feel it before he saw it — the weight in her posture, the strain in the muscles of her back. Her exhaustion was palpable, like it had soaked into her very bones.

“You’ve done enough,” he said softly, stepping behind the counter to face her directly. “I’ll finish up here. Go sit down. Please.”

She shook her head, her lips pressing together tightly as if she was holding back something more than just fatigue. “I’m fine, Sefa. Just gotta wrap up some things,” she replied, her voice too flat to be convincing.

But then, without warning, her body buckled. One moment she was standing, her back stiff, and the next, she collapsed forward against the counter with a soft gasp.

Sefa’s heart stopped for a split second. He moved forward in an instant, catching her before she hit the floor. She felt weightless, and for a moment, everything around him seemed to slow. The dim lights, the quiet hum of the kitchen — it all faded as he held her steady.

“Yvonne?” His voice was a whisper, shaking with an urgency he hadn’t expected to feel. “What the hell happened?”

She blinked up at him, her eyes slightly unfocused as her breath hitched in uneven bursts. The exhaustion was written all over her face, raw and unguarded. There were dark circles under her eyes, the skin pale in a way he hadn’t noticed before.

“I’m… I’m okay,” she said weakly, trying to pull herself up, but her voice trembled, and she couldn’t seem to lift her own weight. “I just… need a minute.”

Sefa wasn’t having it. “No, you don’t,” he said firmly, gently lifting her into his arms and guiding her to the back corner where the small lounge area was. The couch was worn, but it had a soft, familiar look to it. Yvonne had a small throw blanket folded neatly beside it, a little sanctuary she’d likely used when she needed to steal a few moments of rest.

He sat her down carefully, the lines of his face tight with concern. She made a weak attempt to brush him off, but he didn’t let her. Instead, he placed a hand on her shoulder, not too forceful but enough to ground her.

“Take a deep breath. You’re not going anywhere until you’re resting,” Sefa said, his tone gentle but insistent. He wasn’t about to let her push herself any further.

Yvonne hesitated for a moment, her eyes flickering around the room as if she was trying to find some excuse to get up. But then, her shoulders slumped. It was as if all the strength she’d been holding onto these past few days finally gave way. She let out a deep, exhausted sigh, and for the first time all day, her body seemed to give in to the weight of everything.

Sefa went to the kitchen to grab her a glass of water, coming back with a bottle of chilled water and a small bowl of fruit he had pulled from the fridge. He set it down in front of her, watching her slowly lean back into the cushions. She seemed too tired to lift her hand to the food at first, but eventually, she grabbed a piece of watermelon. Her movements were slow, deliberate, and there was something so vulnerable about it that Sefa’s chest tightened.

“Eat something,” he said softly, sitting down beside her but not too close — just enough to be there if she needed him.

Yvonne nodded quietly, taking small bites, but she wasn’t really eating — it was more like she was going through the motions. The exhaustion was too much, and her body had hit a wall.

Sefa watched her for a few moments, his thoughts racing, but he stayed quiet, giving her the space to recover. He knew she wasn’t one to admit when she needed help, but it was obvious now that she couldn’t keep going at this pace. She was only human.

After a long silence, Yvonne spoke again, her voice a little rougher than usual. “I don’t know what I was thinking, Sefa. I thought I could handle it all. I was doing fine… but now I feel like I’m drowning.”

Her words hit harder than Sefa expected. He had seen how tirelessly she had worked, the way she had thrown herself into every event, every detail. But he didn’t understand the depth of it until now — the way she was carrying the weight of not just her restaurant, but the whole community on her shoulders.

“You’re not drowning,” he said quietly, his voice soft but steady. “You’ve been giving everything you have to make this work. And you’ve done more for this community than anyone else could even dream of. But you’re human. You need rest. You need to let others help, and that’s okay.”

Yvonne’s eyes flickered to him, and she seemed to search his face for something — an answer, maybe, or reassurance. He could feel her resistance, her internal battle to keep going. But he wasn’t letting her get back up. Not today.

“Let me help you,” Sefa continued, his voice calm but firm. “I’m here, Yvonne. Let me take some of the load. You don’t have to do it alone.”

She didn’t respond right away, but her shoulders relaxed. The tension in her muscles seemed to ease as the weight of his words began to settle in. For once, she didn’t feel the need to carry it all herself.

“Okay,” she said quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. “Okay, I’ll rest.”

Sefa stayed with her for a few minutes, not saying much, just making sure she felt safe and looked after. When she closed her eyes, leaning back against the couch with a sigh of relief, Sefa stayed by her side, watching over her.

He had no idea how long she’d been pushing herself, how many days she had run on fumes without anyone really noticing. But as he sat there, he promised himself one thing — he wasn’t going to let her carry it all anymore.

For the first time in days, Yvonne finally gave herself the rest she needed. And for the first time in a long time, Sefa felt like he was in the right place.

30

That night, after the last volunteer had filtered out and the final table was folded away, the restaurant felt quieter than it had in days. It was late now, the final event winding down as the last bit of noise and chatter disappeared into the cold evening air. The hum of the dishwasher and the soft clink of utensils in the kitchen were the only sounds that filled the space. But Yvonne stood behind the counter, her movements slow and deliberate as she wiped down the last of the counters, her shoulders sagging under the weight of exhaustion.

Sefa, still with energy to spare, had been finishing up the final bits of clean-up himself. The whole day had been hectic, just like the previous ones, and yet, something about tonight felt different — the weight of Yvonne’s exhaustion hung in the air like a quiet storm waiting to break.

“You’re not gonna make me chase you up the stairs again, are you?” Sefa teased, half-laughing, his voice light, but there was a softness underneath.

Yvonne shot him a half-smile, tired but genuine. She didn’t respond right away, but her eyes flickered toward the back door — the small staircase leading up to her loft. The loft that she had been too proud to offer anyone, but now, she felt like she was finally letting go of the last of her defenses.

With a tired sigh, Yvonne walked toward the back of the restaurant, stepping out into the quiet hallway. Sefa followed closely behind, noting the weight in her every step, the way her shoulders were slumped as if she was finally allowing herself to let go.

When they reached the loft, Yvonne turned the key and opened the door to her apartment. It was simple, but full of life. The space wasn’t large, but it was warm and lived-in, with soft light from the lamps glowing against the hardwood floors.

Sefa took it all in as Yvonne stepped inside. A stack of cookbooks was piled next to a small window with a view of the restaurant below, the counter where she likely spent hours preparing food, and a comfortable couch in the corner. It was her sanctuary above the restaurant, a place where she could finally breathe.

“This is where you go to actually relax?” Sefa asked with a soft grin, his eyes scanning the cozy living room.

Yvonne smiled tiredly but nodded, her voice barely above a whisper as she responded. “When I can relax.” She moved to the small kitchen area, glancing over the counter where half-empty mugs and unwashed plates were scattered. The space had a lived-in feel to it, warm and homely, but also a bit chaotic, like it was just waiting for a little peace.

“Look,” Sefa said, his voice a little more serious now, “tomorrow — you need to rest. I’m handling it. I promised you I’d step in, and I will. You’ve done enough.”

Yvonne met his eyes, and for a moment, she hesitated, as if she was considering pushing back. But she didn’t. Not this time. The weight of the past few days was still heavy in her chest, and it was finally sinking in that she couldn’t keep going at this pace forever.

“You’re right,” she said quietly, her voice sounding distant, as if the thought of rest hadn’t crossed her mind in far too long. “But it’s hard to stop. Hard to let someone else do it all.”

Sefa stood there for a moment, understanding. He could see how deeply she was wired into this — how much she believed in the work, in her work. It was everything to her. But he also knew she couldn’t keep giving like this without something snapping inside her.

“Yvonne…” He took a small step toward her, closing the space between them. “You’ve given more than anyone could ask of you. It’s okay to let someone take over for a while. It’s okay to rest.”

She looked down at her hands, the weight of his words sinking in.

“I don’t know how to thank you,” she said softly, her voice thick with emotion.

“You don’t need to,” Sefa replied, shaking his head. “I’m here because I want to be, not because you owe me anything.”

Yvonne swallowed, then pulled something from her pocket — a small key. She held it out to him, the weight of the gesture not lost on her.

“Here,” she said, her voice quieter now. “This is for the restaurant. For the apartment. You’ve been helping me every step of the way, and I don’t want you to feel like you’re not part of this. You’re part of the process. You can come by whenever you want. If I’m not here, just let yourself in. If you need anything…”

Her words trailed off as she handed him the key. It felt like something significant was being exchanged, a shift in the balance of their relationship. Sefa didn’t move to take it right away.

For a long beat, he just looked at the key, then back at her.

“You’re giving me a key?” he asked softly, a playful glint in his eyes.

Yvonne managed a small, tired smile. “Well, I trust you. But don’t go throwing a party or anything.”

Sefa chuckled softly. “Wouldn’t dream of it,” he said with a grin. “But I won’t take this lightly.”

Yvonne looked at him for a moment, her gaze holding something deeper than just trust. Maybe it was the acknowledgment of what they had been building together — the small but meaningful things that had shifted between them over the past few days. She could feel herself breathing a little easier now, knowing that she didn’t have to do this alone.

“Thank you,” she whispered, her voice barely audible but full of warmth.

“Of course,” Sefa replied, his voice steady. “Now, go get some sleep. I’ll handle everything tomorrow. You’ve earned it.”

Yvonne nodded, finally allowing herself to close her eyes and lean against the counter, the weight of everything she had been carrying finally starting to lift.

As she turned toward her bedroom, she paused, looking over her shoulder at Sefa.

“I’ll rest tomorrow,” she said softly, almost as if to herself. “I promise.”

Sefa smiled, watching her retreat to the bedroom, then stepped out onto the small balcony just outside the loft. He took a deep breath, looking down at the restaurant below, now quiet and still for the night. The lights were dimmed, but he knew tomorrow it would be the same — the same hustle, the same community, the same giving spirit. And he would be right there beside her, ready to carry some of that weight.

31

The next morning, the first light of dawn filtered softly through the kitchen window as the quiet hum of the city began to stir. Sefa had woken earlier than usual, even though he’d stayed up late helping to clean up after the winter drive. It felt like he hadn't slept a wink, but the restlessness inside him had already begun to surge.

He stood by the back door of the restaurant, holding the key Yvonne had handed him, his fingers tracing the cool metal before unlocking it. The first time he’d stepped inside on his own, the space felt different — quieter, without her in the kitchen, without her energy. But this was now his responsibility too, at least for the day. And he was ready.

Inside, the restaurant was still and silent, save for the faint hiss of the refrigerator and the soft clink of the pots in the kitchen. The morning rush hadn’t started yet, and it was clear that Yvonne had already made sure everything was prepped. The counters were neat, the floor swept. The ingredients for today’s meal event — a massive community grocery giveaway — were laid out in organized chaos, the kind of chaos only a person who’d spent years in kitchens could understand.

Sefa walked over to the prep counter, running his hands over the cutting board where Yvonne had left piles of fresh vegetables ready to be chopped. He could feel her presence in the space, in the very air of the place, even though she wasn’t there. And for the first time, he felt a new sense of ownership, a responsibility that came not just with running the restaurant for the day, but with taking care of her too.

His phone buzzed in his pocket, pulling him out of his thoughts. It was a text from Yvonne.

Yvonne: "You better be taking care of the place. I’m trusting you with it, Sefa."

Sefa smirked to himself as he read the text. She was already making sure he was on top of things, even from her bed.

He quickly typed back.

Sefa: "Got it. I’m handling things. Don’t worry about a thing. You sleep. I’ll make sure everyone eats."

He let the phone slip back into his pocket, then grabbed an apron from the hook by the kitchen door and tied it around his waist. This was it. His first real test as the one in charge of the space. And he wasn’t going to screw it up.

The grocery event was set to begin in just a few hours, so he moved quickly. The first task was to set up the tables for the food — mountains of canned goods, bags of rice, flour, vegetables, and protein, enough to feed a small army. He began organizing them with a practiced hand, setting each item neatly and making sure they were clearly labeled. The volunteers would arrive soon, and everything needed to be perfect.

Sefa worked through the space like a machine — grabbing jars of peanut butter, bags of cereal, crates of bottled water. He didn’t need to think about it; his instincts took over. He had been in a few kitchens, even trained with some pros, but this was different. This wasn’t about perfecting a dish. This was about giving, about making sure the community was fed, and that no one went home empty-handed.

The door jingled open, and a few of the regular volunteers began to trickle in — a mix of locals who knew Yvonne’s mission and newcomers who had heard about the event through word of mouth. Sefa gave them a nod of acknowledgment, directing them where to go. “Set up the drink station over there, and start unpacking the non-perishables,” he instructed, his voice authoritative but warm.

The volunteers moved quickly, working under his direction as if they’d known him for years. There was no hesitation, no confusion. It was clear they all respected Yvonne — and by extension, Sefa. He was the one who had stepped in, and it was obvious they were following his lead now.

By 9:00 a.m., the line had begun to form outside, people starting to gather for the free groceries. Families, individuals, the elderly, all lined up with their shopping carts or empty boxes, their faces full of expectation but not anxiety. They had been here before. They knew the drill.

Sefa stood near the entrance, greeting people as they arrived, making sure everyone was welcomed warmly. He felt a rush of pride seeing how smoothly everything was running — how Yvonne’s legacy was being upheld. He wasn’t just handing out food today; he was continuing the work she had started, taking care of the people she cared for.

As the first wave of families began moving through the grocery tables, Sefa found himself handling the most important part of the job: keeping the flow moving. He made sure there was enough space, helped people with their selections, and even took a few moments to chat with the regulars who had stopped by. One elderly woman stopped and grabbed his arm, smiling up at him.

“You’re Yvonne’s guy, right?” she asked, her voice warm.

Sefa smiled back. “I guess you could say that. I’m just helping out today.”

“Helping out? No. You’re leading today. And you’re doing a fine job of it.”

The compliment struck him more than he expected. He nodded politely, but inside, something stirred. Leading. He hadn’t really thought about it that way. But now, standing here, seeing the community respond to him with respect, it felt different.

As the line continued, the volunteers kept busy, moving with purpose. Sefa’s leadership was becoming more natural, and his attention to detail — Yvonne’s attention to detail — was paying off. By 11:00 a.m., the first wave of families had gone through, and the food stations were running smoothly. Everyone was getting what they needed.

Then, as if on cue, Yvonne texted again.

Yvonne: "How’s it going?"

Sefa paused for a second, staring down at the message. He could almost hear her voice in his head, that mix of concern and her dry wit. He smiled to himself.

Sefa: "Smooth sailing. Got it handled. Hope you’re enjoying that sleep."

He chuckled softly as he hit send. No more updates for her today. She needed the rest, and he was going to make sure she got it.

At noon, the lunch rush came, and with it, Sefa realized something important: He didn’t need to do this alone. He couldn’t have. He needed the volunteers, the community, the resources Yvonne had cultivated over time. But with the key in his pocket and the trust she had placed in him, he felt the weight of his new role settling in comfortably.

As the day pressed on, he kept things moving smoothly, even when a few hiccups came up with the supply tables or some of the families needed a little extra help. He was always there, quick to jump in, and always with a reassuring smile. No panic, no stress. Just handling it, one task at a time.

The hours stretched on, and soon the event was nearing its end. The last of the groceries had been handed out, the last thank-yous exchanged. Sefa wiped his brow, glancing around the space, and for the first time today, let himself breathe. It was done.

He sent a quick text to Yvonne.

Sefa: "You’re going to be proud. Everything went perfectly today."

He sat down behind the counter, catching his breath. There was still a part of him that couldn’t believe how naturally he’d fallen into this leadership role. But more than that, there was something else — a growing sense of purpose, of connection. He wasn’t just here for the event. He was here for her. And tomorrow? He’d do it all over again, ready to take on whatever came next.

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12

The morning air was crisp, biting at cheeks and noses, but the street outside Slow Bitez already buzzed with a different energy. Day two of the Winter Drive was underway, and this time, the focus was on parents, families, and the promise of Christmas for those who might otherwise go without. Yvonne was already moving through the space, clipboard in hand, checking the tables of toys, gifts, and carefully organized medical supplies while a line of volunteers hustled to set up free food stations.

Sefa arrived early, taking in the sight with a mixture of awe and respect. Yvonne had outdone herself — tables overflowed with carefully wrapped toys, from board games to stuffed animals, puzzles, even bicycles polished and lined up like they belonged in a storefront window. There were tables of books, craft kits, winter coats, hats, gloves, and boots, each section labeled meticulously with bright, hand-painted signs. A separate area held boxes of medical supplies: thermometers, cold and flu medications, bandages, and first aid kits.

“Morning, Sefa!” Yvonne called, her voice carrying over the bustle as she adjusted a stack of gifts. Her bruise was faintly visible under the soft winter light, her nose slightly swollen, but she moved with a quiet authority that made him pause in admiration. “Grab a box of those medical kits and help me line them up on the side tables. Parents will be coming through in twenty, maybe thirty minutes, and I want it ready.”

He didn’t hesitate, carrying the boxes across the sidewalk and setting them neatly, while Yvonne moved to supervise volunteers at the food tables. Steam rose from giant pots of tomato bisque, chicken and dumplings, and macaroni and cheese, the scents blending with the crisp winter air. Sefa couldn’t help but inhale, the aroma rich, warm, and comforting, like the kind of smell that made you feel home even when you weren’t.

“Make sure the turkey and roast beef sandwiches are easy to grab,” Yvonne instructed, her eyes scanning the tables. “Parents shouldn’t have to wrestle for a meal while juggling a kid and a gift. Organization matters.”

Sefa nodded, watching her shift from task to task, all while chatting casually with volunteers, her smile easy, her voice calm and reassuring. “She’s… incredible,” he muttered under his breath, carrying trays of food over to the main table.

“Not just incredible,” a volunteer said from behind him, “she’s insane — in the best possible way.”

Sefa didn’t argue. He watched as parents began arriving, some holding toddlers by the hand, others guiding older children who stared in awe at the carefully stacked gifts. Their expressions were a mixture of hope, hesitation, and cautious joy, the kind that came from lives lived under stress, from days stretched thin, from the anxiety of providing and still coming up short. But here, on this street, in this space, they were welcomed without question, without judgment.

A mother approached the toy tables with her daughter, her hands clutching a grocery bag she had picked up the day before. “Are these… really free?” she asked, her voice small, almost shy.

Yvonne crouched down to the child’s level, smoothing a stray strand of hair from her face. “Every single one,” she said warmly. “Pick something you really want for Christmas. Nothing too small, nothing cheap. You deserve the best you can get, and we want to make sure that happens.”

The little girl’s eyes widened, and she pointed to a shiny red bicycle, complete with training wheels. “That one?”

Yvonne’s grin softened, her eyes twinkling. “That one’s perfect,” she said, patting the handlebars gently. “It’ll be all yours today.”

Sefa stepped in to help lift the bike, the mother’s eyes glimmering with quiet tears. “Thank you,” she whispered, clutching her daughter close. “I… I didn’t think she’d get one this year.”

“No need to thank us,” Yvonne said, standing beside him, her hand brushing lightly against his arm. “That’s what today’s about.”

As families moved through, volunteers guided them from the gift tables to the food stations and then to the medical supplies, making sure each parent left with a blanket, a meal to go, a gift, and a small kit of essential winter medications. Sefa helped a father balance a toddler on one hip while handing him a bag of groceries with the other, the boy giggling as Sefa added a tiny toy from the leftover pile.

The air was filled with laughter, chatter, and the occasional squeal of delight as children discovered gifts they had never imagined. Steam rose from cups of hot cocoa and spiced cider, the smell of roasted turkey sandwiches and macaroni and cheese blending with the crisp scent of winter coats and freshly baked cookies that volunteers had brought from home.

Sefa glanced at Yvonne, noticing the faint fatigue behind her smile, the way she massaged her temple briefly before kneeling to help a mother adjust a child’s mitten. “You really do this all yourself,” he said softly, admiration and disbelief in his voice.

Yvonne shrugged, brushing off the compliment, though her eyes softened. “I have a lot of help today, and every day,” she said. “But I oversee it all. Someone has to make sure it works. Someone has to make sure people get what they need. That’s me.”

And watching her move — handing a toy to a boy with shy eyes, adjusting the blanket around a mother’s shoulders, guiding a volunteer to straighten a display of medical kits — Sefa felt it all again: awe, respect, and a pull he couldn’t deny.

This was more than a Winter Drive. It was a lifeline, a promise, a space where hope and care were tangible. And Yvonne Harris, bruised and tired, was the beating heart of it all, orchestrating the chaos, infusing warmth and humanity into every interaction, and reminding everyone there that generosity, dignity, and love could exist even in the coldest winter.

13

An hour in, and Sefa’s jaw practically dropped. The street outside Slow Bitez had transformed into a small festival of care and generosity, the kind of scene that could make anyone stop in awe. The line stretched far beyond what he had imagined, snaking down the sidewalk, around corners, parents clutching children’s hands, toddlers bouncing in excitement, teenagers craning to see the tables. Yvonne had truly outdone herself.

It wasn’t just toys and food today. Pop-up tents flanked the street like little islands of relief, each staffed by professionals volunteering their time. A doctor’s tent was set up on the corner, white canvas sides fluttering in the cold breeze. Inside, nurses and physicians were offering life-saving vaccines for the season, check-ups, physicals, and prescriptions right there on the spot — skipping big pharma red tape entirely. Sefa watched as a mother held her squirming infant on her hip while a nurse gently explained the vaccine schedule, her voice calm and soothing.

Next to it, a dentist’s station had been erected. The scent of disinfectant mingled faintly with the winter air, and Sefa watched a line of children clutching their stuffed animals, nervously awaiting check-ups. A volunteer crouched down to reassure a little girl, whispering, “It’s okay, sweetie. You’re going to do great,” while Yvonne hovered nearby, balancing a clipboard and gently redirecting volunteers to keep the flow smooth.

And just when he thought it couldn’t get more impressive, Sefa saw the HVAC company’s tent, where professionals were demonstrating portable heating systems and small air conditioning units. They were explaining options to families with a mix of patience and humor, lifting boxes and showing diagrams while parents nodded, wide-eyed at the generosity and accessibility of it all.

Sefa’s eyes darted between stations, barely able to process it all. Parents were chatting quietly with doctors and dentists, children squealing with excitement over gifts, and volunteers hustled tirelessly, carrying boxes of blankets, small heaters, and take-home care packages.

The toy Christmas drive was a spectacle unto itself. Every table seemed to overflow with options: toys for infants and toddlers, bikes lined up like soldiers ready for new owners, skateboards leaning against each other in careful balance, scooters waiting patiently, gaming consoles stacked neatly in boxes, and arts and crafts stations where children crowded around, fingers sticky with paint and glue. A slime station drew an enthusiastic group of teens who squealed at the feel of neon green slime stretching between their fingers, while take-home gingerbread house kits sat on a nearby table, tempting little architects-in-training with candy and frosting.

“Mom, can I have this one?” a little girl asked, holding up a sparkly unicorn doll.

“Of course, baby,” her mother replied softly, giving her a gentle squeeze. “Pick what you want.”

From the craft station, a teen boy raised a hand, paint-stained and grinning. “Do you think I can make a dragon?”

A volunteer laughed, leaning down to guide him. “Absolutely! Dragons are allowed today. Actually, we encourage it.”

Sefa moved along the street, hands full of boxes of supplies, blankets, and small toys, and noticed how Yvonne orchestrated it all without missing a beat. She had volunteers directing parents to stations based on their needs, children being guided to appropriate toy tables, and everyone reminded to take a warm drink and a snack. “Grab a cocoa, sweetheart, it’ll warm you up while you wait,” she called to a little boy with chattering teeth, handing him a steaming cup.

He caught a glimpse of her talking to a father who had just received a portable heater. “This… this is incredible,” Sefa said under his breath, more to himself than her.

“Tell me about it,” the volunteer next to him said with a grin. “I’ve never seen a community show up like this, and I’ve been volunteering a long time.”

Sefa nodded, following Yvonne as she moved to a tent handing out gingerbread kits. “Sefa! Here, can you hand these out to the kids?” she asked, holding a basket brimming with kits. He did, handing them carefully to a row of children, their faces lighting up at the thought of candy, frosting, and the creative chaos they’d get to unleash at home.

Parents milled nearby, laughing softly at the children’s excitement. “I didn’t think we’d get any gifts this year,” one mother said quietly, clutching a small bag with a toy and blanket. “I can’t… I can’t believe it.”

“Believe it,” Yvonne said gently, leaning close and offering a comforting hand on her shoulder. “You deserve it.”

Sefa stepped in to help another father carry a stack of toys toward his car. “Here, let me help you with that,” he said, carefully balancing the boxes. “You don’t need to struggle with all of it at once.”

The father nodded gratefully, a faint smile tugging at his lips. “Thank you… all of this… it’s more than I expected.”

The street hummed with layered sounds: children squealing with delight, parents softly thanking volunteers, volunteers calling out instructions and encouragement, the gentle hiss of space heaters, the crinkle of wrapping paper, and the faint whiff of hot cocoa and gingerbread mixing with winter air.

From across the street, Yvonne’s voice rang out above it all: “Remember, everyone! One gift per child at a time, drinks are free, med kits are there if you need them, and volunteers will help you with anything else! Let’s keep it moving!”

Sefa paused for a moment, taking it all in: the immense line of people, the scale of the operation, the professionalism of the volunteers, the joy on children’s faces, the relief on parents’ faces, the subtle order within what looked like chaos. And at the center of it all, bruised, tired, and still smiling, was Yvonne Harris — orchestrating a miracle in the winter air, making the impossible look effortless, and reminding him again why he couldn’t just stand on the sidelines anymore.

14

The sun climbed higher in the pale winter sky, casting a soft glow over the street now humming with activity. Parents navigated between tables laden with toys, gifts, and blankets, their children bouncing ahead, eyes wide with the thrill of choice. Volunteers hustled to keep the flow steady, some carrying stacks of gingerbread kits, others helping kids balance bikes or skateboards, the occasional squeal of excitement cutting through the crisp air.

Sefa found himself moving constantly, a box of supplies in one hand, a bundle of blankets in the other, calling out instructions and lending a hand wherever Yvonne’s sharp gaze or swift gesture signaled need. “This table needs more blankets!” he shouted over the chatter, helping a volunteer stack them neatly, while a mother’s toddler reached up to tug at a soft blue scarf.

“Here you go, sweetie,” Sefa said, handing the scarf to the child. The little one beamed, hugging it tightly, and the mother murmured, “Thank you… really, thank you.”

Yvonne swept past them, clipboard in hand, checking boxes and noting which supplies needed replenishing. “Keep the line moving, Sefa! Make sure no kid leaves empty-handed!” she called, then ducked under the canopy of the dentist’s tent to speak with a volunteer.

Inside, a young boy sat nervously on a dental chair, clutching a stuffed rabbit while the dentist leaned down to explain each instrument gently. “It’s just to make sure your teeth are healthy, okay?” the dentist said, smiling. The boy’s mother whispered reassurances, and Sefa caught her eye, offering a warm nod. “They’re in good hands,” he said.

Outside, the medical tent was buzzing too. Parents asked questions about flu shots, volunteers assisted with forms, and Sefa helped a father balance a stack of boxes of vitamins, gently guiding him through the line. “Here, let me help you,” he said, handing over one box at a time. “We’ve got plenty for everyone.”

Meanwhile, the gift tables were a whirlwind. Tiny hands grabbed gingerbread kits and slime, teens debated which gaming console to pick, and bikes and scooters waited patiently for the lucky recipients. A little girl clutched a unicorn doll to her chest, eyes shining. “I can’t believe this is real,” she whispered to her mother, who smiled, tears threatening.

Yvonne moved between stations, multitasking with the precision of a conductor. She knelt to check a child’s mitten fit while pointing a volunteer toward a stack of blankets that needed redistribution. “Those coats go to the left side, please,” she instructed. “Make sure every child has gloves before they leave!”

Sefa noticed her pause for a fraction of a second, massaging her temple and brushing a loose curl behind her ear. He stepped closer. “Need a hand with this table?” he asked.

Yvonne glanced at him, eyebrow raised, then smiled faintly. “I think you might be able to manage,” she teased, handing him a clipboard with a list of supplies that still needed to be handed out. “Keep track of what’s left, make sure nothing runs out too fast.”

Sefa dove in, moving from one station to another, coordinating with volunteers and reassuring parents. “You’re doing great, ma’am,” he said to a mother juggling two toddlers and a bag of groceries. “Here, let me carry that for you.”

At the arts and crafts station, teens were laughing as glitter and glue got everywhere. “Sefa, you’re covered in glue!” Yvonne called, barely able to suppress a laugh as she handed a boy a slime container. “Go, add more to your masterpiece!”

Sefa glanced at his hands, sticky and glitter-speckled, and grinned. “Worth it,” he muttered. The kids cheered, pulling him into the chaos of paints and crafts, while volunteers guided families through the line for food and medical supplies.

The scent of tomato bisque and hot cocoa mingled with the crisp winter air, wafting over the street, making noses tingle and stomachs growl. Yvonne moved to the food tables, setting out steaming trays of chicken and dumplings, roast beef sandwiches, and macaroni and cheese. “Grab a plate, everyone! Keep warm while you pick out gifts!” she called, her voice carrying warmth and authority.

Parents lined up, kids tugging excitedly, and Sefa helped carry trays to the waiting families, chatting and laughing with them. “Which sandwich do you want?” he asked, holding up two plates. “Chicken or roast beef?”

“Chicken!” a little boy shouted, bouncing on his toes.

“Chicken it is!” Sefa said, handing him the plate and smiling. The boy’s mother looked at him with gratitude. “Thank you. I… I don’t know what we’d do without this.”

“You don’t have to,” Sefa said, voice gentle. “Just enjoy it. That’s why we’re here.”

As the afternoon wore on, the flow of people never slowed. Parents rotated between stations, children squealed with delight, volunteers called out instructions and encouragement, and Sefa moved constantly, a steady hand helping wherever it was needed. He watched Yvonne pause briefly between tents, her bruised face visible even under the scarf, massaging her temple, then moving on with unwavering focus.

“She’s… incredible,” he muttered under his breath again, catching a glance from a volunteer who simply nodded. “Yeah, everyone says that,” they replied with a grin.

Sefa felt the truth of it. Incredible wasn’t even the word. It was dedication, resilience, warmth, intelligence, and the kind of heart that could organize chaos into hope.

By mid-afternoon, he found himself passing gifts to families, helping a volunteer adjust a bike seat for a tall teenager, guiding a mother with an infant to the medical tent, and laughing with kids over slime mishaps. Every moment brought a new interaction, a new story, a new face. And through it all, Yvonne orchestrated it like a maestro, bruises, exhaustion, and all, still the calm, unshakable center of the storm.

And for the first time that day, Sefa realized he wasn’t just helping. He was part of it — part of her vision, part of the joy, part of the careful orchestration of hope she had built. And maybe, just maybe, part of something that would be more than the Winter Drive — part of her life, if she’d let him in.

15

By mid-afternoon, the street had taken on a warm, chaotic glow, the hum of laughter, chatter, and excited squeals weaving through the crisp winter air. Sefa moved along the line, carrying boxes of blankets and medical kits, but he couldn’t help pausing to watch families experience each part of Yvonne’s Winter Drive.

At the toy stations, reactions were immediate and radiant. A little boy, maybe four, gingerly lifted a brightly wrapped box only to discover a shiny remote-control car inside. His face lit up like Christmas morning had arrived early. “It’s mine?” he asked, voice trembling with disbelief.

“You earned it,” a volunteer said, kneeling to his level. “Just make sure to show it off at home!”

The boy’s mother laughed softly, clutching a tote bag full of other supplies. “I… I don’t even know what to say,” she murmured, brushing tears from her eyes. “We haven’t had anything like this in years.”

Nearby, a teen girl clutched a sleek skateboard with wheels still gleaming under the sun. “I’ve never had one before,” she admitted to Sefa, voice small but thrilled. “I don’t even know if I can ride it.”

“You’ll figure it out,” he said, smiling, handing her a helmet and pads. “Start slow, but enjoy it. You deserve it.”

Parents lingered at the gingerbread kit station, watching children carefully assemble candy-coated roofs and walls. “Look at this,” one father whispered, pride softening his voice. “She’s never had a chance to do anything like this before. Thank you… thank you so much.”

The medical tent drew its own quiet line of awe and relief. A mother held her infant while the nurse checked weight and vitals, explaining vaccines and answering questions patiently. “I didn’t realize this was free,” she said, voice trembling. “I can’t afford the clinic down the street.”

Yvonne, clipboard in hand, glanced over and nodded. “It’s all here for you,” she said. “You don’t have to worry about money. Just take care of each other.”

Sefa noticed a father speaking quietly with a doctor, concern etched on his face. “Will this really help my son?” he asked.

The doctor smiled warmly, adjusting the boy’s little arm for a flu shot. “Absolutely. This will keep him safe for the season. You’re doing the right thing bringing him here.”

Parents’ expressions shifted from hesitation to relief as children giggled at the distraction of volunteers juggling toys and blankets. One mother whispered to Sefa, “I didn’t think I’d get a checkup for my little one… I didn’t know how we’d manage winter without heat or food.”

Across the street, the HVAC tent hummed quietly, technicians kneeling beside a small space heater and explaining installation options. A father listened intently, nodding, eyes wide with relief. “You’re telling me this is free? We can really have heat for the winter?”

“Yes,” the technician replied, smiling. “Everyone should have a warm home. No questions asked.”

Sefa helped carry a portable heater to a waiting mother, who grasped it as though it were the most precious gift she had ever received. “I… I can’t believe this,” she murmured, eyes brimming. “Thank you… thank you all.”

The dentist’s tent had its own quiet triumphs. A little girl hesitated before opening her mouth, gripping her stuffed bear tightly. “It’s okay,” the dentist said softly. “We’re just making sure your teeth are healthy. Nothing scary.”

Sefa crouched beside her, offering a reassuring smile. “You’re doing great,” he whispered. The girl’s mother whispered a quiet thanks, her relief palpable as the dentist gave a thumbs-up.

Children laughed, volunteers guided families through stations, parents exchanged quiet gratitude and tentative smiles, and the air was thick with the smell of hot cocoa, baked goods, and winter spices. Sefa caught Yvonne moving between tents, kneeling to help a child adjust a mitten, then directing a volunteer to hand blankets to the last few families in line.

“This… this is amazing,” he muttered again, almost to himself, watching her orchestrate the chaos. “She’s really… giving them everything.”

A mother, clutching a bag with a toy, blanket, and medical kit, approached him. “I don’t even know how to say thank you,” she said softly. “You all… you’ve made this winter bearable.”

“Just enjoy it,” Sefa said, offering her a warm smile. “Yvonne built this for you, but we’re all happy to help her make it happen.”

As the afternoon wore on, more families trickled in, some with worried eyes, some with quiet hope, all met with the same careful attention: gingerbread kits for little architects, skateboards and bikes for older kids, medical checkups, vaccines, portable heaters, hot meals, and warm drinks. Every person left with something tangible and something else intangible: relief, joy, and the quiet knowledge that someone cared.

Sefa moved beside Yvonne as she handed out the last med kits of the day. “I don’t know how you do it,” he said softly, voice low but full of admiration. “Even after yesterday… you’re still here, giving all of this. Bruises, chaos, cold — and you don’t miss a beat.”

Yvonne looked up at him, faint smile tugging at her lips. “Because someone has to. And if I can help even one family, one kid, one parent… it’s worth it.”

Sefa felt it then — the weight of her heart, the scale of her generosity, and the pull he couldn’t ignore. Watching her in action, surrounded by laughter, relief, and gratitude, he knew he wasn’t just witnessing a Winter Drive. He was witnessing her soul, alive in motion, and it was impossible not to be drawn in.

16

Late afternoon settled over the street, a soft golden light glinting off frost-specked sidewalks. The Winter Drive had already accomplished so much by this point, but Yvonne wasn’t done. Not by a long shot. With quiet determination, she had unveiled the next layer of generosity: tables laden with steaming, rich, comforting dinner foods, carefully arranged under the remaining pop-up canopies.

Sefa stepped up beside her as she opened the first warming tray, the aroma rolling over him like a wave. Roast chicken glistened under the soft lights, golden and succulent. Next to it were the heavy, dark hams and prime cuts of roast beef, sides of buttery mashed potatoes, creamy gravy, roasted root vegetables caramelized to perfection, stuffing heavy with herbs, collard greens glistening with just enough bacon fat to make them sing. For those less inclined toward traditional roasts, Yvonne had fried chicken arranged in neat baskets, crisp and golden, with buttermilk biscuits stacked beside them.

Huge dispensers of beverages gleamed in the afternoon light: sweet tea, hot cider, spiced cocoa, water, even a homemade lemonade sweetened lightly with honey. Volunteers stood ready, plates in hand, gloves donned, ready to serve, but Yvonne herself stepped up to the first line, slipping on her gloves without ceremony.

Sefa watched her in awe as she moved down the line, scooping generous portions onto plates, nodding to a mother struggling with two toddlers in a stroller. “Here, let me help with that,” he offered, taking one plate and setting it in front of her while Yvonne handed another to the father beside her. “Everything okay with the portion sizes?” she asked, voice calm, warm, and without pretension.

“Perfect,” he said, glancing back at her. “You’ve outdone yourself again.”

Yvonne smirked faintly but didn’t pause. “We’re just getting started,” she said, already filling another plate, the golden light catching her bruised cheek. She moved with grace and efficiency, gloved hands sliding over platters of food, careful to keep everything clean, everything warm, everything ready.

The line of people grew steadily, families and individuals alike, drawn not just by the food but by the atmosphere of care, warmth, and dignity. A father, eyes wide at the spread, whispered to Sefa, “I… I don’t even know how to thank you all. We haven’t had a proper dinner in weeks.”

“You don’t have to,” Sefa said, smiling as he handed a plate to a teenager clutching a blanket. “Just enjoy it.”

Children squealed quietly as volunteers helped them navigate to the dessert table: pies cooling in large dishes, cookies stacked in rows, and small chocolate truffles that melted on the tongue. “This is amazing,” one little girl whispered to her mother, who smiled softly, relief and gratitude washing over her features.

Yvonne moved from station to station with no fanfare, checking trays, topping up drinks, ensuring that plates never ran empty, that no one was overlooked. A volunteer leaned toward Sefa, whispering, “I’ve worked events before… never seen someone run a kitchen and a community like this. She’s… she’s something else.”

Sefa could only nod, glancing at Yvonne as she handed a plate to an elderly woman, patting her shoulder gently. “Here, dear. Make sure you get some gravy with that,” she said, her voice warm.

The elderly woman chuckled softly. “I feel… cared for,” she said. “Like I’m not just getting food, I’m… being seen.”

“That’s the point,” Yvonne murmured, already moving on, scooping mashed potatoes for a young boy who watched with wide, hopeful eyes.

Steam curled from the trays of food, mingling with the crisp winter air, carrying the scent of roasted meats, buttered vegetables, and fresh bread across the street. Laughter, chatter, and the occasional clatter of cutlery filled the air. Sefa passed plates, refilled drinks, and helped guide families to tables, watching the way Yvonne orchestrated every detail without a hint of theatricality.

“You’re a machine,” he muttered softly as he set a tray of fried chicken down for a father with two boys.

Yvonne glanced at him, faint smile tugging at her lips. “Not a machine,” she said, voice calm but sharp. “Just someone who knows what people need. And I know it because I’ve been there too.”

Sefa caught a glimpse of her bruised face again, the faint swelling under her cheekbone, and felt a pang of admiration mixed with concern. “I don’t know how you do it,” he murmured. “After everything… yesterday, today… you’re still moving like this.”

She shrugged lightly, still gloved, still plating, still moving. “Somebody has to,” she said simply. “And if I can make this a little easier, a little warmer, a little happier for someone, then it’s worth it.”

Families carried their plates to makeshift tables set along the street, kids tugging at parents to show them their toys and gifts, parents laughing softly as they balanced trays and children, volunteers bustling alongside, pouring drinks, handing out desserts, directing traffic. The scene was alive, full, and unrelenting — a symphony of winter chaos tempered by warmth, food, laughter, and care.

Sefa moved beside Yvonne as she topped up the last drink dispenser. “You think they know how much they mean to you?” he asked softly.

Yvonne gave a faint shrug, eyes scanning the line, watching the children giggle, the parents sigh in relief, volunteers smiling under pressure. “I don’t think they need to,” she said. “They feel it. That’s enough.”

And Sefa realized, once again, that she didn’t need to perform heroics. She didn’t need applause. She just needed to serve, to care, to move, and to be exactly who she was — a force of warmth, resilience, and heart in the coldest of winter afternoons.

17

As the golden light of late afternoon shifted toward a colder, fading glow, a new wave of people began arriving — a mass of individuals and families who lived on the streets, in shelters, or simply in precarious situations. Yvonne had anticipated them, of course. Boxes lined the edges of the tables, insulated bags ready for those who couldn’t sit and eat, and extra plates stacked for anyone who needed a meal to go. Volunteers hustled to keep the lines orderly, but the warmth and care emanating from the space made the street feel less like a public thoroughfare and more like a sanctuary.

Sefa stepped in beside Yvonne, lifting a large insulated bag from a stack and glancing at her in silent question. She gave a small nod, already gloved and scooping roast chicken onto a plate. “Let’s make sure everyone leaves with something hot, something filling,” she said quietly, almost to herself.

He moved down the line, handing insulated bags and boxes to families who couldn’t sit at the tables, making sure children had something warm to hold. “Here, take this,” he said, offering a bag to a father balancing a toddler on his hip. “You can keep it warm until you’re ready.”

The father’s eyes glistened. “Thank you… I don’t know what we’d do without this.”

Nearby, a teenage boy hesitated, clutching a blanket around his shoulders, eyes flicking between the tables of food and the steaming trays of roast beef and chicken. “Can I… can I just get something to eat?” he asked, voice low and wary.

“Absolutely,” Yvonne said, glancing at Sefa before scooping a generous plate of chicken, mashed potatoes, and greens. “Take a seat, or take it to go — whatever works for you.”

He accepted the plate with a small, grateful nod. “Thank you,” he murmured, biting into the food immediately, his eyes closing as the warmth and flavor hit him. Sefa caught Yvonne’s gaze across the way, and they shared a brief, wordless understanding — this was why she did it, why she kept going even when bruised, exhausted, and stretched thin.

The insulated bags were a revelation for many. Volunteers helped pack them with enough for dinner and breakfast, carefully placing sandwiches, sides, and desserts inside. “We call it ‘take what you need, eat what you can,’” Yvonne said gently to a woman clutching a bag filled with food. “If you’re hungry tomorrow morning, it’s already here for you.”

Sefa helped a group of three homeless men maneuver their insulated boxes carefully, watching them exchange quiet words, clearly astonished at the care poured into every detail. “You’re serious about this,” one said, voice hushed but earnest. “No judgment, nothing taken away. Just… help.”

“That’s exactly it,” Sefa said, feeling the weight of her vision hit him in a way words couldn’t fully capture.

Children in the crowd tugged at blankets or small stuffed animals, eyes wide as they explored the toy tables now partially emptied but still overflowing with gingerbread kits, skateboards, and art supplies. A volunteer guided a boy toward a bike, helping him balance as he swung his leg over. “Go slow, take your time,” the volunteer said, smiling. “This one’s all yours.”

Yvonne moved down the line again, gloved hands passing out hot meals to those who couldn’t wait, pausing briefly to check on Sefa, who was helping an elderly man balance a plate while steadying a young girl holding a small box of toys. “You’re doing well,” she said, eyes softening.

He nodded, adjusting the man’s coat over his shoulders. “It’s easy when you have the right teacher,” he said, glancing at her bruised but unwavering face.

Families clustered at tables, some huddled under blankets, plates steaming in front of them. The smell of roast meats, fried chicken, gravy, buttery vegetables, and freshly baked bread mingled with the winter air, mixing with the faint aroma of hot cocoa and spiced cider. Sefa moved among them, helping refill drinks, carry boxes, and quiet disputes over toys with gentle humor.

At one point, a young mother holding a baby approached Yvonne, eyes wide and wet. “I don’t know how to thank you,” she whispered. “We… we wouldn’t have eaten tonight otherwise. And these toys… they’ll make Christmas feel real.”

Yvonne crouched, brushing a stray curl from the baby’s forehead. “No thanks needed,” she said softly. “You just take care of each other. That’s enough.”

Sefa watched her move, passing trays, guiding children, offering blankets, directing volunteers, and still finding the time to talk to each family like they mattered, because they did. He felt a swell in his chest, a mix of admiration, respect, and something warmer, more personal, that made him want to step closer, be part of this world she had built.

The sun dipped lower, shadows stretching across the street, but the line of people hadn’t dwindled. Plates and insulated bags were distributed, volunteers remained tireless, children laughed over gingerbread kits and slime, parents clutched blankets and hot drinks, and through it all, Yvonne and Sefa moved in tandem, orchestrating warmth and care like a carefully conducted symphony.

Finally, a brief lull allowed Sefa to glance at her. She was tired, yes, cheeks flushed from the cold and exertion, gloves streaked with gravy and chocolate, but her eyes sparkled with that familiar warmth, the kind that could hold a whole street, a whole community, a whole season in their light.

“You never stop, do you?” he asked quietly, voice low enough for only her to hear.

She shrugged, offering a faint, tired smile. “Not until everyone has what they need,” she said simply. “And maybe… until the last kid smiles.”

Sefa felt that pull again, deeper this time, the one that said he wasn’t just witnessing something remarkable — he was being drawn into it, into her world, into her heart, into the warmth she created out of sheer will, compassion, and grit.

18

The sun had dipped low, casting long shadows across the frost-flecked street, but the energy didn’t die down. Plates clinked, children laughed over gingerbread roofs collapsing under enthusiastic frosting layers, and parents murmured gratitude, some holding insulated bags full of hot meals to take home, some cradling blankets or toys. Volunteers moved tirelessly, ferrying supplies, replenishing trays, and directing traffic with cheerful precision.

Sefa walked beside Yvonne as she handed out the last few gingerbread kits. “Look at them,” he murmured, nodding toward a group of children clustered around a table, sticky fingers smeared with frosting and glitter, eyes sparkling like they’d just discovered magic. “They’re… happy. Really happy.”

“They deserve it,” Yvonne replied softly, already gloved up again, passing a plate of roast chicken to a man clutching a toddler. Her eyes flicked to the line of people still receiving insulated bags, blankets, and hot meals. “Everyone deserves a little hope, even if it’s just for a day.”

Sefa watched her move, amazed at how she could glide from child to adult to volunteer, her bruised cheek hidden beneath a scarf, eyes bright, smile gentle but unyielding. “Yvonne… you do all this… how?” he asked quietly.

She shrugged, brushing a curl from her forehead. “I just… know what it feels like to need something, and not have it. I know what it feels like to be overlooked. So I do what I can, for as many as I can.”

Sefa nodded, absorbing her words, watching parents beam as their children clutched toys, blankets, and plates of warm food. Some elderly folks murmured thanks as they shuffled toward the medical and dental tents, smiles touching their eyes even as exhaustion sat on their shoulders. A teenage boy waved gleefully with a new skateboard tucked under his arm, squealing to his friend about how he’d ride it all winter. Volunteers called out instructions, laughter, and reminders, keeping the rhythm steady.

He leaned toward Yvonne, curious, admiration thick in his chest. “So… what about tomorrow? What happens then?”

Yvonne paused briefly, scanning the scene one last time before answering, her eyes bright with quiet pride. “Tomorrow?” she said, a small grin tugging at her lips. “Tomorrow’s… the job fair. That’s the day local union-backed folks come out, hiring on the spot. Construction, culinary, retail, logistics… all sorts of work. People can walk in and walk out with a job if they’re ready.”

Sefa blinked. “Wait… jobs?”

She nodded, her smile widening just slightly. “Yeah. We feed people, we keep them warm, we give them gifts, blankets, medical care, and then… we give them a shot at work. At a future. At income. At hope beyond today.”

He let that sink in, feeling it like a weight and a warmth at the same time. “That… that’s huge,” he murmured. “You’re not just feeding people. You’re… changing lives.”

“Not me,” she said softly, eyes scanning the families still clustered at tables. “We. Everyone volunteering, donating, showing up… we all are. I just happen to run the kitchen.”

Sefa smiled faintly, feeling a tug in his chest that had nothing to do with exhaustion or cold. “And you’re incredible at it,” he said, voice low. “You’ve thought of everything… every detail, every plate, every blanket, every child, every parent. Even me,” he added with a small smirk, nodding toward himself where he’d been passing plates and moving boxes.

Yvonne laughed softly, brushing her glove-streaked hands together. “You did more than help, Sefa. You kept up with me,” she said, voice teasing but warm. “Not everyone could handle that much chaos and kindness in a single day.”

He grinned, shifting an insulated bag from one hand to the other. “I think I could get used to it,” he said quietly, catching her gaze.

Behind them, children were still squealing over gingerbread houses, parents whispered thanks with tears in their eyes, volunteers moved like clockwork, and the street itself seemed to hum with life, hope, and the quiet magic of a community lifted by care.

Sefa’s eyes lingered on Yvonne, noticing the subtle swell of pride in her chest as she watched families leave with plates, toys, and blankets in hand. “Tomorrow,” he repeated softly, “you’re giving people jobs. Real opportunities.”

She nodded, a faint sparkle of mischief and hope in her eyes. “Exactly. Today, we fill their bellies. Tomorrow… we help them stand on their own two feet. That’s the Winter Drive in full swing.”

Sefa exhaled slowly, awe wrapping around him tighter than the cold. Watching her orchestrate it all — bruised, tired, smiling, giving — he felt something else settling in alongside admiration: a pull, a draw, a gravity he hadn’t planned on, toward her, her vision, and the world she had built out of sheer heart.

And as the last families shuffled toward the exit, laden with gifts, food, and blankets, he realized one thing clearly: tomorrow, he’d be there again, right beside her. Not just as a helper. As someone who wanted to be part of everything she gave to the world.

19

The sun had barely crested the horizon, casting a soft, pink light over the street when Yvonne arrived, hands already gloved and apron tied, carrying the familiar clipboard that seemed almost like an extension of herself. Day three of the Winter Drive had begun, and the energy in the air was different — anticipatory, buzzing, and quietly urgent. Today wasn’t just about food or warmth; it was about opportunity, about giving people a shot at a future.

Her tent was already humming with life. Volunteers were unpacking tables laden with breakfast — a buffet-style spread that stretched nearly the length of the canopy. Scrambled eggs whipped to golden fluff, crispy bacon sizzling on warming trays, stacks of buttermilk pancakes with bowls of syrup and fresh berries, steel bowls of oatmeal topped with brown sugar and cinnamon, and trays of croissants and muffins. Big coffee urns steamed beside hot cocoa dispensers and pitchers of orange juice, all ready for anyone who arrived hungry.

Sefa stepped up beside her, carrying a box of pastries while glancing at the bustling scene. “You’re serious about feeding everyone first, huh?” he said, voice a mixture of awe and amusement.

Yvonne grinned, already handing a plate of scrambled eggs and bacon to a volunteer. “Of course. Union workers, volunteers, anyone helping run the event — they need a full tank before they start hustling. You can’t help people or hire folks on an empty stomach.”

Sefa nodded, placing the pastries on a side table. “Makes sense.”

The line of volunteers and union workers began forming almost immediately, greeting each other with the easy camaraderie of people ready to tackle a big day. Yvonne moved down the line, gloved hands passing plates, checking that everyone had drinks, making small talk. “Morning, Raj,” she called to a young man in a construction vest. “Coffee or cocoa?”

“Coffee, please,” Raj said, rubbing his hands together as he eyed the steaming urns. “I have a feeling this is going to be a long day.”

“Not if you eat well first,” Yvonne replied, sliding a plate of eggs, bacon, and a muffin toward him. “Fuel up. You’ll thank me later.”

Sefa chuckled quietly, glancing at her as she moved toward a group of volunteers. Even bruised from the previous days’ chaos, she exuded energy, efficiency, and warmth. She knelt to straighten a volunteer’s scarf, handed another a tray, and made sure no one went without a warm drink.

The smells hit Sefa in waves — the sweet richness of syrup, the savory bacon and eggs, the buttery croissants, the sharp tang of orange juice, and the steaming coffee that wrapped around everyone like a gentle hug. The clatter of trays, the soft chatter, and occasional bursts of laughter created a rhythm that seemed to pulse in time with Yvonne’s movements.

“I don’t know how you do this,” Sefa murmured, handing a plate of oatmeal to a tall, stoic-looking union worker who gave him a small, appreciative nod.

Yvonne glanced at him, one eyebrow arched, a faint smile tugging at her lips. “Do what?” she asked lightly, voice calm but sharp with that underlying fire.

“Run a Winter Drive, feed hundreds of people, organize volunteers, keep the food hot, keep spirits high… all while barely sitting for a second,” he said, voice low.

She shrugged, scooping scrambled eggs onto a plate. “Someone has to. And if I don’t… it doesn’t happen. Simple as that.”

Volunteers buzzed around the breakfast tent, laughing over small mishaps — a muffin that toppled off a tray, a coffee cup accidentally clinking over a plate of croissants — and Yvonne handled each with calm efficiency, hands moving with practiced precision. She offered gentle jokes to volunteers while ensuring each union worker was fed, each plate full, each cup topped.

Sefa watched her move like a conductor of a well-tuned orchestra, the subtle nods, the quiet instructions, the soft reassurances. It was mesmerizing. He passed a tray to a young woman in a safety vest, who whispered thanks with a shy smile. “First job fair?” he asked.

“Yes,” she said softly, eyes flicking to Yvonne, admiration clear. “I… I didn’t think I’d get a chance.”

Sefa nodded, glancing at the organized chaos of breakfast, volunteers laughing, workers talking quietly among themselves, and children from earlier days still wandering nearby, carried over from the holiday spirit. “She makes it possible,” he said softly to himself, watching Yvonne pour cocoa into a tiny cup for a boy no taller than her hip. “She makes it possible for everyone.”

Yvonne met his gaze briefly, nodding ever so slightly before moving on, already gloved and scooping more eggs. “Come on,” she said, motioning him toward a tray of croissants. “Help me make sure nobody goes hungry before the job fair starts. That includes volunteers and the union folks.”

Sefa moved beside her, taking plates and passing them down the line. He watched the way she interacted with each person — polite but warm, firm but kind, attentive but efficient. Every detail mattered: refilling coffee cups, checking that kids had fruit with their breakfast, making sure even the quietest volunteer got a warm plate.

The morning rolled on with chatter and laughter, smells of breakfast mingling with the cold winter air. Volunteers moved like a well-oiled machine under her guidance, union workers joking quietly as they ate, and Sefa found himself slipping naturally into the rhythm of helping, noticing her bruises again, marveling at her stamina, and realizing with every passing moment how drawn he was to her heart, her energy, her unwavering dedication.

By the time the last trays of breakfast had been served, the air was thick with energy and anticipation. People were full, smiles on faces, warm drinks in hand, ready for the next stage: the job fair itself. Sefa paused beside Yvonne as she wiped her hands on a towel, eyes scanning the rows of tables and tents already filling with people eager for opportunity.

“Tomorrow, or today — depending how you look at it — is the big one,” he said softly, voice tinged with awe. “The job fair. You really thought of everything, huh?”

Yvonne smiled faintly, a glint of mischief and pride in her eyes. “It’s what we do,” she said simply. “Feed them first. Give them hope. And then… give them a future.”

Sefa nodded, heart swelling in a way that had nothing to do with the cold morning air. Watching her, working, moving, giving — he knew he wasn’t just helping. He was becoming part of the story she had built. And he wanted to see it through, plate by plate, job by job, laugh by laugh, by her side.

20

By mid-morning, the street had transformed again. Tables lined up beneath white canopies, each manned by union representatives and employers, their clipboards and laptops gleaming in the weak winter sun. The hum of conversation rose into a steady buzz as people milled about, parents clutching children’s hands, teens clutching résumés, volunteers carrying supplies, and Sefa moving in tandem with Yvonne, keeping everything flowing smoothly.

Yvonne stood near the first row of tables, gloved hands clasped around a clipboard, eyes scanning the crowd. She greeted arriving applicants with a calm warmth that seemed to set everyone at ease. “Morning, Daniel! Ready for your interview?” she asked a young man adjusting his jacket nervously.

“I think so,” Daniel muttered, voice tight with anticipation.

“Good. Smile, take a deep breath, and show them what you can do,” Yvonne said softly, giving him a reassuring pat on the shoulder. “You’ve got this.”

Sefa handed a hot cup of coffee to a volunteer directing the line. “I think you need this more than they do,” he joked, earning a laugh. The volunteer tipped her head in thanks before guiding another family forward.

Around them, the scene was a living tapestry of hope and anticipation. A small girl tugged at her mother’s coat, eyes wide as she glanced at a volunteer distributing insulated bags filled with leftover breakfast for those who hadn’t eaten yet. “Can we… can we take this home?” she asked quietly.

“Of course,” the mother whispered, clutching the bag to her chest. “They thought of everything.”

Sefa moved to the first table where a contractor and a union rep were interviewing a young man for a construction position. The boy fidgeted with his hands, clearly nervous, but Yvonne leaned down beside him, whispering encouragement. “Remember what you practiced. Show them your skills. They want to see you.”

The young man nodded, shoulders straightening, and stepped into the interview. Moments later, he emerged grinning, shaking hands with the rep. “I… I got it,” he said, disbelief mingled with joy. “I can’t believe it!”

Nearby, a woman in her twenties clutched a bag of pastries, smiling faintly as she spoke with a volunteer. “I… I didn’t think anyone would hire me today. I’ve been out of work for months.”

“You’re more than qualified,” Yvonne said, gloved hands adjusting a strap on the woman’s bag. “They’ll see that. Just take a deep breath and show them what you can do.”

Throughout the street, people moved from table to table — resumes in hand, confidence slowly building, nervous glances traded for small smiles and murmurs of encouragement from volunteers. Sefa found himself guiding a father and daughter toward the culinary union table, whispering tips and encouraging smiles, while Yvonne moved down a row, quietly coordinating with another employer, ensuring each applicant was seen, each family given instructions for follow-up or immediate placement.

The sensory landscape was electric. The smell of coffee and pastries lingered in the crisp air, mingling with the faint scent of winter coats and gloves. The soft clatter of clipboards, the low murmur of conversation, the occasional laughter or squeal of delight from children created a rhythm that seemed almost musical, carried on by Yvonne’s steady presence at its center.

A young man approached Sefa, holding a hot cocoa cup and his résumé. “Hey… can you tell me which table I should start with?” he asked, voice uncertain.

“Start here,” Sefa said, motioning toward a cheerful recruiter. “Take a deep breath, show them your experience, and let Yvonne know how you did. She’s keeping track of everyone to make sure nobody falls through the cracks.”

The young man nodded, stepping forward with a hesitant but growing confidence. Sefa watched as he shook hands, answered questions, and finally emerged with a small smile of triumph.

Meanwhile, Yvonne moved from table to table, never lingering too long, but offering small pieces of guidance, encouragement, or reassurance wherever needed. She paused beside a young woman who had been rejected at one table, kneeling to meet her eyes. “It’s okay,” she said softly. “One no doesn’t define you. Keep moving. I promise there’s a spot for you if you keep trying.”

The woman’s lips trembled, eyes glossy, but she nodded, taking a deep breath and moving on to the next table. “Thank you,” she whispered.

Sefa caught her gaze across the street, the faint glimmer of pride in her eyes, and realized again that she wasn’t just running a job fair — she was orchestrating hope, giving people dignity alongside opportunity. He adjusted a box of breakfast leftovers for a family heading toward a table to eat, feeling the warmth of the moment settle into him.

Children wandered around with gingerbread kits, scooters, and small toys, laughter spilling into the winter air. Parents carried insulated bags with breakfast or lunch, some clutching blankets, others exchanging quiet words with volunteers or Sefa. At one point, he helped a father guide his two small children to the craft station while Yvonne quietly nodded to another volunteer, ensuring everyone remained safe and included.

Hours passed in a rhythm of interviews, handshakes, laughter, and quiet cheers. Some applicants walked away hired on the spot, grins stretched across their faces. Others left with clear directions, hope renewed for the next step. Yvonne moved tirelessly between them all, gloved hands occasionally brushing flour or coffee off her apron as she made sure no one was overlooked.

Sefa finally paused beside her during a brief lull, wiping his hands on his coat. “You… you planned all of this, didn’t you?” he asked softly, eyes scanning the street alive with hope and opportunity.

Yvonne gave a faint, tired smile. “Someone has to,” she said simply. “And if I can make it easier for even one person to get a job, a meal, or just a moment of dignity… then it’s worth it.”

He nodded, feeling that familiar tug, a quiet warmth building behind his ribs. Watching her coordinate, care, and give endlessly, he realized that he wasn’t just here to help — he was here to witness, to support, and, quietly, to be drawn closer to the person at the heart of it all.

And as more people lined up at tables, resumes in hand, children tugging at parents, volunteers bustling, coffee steaming, and the winter air bracing, Sefa knew — this was more than a Winter Drive, more than a job fair. It was a symphony of heart, hope, and human connection, and at its center stood Yvonne Harris, unstoppable, unwavering, and utterly unforgettable.

21

The din of the Winter Drive had finally faded outside. Plates cleared, tables folded, tents dismantled, and the street now quiet under the dim winter sun. Inside her restaurant, Yvonne wiped down the counter, the faint aroma of roast meats and spices still lingering in the air, mingling with the faint trace of cocoa and coffee from breakfast. The small, cozy warmth of Slow Bitez wrapped around them like a soft blanket.

Sefa pulled a chair up beside her, letting out a long breath, rubbing his hands over the warmth of his gloves. “God,” he murmured, eyes scanning the room that now felt almost impossibly small after the past three days of chaos, laughter, and tireless giving. “I… I don’t even know where to start.”

Yvonne leaned back against the counter, gloved hands resting lightly on the surface, and smiled faintly. “You can start anywhere,” she said softly. Her voice had the calm steadiness of someone who had been running on instinct, willpower, and sheer love for people for days straight.

Sefa ran a hand through his hair, letting out a long exhale. “It’s been… overwhelming. Watching you, watching everyone… seeing the way you manage this… the chaos, the people, the needs, the energy… it’s nothing like I’ve ever experienced. And I’ve seen some big events, some real serious work.” His voice softened. “But this? This is… something else. You… you’re insane.”

Yvonne chuckled softly, the sound low and warm, not mocking but amused. “Insane? Maybe. Or maybe just stubborn. I’ve been stubborn about feeding people for a long time.”

“No,” he said, shaking his head, leaning forward. “No, that doesn’t cover it. You’re… incredible. Impossible. I’ve never seen someone do all of this and still keep… keep themselves intact. And seeing you, even bruised, even tired, it’s… it’s hard not to be… pulled into it.”

Her eyes softened, but she didn’t immediately respond, letting him continue, the quiet hum of the restaurant filling the space between their words.

“I don’t want to just watch from the sidelines,” he said, voice quieter now, more earnest. “I don’t want to just help with a plate or a box. I want to be… part of this. Part of what you do. Not just the Winter Drive, not just the events, but… you. Personally. I want to help you. I want to help people with you.”

The words hung in the air, heavy and raw, and Yvonne felt them settle around her like a warmth she hadn’t expected. Her hands flexed slightly over the counter, a small smile tugging at her lips. “You want to help me… personally?” she asked softly, her voice steady, but with that slight lift that always betrayed when she was letting someone in.

Sefa nodded. “Yeah. I mean… I don’t know exactly what that looks like. I don’t have your energy, your stamina, your… your heart in motion. But I want to learn. I want to show up. And not just when it’s convenient or spectacular. I want to… be there with you. For this, for them, for you.”

Yvonne let out a soft breath, the faintest glimmer of amusement in her eyes as she finally leaned forward slightly. “You really mean that,” she said softly, almost a statement more than a question.

“I do,” he said simply. “I’m not just talking. I’m in. I want to know what it’s like, to feel what you feel, to see what you see, to be part of it.”

She studied him quietly, gauging the sincerity in his eyes, the way he shifted in the chair, the quiet respect and awe that didn’t feel performative. Slowly, she nodded, a faint smile tugging at her lips. “Alright,” she said. “Tomorrow, we start earlier. You follow my lead. You help with whatever’s needed. And…” she paused, brushing a strand of hair from her face, eyes meeting his fully, soft but firm, “you also make sure you take care of yourself in the process. I don’t need another volunteer collapsing before the first plate is served.”

Sefa laughed softly, the tension in his chest easing just slightly. “Deal,” he said. “But fair warning… I don’t think I’ll ever keep up with you.”

Yvonne smirked faintly, a sparkle of challenge in her eyes. “Maybe not. But if you try? That’s half the battle.”

They sat in companionable silence for a moment, the warmth of the restaurant, the faint scents of food, the quiet hum of appliances, and the fading light spilling through the windows surrounding them. Outside, the city moved on, indifferent to the small sanctuary they occupied, but inside, the air was rich with the weight of three days of giving, of lives touched, of hope delivered — and now, the first stirrings of something else, something personal, threading quietly between them.

Sefa finally leaned back, hands on the counter, voice quiet but sincere. “I’m serious, Yvonne. I want to be here. Not just as some guy helping out. I want to… stand beside you in this. Whatever you need.”

Her eyes softened, the faintest curve of a smile forming, almost shy but steady. “Then you already are,” she said simply. “Just… keep showing up. That’s more than enough for now.”

And for the first time in days, Yvonne allowed herself a small moment to sit, to breathe, and to let someone in. Sefa’s presence beside her felt easy, natural, like a quiet promise in the warmth of her own space. And for the first time, she realized that maybe — just maybe — this wasn’t something she had to do alone anymore.

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1

The streets of Bronzeville were slick with early evening rain, neon reflections from the corner stores shimmering on wet asphalt, but inside Slow Bitez, it was warm, fragrant, and defiant. Yvonne Harris moved with a practiced rhythm, a spatula in one hand, a towel tucked into the waistband of her apron. Steam rose from the pots like smoke signals to anyone brave enough to see the life she was building here. Outside, the city’s pulse was restless, sharp, the kind that whispered of danger and history and survival, but inside her kitchen, there was only purpose: food, comfort, and stubborn love.

She’d opened her eyes that morning to the news that a group of radicals had hit her neighborhood, targeting Black and brown-owned businesses. She’d felt the sting of betrayal, the burn of rage when she saw the shattered glass of her front window, the toppled cash register, and the bruise creeping across her nose, the split lip that stung with every breath. Yet by nine, she had the oven lit, the stove humming, and the first batch of French pastries laid out like offerings. Nothing — not fear, not pain, not their cowardice — would stop her from feeding the people who needed her.

A bell chimed, low and cautious, over the door. She glanced up from plating a tray of oxtails and rice, and then the door opened wider, letting in a gust of cold, wet air, carrying with it the faint smell of ozone and asphalt. He was big before she even realized — broad shoulders, careful steps, but not slow. Confidence without arrogance. Dark eyes scanning the space, not missing a single detail. His hands were calloused but clean, and even under the hood of his jacket, there was an intensity she recognized instantly: someone used to moving through the world with purpose.

“You… you’re seriously back after what happened?” His voice was calm, controlled, but there was an edge under it, like coals waiting for the right spark.

She straightened, brushing flour off her forearms, smirking faintly. “Food doesn’t wait,” she said, voice steady but carrying the weight of someone who had chosen courage over comfort. “And neither do the people who need it.”

He paused at the edge of the counter, watching her work, watching her move through the chaos of her own making — orders coming in, children tugging at their parents’ sleeves, a man nodding politely for his free meal, a woman quietly filling a bag of winter coats from the side table she’d set up for those who had nothing. She didn’t ask. She just gave.

A flicker of something soft crossed his face, almost invisible under the hard lines of his jaw, the shadow of the gym, the echoes of the ring. Respect. Awe. And maybe, though he didn’t dare voice it yet, the faint stirrings of… desire. Not lust, not yet, but something warmer and deeper than either of them could name so soon.

She met his gaze, and for a heartbeat, the kitchen, the city, the storm outside — it all seemed to shrink. He wasn’t here to steal her fire, to fix her, or to protect her for show. He was here because he saw it. And seeing her like that, whole and fierce and unbroken, lit a spark in him he hadn’t felt in years.

Outside, the city hummed, restless and dangerous, but in this corner of Bronzeville, among the aroma of buttered greens, roasting meats, and baked bread, two worlds collided quietly, impossibly. And neither of them would ever be the same.

2

“You look like you’re hungry,” she said, firm but teasing, her voice cutting through his train of thought before he could even form a coherent sentence. “Sit and eat. On the house.”

Sefa blinked, startled out of his reverie, and finally took in the plate she’d placed in front of him: golden baked macaroni and cheese bubbling at the edges, tender oxtails glistening under a rich brown gravy flecked with roasted garlic and fresh parsley, and rice and peas that smelled like summer in the South Side. The aroma was intoxicating, grounding, and fierce all at once.

His eyes wandered over the restaurant. The chatter of patrons mixed with the clatter of utensils and the occasional hiss of a pan; a little boy nudged a girl next to him, whispering excitedly about the cinnamon rolls waiting for dessert. Behind the counter, Yvonne ladled collard greens into bowls with practiced ease, her movements fluid, almost hypnotic.

“Don’t mind him,” a regular, Mrs. Jenkins, called over her shoulder, eyes twinkling. “He always stares like he’s smelling angels in the kitchen.”

The boy beside her laughed, pointing at Sefa. “Is that your first time here, mister? You look like you don’t even know what you’re doing!”

Sefa’s lips quirked, amused, and he let out a low chuckle, finally looking at her. Yvonne raised an eyebrow, hands still busy, flour dusting her forearms.

“First time,” he admitted, voice quiet but warm. “I—yeah. This place… smells unreal.”

She smirked knowingly, wiping her hands and leaning slightly across the counter. “You’ve got a good nose. You’ll need it here.” Her eyes flicked toward the soup simmering in the back, the garlic bread warming on the oven rack. “Everything’s made from scratch. No shortcuts, no cheap tricks. You taste it, you’ll know.”

Sefa picked up his fork, letting it hover over the plate. The oxtail fell away from the bone in tender shreds, the gravy coating every bite, the macaroni soft but with a slight crust on top that promised buttery perfection. He bit down, and the warmth of spices — smoky, earthy, comforting — hit like a wave. His shoulders relaxed without him realizing it, and he let out a quiet, involuntary sound of appreciation.

“You like?” Yvonne asked casually, still moving through the kitchen, checking on a tray of roasted chicken wings, nodding to a man balancing a toddler on one hip while he tried to pack a bag of winter coats.

“I… yeah,” Sefa said, swallowing slowly. “It’s… incredible.”

The man with the toddler laughed, nudging the boy beside him. “See, kid? I told you this place was magic.”

Across the counter, Mrs. Jenkins added, “Honey, it’s magic because she puts her soul in every bite. That girl? She doesn’t cook for money, she cooks for people. And if you can’t pay? Doesn’t matter. You eat. That’s the rule.”

Sefa’s eyes flicked back to Yvonne. She was laughing softly at something a teenage girl said about wanting extra macaroni, hair catching the light in a warm halo. Her bruise-split lip was faint, the nose still tender, but she moved like nothing had broken her — like every setback had sharpened her rather than softened her.

“She’s… fearless,” he murmured, almost to himself.

“You’re staring,” she teased, sliding a napkin across the counter toward him. “Eat. Let your mouth do the talking if you’ve got questions.”

As he dug in, the restaurant pulsed around them: the low hum of conversation, the scrape of chair legs on worn tile, the occasional burst of laughter from kids piling into backpacks for the monthly school drive, the hiss of a grill sending tendrils of savory aroma across the room. Each sound, each smell, each flavor blended into a living, breathing organism — and Yvonne was its heart.

Sefa realized then that this wasn’t just food. This wasn’t just a meal. This was life, courage, and love on a plate, and he had just walked into the middle of it.

3

Yvonne looked up from the stove, wiping her hands on a well-worn towel, and caught him staring again. Not in a creepy way — just that careful, quiet kind of gaze that made her pause mid-motion and grin. The kind of gaze that said, you notice everything, don’t you?

She extended her hand from the counter’s wide cutout — the kitchen’s “window” that let the diners watch the symphony of her craft in motion. “I’m Yvonne Harris,” she said, voice warm and lilting, the corner of her mouth quirked up mischievously. “But you can call me Yvonne or any of the countless names the people here have assigned me over the years. Y, Vonne, Miss Y, Miss V, Vonnie, Von Von…” She paused dramatically, tapping the counter with a finger. “…Von the Don. That one’s surprisingly from an Italian old uncle with a pinky ring I didn’t ask for specifics.” She gave a small shrug, as if shrugging off centuries of inherited wisdom. “The elders? They go from honey to sweetie to sweetheart to honeybee. Honestly, you could call me Oscar the Grouch, and I wouldn’t care.”

The words spilled out in a rhythm as comforting and chaotic as the kitchen itself. Sefa’s hand twitched unconsciously, halfway toward hers, as he watched the plate of food steam between them. He could smell the subtle scent of paprika lingering on her hands, the faint trace of rosemary from the focaccia she’d just pulled from the oven, and — somehow, impossibly — the sweetness of vanilla from a pie cooling on the back counter.

He reached slowly, catching her hand in his own. It was firm, warm, and alive. “Von the Don,” he said quietly, a teasing edge in his voice he hadn’t expected, but he didn’t flinch at her smirk. “I like that one.”

From the corner of his eye, he caught snippets of the restaurant’s life unfolding like a film. Mrs. Jenkins was shooing a toddler from the counter while whispering conspiratorially to a teen about where the best fried chicken in town used to hide. A man at a small table laughed as he told a kid who had just spilled gravy on his napkin, “That’s okay — mistakes are delicious if you taste ‘em fast enough.” Behind them, a woman stacked seed kits into a neat pile, humming along to the faint jazz crackling from the speaker above the door.

Sefa’s hand hovered for a moment meeting hers. “Sefa Fatu,” he said, firm, warm, easy. “I run the gym a few blocks over. Just came by to see… well, everything’s fine here, I hope?”

Her eyes lit up instantly. “Oh! Sefa — are you Samoan?”

He blinked, startled. “How’d you—?”

She grinned, brushing a hand across the counter. “Sorry, I’m kind of a nerd about names. I remember everyone’s name, and I’ve met a lot of people from different walks of life. You? gave off Polynesian .” Her voice held a teasing lilt, like she was letting him in on a secret no one else noticed.

Yvonne pulled her hand back, motioning to a stool beside the counter. “Sit,” she said, flour dusting her forearms, her voice carrying over the sizzle of onions in a skillet. “Eat. Watch. Learn. Or just be quiet, which is fine too — I don’t judge silence here.”

Sefa lowered himself onto the stool, eyes flicking between her, the plate in front of him, and the life buzzing in the restaurant. Every detail tugged at him — the golden crust on the mac and cheese, the deep umami sheen of the oxtails, the way the rice held each grain separately yet tenderly, like it had been coaxed into perfection. The chatter, the clinks, the laughter, the soft swish of the broom sweeping crumbs near the door, the faint hiss of steam from the pot of collard greens — it all blended into a rhythm he didn’t want to leave.

“People seem to really love you,” he said, voice low.

Yvonne paused mid-stir, glancing at him over her shoulder, one brow arched. “Love me? Baby, I feed them. They eat. They talk. They complain about my oxtails sometimes, but they keep coming back. That’s not love — that’s survival and habit wrapped in gravy. But, sure,” she added with a sly grin, “call it love if it helps you sleep tonight.”

He chuckled, warmth rising from somewhere deeper than his chest — maybe his stomach, maybe somewhere he hadn’t realized needed feeding. His eyes traced the little details she moved through effortlessly: the way she swirled the gravy with a wooden spoon, the soft tap of her heels on the tile as she maneuvered around the counter, the way her laugh ricocheted off the walls when someone made a silly joke about dessert.

“Von,” he said quietly again, a smile tugging at his lips. “You’re… really something.”

Her grin softened, her eyes flicking toward the small stack of winter coats and blankets waiting to be handed out later. “And you,” she said, returning the glance, “are in the right place if you want to see what something like really something looks like. Stick around — help if you want. Or just eat. Both work.”

The room buzzed around them, the smells, sounds, and warmth weaving together into something more than a meal, more than a restaurant. Sefa realized then that this was bigger than food, bigger than comfort — it was a pulse, a heartbeat of community, of courage, of life itself. And somehow, in that small window into her kitchen, watching her move, smiling, teasing, feeding the world, he knew he was already drawn in, tangled in its rhythm, caught in the gravity of Yvonne Harris.

4

Sefa had walked past Slow Bitez a dozen times before, but today was different. The moment he rounded the corner, the city’s gray chill hit him, and then the warmth from the restaurant pulled him in like a magnet. Through the front window, he could see the full scope of what Yvonne had built — and what she had managed to get everyone to believe in. The hand-painted sign he had noticed yesterday was still there: “Pay what you can, eat what you need.” But now, additional posters, chalkboards, and flyers plastered every window and door announced the real event of the day: Winter Drive — Coats, Blankets, Shoes, Food, Warmth for All. People milled about outside, carrying boxes, dragging donations, chatting, laughing, shivering, and huddling against the cold. The smell of wet wool mingled with hot cocoa from a nearby thermos someone had brought, and the crisp air carried the faint scent of pine from a donated wreath leaning against the door.

He stepped inside and immediately felt the pulse of it all. The restaurant was packed, but not with diners as much as volunteers and neighbors. Boxes stacked high along the walls were labeled carefully: Blankets, Winter Coats, Boots, Hats & Scarves, Non-perishable Meals. Children darted between tables and boxes, giggling, their laughter rising above the hum of chatter and the occasional thump of a crate being set down. Parents corralled toddlers while balancing grocery bags and coffee cups, their breaths puffing white in the cold drafts sneaking through the door whenever it opened.

Yvonne moved through it all like a conductor. One moment she was tying a scarf around a little girl’s neck, the next she was helping an older man lift a heavy box of coats onto a cart, all while keeping track of volunteers, pointing out where bins of boots should go, and barking instructions like a general with love in her voice. “Watch the door, Malik! Those coats are heavy! And no running with scarves, you’ll tangle someone up!” she called to a teenage volunteer who laughed nervously, clutching a pile of hats.

Sefa lingered near the center of the chaos, taking it all in. His eyes swept from corner to corner: a mother helping her son try on oversized boots, a woman with a clipboard checking off names of families receiving packages, a group of teens stacking boxes with careful precision while whispering jokes to one another. The room smelled faintly of pine, canvas, wool, and damp coats, with a subtle undercurrent of roasted chestnuts and the faint spice of a simmering tomato sauce she had started for later volunteers’ meals.

“Hey!” Yvonne’s voice cut through the hubbub, and he looked up just as she extended a hand through the kitchen cutout window, that same warm, mischievous grin lighting her face. “Sefa! Grab that box and come on — you’re in charge of boot distribution.”

He moved forward without hesitation, lifting a box marked Men’s Winter Boots and scanning the room for the first family waiting. The weight was manageable, but it was more than just the physical labor — it was the rhythm of it, the coordination, the flow. Volunteers were calling out sizes, parents were corralling kids, and Yvonne was everywhere at once, correcting mistakes with a joke, praising effort, smoothing a snagged coat sleeve, handing out mittens with a flourish.

“Careful with that stack!” she called, dashing past him to steady a leaning tower of blankets before it toppled. “It’s not just fabric, it’s hope!”

Sefa laughed, the sound low and rich, and passed the box to a young man at the end of the line, feeling the warmth of their gratitude in nods and smiles. He caught a glimpse of a little girl peering shyly from behind her mother’s coat, clutching a pink mitten, eyes wide as Yvonne crouched down to tie her shoelaces.

“She’s warm,” Sefa muttered under his breath, lifting another box and taking careful note of the system she had orchestrated. Volunteers were moving with precision but flexibility, children were being entertained with impromptu games to keep them occupied, and every adult seemed to know their role — yet Yvonne was still everywhere, moving through it like a heartbeat, alive and commanding without ever being harsh.

A volunteer tripped slightly, dropping a box of scarves, and Yvonne swooped in, scooping up scarves and laughing as she gently scolded him. “No worries! That’s why we have backup hands — like Sefa here! You’re on the front line now!”

He glanced at her and grinned, carrying a box of thick wool coats toward the small line forming near the window. Each handoff felt significant, the little nods of thanks and the quiet murmurs of relief from families hitting him with a warmth that wasn’t in the gloves he wore. He realized then that she wasn’t just feeding people or distributing coats — she was orchestrating a network of care, a living, breathing web of support. And somehow, in the middle of this beautiful chaos, she had pulled him in.

From the corner of the kitchen, Yvonne shouted over the din, “Malik! Don’t stack the blankets like a mountain, they need to fit in the bag! And yes, Sefa, careful with that box — gentle hands, remember?”

Sefa laughed, careful as he shifted the blankets, and felt a spark of connection to this madness, to her, to the energy that radiated from every corner. The room hummed, alive and messy, but full of life, and in that swirl of scents, laughter, and winter air, he understood the scale of what she did — and how impossible it would have been for one person to do it alone. Yet here she was, Yvonne Harris, making it all look effortless.

5

Sefa hoisted the next box of thick winter coats, adjusting his grip and scanning the room for where it would be most useful. He spotted a volunteer struggling with a tower of blankets near the corner and moved swiftly, stepping in without a word. “Here,” he said, sliding the box into her hands so she could re-stack the pile more efficiently. “We can get this section cleared faster if we split it.”

Yvonne glanced up, a flash of surprise crossing her face before her grin returned, wide and unabashed. “Well, well, look at you, taking initiative! I like it. You might survive this after all.” She darted past him, snagging a pair of mittens that had slipped from the top of a crate, and handed them to a little boy with a bright red scarf slipping off his shoulder. “Here, sweetheart, keep these on. You’ll freeze your fingers off if you don’t.”

The boy grinned, tugging at the mittens while his sister pointed out which coat she wanted. Volunteers bustled past Sefa, carrying boxes labeled Shoes, Hats & Scarves, Blankets, shouting sizes and double-checking lists. A woman leaned down to help a toddler step into boots that were just a little too big, whispering encouragement in a soft voice as the child wobbled uncertainly. Sefa felt a warmth spread through him, not just from the heavy lifting but from being part of this orchestrated chaos.

“Watch your footing!” Yvonne called from across the room, balancing a stack of coats and a clipboard. She was moving at a speed that seemed impossible, yet each step was precise. “Those boxes don’t lift themselves, and neither do the smiles on those kids’ faces!”

Sefa chuckled, lifting a box of hats toward a small table at the side. A teen volunteer laughed as he passed by, juggling two boxes at once. “Thanks, man! These hats are like gold!”

“Gold, huh?” Sefa replied, handing over the box carefully. “Better make sure they get in the right hands then.”

The room hummed with activity. Kids darted between tables, laughing and pointing at coats they wanted to try on, while parents called out measurements and sizes. A woman set down a thermos of hot cocoa, the chocolatey aroma mixing with the pine of blankets and the faint smell of wet wool coming in from outside. Every corner seemed alive with sound and movement: the thump of boxes being placed down, the shuffle of feet on tile, the squeak of carts loaded with supplies, bursts of laughter, excited chatter, and Yvonne’s voice weaving it all together.

Sefa spotted a line of children waiting for coats and stepped forward, holding up a box of small jackets. “Alright, who’s next?” he asked, and a few of the kids pointed eagerly, their faces lighting up. He knelt to hand a jacket to a little girl with a crooked scarf, tying it carefully around her shoulders. “There you go. Nice and snug.”

Yvonne came up beside him, balancing another stack of boxes with effortless grace. “See? You’re catching on fast,” she said, her tone teasing but warm. “You lift, you hand out, you organize… soon you’ll be running this chaos yourself.”

Sefa laughed, moving to another table of boots. “I don’t know if I can match your rhythm,” he said, slipping a pair onto a young boy’s feet and helping him tie the laces. “But I can try.”

She smirked, grabbing a blanket that had fallen from a volunteer’s arms. “Trying is the first step. And if you stumble,” she added, nudging him lightly with the side of her hip, “I’ll catch you. Just like I catch everyone else who walks through this door.”

The next few minutes were a blur of motion. Sefa moved from station to station: carrying boxes of coats to the distribution table, handing out scarves, helping children slip on boots, assisting parents with overstuffed bags, stacking blankets for easy reach. He caught snippets of conversation along the way — parents laughing about how their little ones insisted on wearing two hats at once, volunteers teasing each other about who had the fastest stacking speed, kids shouting excitedly when they spotted a coat in just the right color.

At one point, Yvonne leaned across the counter cutout window, juggling a clipboard and a basket of mittens. “Sefa, could you check on the boots over there? The sizes are all over the place and Malik is about to start a revolution!”

Sefa darted across the room, sorting through a pile of boots and matching sizes to tags. A little boy tugged at his sleeve, holding out a pair of snow boots. “These fit me?” he asked, eyes wide.

“Let’s see,” Sefa said, kneeling and sliding the boots onto the boy’s feet. “Perfect fit. Now you can stomp through the snow all you want.” The boy grinned and ran off to show a friend, boots clopping softly on the tile.

Yvonne swooped past him again, grabbing a heavy bag of donated coats and handing it to a parent. “Thank you!” she called. “Go warm someone up out there!”

Sefa watched her for a moment, marveling at how effortlessly she balanced every detail — the people, the donations, the logistics, the chaos — and still managed to radiate warmth, humor, and calm authority. He caught himself smiling, hands still full of blankets, and realized he had become part of the rhythm, part of her world. The room pulsed with life, every laugh, every rustle of fabric, every thump of boxes landing just so, every murmur of thanks from families threading together into a living tapestry, and he was right in the center of it.

“Careful!” Yvonne’s voice rang out suddenly. He turned to see her steadying a wobbling tower of coats with one hand while carrying a box of scarves in the other. “These aren’t just coats — these are little victories for every single person who walks through this door today!”

Sefa grinned, catching the bottom box of the stack. “I think I understand now,” he said, laughing as he adjusted his grip. “It’s not just a Winter Drive. It’s… a movement.”

Yvonne glanced at him from across the room, her eyes sparkling with amusement and something else — pride, warmth, a spark that made his chest tighten. “Welcome to the chaos, Sefa. Now let’s keep moving before the next wave hits.”

He nodded, feeling the weight of the blankets in his arms, the buzz of activity all around, and the quiet thrill of being in the middle of something bigger than either of them, a pulse of care and community that left him breathless and ready for more.

6

The sun had barely crested the rooftops, but Yvonne was already orchestrating the next phase of the Winter Drive. Outside, the air was crisp and sharp, carrying the smell of wet pavement and the faint scent of pine from a wreath leaning against the restaurant door. She had set up a few long tables along the sidewalk, space heaters humming quietly to stave off the cold, and volunteers were bustling back and forth, moving boxes of food, blankets, and donated coats. A table near the front had a self-serve hot coffee and cocoa station, the steam curling lazily into the morning air, while another held pitchers of chilled water for anyone who needed it.

Sefa grabbed a box of tomato bisque from the counter, its rich aroma mingling with the scent of buttered bread, and followed Yvonne outside. She was juggling a clipboard, a basket of grilled cheeses, and a stack of napkins with effortless precision, moving from volunteer to volunteer, offering instructions, encouragement, and the occasional teasing remark. “Hey, Malik! Make sure the bisque stays in the thermos! Nobody wants soup all over their boots!”

He set down the box near one of the volunteers and glanced around. The crowd had grown even larger. Parents held children close as they navigated between tables, volunteers darted back and forth carrying trays of chicken and dumplings or green bean casserole, the latter steaming invitingly in large aluminum pans. The faint scent of simmering beef stew mixed with the smoky aroma of grilled cheese sandwiches being handed out in stacks to the eager children. The chatter of families, the laughter of kids, and the occasional squeal of excitement as someone received a warm coat blended into a lively symphony of sounds.

Sefa moved quickly, carrying a tray of grilled cheese sandwiches toward a group of teenagers. “Alright, who wants some hot sandwiches?” he called, holding the tray steady. Hands shot up instantly, and the teens laughed and thanked him, taking the sandwiches carefully. One of them looked up at him and said, “Man, this place is amazing! How do you get all this food?”

He shrugged, a grin tugging at his lips. “It’s Yvonne Harris magic. I’m just helping.”

Yvonne appeared beside him, plucking a pan of tomato bisque from the table. “Helping, huh? You’ve got to start thinking bigger than that,” she said, voice laced with amusement as she ladled soup into cups for the waiting crowd. “This isn’t just about passing out food. This is about showing everyone they’re seen, they’re cared for, and they’re not alone. Got it?”

Sefa nodded, his hands moving in a rhythm that began to sync with hers. Together, they carried trays of chicken and dumplings to a small line of families, her hands guiding him subtly without a word. He noticed the way she interacted with everyone: kneeling to adjust a child’s scarf, laughing with a volunteer who had spilled a ladle of stew, calling out instructions to keep the line flowing. She commanded the space without raising her voice unnecessarily, her warmth radiating out like the heat from the nearby space heaters.

A little boy tugged at Sefa’s sleeve, pointing at the green bean casserole. “Can I have that one?”

“Of course,” Sefa said, scooping a portion onto a plate and handing it to the boy. “Careful, it’s hot. Don’t burn yourself.”

The boy grinned, holding the plate carefully as he joined his family at a nearby table. Sefa watched them settle in, noticing the sparkle of gratitude in the parents’ eyes, the way the children’s laughter rang out as they dug into the food. Around him, the volunteers were moving seamlessly: one was refilling the coffee station, another handing out blankets, a third organizing donated shoes and gloves.

Yvonne called out from the other side of the table, her voice carrying over the hum of activity. “Sefa! Hot cocoa refill!” She handed him a thermos and a stack of cups, and he moved quickly to pour steaming chocolate for the waiting families, feeling the warmth seep into his hands through the paper cups.

“Thank you, sir!” a mother said as he handed her a cup, her breath fogging in the cold air. “You have no idea how much this means.”

He smiled, letting the words sink in, and glanced at Yvonne. She was crouched down beside a little girl, adjusting a hat that was slightly too big, her fingers deft and gentle. Their eyes met for a brief moment, and she winked. “Keep up, Sefa. You’re doing fine, but don’t get distracted by the cute kids,” she teased.

He laughed softly, pouring another cup of cocoa, and felt the rhythm of the Winter Drive pulling him in completely. It was organized chaos, a living, breathing thing that demanded attention, care, and energy, and he realized how much effort went into every detail — every coat, every blanket, every plate of food, every warm drink handed out.

A volunteer shouted from across the table, “We need more plates for the chicken and dumplings!” and Sefa darted over, grabbing a stack and setting them down while Yvonne coordinated the movement of volunteers with precise gestures. A gust of cold wind swept past, but the warmth of the heaters, the food, and the collective energy of the community created a bubble of comfort that made the air feel almost sweet.

By mid-morning, the street outside Slow Bitez had transformed into a hive of activity. Kids played briefly on the sidewalk between tables, volunteers moved with purpose, and families navigated the line with smiles despite the chill. The smells of soup, stew, grilled cheese, and cocoa mingled with the crisp winter air, carrying the promise of warmth and care into the neighborhood.

Sefa worked alongside Yvonne seamlessly, passing trays, helping carry blankets, and directing families to the tables with gentle guidance. He caught himself marveling at her stamina, her ability to juggle everything while still noticing the small moments: a child’s shy grin, a volunteer struggling with a heavy box, a mother quietly whispering thanks. She was everywhere at once, a conductor orchestrating the pulse of the Winter Drive, and he was caught in the gravity of it, moving in tandem with her rhythm, helping, laughing, and quietly falling for the way she moved through the world.

And all around them, the city felt warmer, brighter, alive in the cold. Every coat, every plate, every cup of cocoa, every blanket was a testament to her vision, her heart, and now, to the partnership forming quietly in the midst of the chaos — Sefa, stepping in, part of it all, and unable to look away from the woman who made it happen.

7

The rhythm of the Winter Drive had settled into a pulse that Sefa could follow, but now, as he scanned the crowd, a different kind of weight hit him. He noticed the faces he hadn’t really seen before — people who didn’t just need warmth from the cold, but comfort, dignity, a space where they could exist without scrutiny. A man in a worn coat, the brim of his hat pulled low, shuffled toward the food tables, his hands trembling slightly as he accepted a cup of hot cocoa. He didn’t hesitate, didn’t glance around nervously; he simply reached for it, nodded a quiet thanks, and moved to the side to sip, eyes soft and grateful.

Families followed, some bundled tightly against the chill, carrying the weight of worry in their shoulders, in the way their children clutched blankets or shuffled awkwardly beside them. Sefa watched as a mother set down a toddler to tie their boots, her fingers shaking, and another child slid a coat over small shoulders. The care in their movements spoke of lives stretched thin, yet there was a confidence here too — a trust that the sign on Yvonne’s door, the chalkboard out front, was real. That this place, this event, wasn’t about judgment or pity, but about meeting them where they were.

Sefa felt it then, fully. The pull in his chest that he hadn’t anticipated. It wasn’t just the scale of the Winter Drive, or the chaos of volunteers moving boxes, or the smell of hot food and cocoa in the air. It was the humanity — the quiet bravery of people who had nowhere else to go and yet came here without hesitation, carrying themselves with dignity because they knew Yvonne had created a space that honored it.

A man in his fifties approached, his shoes worn through, the soles slapping lightly against the wet pavement. He carried a small bag, threadbare, and as Sefa handed him a plate of chicken and dumplings, he looked up at Yvonne with a faint, shy smile. “Thank you,” he said, his voice steady but low. “I didn’t know if anyone would… if someone like me would… it’s nice.”

Yvonne crouched to meet his gaze, placing a gentle hand on his shoulder. “You belong here,” she said softly, sincere, letting her eyes carry the weight of her words. “Everyone does. Come eat, warm yourself, and take whatever you need. No one will make you feel small here.”

Sefa stepped back, watching the interaction with a lump in his throat. He realized that all the physical effort — carrying boxes, passing out coats, pouring cocoa — was only part of what she did. She was giving people something far heavier and far more precious: safety, acceptance, the feeling that they mattered. And somehow, amidst the chaos of stacking blankets and serving hot bisque, she made each person feel like they were the only one in the room.

A young woman carrying two small children approached, her eyes bright but tired. “Do you have anything for them?” she asked, nodding toward the kids. Sefa lifted a plate of grilled cheese sandwiches, handing it to her carefully, and watched as her children’s faces lit up. They tore into the sandwiches with messy enthusiasm, crumbs falling onto the floor, while their mother looked up at Yvonne and whispered a quiet thank you.

Yvonne, never missing a beat, was already shifting to help another family. She had a coat in one hand, mittens in the other, her voice calling instructions to a volunteer while simultaneously laughing softly with a little boy who had insisted on wearing a scarf as a belt. The fluidity of her movements, the way she held the chaos together, struck Sefa again. It was awe-inspiring, and terrifying, and deeply moving all at once.

A small group of volunteers were reorganizing a pile of boots, and Sefa stepped in, helping line them up by size. As he did, a homeless man shuffled toward the table, his shoulders hunched, eyes scanning the assortment. He picked up a pair carefully, testing the fit, nodding once, quietly. No words of thanks were needed — the respect in his movements was enough. Sefa handed him a blanket as well, and the man’s eyes softened, the faintest trace of a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.

Watching it all, Sefa felt something inside him shift. He had been to gyms, trained with athletes, moved through crowds, managed people, controlled chaos in his own spaces. But none of that had prepared him for this. For watching people arrive, often with the weight of the world on their shoulders, and leave, for a brief moment at least, lighter. None of them worried about judgment here. None of them hesitated. They trusted that this space, Yvonne’s space, was theirs to claim just by stepping inside.

Yvonne caught his gaze from across the table, her eyes flicking briefly to him, and gave a small nod, almost imperceptible, that said everything without words. Keep helping. Keep noticing. Keep being present. He returned the nod, carrying another box of blankets to a group of parents trying to wrap them around their children.

The street outside Slow Bitez had become a swirl of humanity. Parents coaxed kids toward tables, teenagers volunteered with eager efficiency, the hum of conversation intermingled with laughter, shouts of instructions, the occasional squeal of delight as a child discovered a coat just their size. Steam rose from hot food and coffee cups, curling into the air and catching the morning light. Every sound, every smell, every movement was layered — the faint scent of wet coats and boots, the earthy aroma of blankets, the richness of hot tomato bisque, the sweet chocolate of cocoa, the warmth of the heaters.

Sefa moved through it all, his hands full of blankets, his heart full of something heavier, warmer, more real than he had expected. He caught a little boy tugging on his sleeve. “Can I have a hat?” the boy asked.

“Of course,” Sefa said, kneeling down to hand him one. The boy’s face lit up as he placed it on his head, adjusting it carefully. Sefa looked up to see Yvonne directing another volunteer, her energy unflagging, her warmth undiminished despite the chaos.

In that moment, he understood something profound. This wasn’t just a Winter Drive. It was a testament, a declaration, a living, breathing proof of care, trust, and community. And he, standing amid the controlled chaos, helping where he could, was becoming part of it — part of her world, part of the pulse, part of the magic she had built.

He exhaled slowly, taking it all in, and realized that no matter how physically tired he became, no matter how cold the air bit at his cheeks, he would not want to leave. Because here, amidst coats, blankets, plates of food, and the laughter of children, he was witnessing something extraordinary — Yvonne Harris, in all her brilliance, giving the world a space where no one was unseen, unworthy, or unloved

8

By mid-afternoon, the sunlight had shifted low enough that the air outside carried a sharper bite, the kind that made the warmth of the space heaters feel even more like a blessing. Yvonne had pivoted the event seamlessly, the tables outside now groaning under the weight of new culinary offerings and drink stations, each manned by volunteers who darted between tasks with practiced precision. A “build-your-own-quesadilla” table had been set up, the scent of sizzling tortillas and melting cheese mingling with the sharp, sweet smell of peppers and onions. Volunteers leaned over the grill, flipping tortillas with quick, efficient movements, calling out to guests about which toppings were available: peppers, onions, mushrooms, shredded chicken, cheese, salsa, sour cream, guacamole.

Next to it, a steaming tray of sesame chicken and fried rice sent a rich, savory aroma wafting toward the crowd, mingling with the smoky sweetness of a sausage sub station, where volunteers chopped onions and peppers on cutting boards and layered toppings with almost choreographed ease. The smell of grilled sausage, caramelized onions, and toasted buns was irresistible, and children’s excited voices rang out as they chose their toppings, debating carefully whether to pile on extra cheese or double the peppers.

Further along, massive dispensers of homemade lemonade, watermelon lemonade, sweet tea, and spiced apple cider caught the eye, their vivid colors glowing against the winter sunlight, steam rising from the cider in little curls. Children carried cups carefully, balancing them with both hands as they skipped toward parents, while teenagers manned the dispensers, laughing and teasing one another when someone spilled a little on the table. A popcorn stand crackled with fresh kernels, their buttery smell drifting over the crowd, while candied apples gleamed under the sun, deep red gloss reflecting faces full of delight.

Sefa moved through it all like he had belonged here for years, carrying boxes of supplies, helping children navigate their quesadilla creations, and passing plates of sesame chicken to families. He caught glimpses of Yvonne everywhere at once — ladling fried rice, flipping tortillas, adjusting a volunteer’s apron, kneeling to help a child secure a coat. Her voice carried across the tables, calm but commanding. “Watch the quesadillas, Malik! Don’t let the cheese burn! And someone keep an eye on the cider — it’s hot!”

He couldn’t help but smile, moving toward the quesadilla stand to lift a tray of tortillas that had just come off the grill. A little girl, no more than six, looked up at him with wide eyes. “Can I have extra cheese?” she asked, her mittens slightly too big.

“Absolutely,” he said, spreading a generous handful over her tortilla. “We’re big fans of extra cheese here.”

Yvonne leaned over to inspect his handiwork, nodding in approval. “Not bad, Sefa. You’re catching on quick,” she said, her grin lighting up her face. “See, this is how it’s done — every person leaves with something they can enjoy, something that makes them feel cared for.”

Sefa glanced across the tables at the new supplies that had arrived: boxes of food kits stacked neatly, ready to be handed out, and a self-serve grocery station where volunteers helped families bag canned goods, fresh produce, and essential staples. Parents moved through the line methodically, children skipping beside them with wide-eyed fascination at the candy apples and popcorn, the aroma of fried rice and sesame chicken weaving through the crisp air.

From across the table, Yvonne called to him again, holding a ladle of hot spiced apple cider. “Sefa! Make sure these cups don’t overflow. We don’t want anyone scalded before they even get a bite!”

He hurried over, balancing a tray of cups carefully as a father reached for one with his daughter beside him, tugging at her scarf. “Thanks, young man,” the father said, offering a tired but genuine smile.

“No problem,” Sefa said, passing over the cup. “Enjoy it — it’s strong enough to fight the cold, but sweet enough to make you forget it for a minute.”

Yvonne ducked past him with a stack of tortilla trays in her arms, a little girl laughing behind her as she balanced a quesadilla loaded with chicken, peppers, and cheese. “We’ve got this rhythm, Sefa!” she said over the hum of activity, tossing him a nod as she disappeared into the crowd.

Sefa caught a glimpse of a volunteer tripping slightly under the weight of a box of groceries, and he stepped in instinctively, taking it and passing it to another volunteer who set it neatly at the self-serve station. Families moved through the line with careful precision, volunteers guiding them, answering questions, bagging goods, making sure everyone got exactly what they needed. He watched as one young couple, clearly down on their luck, picked up canned goods and fresh produce, their hands trembling slightly as they balanced bags, their eyes darting around the scene with wonder.

“Here,” Sefa said, handing them a bag of apples. The woman’s eyes welled with tears, and she whispered a soft thank you. Sefa nodded, feeling that same tightness in his chest he had felt all morning. He caught Yvonne’s gaze from across the way, and she gave him a small smile, acknowledging what he was seeing without words: the trust, the relief, the dignity her work fostered.

From the popcorn stand, a teenager handed a boy a small bag, and the boy’s squeals of delight carried across the street. The smell of buttery kernels mixed with cinnamon from candied apples and the tang of spiced cider, while the sun glinted off the surfaces of lemonade dispensers, making the cold day feel almost festive. Volunteers laughed and joked with each other, but their movements never faltered, every hand knowing its place, every eye catching what needed attention.

Sefa moved alongside Yvonne seamlessly, carrying trays, passing drinks, offering plates, helping with grocery bags, noticing small details as he went: a mitten fallen on the sidewalk, a blanket slipping from a cart, a little boy’s hood crooked. Every time he looked at her, she was already managing three other tasks at once, bending down to help a child, redirecting a volunteer, correcting a pile of food boxes.

He realized, again and again, that this wasn’t just about giving out food or supplies. It was about trust, about humanity, about creating a space where people could be fully themselves, even if the world had made them feel otherwise. And he, carrying boxes, pouring drinks, and joking with children, felt a part of that pulse — a rhythm that was messy, chaotic, warm, and alive.

As he passed a tray of quesadillas to a volunteer, Yvonne leaned close. “Not bad, Sefa. You’re a natural,” she said, her grin lighting up her face even in the bright winter sunlight. “Keep watching. Learn the rhythm, and maybe someday you’ll run your own Winter Drive. Or at least survive mine.”

He laughed softly, glancing around at the organized chaos, the laughter, the chatter, the smells, the warmth. He realized he didn’t want this day to end — the food, the community, the people, the energy — and somewhere, in the middle of it all, he felt something pulling him closer to the woman orchestrating it all.

9

By mid-afternoon, the Winter Drive had blossomed into a living, breathing mosaic of activity. Families and individuals moved from table to table, grabbing coats, sorting through groceries, and picking up meal kits, each area buzzing with its own rhythm yet all perfectly in sync with the hum of the event.

Sefa carried a box of canned goods to the self-serve grocery station, where volunteers had set up neat rows of staples: beans, rice, pasta, vegetables, and even fresh fruits. A young volunteer, clipboard in hand, called out, “Next family!” and a woman with three small children approached cautiously, glancing around before stepping forward.

Sefa knelt to their level, holding out a reusable bag. “Here you go. Take what you need. We’ve got plenty,” he said warmly.

The woman hesitated, her eyes flicking nervously to the volunteers behind the table. “I… I hope it’s okay. I don’t want to take more than someone else needs.”

Yvonne, who had just rounded the corner with a tray of apples, laughed softly. “Hey, listen. There’s no line judge here. Grab what you need. You deserve it.” She handed the woman a small bag of oranges. The children’s faces lit up as she passed them each a shiny apple, and the mother’s shoulders seemed to relax just a little, a faint smile tugging at her lips.

Nearby, a father and teenage son moved through the clothing tables, sorting through jackets and winter boots. The son held up a coat that was slightly too big, and the father laughed. “Guess you’ll be growing into it.”

The son grinned, tugging it over his shoulders. “Better too big than too small, right?”

“Exactly,” Yvonne said from the other side of the table, adjusting a scarf around a toddler’s neck. “See? You’re learning. Big enough to keep you warm, small enough to fit in your heart.” She winked at Sefa, who was carrying another box of meal kits to a table where families were gathering.

“Meal kits?” a woman asked, picking up a box. “What’s in these?”

Sefa opened one to reveal carefully packed ingredients for a simple, hearty meal: a bag of rice, a can of beans, fresh vegetables, a small portion of chicken, and a recipe card. “Everything you need to make a hot meal at home,” he explained. “Easy to cook, healthy, and filling.”

The woman’s eyes softened as she glanced at her children. “This… this is really thoughtful. Thank you.”

“No need to thank us,” Yvonne said, crouching beside the table. “We do this because everyone deserves a warm meal and a little dignity. You can just enjoy it and pay it forward if you ever get the chance.”

Across the way, a group of volunteers were helping families pick through the grocery items, stacking cans neatly in bags while chatting with them. “You want two cans of beans or three?” one volunteer asked a young woman.

“Three, please,” she replied. “My kids love beans.”

Sefa helped balance the bag as it filled with rice, canned vegetables, and bread, handing it carefully to the mother. The little ones tugged excitedly at his coat sleeve, whispering in awe about the candied apples and popcorn that still smelled faintly of butter.

The clothing table was alive with chatter as well. A teenage girl held up a pair of snow boots. “Do these fit?” she asked a volunteer.

“They look perfect,” the volunteer replied. “Try them on — if they’re tight, we’ve got more in the back.”

Yvonne stepped over, juggling a small basket of mittens. “Make sure they’re snug! Cold toes are no fun,” she said, adjusting the girl’s boots with careful hands.

Sefa watched, quietly impressed. The attention to detail wasn’t just about the clothes or food — it was about the people. Every interaction carried warmth, humor, and patience. Volunteers joked softly, families laughed, children squealed with delight, and Yvonne moved seamlessly between each station, a constant pulse of energy, guiding, helping, smiling.

He caught a small family at the grocery station struggling with a heavy bag. Without thinking, Sefa stepped in. “Here, let me help you with that,” he said, lifting it carefully.

The father looked up, gratitude in his eyes. “Thank you… I don’t know what we’d do without this today.”

“You’re welcome,” Sefa said, handing it to the mother with a reassuring nod. “Everyone deserves a little support.”

Across the street, children played quietly in the designated area, their laughter floating over the hum of activity. Volunteers helped guide them back when the line for food grew long, and Yvonne barked instructions over the noise, still smiling. “Remember, folks, there’s plenty for everyone. Stay warm, stay happy, and keep smiling!”

Sefa found himself moving almost automatically from one table to another, helping where he could, watching the way people interacted, noticing small moments: a child hugging a new coat, a mother quietly thanking a volunteer, the sparkle in a teen’s eyes as they discovered a candy apple. He realized he had never seen anything like it — not in gyms, not in training rooms, not anywhere. The energy wasn’t just about food or clothing; it was about trust, dignity, and humanity. People came here, comfortable in the knowledge that they would be received without judgment, and that realization hit him harder than any physical workout he had ever endured.

Yvonne leaned beside him, handing him a bag of groceries. “See that?” she said softly, nodding toward a mother and her two children walking toward a bench with their bounty. “That’s why we do it. That’s what matters.”

Sefa watched them, a warmth spreading through him that had nothing to do with the space heaters or the hot cocoa in his hands. “I get it now,” he said quietly. “I really do. It’s not just food or clothes… it’s hope.”

Yvonne’s eyes softened, and she gave him a small, approving nod. “Exactly. And today, we’re delivering a whole lot of it.”

Around them, the Winter Drive continued to pulse with life — the rhythm of giving and receiving, laughter and gratitude, chaos and care, all layered into a living tapestry of community. And in the middle of it, Sefa felt himself slowly becoming part of that rhythm, part of her world, and, he realized, part of something much bigger than either of them alone.

10

As the sun dipped lower, casting long golden streaks across the street, Sefa finally allowed himself a moment to truly look at her. The Winter Drive was winding down, volunteers hustling to pack up the remaining supplies, families carrying their meal kits and groceries toward cars or buses, children clutching apples, popcorn, and candy with sticky, happy fingers. And there she was — Yvonne Harris, still moving through it all, orchestrating, encouraging, guiding, her hands never still.

It hit him then, the weight of what she was doing. Just two days ago, someone had broken into her restaurant, looted her cash register, and left her bruised, with a broken nose and a split lip. And yet here she was, smiling, joking, carrying boxes heavier than most men could handle, her voice rising over the hum of volunteers and families alike. Sefa felt a tightening in his chest, a mixture of awe, worry, and something he couldn’t name yet.

“She’s insane,” he muttered under his breath, more to himself than anyone else.

A volunteer passing by grinned. “Insanely awesome, you mean. Nobody else could pull this off like she does.”

Sefa didn’t argue. He watched her crouch to adjust a mitten on a little boy’s hand, then spin around to help a mother balance her grocery bag, all while carefully checking the stacks of blankets and hand warmers to make sure every family left with enough. The way she moved through the chaos, her body still bruised, every movement purposeful, made his chest tighten in a way that had nothing to do with physical exertion.

“Okay, team!” Yvonne called, her voice carrying warmth and authority. “We’re almost done. Let’s make sure everyone leaves with a blanket, a handwarmer, some food, drinks, and don’t forget — mini med kits! Cold meds, flu meds, pain pills — whatever you might need to make it through the winter safely. Everyone gets something.”

Sefa jumped into action, grabbing a box of the small med kits and passing them to families as they made their way to the exit tables. “Here you go,” he said, handing a small bag to a woman holding her child. “Everything you might need for the next few days. You’re all set.”

The woman’s eyes softened, and she murmured a quiet thank you, clutching the bag to her chest. Sefa glanced over at Yvonne, who was handing the last stack of blankets to a volunteer. Even in the fading light, her bruised face was alight with energy, her smile bright despite the pain he knew she must be in.

He caught her by the arm as she reached for another tray. “Yvonne,” he said, concern threading his voice, “you… you shouldn’t be doing all this. You’re still hurt. You need rest.”

She looked at him over her shoulder, the corners of her mouth quirking in that familiar mischievous grin. “Sefa, the world doesn’t pause for a broken nose or a split lip. People are hungry, cold, and they trust that this space will be here for them. That’s more important than my pain.”

He swallowed hard, feeling a mix of admiration and helplessness. “That’s… that’s insane.”

“And necessary,” she said firmly, glancing at the last few families making their way through the tables. “Besides, if I don’t do it, who will? Not everyone has the luxury of ignoring someone else’s need. I do. And that means I step up.”

Sefa nodded slowly, carrying the last box of hand warmers to a young man who had been helping a little girl balance a bag of groceries. “Here you go,” he said. “Everyone’s leaving with something to keep warm.”

Yvonne clapped her hands softly, signaling the final stretch. “Alright, people, final call for anything you need. Blankets, drinks, med kits, food to go — grab them now!” The volunteers moved like a well-oiled machine, directing families, double-checking that no child left without mittens, no parent without a blanket.

Sefa passed a final med kit to an older woman, who looked at it with gratitude that made her eyes glimmer. “You’re incredible,” she whispered.

Sefa caught Yvonne’s eye, and she shrugged playfully, though her jaw tensed slightly as she adjusted her own scarf over her still-tender nose. “We’re all incredible when we do it together,” she said softly, voice carrying more warmth than he thought possible after all she had endured.

The street slowly quieted as families left, carrying bags, blankets, and smiles. The volunteers began packing up, but Yvonne stayed at the tables, folding up blankets, stacking food boxes, making sure the last of the supplies were accounted for. Sefa couldn’t stop staring, marveling at the energy, the resilience, the sheer heart of the woman in front of him.

Finally, she straightened, brushing her hands on her apron, and let out a soft exhale. “And… that’s a wrap,” she said, voice tired but triumphant. She gave him a small smile, one that didn’t try to hide the soreness he knew she felt. “Everyone’s taken care of. Nobody went home empty-handed. We did it.”

Sefa stepped closer, lowering his voice. “You did it. You… you did it. And you’re still standing. How do you even do this?”

Yvonne met his gaze, her eyes glinting with humor, exhaustion, and pride all at once. “One plate, one blanket, one smile at a time,” she said softly. “You start small. You care big. And somehow, it all comes together.”

Sefa exhaled, letting the weight of it settle in. For the first time, he really saw her — the pain, the bruises, the exhaustion — and yet, the warmth she radiated, the trust she had earned, the community she had built, and the quiet fire in her soul.

And as the last of the families left, carrying blankets, food, drinks, and mini med kits into the fading winter light, Sefa realized something powerful: he hadn’t just been helping her run a Winter Drive. He had been witnessing, in real time, the kind of strength, courage, and heart that made her extraordinary — and falling quietly, irreversibly, for the woman who refused to be broken, no matter what the world threw at her.

11

The last of the volunteers had packed up the tables, and the faint smell of fried tortillas, sesame chicken, and spiced cider lingered in the crisp winter air. The street outside Slow Bitez was quiet now, littered with the faint traces of a day lived fully — a few stray wrappers, a scattering of napkins, a lone candy apple stick. The space heaters hissed softly, their glow casting a warm halo on the faces of the two of them as they leaned against the edge of the table, catching their breath.

Sefa broke the silence first, his voice careful, almost hesitant. “Yvonne… how did you even get into all of this? I mean… this—” He gestured toward the still-bustling tables, the neatly packed food kits and blankets stacked for the last families of the day. “—this Winter Drive, your restaurant, all of it. Where did it start?”

Yvonne leaned back against the table, brushing a stray lock of hair behind her ear, the faint scar on her lip catching the light as she smiled softly. “Well,” she began, exhaling slowly, “I started as a private chef. Big names, fancy events, Michelin-level catering. I learned a lot — technique, flavor profiles, the precision of presentation. But after a while… I got tired. Tired of feeding people who didn’t care about the food, just how it made them look. The gluttony, the arrogance… it wore me down. I wanted to cook for people who actually needed it, people who ate because they were hungry, not because they wanted to impress someone or post it on social media.”

Sefa nodded slowly, taking it in. “That’s… that’s a hard pivot. Most people would chase the fame, the money, the accolades.”

Yvonne shook her head, a wry smile tugging at her lips. “I chased it. And it didn’t make me happy. I realized I could make a living without making a career out of someone else’s ego. So I opened Slow Bitez. Pay-what-you-can, soul food, some international dishes, whatever feels right that day. I cook for the community, for the people who trust me, for the ones who actually care about a warm meal.”

Sefa’s brow furrowed slightly, a question lingering. “And the pay-what-you-can thing… how does that even work? Doesn’t it… I don’t know, make things complicated?”

Yvonne’s laugh was soft, genuine, carrying the warmth of the entire day. “Honestly? It works because people want to honor what they get. Some days, people pay more than the meal costs, some days less, some days nothing at all. But everyone contributes in their own way — smiles, helping hands, spreading the word. It’s not about a ledger, it’s about community. Sustainability isn’t just about money; it’s about keeping the system alive. If someone can’t pay today, maybe they’ll help tomorrow, or the next week, or maybe they’ll just pass along kindness in a way that matters. That’s enough for me.”

Sefa absorbed that, leaning against the table, feeling the weight of her words. “No bubblegum heroics, huh?” he said quietly, a small smile tugging at his lips.

“None,” she said firmly, brushing off the compliment with a shrug, though her eyes softened. “I’m not trying to save the world. I’m trying to feed it, care for it, keep it moving. That’s all I can do. The rest… that’s up to everyone else.”

He glanced around the quieting street, at the neatly stacked blankets, the empty cups of cocoa, the carefully organized food kits, and the lingering aroma of every meal served today. “You make it sound so… simple.”

Yvonne laughed softly again, shaking her head. “It’s not simple, Sefa. But it’s necessary. And I’ve learned to love the mess, the chaos, the people, and yes… even the early mornings and sore muscles. Every plate I pass, every blanket I hand out… it’s worth it. That’s the truth.”

Sefa met her gaze, feeling a rush of admiration and something more he couldn’t quite name. “You’re… remarkable,” he said softly, his voice catching slightly.

She smirked, shrugging playfully. “I get that a lot. Usually after people eat here for a week straight.”

He chuckled, letting the words linger between them, watching the way her bruised face softened into a genuine, quiet smile. The sun dipped further, casting long shadows across the street, but the warmth between them — born of shared exhaustion, respect, and the energy of the day — felt almost tangible.

For the first time, Sefa felt like he could see the whole picture: the woman who had been through so much, who moved through life with resilience and heart, who didn’t need to be heroic or performative, who simply cared. And he realized he didn’t just want to witness it — he wanted to be a part of it.

Yvonne leaned back against the table again, her voice quieter now, more reflective. “And that’s why I do all of this, Sefa. Not for accolades, not for recognition, not for anyone else. I do it because it’s the right thing, and because… I can. And maybe one day, people will do the same for someone else. That’s the circle I want to create.”

Sefa nodded slowly, swallowing hard. “I get it now,” he said, voice low, almost reverent. “I really get it.”

And for the first time since the Winter Drive began, as the city’s sounds softened and the smell of leftover cocoa and roasted peppers lingered in the air, Sefa felt that quiet, undeniable pull toward her — toward everything she was, everything she’d built, and the fire in her soul that no one, not even a violent attack, could ever put out.

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42

Evening rolled in slow and warm over the Fatu estate, that lazy golden hour kind of light cutting across the floorboards while the smell of food still hung in the air. The TV was half-drowning in noise — somebody had put on the Lakers game, but it wasn’t even really about the basketball anymore. Everybody was either talkin’ trash, laughing, or getting loud over the card table set up in the middle of the living room.

Kayla sat there cross-legged, a spade queen in the flesh, chewing on her lip gloss and holding her cards like she was about to end someone’s dreams. Zilla looked about ready to throw his hand across the room while Sefa had both palms pressed to his forehead like he’d just seen his GPA drop.

“Nah, nah, run me that book,” Kayla said, flipping her card down so hard the deck jumped. “That’s another one on y’all. We up nine—count it nine, baby.”

The brothers groaned in unison while Chanel fell out laughing from the couch.

“Girl, you cheatin’!” Sefa said, pointing at her across the table.

“Cheatin’? Baby, this strategy,” she fired back, tapping her temple with one long acrylic. “That’s called experience. God don’t bless fools or weak card hands.”

Zilla just slumped in his chair, muttering something about her being the devil in a bonnet.

It went on like that for another hour — loud laughter, someone knocking over a soda, Kayla fanning herself dramatically every time she won another round. Eventually the game fizzled out, the house mellowing into that post-dinner calm. Jimmy flicked through channels till he landed on a slasher marathon, one of those old-school horror flicks that looked grainy and overacted but perfect for background noise.

Chanel was snuggled up under his arm on the sectional, her legs tucked between his, the two of them whisper-laughing like newlyweds even though they’d been together long enough for everyone to roll their eyes.

Sefa was half-watching, half-scrolling his phone. Zilla had passed out on the rug.

And then, over in the corner — the armchair that Jacob had claimed the second the movie came on — was the real scene worth talking about.

At first, nobody noticed it. Just Jacob sitting there like he always did, quiet, steady, a beer on the table beside him. Then someone looked twice, blinked, and realized Kayla was there too.

Not beside him. Not on the floor by his feet. On him.

She was draped across Jacob like a cat that picked its favorite chair — out cold, mouth slightly open, the softest lil snore rumbling against his chest. One small hand was fisted gently in his chain like she’d been holding onto it in her sleep, her cheek pressed flat against the solid plane of his chest.

Jacob didn’t even look bothered. If anything, he looked confused at first, that brow furrowed like when the hell did this happen? One second she’d been talking smack, the next she must’ve wandered over mid-movie, laid herself right down, and never got back up.

Across the room, Jimmy was the first to notice. “Aye, y’all see this?” he said, trying not to laugh as he pointed.

Sefa looked over — then cracked up. “Ain’t no way, bro. She asleep-asleep.”

Chanel turned her head from where she was curled into Jimmy and gasped. “Kay! Get off that man!” she whisper-yelled.

Kayla didn’t even flinch. Just snuggled deeper, her hand tugging faintly on Jacob’s chain like she was adjusting a blanket.

“Chill,” Jacob finally said, voice low, eyes still on the screen. “She fine. Let her be.”

That shut everyone up for a second. The way he said it — calm, almost protective — had even Chanel pausing mid-complaint.

“Boy, she droolin’ on your shirt,” Sefa teased, trying to get a rise outta him.

Jacob just shrugged one shoulder, glancing down at the tiny glimmer of spit darkening his tee. “It’ll wash.”

The living room went quiet after that, save for the screams from the TV and the faint rhythm of Kayla’s slow breathing.

Chanel leaned into Jimmy again, whispering, “Mhm. He done for.”

Jimmy smirked. “Told you he liked her.”

And maybe they were right. Because when everyone’s attention went back to the movie, Jacob’s hand — the same one that had been resting on the arm of his chair — shifted, slow and careful. His fingers brushed the edge of Kayla’s bonnet, adjusting it just enough so it didn’t slip off her curls. Then he leaned back again, expression unreadable, but that slight pull at the corner of his mouth gave him away.

Kayla’s fingers twitched where they held his chain, her lips curling into the faintest sleepy smile, like she knew even in her dreams that she’d found a comfortable spot.

The rest of the house went still, the movie flickering light across them all. Jacob sat quiet, one arm resting loosely around her now without thinking, and for the first time in a long time — the oldest Fatu looked completely, effortlessly at peace.

43

The third movie rolled on, that low flickering light from the TV painting the whole living room in red and blue flashes. The rest of the house was starting to fade — half the boys were fighting to keep their eyes open, the air heavy with that mix of leftover weed smoke, buttery breakfast remnants, and the warmth of a house that had finally gone still.

Sefa had already melted halfway off the sectional, one sock gone, mumbling something every few minutes before dropping right back into snoring territory. Jimmy had Chanel tucked up close to him, her legs tangled with his, her head against his chest — she was half-watching, half-dozing, hand absently tracing shapes over the ink on his arm. Zilla had given up entirely, sprawled out on the floor with a hoodie thrown over his face.

The sound of some B-movie killer screaming through the speakers didn’t even register anymore — it was just white noise against the soft rhythm of everyone finally winding down.

Then, one by one, heads started to turn toward the recliner in the corner.

The first to notice was Sefa, who blinked slow, rubbed his eyes, then elbowed Zilla in the ribs to make sure he was seeing the same thing. “Aye… tell me I ain’t trippin’—” he whispered.

Zilla squinted, head tilting as his eyes adjusted to the dim glow of the TV. “Bro…”

There they were.

Jacob and Kayla.

Sometime between the second and third movie, something had changed. The man who’d been sitting like a statue before, stoic and untouchable, now had a soft throw blanket draped over him and the woman curled up against him like she’d always belonged there.

Kayla’s head was still tucked right under his chin, bonnet slightly crooked, one hand resting possessively against his chest — but now both of Jacob’s tattooed arms were wrapped solidly around her. Not just hovering or awkwardly placed either. Holding. Anchored.

The kind of hold that said he’d adjusted her in his sleep without thinking, muscle memory kicking in before reason could.

And he wasn’t awake either — his head was bowed low, cheek pressed to the top of hers, eyes closed. The weight of him protective.

Kayla, though? Even out cold, that smug-ass smile stretched across her lips like she’d just won the lottery. Her hand still gripping the chain she’d fallen asleep clutching, her nails grazing his collarbone as she shifted slightly in her dreams.

“Damn,” Zilla whispered under his breath. “Lil shorty got the boss man wrapped up like a Christmas present.”

Jimmy turned his head from where Chanel was tucked in his lap, a sleepy grin creeping up on his face as soon as he caught sight of the pair. “Man… he gone. That’s it.”

Chanel peeked over, eyes widening. “Uh-uh. I knew it. I knew it.” She sat up a little, whisper-yelling like someone who couldn’t believe what they were seeing but didn’t dare get too loud. “Look at her. Look at him. That man done turned into a damn teddy bear.”

“Shh,” Jimmy murmured, pulling her back down with a grin. “Let ‘em sleep.”

But she couldn’t stop whispering. “She really snuck her way into his chest like that? And he ain’t even fight it?”

Sefa stifled a laugh. “Ain’t nobody ever got close to Unc like that since—hell, since forever. You know how he is. Old school. Don’t even let folk touch his shoulder without warning.”

“Exactly,” Chanel said, throwing her hands up quietly. “And she just… melted into him. Like butter.”

Zilla leaned back against the couch, shaking his head. “Shorty dangerous. Came in two days ago and got the big dog in hibernation mode. I respect it.”

Jimmy chuckled low. “She didn’t chase him. She moved like she already had him. That’s why it worked.”

Chanel side-eyed him, grinning. “Mhm. That sound like somethin’ you’d say.”

He kissed her forehead. “Maybe ‘cause I recognize game when I see it.”

The TV kept rolling — another scream, another slasher scene nobody was watching anymore. The energy had shifted though, softer somehow. Funny how chaos could turn into calm like that.

Jacob’s breathing stayed steady, the rise and fall of his chest syncing with Kayla’s. Every once in a while, she’d twitch, her smile tugging wider, like even in her sleep she knew she had him good.

When Chanel finally laid her head back down, her last glance over caught the faintest thing — Jacob’s fingers flexing slightly, his thumb brushing against the curve of Kayla’s hip beneath the blanket, not even conscious of it.

And for a man who’d lived years locked up in his own quiet, that tiny gesture said everything.

By the time the credits rolled, everyone else was knocked out — a family of chaos and secrets and loud hearts all sprawled out in different corners.

But over there in that chair, Kayla slept like a woman who’d just won something big. And Jacob slept like a man who didn’t even realize yet that he’d stopped running.

44

The first slice of morning came sneaking through the curtains — those gold streaks of sunlight stretching across the living room like a quiet spotlight. The TV was black now, still faintly buzzing from being left on all night. The rest of the house was dead silent, save for the hum of the fridge and the faint rhythm of someone snoring in another room.

Jacob stirred first.

Years of habit had him waking early, body still tuned like an alarm clock that didn’t know how to turn itself off. For a second, he didn’t even open his eyes — just laid there, breathing in deep. There was warmth pressed against him, a soft, rhythmic rise and fall against his chest, and for a moment he thought maybe he’d fallen asleep with a blanket tucked wrong.

Then he moved just slightly and realized it wasn’t a blanket.

It was her.

Kayla.

The same woman who’d strutted in yesterday like a category five storm and somehow turned his entire house upside down in less than twenty-four hours. And now she was tucked up under him like she’d always belonged there — her face buried in his chest, breath warm through the thin cotton of his shirt. One hand still clutching his chain, the other curled loosely against his side.

Jacob blinked a few times, brain trying to catch up with what his body already knew.

He could feel it — that peace. The kind that didn’t come easy for a man like him.

He didn’t move at first, just let the moment sit. The morning light hit her skin just right, catching on the edges of her lashes and the curve of her cheek. She looked softer asleep, mouth parted slightly, a quiet little snore puffing out between her lips every few seconds.

He felt the sound before he heard it — a small chuckle rumbling out of his chest, deep and quiet, like it snuck up on him.

“Damn,” he muttered under his breath, voice gravel-thick from sleep.

He reached up, rubbing a hand over his face, but the whole time his arm stayed looped around her. When he tried to shift, Kayla made a tiny noise, a protest somewhere between a groan and a whine, nuzzling in closer like his chest was the only pillow that mattered.

And something about that broke him a little. In a good way.

This was a man who’d built walls his whole life. Who’d learned to sleep light, eat fast, keep his circle small. He wasn’t supposed to feel comfortable like this — not with anyone.

But there he was, curled up on a recliner too small for the both of them, and for once his shoulders weren’t tense. His jaw wasn’t locked. His heartbeat didn’t sound like a drumline.

Just… calm.

Jacob glanced down again, eyes tracing her features like he was memorizing them — the freckles across her nose, the faint curve of gloss still clinging to her lips from last night, the way her bonnet had shifted a little, showing a hint of slick edges beneath.

He felt his chest tighten — not in that heavy, guarded way, but in the kind that made him breathe deeper.

She mumbled something in her sleep then, something that sounded suspiciously like his name. The way she said it made his jaw twitch, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips despite himself.

“Aight, I see how it is,” he murmured softly, voice low enough only she could hear, though she was still miles deep in her dreams.

He shifted a bit, one hand coming up to smooth down the back of her bonnet before he did the unthinkable — pulled her even closer.

It was instinct, pure and simple. His arm slid under her, the other across her back, and he tucked her into him like he was made for it. The motion made her sigh, a quiet hum leaving her chest, and she settled again — head tucked under his chin, legs curled into his.

Jacob leaned his head back, a slow grin creeping across his face. He hadn’t smiled like that in a minute. The kind that wasn’t polite or practiced — just real, unbothered, unguarded.

If any of the boys came down right now, he didn’t even care. Let ‘em see. Let ‘em talk.

Because if you looked at it from where he sat, there was no denying it — the man looked gone.

The way his arm was wrapped around her, the size difference making it look like a bear curled protectively around a bunny. His hand nearly spanning her entire back, thumb brushing small circles against her side without thought.

She twitched a little, that sleepy smirk tugging up again like her body could feel the attention, and he chuckled low, shaking his head.

“Trouble,” he muttered, eyes still half-lidded as he watched her. “Straight trouble.”

But his tone wasn’t warning — it was fond.

He leaned forward, resting his chin lightly atop her head, breathing her in. There was that faint scent of coconut oil and smoke, something sugary sweet that clung to her like it belonged there.

And just like that, Jacob — the man everyone thought couldn’t be touched — exhaled slow and easy.

He didn’t even realize when his eyes started to close again, or when the sunlight shifted, painting the two of them gold.

Because for the first time in a long time, the man wasn’t guarding nothing.

He was just… at peace.

Wrapped around chaos in human form, and perfectly fine with it.

45

The morning sun was creeping further into the living room, soft rays slipping past the blinds and spilling across the sectional where Jimmy and Chanel had started their own slow wake-up routine. Voices from the kitchen carried easily through the open plan — laughter, the clatter of dishes, and the unmistakable teasing from the boys. That’s when Kayla’s eyes fluttered open, groaning softly as the sounds filtered into her half-conscious mind.

“Y’all too loud,” she mumbled, voice still hoarse from sleep, the pre-rolls from last night leaving a subtle haze in her head. She moved sluggishly, shuffling until she managed to somehow curl herself tighter against Jacob, wrapping her arms and legs around him as if she could fuse to his body. Her face burrowed into the side of his neck, forehead pressing against the column of muscle, and she let out a long, frustrated grumble.

“I’m cuddling with my man… go away,” she muttered, words muffled but sharp enough to convey her annoyance. Her brows furrowed in that involuntary, groggy way that made her look both disoriented and determined all at once. The subtle heat of embarrassment flushed her cheeks as she tried to pull herself closer, fingers pressing into his chest, her body language screaming “don’t wake me, I’m too comfortable to move.”

Jacob, for his part, had been awake just a little longer. He’d noticed her stir, felt her move, and initially froze — a slow, amused grin tugging at the corners of his lips. There was something about this raw, unfiltered moment — her vulnerability, her trust, her effortless claiming of space on him — that made his chest tighten pleasantly. He wasn’t going to move, not yet. Let her have this. Let her think she was in control of the world.

Chanel’s voice from the kitchen cut through the haze, teasing but fond. “Kay, I told you she’d be like this,” she said, gesturing or maybe not gesturing, Kayla only half-listened. The words filtered through the fog of sleep and comfort, and Kayla made a low groan, shifting slightly to burrow even closer.

“I said go away,” she murmured again, the sound almost a purr, her lips brushing the warm skin of Jacob’s neck. Her grip tightened just a little — possessive, sleepy, and smug all at once. The way she curled into him, wrapping her legs around the length of his thighs, made it clear she had no intention of relinquishing her newfound comfort.

Jacob’s hand rose lazily, brushing strands of her hair back from her face, tilting her head slightly so he could catch the corner of her mouth twitch into the faintest of smiles. “Mm, somebody’s claiming territory early,” he said lowly, voice warm but teasing. His free arm stayed looped loosely around her, letting her sink into him without resistance.

Kayla grumbled again, but this time there was a hint of softness, a surrender to the moment she had found herself in. She pressed her cheek harder against his chest, inhaling his scent — that faint cologne, the natural musk, the residual traces of sleep — and allowed herself the luxury of doing absolutely nothing but existing in the warmth.

Jimmy and Chanel could be heard from the kitchen, whispering and chuckling among themselves about the scene, but Jacob and Kayla seemed to have entered a world of their own. The older man felt a rush of protectiveness he hadn’t realized he’d needed, a strange, grounding kind of satisfaction that came from being needed — from her choosing him, if only for these few quiet moments.

And Kayla? She didn’t have to say anything more. Her body language said it all — her trust, her comfort, her smug little claim on him — and Jacob let himself smile again, closing his eyes briefly, letting the morning hum around them fade into nothing, letting her take this small kingdom for herself.

For a little while longer, the house could buzz, the family could laugh and tease, but right here in this moment, everything was hers.

The smell of breakfast hit the air first — eggs, fried plantains, and something buttery sweet that had Jimmy hollering from the kitchen like it was Sunday morning at Grandma’s. Jacob stirred in his recliner, blinking himself fully awake, his muscles slow to catch up with his mind. The movie marathon had long since ended, sunlight cutting clean across the living room now, glinting off Kayla’s bonnet and his chain that she still somehow had a small fistful of.

He sighed, the kind of deep, chesty sigh that came from a man who hadn’t slept that good in a long while. But the minute he tried to shift, to even think about standing up — he felt it. The resistance.

Kayla.

The woman hadn’t just fallen asleep on him — she had anchored herself there. Her arms looped around his torso, legs tucked and wound around him like she was part of him, her cheek still pressed to his chest. Jacob stilled, looking down as her lashes fluttered open just barely, a sleepy glare cutting up at him through the haze of morning light.

“Don’t even think ‘bout it,” she mumbled, lips barely moving but tone sharp enough to freeze him mid-move.

Jacob’s brows shot up, amused, his deep voice rumbling out a low chuckle. “Girl, I just— I was gon’ grab breakfast before it get cold.”

Kayla’s pout deepened, eyes squinting, her lip caught between her teeth as she tightened her hold — a human seatbelt made of sheer stubbornness and sleepy affection. “You move, I move. That’s the rule, old head,” she muttered, half muffled against his chest, one hand slipping under the hem of his shirt she’d claimed.

The sight of her — small against him but holding on like her life depended on it — did something to him. Jacob froze again, not because he couldn’t move, but because he didn’t want to. There was this heavy warmth that hit him right in the chest, thick and slow, the kind that softened all the edges he usually kept sharpened. He looked down at her — bonnet crooked, shirt too big, nails glinting against his skin — and the fondness that rushed him was too strong to hide behind his usual stoic calm.

In the kitchen, Chanel was plating up breakfast when she caught sight of them and elbowed Jimmy, whispering, “Look. Look at this fool right here— he’s trapped!”

Jimmy peeked over, snorting. “Trapped? Nah, that man comfortable. You see how still he sittin’? He ain’t goin’ nowhere.”

Jacob shot them a deadpan look over the back of the recliner, but the corner of his mouth betrayed him — a faint smile curling there as he shook his head. “Y’all loud,” he said lowly, but his voice had softened, almost fond.

Kayla didn’t even lift her head. “Tell ’em again, bae,” she grumbled half-asleep, still refusing to let go.

Jimmy laughed so hard he nearly dropped a pancake, Chanel smacking his arm with a towel. “She called him bae,” she mouthed like it was gossip gold.

Jacob exhaled slowly, resigned now, but a deep, private chuckle rolled through his chest as he leaned back again, letting Kayla stay put. He hadn’t asked for this — hadn’t planned it, hadn’t expected it — but for the first time in a long time, it felt… right. Like maybe this chaos that had walked into their house was the exact kind of peace he didn’t know he needed.

He ran one hand over her back gently, careful not to wake her all the way, muttering more to himself than anyone else, “Lord help me, this girl gon’ be the death of me.”

Kayla, half-dreaming, only sighed happily, curling tighter like a satisfied cat. “You welcome,” she mumbled.

And just like that, Jacob gave in completely — standing forgotten, breakfast cooling by the minute — because this warmth, this weight of her against him, felt like the kind of comfort he’d stopped letting himself hope for.

46

Jacob sat there for a moment longer after Kayla slid off him, the warmth of her still lingering on his skin and in the air. He blinked slow, like trying to catch up to what just happened — that soft mumble she’d let slip on her way up, words she probably thought would get lost somewhere between her lips and the hum of morning noise.

“Sorry, I just ain’t had no where or body safe for a long time, I shoulda’ let you get up, thank for not pushing me away.”

The sound of it lingered in his chest like an echo, quiet but heavy. He didn’t even move to follow her right away — just leaned back again, his hands rubbing down his face as his brain replayed it in full, every word and tone soaked with something raw and honest that cut straight through his calm.

By the time he finally got up, Kayla was already padding barefoot into the kitchen, the hem of his shirt swinging around her thighs. Her shoulders were still a little slumped, that usual loud, flirty energy gone quiet. She peeked her head in, catching sight of Chanel at the stove flipping something, Jimmy leaning against the counter half grinning at his phone.

Without a word, she stepped closer and wrapped her arms around Chanel from behind, pressing her face right into her cousin’s chest like a little girl. Chanel startled at first, spatula midair, but the second she felt that soft exhale against her, she melted. “Oh, baby,” she whispered, setting the spatula down and rubbing slow circles into Kayla’s back. “You okay, lil mama?”

Kayla just shook her head against her, mumbling something that came out half muffled, “M’fine, just tired.” But the tone said otherwise.

Jimmy frowned, confused, looking between them like he’d walked in on something he didn’t fully get. Chanel met his eyes, motioning for her phone. She pulled it from the counter with one hand still on Kayla and started typing one-handed quick.

When she turned the screen to him, Jimmy’s smile faded into something softer, more understanding. The message read:

Kayla got bad abandonment issues. Her pops wasn’t right like mine wasn’t. Never really had nobody solid or safe to lean on. She gets like this sometimes, like her inner child ain’t ever pick up all the pieces right.

Jimmy nodded slowly, his eyes flicking to Kayla who was still clinging onto Chanel like her world might fall apart if she let go too soon. “Got it,” he mouthed, his usual teasing gone for once.

Chanel just sighed, rocking her cousin a bit, pressing a kiss to the top of her bonnet. “You safe here, you hear me? Ain’t nobody goin’ nowhere.”

That broke something in Kayla, even if she didn’t cry. She just took a deep, shaky breath, then stepped back a little, swiping her thumb under her eye real quick like she was brushing off sleep. “I know, Chan,” she muttered, trying to find her voice again. “Just slipped up a bit.”

Jacob had been leaning in the doorway the whole time, unseen, quiet as ever. He’d caught every word — from that tired mumble to the soft exchange now. The look on his face wasn’t pity. It was something deeper. Understanding, maybe. Recognition. The kind of look that came from someone who’d spent his own fair share of years learning what loneliness really felt like.

When Kayla finally turned around, she saw him there, hands in his pockets, his expression unreadable but his eyes — warm, steady. Her lips twitched into the tiniest embarrassed smile, like she didn’t know what to do with the fact he’d probably heard her spill that piece of her heart by accident.

“Don’t look at me like that,” she murmured, rubbing her arm.

Jacob shook his head once, voice deep and low, almost gravelly. “Ain’t lookin’ at you no type of way,” he said, and it was true — there was no judgment, no teasing. Just quiet, genuine care. “Ain’t gotta apologize for feelin’ safe, Kayla. That’s how it’s supposed to be.”

And the way he said it — simple, solid — made her heart stutter in a way that had nothing to do with the flirtation she’d been tossing his way before. It felt… grounding.

Kayla managed a little laugh, all nerves and warmth, “Mhm, yeah, well… you a big ol’ comfort hazard then,” she said lightly, trying to shake it off, but the edges of her smile softened when he just smiled back at her, low and easy.

Chanel caught that look — both of them, standing there like something unspoken was passing between them — and she exhaled quietly, rubbing Jimmy’s arm.

Jimmy leaned close and murmured, “Told you, babe. Sometimes what’s meant to heal you don’t come how you expect.”

And from the way Jacob looked at Kayla — careful, protective, and a little lost in her — it seemed like that healing had already started to find its way.

47

Kayla didn’t even register it at first — she was still pressed up against Chanel, chin hooked over her cousin’s shoulder while Chanel handed off biscuits and bacon to Jimmy’s plate. Then Chanel tilted her head ever so slightly toward the man still standing by the doorway. One brow lifted, eyes flicking from Jacob to Kayla and then down, a silent “come get her, old man.”

Jacob huffed out a quiet breath through his nose, half a chuckle, half surrender. He didn’t even argue it. Just pushed off the wall and crossed the kitchen, steps slow and heavy, his presence filling the space like gravity itself. When he got close enough, Chanel smirked and tilted her head away from Kayla’s, making it impossible for the younger woman to keep clinging.

“Uh uh, what’s goin’ on?” Kayla mumbled, eyes still a little cloudy with sleep. She blinked up just in time to feel a pair of strong hands gently prying her arms loose.

“Go on, lil one,” Chanel teased softly, patting her cousin’s hand, “your man lookin’ hungry and I ain’t talkin’ ‘bout breakfast.”

Kayla squinted, confused, until her vision focused and there Jacob was — standing right in front of her, that calm expression still sitting firm on his face, but there was a pull there too. Like he’d already made peace with whatever invisible string kept drawing them closer.

Kayla’s brows knitted tighter. “Chanel… why you handin’ me off like a toddler?”

Chanel only grinned, popping her gum and muttering, “Girl, go fix that man a plate before I do it for you.”

That’s when it clicked. Kayla glanced back at Jacob, who was trying — trying — not to smirk. His eyes, though, told a whole different story. Warm. Steady. Waiting.

She exhaled, rolling her eyes. “Boy, if you don’t stop starin’ at me like that—”

“Like what?” His tone was low, teasing but soft, almost like a test.

Kayla’s lips curved, a slow, dangerous grin forming. “Like you tryna remember if you prayed this week.”

A low laugh rumbled from him, deep enough to vibrate through the counter. “Maybe I did,” Jacob said, stepping a little closer. “Maybe this what I got for it.”

Chanel smacked her palm against her forehead, groaning. “Lawd, it’s too early for this type of heat.” Jimmy was over by the fridge pretending to look for juice, but his shoulders were shaking from laughter.

Kayla finally gave in, moving toward the stove. “Aight, fine. Man wanna eat, man gon’ eat,” she muttered, grabbing a plate. She was careful with it, though, pulling sausage and eggs, biscuits, a couple of pancakes, humming softly like she wasn’t hyper-aware of Jacob’s presence just behind her.

When she reached for the orange juice, his arm brushed against hers, his fingers steadying the pitcher before she could grab it. That tiny brush was enough to make her blink and bite the inside of her cheek.

“You gon’ keep hoverin’ or helpin’?” she asked, side-eyeing him.

“I’m helpin’,” he said simply, taking another plate from the counter. “One for you, one for me.”

Kayla arched a brow. “Oh, so now we sharing breakfast, huh? We a team?”

Jacob looked down at her with that same unreadable half-grin. “You plate it. I’m eatin’ it. Sound like teamwork to me.”

She clicked her tongue, muttering under her breath, “You smooth for an old man, that’s dangerous.”

He just chuckled again, low and easy. When he reached past her to grab silverware, Kayla’s breath caught a little; he wasn’t even trying, but the way his voice rolled through the space between them had her heart acting a fool.

By the time they both had plates ready, Kayla turned and handed him his — but her expression softened just a little, the tension melting. “Here,” she said, quieter now. “Before Chanel accuses me of starvin’ you or somethin’.”

Jacob accepted the plate with one hand, his other brushing lightly at the back of her arm. “Appreciate it, lil one.”

The touch was small, almost nothing, but it said everything.

And Chanel caught it too. She was leaning into Jimmy, whispering with a smirk, “Mmhmm. Told you, he gone. Man ain’t even blinked since she walked in.”

Jimmy snorted, wrapping his arm around her waist. “Yeah, but look at her. She know it too.”

Kayla was pretending to be focused on her plate, but that sly smile creeping across her lips betrayed her. She didn’t even need to look back to know Jacob’s eyes were still on her — steady, sure, and quietly claiming without a word spoken.

And if the rest of the house didn’t already see what was happening, they would soon enough — ‘cause that morning wasn’t just breakfast. It was the start of something that felt a little too warm, a little too right, and way too inevitable.

48

The morning sunlight spilled lazy across the kitchen, glowing through the big windows and catching on the golds and bronzes of the countertops. It was slow, cozy energy—the kind that made even the mansion feel like home. Jimmy had his chair pulled close, Chanel halfway in his lap, giggling between soft morning kisses as she mumbled something about redoing his braids.

“Mhmm,” she whispered against his lips, fingers tracing his jaw, “I’m gon’ have your hair lookin’ like you just walked off a cover shoot again, baby.”

Jimmy smirked, half-sleepy, half-infatuated, and the look he gave her was pure love. The kind that don’t even need words.

But that soft little scene? It was killing Kayla.

She was sitting up at the island beside Jacob, elbow resting on the marble counter, chin in hand, trying real hard not to look bothered. But that deep sigh that slipped out gave her away. Then she made a face, rolled her shoulders, and declared loud enough to break the mood:

“Y’all just mad old man and I make a cuter couple!”

The room paused for a second—Jacob blinked, halfway through cutting a biscuit—and then laughter broke out from the twins and Sefa across the counter.

Chanel twisted around, still tucked into Jimmy’s arms, grinning at her cousin. “Cut it out, Kay. You wish you could top us.”

Kayla’s hand hit her hip with that perfect dramatics. “Girl, please. Look at us!” She gestured between herself and Jacob like they were posing for a magazine cover. “It’s givin’ balance. It’s givin’—yin and yang. Young spice and seasoned soul.”

The men lost it again, but the sound didn’t hide the little twist in her chest that came right after. Because under the sass, Kayla’s eyes lingered too long on Chanel and Jimmy. The way he looked at her like she hung the damn stars up himself. The way her cousin’s smile softened every time he touched her.

It wasn’t envy—least not the mean kind. It was something quieter, rawer. A longing she wasn’t used to admitting out loud.

She forced her grin wider, leaned a little on Jacob’s shoulder to play it off, and said with her usual mischief, “See, he don’t even deny it. That’s confirmation, y’all heard it here first. He know I look good next to him.”

Jacob looked down at her, fighting a smile. “I didn’t say all that.”

Kayla gasped dramatically, clutching her invisible pearls. “Oh wow, he just gon’ lie like that in front of witnesses?”

Sefa snorted, cards still in hand. “Witnesses to what, Kayla? You flirtin’ like it’s your nine-to-five?”

“That’s Mrs. flirt if ya nasty,” she shot back, grinning again, but that faint pinch still tugged at her heart.

While the laughter filled the kitchen, Jacob was the only one who noticed the tiny shift in her eyes when she looked away. The way her smile didn’t quite reach all the way up.

He didn’t say anything—didn’t need to. Just reached across, slow and sure, and slid one of his massive hands over hers where it rested on the counter. His thumb brushed lightly against her knuckles, grounding, steady.

Kayla froze, glanced up at him, and for a beat the noise in the room went soft around them.

Jacob’s voice was low, quiet enough only she caught it. “You ain’t gotta front all the time, lil one. You deserve somethin’ real too.”

Her throat went tight. The mask slipped—just a blink, a heartbeat—but then she laughed it off, leaning back with a half-smile. “Boy, don’t get all therapist on me before breakfast.”

But even with the joke, her eyes softened, just a little.

And maybe she’d never say it out loud—but in that small, unexpected gesture, something in her chest unclenched for the first time in years.

49

The late morning light spilled across the open floor plan, warm and syrupy, glinting off gold frames and polished marble. From the kitchen, the faint sound of running water gave way to the soft hum of a hair dryer. Chanel had pulled Jimmy down onto a low stool in the living room, right near the big windows, and a towel was draped around his shoulders as she worked through his braids like a woman in her own little world.

It wasn’t like when she was at the shop, hands quick and detached while the chair spun and gossip filled the air. This was slower, softer—intimate. Her fingers were delicate, thumbs rubbing his scalp between sections like she was mapping the lines of his peace. Every now and then, Jimmy’s head would tilt back just a little, his eyes half-lidded, soaking up every second like her touch was therapy.

“You know,” Chanel murmured, leaning in with a small smile as her hands slid through his freshly washed curls, “you got the prettiest smile I ever seen, right?”

Jimmy cracked one of those low, warm laughs that lived deep in his chest. “You tell me that every time I sit in this chair, baby.”

“And every time, I mean it.” She smiled down at him, eyes soft, voice honey-sweet. “Look at you sittin’ here like you ain’t fine as hell. My man’s really out here lookin’ like a whole blessing.”

From across the room, Jacob had found himself paused halfway through a sip of coffee, gaze flicking toward them. It wasn’t jealousy—far from it. More like quiet recognition. The kind of affection most people spent a lifetime trying to find.

But what caught his eye more was the small figure still perched on one of the kitchen island stools.

Kayla hadn’t moved since breakfast—still sitting, legs crossed, one elbow braced against the marble. Her eyes weren’t on him. They were fixed just past him, toward Chanel and Jimmy. Her expression was soft, almost tender, that grin that tugged the corners of her mouth wasn’t forced this time.

She looked proud. Genuinely happy for her cousin.

But Jacob noticed the shift right after—the way the brightness dimmed in her gaze just a fraction, the glint turning hollow around the edges. It was there for only a second before she blinked it away, tapping her acrylics against her thigh like she could drum the feeling out of her chest.

Still, Jacob saw it.

That unguarded flash in her dark brown eyes. That ache that didn’t have a name. Like her soul had slipped right through her stare and was sitting there bare for anyone who bothered to look long enough.

And he did.

It hit him in the chest, solid and uninvited. He hated the way it made him feel—how something in him clenched seeing that quiet loneliness on her face, how badly he wanted to reach out and do something about it.

Kayla let out a quiet breath, shifting like she could shake it off. “She really love him,” she said softly, mostly to herself, her tone somewhere between admiration and yearning.

Jacob’s hand flexed around his mug. He didn’t even realize he was watching her until she looked down again, pulling her knees up to her chest on the stool and hugging them loosely, chin resting against one arm.

She was small like that—too small for the kind of weight she carried behind her eyes.

He set the mug down slow, exhaling through his nose as he leaned back in his chair. It wasn’t his place. He barely knew what the hell that ache in his chest even was.

But something in him whispered that he’d seen that look before—once, years ago, when he was younger than her age, before life had hardened him. It was the look of someone who’d never been loved softly.

And for reasons he couldn’t explain, Jacob decided he didn’t want to see it on her face again.

Not if he could help it.

50

The afternoon sun had started to tilt golden by the time Chanel dusted off her palms, leaning back to admire her handiwork. The scent of the fresh oils and fade spray still lingered in the air as Jimmy sat there, chin tilted up, that half-smirk playing on his lips. His hairline was crisp, braids tight and clean, the kind of finish that could only come from hands that cared about the man beneath them.

Chanel grabbed his chin gently, turning his face from side to side, her grin stretching wide and proud. “Mhmm,” she hummed, tilting her head. “Lookin’ like God’s favorite. I done outdid myself again.”

Jimmy’s laugh was low and lazy, one hand sliding up to catch her wrist. “You say that like you don’t always outdo yourself, Big Momma.”

“Yeah but this one right here? This one personal,” she teased, running her thumb along his jawline. “This the kinda line-up that say, ‘My girl really love me.’”

He chuckled again, voice thick and warm. “Oh, I know.”

And just like that, he pulled her in, kissing her slow. The kind of kiss that made even the sunlight seem softer, warmer.

From the kitchen, Jacob glanced over his shoulder once, a faint smile flickering across his face before he turned back toward the island. He’d been sitting there for a while now, pretending to scroll through his phone, but really his attention kept darting sideways to where Kayla was still perched.

She was staring at her own untouched plate, absentmindedly rolling one of her acrylics across the rim of her glass. The vibrancy she’d come in with—the bold voice, the endless confidence—was dialed down to a quiet hum. She wasn’t sulking exactly, but she wasn’t herself either.

And Jacob noticed that kind of quiet. It was the same kind of quiet he used to carry after long nights—when your thoughts were too heavy to leave behind, but too pointless to say out loud.

He sighed under his breath, setting his phone down and finally pushing up from his seat.

“Yo,” he called, his tone deep, steady, the kind that made people listen even when he wasn’t trying.

Kayla blinked up, a little startled. “Huh?”

“Come on,” Jacob said, nodding toward the back of the house. “You sittin’ here lookin’ like the world done offended you personally. You need some air.”

Her brows shot up. “Air? Boy, I ain’t even been talkin’.”

“Exactly.” He smirked just slightly, motioning with his chin for her to follow. “That’s the problem.”

For a second, Kayla looked like she might fight it, but then something about the calm weight in his voice disarmed her. She let out a small groan, hopping off the stool and tugging at the hem of the oversized tee she still had on.

“Fine, old man, but if this some kinda intervention, I swear—”

“Relax,” Jacob cut in, walking ahead toward the back patio. “I don’t do interventions. Just conversation.”

The glass doors slid open, letting in the soft rush of air and distant birdsong. The estate’s yard stretched wide, an open garden with palm fronds swaying and sunlight bleeding through the trees. The two of them stepped out, the sound of laughter from inside fading behind them.

Kayla squinted at the brightness, crossing her arms. “So what, you gon’ lecture me now?”

Jacob leaned against the railing, his big frame casual, but his eyes steady on her. “Nah,” he said simply. “I don’t do lectures either. You just look like somebody who been keepin’ too much to yourself.”

Kayla gave a dry laugh, pulling her bonnet down lower. “Ain’t that what everybody do?”

He shrugged. “Maybe. But you do it loud.”

That made her pause. “What that supposed to mean?”

Jacob gave a faint grin, folding his arms. “You hide behind all that noise—jokes, flirting, talkin’ slick. But soon as things get quiet, you start shrinkin’ back. You actin’ like if you stop talkin’, somebody might hear what’s really goin’ on in your head.”

Kayla’s jaw tensed. She looked away, toward the yard. “You sound like a therapist.”

“Nah,” he said lowly. “Just a man who used to act the same way.”

That shut her up. For a long moment, it was just the soft sound of the wind and the faint music still playing inside.

Jacob glanced at her again, voice quieter now. “You don’t gotta keep fightin’ for space here, shorty. Ain’t nobody gon’ make you earn peace.”

Kayla blinked fast, trying to keep her face unreadable, but her throat worked hard as she swallowed. “You don’t even know me like that.”

“Maybe not,” Jacob admitted. “But I see you. That’s enough for now.”

She looked at him then—really looked—and something about his tone, that steady warmth, broke through the armor she’d been wearing since she walked in this house.

“Damn,” she muttered, looking down at her nails with a faint laugh, “you gon’ make me cry out here or somethin’.”

Jacob chuckled, reaching out to gently nudge her shoulder. “Nah, don’t do that. You cry, I’m gon’ have to pretend I ain’t soft too.”

That earned him the first genuine smile she’d given all morning.

For a long second, they just stood there, the silence not heavy anymore, just comfortable.

Then Kayla finally exhaled, a little quieter than before. “You really think I don’t gotta fight here?”

Jacob shook his head, slow and certain. “Not once, baby girl. Not with us.”

And for the first time in a long while, Kayla believed it.

51

Kayla didn’t even think about it this time—her body moved before her pride could catch up. One small step, then another, and she was standing right in front of him. The smell of his cologne—warm, woody, with something faintly sweet—hit her first, grounding her more than she expected. Then, before Jacob could ask what she was doing, her arms slid around his middle.

It wasn’t one of those quick, polite hugs either. She buried herself in his chest, face pressed to the soft cotton of his tee. The sound that left her was barely there, more like a sigh that trembled before it left her lips.

Jacob froze for a half second, his hands hovering awkwardly in the air like he was afraid to touch something breakable. Then instinct took over. His arms lowered, slow and steady, and wrapped around her smaller frame, one palm splayed against her back, the other curling over her shoulder.

Her body shook once, barely perceptible, but he felt it. The tiniest quake. He tilted his head down and caught sight of her cheek—tear tracks glistening under the light—and his chest went tight, almost painful.

He’d seen this kind of pain before, the kind you can’t name. The kind that comes from being strong for too damn long.

And then she spoke. Her voice cracked softly against his shirt, muffled but clear enough to slice clean through him.

“I hope you find someone who lets you be soft too,” she whispered.

Jacob blinked, the words hitting him like a quiet punch to the gut. He looked down at her, brow furrowing slightly, but she didn’t stop there.

“You got a good heart,” she murmured, still pressed against him. “Somebody should tend to it with care—like you always do for everyone else.”

That one landed deep.

Jacob exhaled slowly, a shaky breath that wasn’t supposed to tremble but did anyway. For a man who spent most of his life being the protector, the rock, the one who never flinched—those words felt like being seen and stripped at the same time.

He swallowed hard, the movement visible in his throat, and his hold on her tightened just a little, protective but gentle.

“Damn, girl,” he said finally, voice rough. “You don’t even know what you just did sayin’ that.”

Kayla smiled faintly against his chest, voice small. “You mean told you the truth?”

Jacob huffed a small laugh through his nose, the sound soft, pained, grateful. “Yeah. That.”

She finally tilted her head back to look at him, her eyes still glassy but steadier now. There was no pity in her gaze, just… understanding. Something older than her age, like her spirit had seen too much too soon.

“You always takin’ care of folks,” she said, barely above a whisper. “Somebody gotta take care of you sometimes too. That’s all.”

He studied her for a moment, his hand unconsciously finding the back of her head, his thumb tracing slow circles just beneath her bonnet.

“Kayla,” he said, quiet and steady, “you don’t gotta worry ‘bout me.”

“I know,” she said quickly, a soft sniffle breaking her voice. “But I do anyway.”

That made him smile—a small, sad, real smile that pulled at one side of his mouth.

He lowered his forehead to hers for a second, their breath mingling in the still air. It wasn’t romantic; it was something rawer than that. Two people who understood what it meant to go without warmth for too long finally standing in it together.

“You somethin’ else, you know that?” he murmured, voice deep, almost fond.

Kayla chuckled weakly, her nose scrunching as she brushed her cheek with the back of her hand. “I get that a lot.”

“Bet you do.”

They stood there like that for a while—no need to fill the silence, no rush to pull apart. Just breathing. Just existing.

From inside, Chanel’s laughter carried faintly through the cracked patio door, the easy sound of comfort and love. It made Kayla’s chest ache again, but this time softer, like maybe she could reach something like that one day.

Finally, Jacob drew in a deep breath and spoke again, voice almost a rumble against her hair. “You ain’t gotta apologize for needin’ to be held, aight? Don’t ever do that again.”

Kayla nodded against him. “You either, old man.”

He smirked faintly. “Bet.”

And when they finally let go, it wasn’t with awkwardness—it was with the quiet kind of peace that says you’re safe here now. Jacob watched her walk back toward the house, sunlight catching the corner of her smile, and he thought, damn if she ain’t the first person in a long time to make me feel seen too.

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32

The smell of scrambled eggs, sizzling bacon, and coffee hung in the air as Jimmy, Jey, Sefa, Jacob, and Zilla were spread around the table, plates full, voices low but easy with the laughter and chatter from the night before. Chanel was perched at the end, mid-bite of a pancake, hair falling over one shoulder, the bracelet Jimmy had given her catching the light as she lifted her coffee mug.

Sefa, always the one who spoke without a filter, leaned back in his chair, blinking through the last bit of syrup on his fork. “Yo… Chan,” he said casually, the words light but curious, “you got a record?”

Chanel laughed, a low, knowing sound that made the room settle for a beat. “Y’all gone ask me that like you ain’t see me over a month ago about to get handcuffed outside your club,” she said, chewing slowly, letting her eyes roam the room, “be for real, Sef. I got a laundry list since I was maybe thirteen, and I’m thirty now.”

All five of them froze for just a second, but it was clear — they weren’t shocked. Life on the streets taught them to read situations; they were already calculating, not judging.

She set her fork down and started counting on her fingers, sharp and precise. “If you squint, the last set that had me in county from twenty-four to twenty-eight was attempted — key word being attempted — vehicular manslaughter. And before you worry, it was deserved. Dude hit me, I was gone hit him back. And it was my ex, so I hit his momma car instead.”

Jimmy raised an eyebrow, lips tightening, impressed by the precision in her voice. “Damn,” he muttered under his breath.

Chanel went on, voice steady, rhythm even. “Then there’s a lengthy list of assault and battery. All deserved. Woulda done it again. From a kid til recently. Assault on an officer with a deadly weapon? Yeah, fuck ’em.” She tapped her fingers on the table like she was making a ledger. “Intent, owning a firearm as a felon, a bunch of possession — with intent to distribute ’cause a bitch had to eat. You feel me?”

Jacob leaned back, nodding slowly, respect in his eyes. “She wasn’t just surviving. She was… engineering her own way through all that,” he said, half to himself, half to the room.

Chanel sipped her juice and continued, voice even but sharp. “Mm… then there was manslaughter when I was fourteen. I offed my drunk daddy. Used to beat on me and my momma. Momma? Somewhere strung out in Crenshaw. Then the two cops who tried to pin me for it? Didn’t get an adult charge ’cause the judge had that white savior bullshit. Robbery? Nah, I ain’t no thief. My ex stole my peace of mind, so I stole the converters, break lines from his momma’s car. Mathematics.”

Zilla’s fork paused mid-air. “Yo… she just laid it out like history class, braids,” he said, respect thick in his voice.

Sefa let out a low whistle, shaking his head. “Damn, that’s… that’s some real survival shit,” he said, voice almost reverent.

Jey’s hands were on the table, fingers drumming. “She been through it… and she still standin’. Shit, that takes balls. Mad respect, Channie.”

Jimmy leaned forward, elbows on the table, letting his fingers lace together, gaze steady on her. “You just told us all that, raw as hell. Not hiding, not sugarcoating. That takes… something serious. I respect that. I respect you, Chan.”

Chanel’s lips curved, small, knowing, the kind that didn’t need to smile wide to say enough. “Y’all understand it ’cause you been around some streets too. Ain’t nothing new. But yeah… that’s me. Everything. Full story.”

Jacob smirked. “Real talk — you ain’t gotta prove shit. Just… damn.”

Zilla nodded. “Shit’s heavy. But she handle it like… like a general.”

Sefa grinned. “Yeah, the math checks out, braids. Whole lifetime ledger balanced out.”

Jey leaned back, shaking his head. “She ain’t just a friend. She’s… respect, loyalty, all that. Mad city-smart.”

Jimmy stayed quiet for a beat, letting the admiration settle into the room. Then he leaned back, voice low, controlled, his eyes softening as they met hers. “I get it, Chan. I see all of it. The life, the choices, the shit you had to do to survive. Ain’t nothing here surprised me. If anything… makes me want to protect you, stand by you, and be worth someone like you in my life.”

Chanel’s eyes glimmered, a small, quiet acknowledgment, not needing to say more. The room was heavy with respect and understanding. No shock, no judgement — just acknowledgment of the woman in front of them, fully realized.

33

The kitchen was filled with that lazy kind of morning peace — the kind that only came after a good night and too much laughter. The smell of fried rice and sausage still lingered; the plates were scattered across the marble island, and the boys were leaned back in their chairs, all half-talking over one another like family always does.

Sefa was the first to break through the noise, grin crooked as he looked at Chanel across the table. “Aight, so you dropped all them charges like it was a mixtape,” he said. “You got records records, huh? I thought I was bad.”

Chanel grinned, leaning back in her chair. “Bad or just caught?”

The table hollered at that — Jacob smacked the counter, laughing so hard his gold bracelet clinked. Jey was wheezing, shaking his head. “Nah, she came for you fast, lil bro!”

Sefa pointed at her with his fork, chuckling. “Aight, you got jokes. But you ain’t the only one with stories. I been cuffed twice — assault, weapon charge, nothin’ fancy. I was tryna prove a point back then.”

Jacob chimed in, deep voice carrying easy over the laughter. “Man, try three times. Two for running product when I was younger and one for puttin’ hands on somebody who earned it. You live, you learn, you get smarter.”

Zilla snorted. “I just ran with y’all too long not to catch a stray charge. Distribution, couple fights — one time I outran a cop in flip-flops, so technically that’s cardio, not crime.”

That had Chanel cracking up, clutching her stomach. “Flip-flops is crazy,” she said through her laugh. “You really island stubborn like that, huh?”

“Hell yeah,” Zilla said, chin high like it was a badge of honor.

Then Jey leaned forward, elbows on the table. “Look, we all got dirt on our hands. But we built somethin’ outta that dirt too. The club? That’s the clean face. Behind that, it’s a family network — protection, community, business. Ain’t just chaos. We got order, rules, and loyalty above all else.”

Chanel listened, quiet for a moment, just sipping her juice before she started laughing again — that kind of soft, knowing laugh that comes from a place of recognition. “Oh, please,” she said, pointing her fork at them one by one. “Y’all act like that’s some big revelation. You think I didn’t clock that the first night?”

All five of them froze for a second, grinning, waiting for her to go on.

“Be so for real,” she said, shaking her head. “The designer fits every day, the way y’all walk in anywhere like y’all ownthe block, glocks half tucked in your waistbands, eyes never still — heads on a swivel like somebody always owes you money. I peeped that from jump.”

Jey was smirking now. “Oh yeah? You peeped all that from just one night?”

“One night was enough,” Chanel said, laughing again. “Y’all don’t give off Boy Scouts. You give off organized troublewith a good cologne.”

Jacob leaned back, grin wide. “Organized trouble. I’ma get that on a shirt.”

Jimmy finally spoke up, that slow smile of his spreading. “So what made you even talk to me then, huh? Since you knew I was trouble?”

Chanel tilted her head, eyes twinkling. “’Cause I like trouble,” she said simply. “And also, I mean— let’s not act like it was some fairytale intro. I was out there cuffed to a damn patrol car with grills on, yellin’ at you—‘I see you big daddy!’—like it was a concert.”

The entire kitchen erupted.

Jacob fell back in his chair hollering, Sefa was choking on his orange juice, and Zilla smacked the counter so hard the fork jumped.

Jimmy covered his face, dying laughing. “Yo, why you gotta say it like that?”

“‘Cause that’s how it happened!” Chanel said through her own laughter. “You looked back too! Don’t act like you ain’t like the attention!”

“Man, I didn’t know if I should call your bail or get your number,” Jimmy said, still laughing.

Jey leaned forward, elbowing him. “And now look—boy done cuffed you instead.”

Chanel gasped, then laughed harder, pointing across the table. “Nah, he ate that one. You right, twin. You right.”

The kitchen was all noise and warmth now — laughter bouncing off marble and metal, the kind that filled the whole space with life. It didn’t feel like a house full of criminals or hardened men. It felt like a family — broken maybe, but still solid, all the same.

And somewhere between all that laughter, Jimmy looked at Chanel — really looked — and thought damn… this feels right.

34

Chanel’s phone buzzed against the counter, screen lighting up with that bright contact banner and a familiar name. She squinted down at it, exhaled through her nose, and groaned. “Ah, shit—”

Everybody looked up mid-bite, forks pausing mid-air.

She pinched the bridge of her nose, muttering half under her breath before she reached across the counter for one of her pre-rolls. “See—see this exactly why I keep these within arm’s reach,” she said, flicking her lighter open with a click and taking a slow drag. “I needed to take a hit before I see her ass.”

Jimmy’s brows furrowed, amused already. “See who?”

“Yeah,” Jey added, leaning forward. “What you got goin’ on?”

Sefa chimed in, “You sound like you talkin’ about a bill collector.”

Chanel waved the blunt lazily toward her phone screen. “My younger cousin, Kayla. Pose’ to be out and coming to crash with me ‘cause apparently Memphis wasn’t gon’ take ha ass no more.”

She swiped her screen, spinning it around for them to see — a picture of a thick woman with caramel skin, glossy lips, double nose rings, and that same dangerous glint in her eye Chanel had when she got bored.

“You think I got a record?” Chanel said, smoke curling from her lips. “That lil muhfuka make my shit look like hopscotch.”

The boys leaned in to look, all their reactions hitting at once.

“Lawd…” Jey muttered. “Okay but she fine though,” Zilla said, earning a smack on the back of his head from Sefa. Jacob raised a brow, grinning like he already knew where this was headed. “What’s she do?”

Chanel laughed, resting the blunt between her fingers as she gestured with it toward the picture. “She twenty-six, mouth like a loaded gun, attitude worse than mine ever been, and got a real bad habit of flirtin’ with men that could claim her on they taxes.”

Sefa and Zilla both damn near choked. “What?!” Sefa wheezed.

“Yup,” Chanel said, unbothered. “Last time I saw her she was sweet-talking her boss for a discount on tires. Man was fifty-five, married, and she didn’t even flinch.”

Zilla coughed out a laugh. “She bold for real.”

“Oh, bold don’t even start it,” Chanel said, side-eyeing Jacob now with a squint, her lashes brushing her cheeks. “And before either you two start—” she waved her blunt between Jacob and Zilla, “—I seen that look. She’s a menace. Don’t fall for it. She’ll ruin your credit and have you smiling while she do it.”

Jacob put his hands up, laughing, deep voice low. “Ain’t nobody say nothin’, Big Momma. You the one throwing warnings out preemptively.”

“‘Cause I know my bloodline,” Chanel shot back. “That woman was born with chaos in her DNA and Wi-Fi connection in hell.”

Jey was cackling by then, sliding his plate away like this conversation was too good to miss. “So lemme get this straight — your cousin out, got nowhere to go, and comin’ to crash with you. Meaning we all about to meet her, right?”

“Unfortunately,” Chanel said with a dry laugh. “And she loud, too. She walk in a room and it’s instantly a reality show. I love her, but she talk like she got a microphone strapped to her chest.”

Jimmy leaned back in his chair, grin slow and wide. “So you tellin’ me she like a mini-you?”

“Excuse me?” Chanel said, one brow shooting up.

He laughed. “I mean, if she anything like you—mouthy, quick, no filter—sounds like y’all the same breed.”

Chanel pretended to think for a second, then shrugged, smirking. “Maybe. But she got more audacity and less home training.”

The boys howled.

Jacob, shaking his head, said, “So basically we need to brace for a hurricane with hoop earrings.”

Chanel pointed her fork right at him, nodding. “Exactly. And if she starts acting sweet—don’t trust it. That’s her loading the next move.”

Sefa leaned toward Jimmy, whispering just loud enough, “Aye, if her cousin anything like her, I’mma need to start hittin’ the gym again.”

Chanel didn’t even look up — she flicked her blunt at him like a warning shot. “You gon’ need more than that, baby boy. You gon’ need therapy.”

That had everybody crying laughing again, Jimmy clutching his chest as he doubled over.

“Y’all think I’m playin’,” Chanel added, taking one last drag before putting the blunt out. “Just wait till she pull up. You gon’ see what I mean.”

And the way she said it — part warning, part fondness — told them all one thing: the house was about to get very interesting.

35

The doorbell went off once, twice — that aggressive kind of ring like whoever was outside had no concept of patience.

Chanel groaned, letting her head drop back with an exaggerated sigh. “I told ha ass not to come here but wait at the salon,” she muttered, fishing for her lighter. “Y’all, I ain’t responsible for a motherfuckin’ thing she say, okay?” She pointed her blunt toward the table like it was a courtroom warning.

Sefa raised both hands instantly. “Naw, don’t look at me.”

“Too late,” Zilla said, smirking. “You the first one she gon’ clock.”

“Why me?”

“‘Cause you the only one that look young enough to entertain chaos.”

Chanel didn’t even respond — she was already stomping toward the front door, mumbling curses under her breath, smoke trailing behind her. The moment she cracked it open, the house filled with a voice that could probably shatter glass.

“Biiiiiitch!”

Everybody in the kitchen froze.

Kayla’s voice was pure Memphis — sharp, melodic, and unfiltered. “This yo shit?! This like my cribs, ain’t a white refrigerator to be found, I bet—”

All they could see at first was a flash of caramel skin, pink slides, and a lace frontal laid within an inch of its life before the woman herself strutted in like she owned the damn place.

Then her voice cut again, loud and theatrical, “Uh-uh, Chanel—this ain’t no sugar daddy place, is it? I ain’t tryna mess my good wig up helpin’ you dispense sugar!”

Chanel just closed her eyes and exhaled, taking the deepest hit imaginable off her blunt like she was praying for patience. “Kayla, for the love of God—”

“Ooh bitch, gimme dat!” Kayla said, plucking the pre-roll right out her cousin’s fingers. She hit it hard, coughed once, and exhaled a thick, lazy cloud into the air. “I ain’t had no pressure since Obama got elected, lemme live!”

The sound of her slides smacking against the tile filled the entryway as she wandered in, her eyes darting everywhere — the marble floors, the massive TV, the glint of gold accents. She turned a slow circle like she was taking inventory, then stopped cold when her gaze landed on the kitchen.

Five sets of dark brown eyes stared back.

Kayla blinked.

Then blinked again.

And then, with all the seriousness of a woman addressing the Lord Himself, she said, “Oh aight. So when you start goin’ for the Maui type, Chan??”

Chanel groaned, dragging her hand down her face. “Kayla—”

“Nah ‘cause I ain’t seen this many fine men in one room since state had to be reconstructed and we got transferred in with the men’s unit!” Kayla said, laughing loud at her own joke before she took another hit and pointed the blunt like a microphone toward Jimmy. “You—you the one with the chain. You look like trouble. Good trouble. But trouble.”

Jimmy, completely thrown off but still grinning, rubbed the back of his neck. “Uh… appreciate it?”

“Mhm. I bet you do,” Kayla said, then turned to Jey. “Now you look like you got a wife and two kids hidin’ somewhere.”

Jey snorted, half choking on his coffee. “Damn—just met me and already accusin’ me?”

“I don’t accuse, baby, I discern,” she said matter-of-factly before shifting her focus again. “And you—” she aimed at Sefa, who looked up like a deer in headlights, “—you look like the one I’d get a restraining order on but still text on weekends.”

“Yo!” Zilla wheezed, slapping the table as everyone howled.

“Lord, she don’t stop,” Chanel said through gritted teeth, waving her hand like she could physically shoo Kayla’s words out the air.

Kayla just smirked, unbothered, flicking ash neatly into the nearest candle jar like she’d been living there for years. “Don’t act brand new, Chan. You knew what it was when you invited me back in your life.”

Jacob was still chuckling, deep and low, leaning back on the counter. “I’m tryna figure out if we supposed to be scared or entertained right now.”

“Both,” Jey said immediately.

“She the kind that say she love you and throw a blender in the same breath,” Sefa added under his breath.

“I heard that!” Kayla barked, not missing a beat.

“See?” Zilla said. “Proof.”

The whole kitchen erupted again — loud, overlapping, easy laughter filling the space. Chanel just stood there, shaking her head, but even she couldn’t fight the smirk tugging at her lips.

“Welcome to the circus,” she muttered, walking past Kayla to pour herself another drink.

Kayla smirked, eyes still scanning the room like she was plotting something. “Mhm. And the ringmaster fine, too.”

Jimmy froze mid-sip of his coffee. “...I’m the ringmaster?”

“Baby, you the whole show.”

Everyone lost it again — even Chanel cracked, laughing so hard she had to lean on the counter.

“Kayla, please,” she wheezed. “Let’s get you some food before you flirt us into a lawsuit.”

Kayla grinned, sliding into a chair like she’d lived there her whole life. “You can try, baby, but I am the lawsuit.”

36

It didn’t even take five minutes before one of the boys — Zilla, of course — leaned forward on the counter, curiosity lighting his grin. “Aight, hold up. You said state, right? Since Obama was in? What you get locked for?”

Kayla was already grinning, chin tilted up like she’d been waiting for the question. “Oh, that?” she said, lazily flicking ash into an empty cup and taking a long pull from her blunt. The smoke curled around her face as her eyes glittered. “My ex kept gettin’ on my nerves. Wouldn’t hop off my line, barkin’ about some bullshit, right? So…” — she grinned wider — “I stole a city bus.”

The room went silent for half a second.

Then Jey blinked. “A bus?”

Kayla nodded proudly, like she’d just announced she graduated top of her class. “Mhm. Whole city bus. Parked that big muhfucka right on top his lil Honda Civic. Dead center, too. Like Target logo precision. That man face was stuck on stupid!”

She made this scrunched-up, bug-eyed expression imitating him, mouth wide open and all, and then fell back in her chair cacklin’ like she was reliving the moment. Tears forming in her lashes, body shaking, shoulders bouncing.

Zilla damn near dropped his cup, hollering. “Nahhh, you lyin’!”

“I wish!” Kayla shot back between laughs. “Had the whole neighborhood outside. News came, they had me blurred out on Channel 5 with a damn blunt still in my hand. My mama said I embarrassed the family, but she lowkey was laughin’ when she said it.”

Jimmy was gone, choking on his drink, and even Jacob had his big deep laugh rolling, that kind of laugh that shakes his shoulders. Jey slapped the counter, wheezing.

Meanwhile, Chanel had facepalmed so hard it looked like she was hiding from the entire universe. She turned into Jimmy’s chest, arms looping around his neck like she was seeking refuge.

“I can’t,” she groaned against his skin, muffled. “I can’t with her right now. I told y’all. I told y’all she don’t know shame.”

Jimmy chuckled, rubbing her back, eyes still shining with amusement. “You wasn’t lyin’ though.”

Kayla’s head popped up, hearing that tone — her grin turned mischievous when she noticed how comfortably Chanel was tucked into Jimmy’s hold. She raised an eyebrow, lips curling.

“Ohhh, aight!” she dragged the word out slow, pointing at them with her blunt like she’d just solved a mystery. “So that’sone less man for the slumber party I planned when I walked in and saw the rest of y’all sittin’ up like snacks in a vending machine!”

Chanel peeked out just enough to glare. “Kayla, please.”

“Nah nah, don’t please me, miss boo’d up!” Kayla laughed, taking another hit. “You out here playin’ house while the rest of us in the wild, and didn’t even think to hook yo’ cousin up with one or all of the rest of ‘em?”

Zilla was grinning ear to ear, hyping it up. “She said all, damn!”

“I did!” Kayla said proudly, eyes dancing. “Y’all built like y’all bench press groceries for fun. I ain’t seen a line-up like this since Fast & Furious had auditions.”

“Girl, you need help,” Chanel said through laughter she was trying not to let out.

Jacob leaned back on the counter, watching with that deep-voiced amusement. “I don’t even know if we supposed to be flattered or put on alert.”

“Oh, be both,” Kayla quipped. “That’s how I keep it interesting.”

Sefa shook his head, biting his lip to keep from laughing, but Kayla caught it immediately. “What you laughin’ for, Maui Jr.? You next on my bingo card.”

“Oh nah,” he said, raising his hands in mock surrender, but he was smirking. “I ain’t built for jail buses and insurance claims.”

“Good,” Kayla said with a wink. “I like a man that know his limits.”

Everyone lost it again. The kitchen was nothing but noise — laughter bouncing off marble, overlapping voices, the kind of moment that felt like family and chaos blended into one.

Chanel was still half-hiding against Jimmy, shaking her head, voice muffled against his neck. “She gon’ get her ass banned from the island before she even gets unpacked.”

Jimmy grinned, dropping a kiss on her temple. “Nah, she the entertainment now.”

Kayla heard that and pointed at him, laughing. “You damn right! Y’all gon’ be bored without me!”

37

Kayla was still holding court in the kitchen, lounging on one of the stools like she’d been born to cause chaos in expensive homes. She bit the tip of one of her long acrylics, the kind of glossy pink that caught light every time she moved her hand.

“Mmm, Chan, girrrlll,” she started, dragging the word out with a grin that was already trouble. “How you pick one of ‘em?”

Everyone turned at once — Chanel, mid-sip of juice, nearly choked. Jimmy’s brows shot up, while the rest of the men just waited, half amused, half bracing.

Kayla’s eyes darted shamelessly across the room, taking her sweet time studying the other four Fatus like she was window shopping. “Like, be so for real, look at ‘em,” she said, gesturing with her nails. “All tall, all fine, all look like they pick up couches for fun. Whew, lawd. You tellin’ me you looked at this lineup and went, ‘yeah lemme just stop at one’? Nah. I’m not built that disciplined.”

Zilla snorted, covering his mouth with his hand, while Sefa leaned back in his chair, grinning. “You tryna start somethin’, huh?”

“I ain’t tryna start nothin’,” Kayla said, flipping her curls dramatically, “but if somethin’ happens, who am I to deny the Lord’s blessings?”

Jacob damn near spit his coffee out. “Lord’s blessings?” he repeated, laughing.

“Exactly!” Kayla said, snapping her fingers toward him. “You understand me, Unc!”

Chanel side-eyed her so hard it was practically audible. “Don’t call that man Unc while flirtin’, you outta pocket!”

Kayla waved a dismissive hand, grinning. “Girl please, I got an open schedule and no ring on my finger — it’s whateveerrr.” She dragged the word out like she was singing, looking right at Jacob, then Sefa, then Jey, and Zilla just to make sure they all got their fair share of attention.

Jimmy sighed, rubbing his face with both hands while trying not to laugh. “Lord have mercy…”

“Nah, she need more than mercy,” Jey muttered, shaking his head, but there was a smirk creeping up.

Kayla leaned forward on the counter, chin in her hand, eyes mischievous. “Don’t act like y’all ain’t flattered,” she teased. “Y’all walkin’ around here built like Polynesian action figures. I’m just bein’ observant. Scientific.”

Zilla cracked up. “Scientific? Girl, you talkin’ ‘bout science like you ain’t just flirtin’ with everybody at once.”

“I’m multitasking!” she said proudly. “It’s 2025, gender roles are dead, and so is shame. Lemme live.”

Sefa grinned. “Yeah, well, don’t say we didn’t warn you. This house full of wolves, you might get bit.”

“Oh, baby,” Kayla said, sitting up straight with that slick grin back on her face. “I got teeth too.”

That had the whole table howling. Even Jimmy, who was tryin’ to play the composed boyfriend, cracked and started laughing again, shaking his head.

Chanel groaned, face buried in her hands. “Y’all encouragin’ her. That’s the problem.”

“Encouragin’?” Jey said with a chuckle. “She don’t need no encouragement. She came in like she owned the damn house.”

“I should,” Kayla said with a grin. “I bring good energy, smoke, and entertainment. That’s rent right there.”

Jacob laughed deep from his chest. “She got a point, though.”

“Jacob!” Chanel shot him a look, smacking his arm.

“What?” he said, half-laughing. “She ain’t lyin’.”

Kayla smirked, satisfied, tapping her acrylics against the counter. “See? At least one of y’all got sense.”

Jimmy leaned in toward Chanel, voice low and amused. “You sure you don’t wanna reconsider lettin’ her crash with you? She might fit better here.”

Chanel groaned again, dragging her hand down her face. “Don’t even play like that.”

“Oh, I’m deadass,” Jimmy murmured, grinning.

“Good,” Kayla said immediately. “Then I’ll go ahead and move my wigs and weed collection in tomorrow. I got bins.”

Zilla was already halfway off his chair laughing, clutching his stomach. “She serious, too!”

“Damn right I’m serious,” Kayla said. “Now, somebody point me to where the guest rooms at before I find one myself.”

The room erupted again — laughter, teasing, chaos everywhere — and through it all, Chanel was standing there with that deep sigh only family can pull out of you.

“Lord, give me strength,” she muttered.

Jimmy wrapped an arm around her waist, still chuckling. “Better pray for patience too, ‘cause somethin’ tells me your cousin ain’t goin’ nowhere.”

Kayla heard that and clapped her hands. “Exactly! Family reunion, baby!”

38

By the time the kitchen filled up, the air was thick with smoke and the smell of butter and bacon. The morning light was spilling in through the big windows, glinting off the glass pitchers Kayla had already lined up—fresh lemonade, orange juice, a bottle of maple syrup sitting crooked between them. She was barefoot, standing in one of Jacob’s shirts that hit mid-thigh, moving like she’d been here forever.

Nobody said anything at first. It was too early, and she had the music loud enough that the bass trembled through the floor. On & On was still spinning, Erykah Badu humming through the speakers while Kayla flipped an omelet one-handed.

Chanel came in first, rubbing her eyes and catching sight of her cousin. “Kayla. What the hell is this?”

Kayla looked up from the stove, deadpan. “Breakfast.”

“Yeah but—why are you in they kitchen?”

“’Cause yours too far,” Kayla said easily, nodding at the rows of plates. “And I was hungry.”

By the time Jimmy, Zilla, and Sefa wandered in behind Chanel, the table was already full. Smoked sausage, scrambled eggs, biscuits, hashbrowns—the works. Kayla barely looked up when the men sat down.

Jacob came last. Quiet. He didn’t say anything at first—just took in the sight of her in his shirt. His. He could tell by the faded logo on the sleeve.

Kayla must’ve felt his eyes. She turned, eyebrow raised. “You look like you got somethin’ to say, old man.”

He leaned a shoulder against the fridge, crossing his arms. “That my shirt?”

She looked down like she was just now noticing. “Might be.”

“Might be?”

Kayla shrugged. “Smelled good. Better than my suitcase did after that drive from Memphis.”

That got a few quiet laughs from the others, but Jacob didn’t crack a smile. He kept watching her—just enough to make her shift the spatula from one hand to the other.

Then, real calm, he said, “You always move in and take over people’s kitchens?”

She looked back at him, same even tone. “Only when they got better cookware than me.” She set down the spatula, wiping her hands on the shirt she was wearing like she didn’t care whose it was. “Don’t worry, I’ll wash it before I leave.”

“Didn’t say I wanted it back.”

That got her attention. She blinked once, surprised, then smirked a little. “Oh yeah? So what you want then?”

Jacob met her stare without flinching. “I’ll let you know when I figure it out.”

The room went quiet for a beat. Even Chanel stopped mid-bite, looking between them. Kayla’s mouth curved like she was trying not to laugh.

“Mm. Okay,” she said finally, turning back to the stove like it was nothing. “Well, you better figure it out soon, old man, before I take the rest of your laundry too.”

That broke the silence. Jimmy started laughing. Zilla muttered, “Nah, she bold.” Chanel hid her face behind her hand, grinning.

Jacob didn’t say anything else—he just reached for a plate and started eating like the conversation hadn’t just made the whole room shift a little. But his eyes found hers again across the table, slow and deliberate, and Kayla didn’t look away.

39

The kitchen had settled into that lazy morning rhythm—music still low in the background, forks scraping plates, someone’s phone buzzing every now and then. Kayla had made enough food for a football team, and somehow half of it was already gone.

Chanel sat curled up on one of the stools, Jimmy behind her, his hand lazily tracing her hip while he half-listened to whatever story Sefa was telling about getting pulled over for “driving too fine.” Zilla was posted at the counter, picking at biscuits like he didn’t want to admit how good they were.

Kayla was on the opposite side of the table, leg crossed over the other, eating slow and smug like she owned the whole damn morning. Every so often, her gaze would flick toward Jacob—still quiet, still watching her from the head of the table like a man who wasn’t used to being thrown off balance.

And she knew it. Oh, she knew it.

“Damn, y’all eat like y’all ain’t seen food in three days,” she said, smirking as she poured herself more lemonade. “I’m startin’ to think I need to start a catering business out here.”

“You might be onto somethin’,” Zilla said, leaning back with his plate. “Just don’t be wearin’ my uncle’s clothes while you do it.”

That got a chorus of laughs, and even Jimmy cracked a grin, but Jacob didn’t bite. He kept eating, slow and deliberate, like her wearing his shirt wasn’t still sitting in the back of his head.

Kayla noticed that too. She set her fork down, tapping the table lightly with her nails. “Ain’t no rule sayin’ I can’t be comfy,” she teased. “Plus, your older cousin got good taste. Fabric softener and everything.”

Chanel groaned, covering her face. “Kay, can you not flirt with everybody I know before I finish my omelet?”

Kayla turned toward her cousin, eyes glinting. “Girl, don’t nobody want everybody. Just one. Maybe two.” She paused, gaze sliding back toward Jacob like she was testing how far she could push it. “But I think I found my favorite already.”

That was enough to make the whole room pause. Jimmy raised an eyebrow at Jacob. Zilla looked between them with a half-smirk. Sefa just grinned, shaking his head.

“Y’all see that?” Sefa said, laughing. “Ain’t no shame in her game.”

“She too bold for her own good,” Zilla added.

“Nah,” Kayla said, leaning back, a slow smile spreading across her face. “I just know what I like.”

Jacob’s chair creaked when he leaned back slightly, and for a moment, he finally spoke. His tone was even, calm, but it cut through the chatter easily. “You sure you know what you’re doin’?”

Kayla tilted her head, biting her lip. “You doubt me, old man?”

He met her eyes and didn’t blink. “I doubt you know what you’re playin’ with.”

That made her grin even wider. “Oh, I know exactly what I’m playin’ with,” she said, voice soft but teasing. “Question is—can you keep up?”

Chanel dropped her fork. “See, this exactly what I was talkin’ about last night. She got a problem.”

Jimmy laughed low under his breath, pulling Chanel closer. “That’s family though,” he said. “Whole house just got louder.”

“Louder, but interesting,” Zilla muttered, smirking behind his cup.

Kayla just turned back to her plate, humming along to the next song that came on—Lauryn Hill this time—her shoulders moving slightly with the rhythm. But even while she chewed, she could feel it. Jacob’s gaze still there. Still heavy.

She didn’t say anything else after that, just glanced up once more and smiled like she’d already won something.

40

The morning light cut through the kitchen blinds, bouncing off glass and chrome, glinting over the scene like it had been waiting to see what chaos was gonna unfold next. Everyone was posted up at the counter or leaning against cabinets, plates stacked and full of food Kayla had somehow whipped up like she ran a soul food joint out of heaven.

The smell of butter, sage, and syrup hung in the air, and Kayla was humming to herself — still wearing Jacob’s t-shirt that hit just above her knees, hair tucked under her bonnet like she was home. She was in her own world until she caught sight of Jacob, elbows on the table, watching her with that unreadable calm of his. He wasn’t saying much, but the way his eyes followed her was enough to make the cousins start side-eyeing each other.

Chanel clocked it first, fork mid-air, and smirked behind her glass. Jimmy caught the smirk, followed her line of sight, then tried — tried — not to grin. Sefa leaned toward Jey, whispering something that made them both snicker under their breath.

Kayla noticed, of course. Her grin turned slow, like she’d just been dealt a hand she was way too confident about. She padded over to the table barefoot, hips swaying in that exaggerated rhythm like the music still in her head.

She stopped right behind Jacob, setting down a second plate in front of him like she was serving royalty. “You look like you need more than just one plate, big man,” she said, voice teasing but soft around the edges.

Jacob looked up at her then — slow, unbothered, that low baritone of his rolling out easy. “You tryna feed me or fatten me up?”

Kayla leaned her hip against the table, grinning wide enough her dimples showed. “Depends. You complainin’ or complimentin’?”

Jey muffled a laugh in his sleeve. Chanel gave her cousin the look — the one that said don’t start somethin’ you can’t finish.

But Kayla was already on a roll. She reached out, fingers barely brushing the edge of one of his locs. “You know, I could refresh these for you,” she said, thumb grazing his temple like she had every right to be that close. “I got a whole routine. Scalp oil, peppermint mist, the works.”

Jacob didn’t move — not away, at least. He just angled his head slightly, eyes still locked on hers. “You tryna play stylist or somethin’ else?”

Kayla’s grin deepened, biting her bottom lip like she was holding back a laugh. “Can’t a woman be multitasking?” she tossed back, stepping away just enough to break the tension before it snapped.

Sefa shook his head with a laugh. “Man, she bold as hell.”

Chanel covered her face, groaning but smiling. “She been bold. Don’t feed into it.”

Kayla just rolled her eyes, turning back toward the stove to fix her own plate. “Y’all actin’ like I said somethin’ scandalous. I just appreciate a man with patience and good hair.”

Jacob chuckled then — low and quiet — the kind of sound that turned heads anyway. “Mm. You appreciate a lot, huh?”

Kayla tossed him a wink over her shoulder. “You ain’t seen the half of it, old head.”

That made the table erupt. Even Chanel had to laugh despite herself, hiding behind her juice glass while Jimmy choked on his food trying not to spit it out. Jacob just sat there, that knowing smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, shaking his head like he’d been here before but wasn’t entirely mad about it this time.

The room stayed loud for a minute — teasing, laughter, that easy Sunday-morning chaos — but under all of it, there was that lingering thread between them. The way her laughter softened when she looked back at him. The way he didn’t look away this time.

By the time plates were empty and music was back up, Chanel had already resigned herself to it. She leaned back against Jimmy and muttered, half amused, half exasperated, “I swear, this house don’t know peace. My cousin flirtin’ with a man twice her age and happy about it.”

Jimmy smirked, pressing a kiss to her temple. “Least he smilin’ again. Ain’t seen Jake look like that since—”

“Don’t say it,” she cut in, laughing but knowing exactly what he meant.

Kayla, still dancing barefoot by the counter, pointed her fork at them without even turning. “Y’all better get used to me. I cook good, I clean sometimes, and apparently, I make the old heads grin. That’s three outta three in my book.”

Jacob didn’t deny it. He just leaned back in his chair, that same quiet smile playing on his lips — the one that said he was gonna let her talk for now, but she had his attention.

The laughter from breakfast still hung in the air, echoing faint through the big hallways as everyone drifted off doing their own thing — plates left in the sink, music still low on somebody’s phone speaker. The smell of bacon and weed lingered like it belonged to the house now.

Chanel had been helping tidy up when she spotted her cousin at the sink, humming some old R&B tune like she owned the place, still wearing Jacob’s shirt. That was enough to make her rub her temples.

“Kay,” she started, voice that warning-soft tone she used when she was trying to keep from yelling.

Kayla didn’t even turn, just reached over to pop another piece of bacon in her mouth. “Mm?”

“Don’t start anything with Jacob,” Chanel said, keeping her voice low even though it echoed off the tile. “I’m serious. That man is thirty-eight years old, and you—” she gestured vaguely toward her cousin, “—are twenty-six with too much energy and not enough sense when it come to men.”

Kayla finally turned around, one hand landing heavy on her hip, the other holding the plate she’d been drying. She smacked her lips once, eyes narrowing in mock offense. “Uh-uh, see what you not about to do is try to momma me while you got a whole man ya self.”

She stepped closer, finger wagging a little as she went on, “You know my type, and that man is fine, Chanel. You act like I didn’t grow up watchin’ Unc’s and old heads run whole blocks— I like my men seasoned. He need him some me!”

From the hallway came a quiet sound — the soft scrape of a chair leg. Neither woman noticed at first, but Jacob had paused in the doorway, half shadowed by morning light, watching with that same unreadable calm.

Kayla wasn’t done. “Matter fact,” she said, turning slightly toward the window as if she were addressing the universe, “I’m too good of a Samaritan to prevent a brother from his blessing. Who am I to stop God from putting that man’s fine-ass young wife right in front of him?”

Chanel groaned so deep it was almost a growl, burying her face in her hands. “Kayla—”

Kayla just kept talking, grinning like the devil. “You can’t be mad at me for following divine intervention! If the good Lord dropped him in my path, I’m just gon’ walk with purpose.”

That’s when a low voice cut in, deep and smooth. “That so?”

Both women froze. Kayla blinked twice, then turned slowly to see Jacob leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed, that hint of a smirk tugging at his mouth.

Chanel looked like she wanted the earth to swallow her whole. “Oh my God— Jacob, she was just playin’—”

Kayla straightened her shoulders, tilting her chin up like she’d been caught mid-manifestation but wasn’t backing down. “Well, I was, but since you here, might as well confirm— you single, ain’t you?”

Jacob’s smile deepened, barely. “That depends who’s askin’.”

Kayla put a hand dramatically to her chest. “See? He flirtin’ back, Chanel! That’s mutual discernment!”

Chanel pointed at her like she was scolding a child. “You better quit while you still got air in your lungs.”

Kayla laughed, that big Memphis laugh that filled the kitchen. “Girl, please. I’m grown! And that man look like peace with a side of bad decisions. You think I’m finna ignore that?”

Jacob chuckled quietly, pushing off the doorframe. “You got a mouth on you,” he said, voice steady but amused.

Kayla’s lips curved slow, biting her bottom one for half a second. “Ain’t nobody ever complained, old head.”

Chanel threw her hands up. “I can’t deal with y’all.” She grabbed her juice glass and stomped toward the back patio, muttering about needing sunlight and prayer.

Jacob watched her go, then looked back at Kayla — still standing there, smug and shining.

“You always this bold?” he asked, low.

Kayla tilted her head. “Only when the energy right.”

For a second, silence settled, stretched thin between them like static. He didn’t step closer, didn’t look away either, just nodded once before walking past her to set his mug in the sink.

Kayla watched him go, grin still playing at the corner of her lips. “Mm,” she murmured to herself, “yep, that man’s gon’ be trouble.”

From outside, Chanel’s voice drifted faint through the open door, “I heard that!”

Kayla snorted and hollered back, “Then pray harder, Big Momma!”

Jacob’s laugh followed, deep and low, disappearing into the clink of dishes and the hum of the house settling around them.

41

The morning had slipped into late noon, light spilling through the estate’s wide windows in golden sheets. The hum of conversation had faded; Sefa and Zilla were out back cleaning up the grill, Jacob had disappeared somewhere upstairs, and Kayla—God help her—was humming in the guest room like she’d been living there her whole life.

Chanel sat cross-legged in Jimmy’s lap on the couch, her cheek pressed against his chest. His big hands rested across her thighs, his thumb tracing lazy circles that made her shoulders unclench little by little. The TV was on some muted sports highlight reel nobody was actually watching.

“I’m serious, braids,” she muttered, half into his hoodie. “That cousin of mine gon’ make me lose my mind. I told her not to come here wildin’ and the first thing she do is shoot her shot at Jacob like it’s the NBA finals.”

Jimmy chuckled under his breath, the sound vibrating through his chest into her ear. “She bold. You can’t even be mad at that.”

“I can be mad at that,” Chanel shot back, lifting her head enough to look at him. “That’s Jacob. He don’t mess around, he quiet and lowkey. She gon’ eat that man alive.”

Jimmy’s grin softened into something more thoughtful. “You act like he ain’t built for that.”

“Built for chaos?” she scoffed. “Nobody’s built for Kayla. That girl a walking category five hurricane with lashes.”

He laughed again, hand coming up to rest against the back of her neck, his thumb tracing the curve where her braid brushed her skin. “You forgetting something though.”

“What?”

“That man’s been alone a long time, Big Momma.” Jimmy’s tone dropped quiet, steady, eyes lowering just a bit. “You know Jacob—always the one lookin’ out for us, cleanin’ up behind everybody, holdin’ it down. He don’t really… let nobody in like that. Not since before Pops passed.”

Chanel’s expression eased, her frown tugging softer as she watched him talk.

“He ain’t gonna admit it, but I seen it,” Jimmy went on, voice that warm gravel he used when he got serious. “Man’s lonely. He got family all around him, but when the lights out, it’s just him and silence. So if your cousin got him smilin’ even a little? Maybe that ain’t the worst thing.”

Chanel blinked slowly, caught somewhere between defense and thought. “You seen him smile?”

“Just now. When she said that line about divine intervention,” Jimmy said, lips twitching up at the corner. “He turned his head like he was tryna hide it, but I caught it. That man’s intrigued, babe.”

She groaned again, dropping her forehead back to his shoulder. “Ugh. You sound just like her. Now I got both of y’all rootin’ for it.”

Jimmy tilted her chin up with a finger, his eyes meeting hers, the hint of a grin tugging his mouth. “I’m rootin’ for happy, that’s all. Don’t get in the way of it ‘cause you tryna play big sister. You taught me that, remember?”

Chanel stared at him for a second before her mouth softened into a small smile. “You really gon’ use my own wisdom against me?”

“Every time,” he said, leaning down to kiss her slow, the kind of kiss that melted the edge off her frustration. When he pulled back, her lips curved against his.

“Fine,” she murmured. “I’ll chill. But if she breaks his heart, I’m draggin’ her by her frontal.”

Jimmy chuckled, brushing his nose against hers. “You ain’t gon’ have to. Jacob know how to hold his own.”

She sighed and relaxed again, curling back into him as the sound of birds and faint laughter from outside filled the space between them.

Out back, the sun was dipping lower, casting long shadows across the yard. Jacob was sitting on the patio steps, rolling his sleeves up, a half-empty beer bottle resting beside him. The yard was quiet except for the faint rustle of leaves and Kayla’s voice drifting closer.

She stepped out barefoot, curls loose under her bonnet, holding two plates in her hands. “You ain’t eat your leftovers,” she said simply, setting one down next to him.

Jacob glanced up, faint smile ghosting his lips. “Didn’t know room service was part of the package.”

Kayla shrugged, sitting down beside him. “It is when the chef got time.”

For a moment they just sat there, the easy silence settling in. She watched him out the corner of her eye, studying the way his gold chain caught the sun, the veins along his forearms. There was a calm about him that didn’t match the noise of her own energy—like still water beside a flame.

“Chanel said you been on your own a minute,” Kayla said finally, twirling her fork. “That true?”

Jacob chuckled low. “That woman talk too much.”

“Mm, that ain’t a no though.”

He leaned back, resting one arm along the step behind him. “Been busy takin’ care of business. People depend on me. Hard to balance that with somebody else’s heart.”

Kayla hummed, looking at him with that knowing grin. “That sound like an excuse dressed up in poetry.”

Jacob tilted his head, meeting her gaze. “You got an answer for everything, huh?”

“Only when I’m right.”

There was a beat — that quiet hum of tension again, playful but laced with something heavier beneath.

He picked up the bottle, took a slow sip. “You remind me of the kind of women that don’t back down easy.”

“I don’t,” she said, voice soft but steady. “Especially not when I see something I want.”

Their eyes held for a long moment before he finally chuckled under his breath, shaking his head. “You dangerous.”

Kayla smirked, leaning just close enough for him to catch the scent of her cherry body oil. “You say that like it’s a bad thing, old head.”

Jacob didn’t move, but his jaw flexed once — the kind of tell that said her confidence had hit its mark. He just nodded slowly. “We’ll see about that.”

Kayla grinned, satisfied, turning her attention back to her plate. “Oh, we definitely will.”

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the moral of the story is don’t write fanfic blazed

[mjonthetrack]

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22

Chanel stood in front of the mirror, and for once, she let herself pause — just to take it all in. The late afternoon light spilled through the blinds, catching the sheen of the black silk slip dress like it was made to kiss every curve she had. It was simple, elegant, and criminally flattering. The thin straps framed her shoulders perfectly, the fabric gliding over her body before it stopped mid-thigh, where the slit climbed just high enough to tease with every move.

Her braids were down, long and sleek, a dark, perfect frame for the gold that shimmered against her brown skin. The chain Jimmy had given her lay soft and warm against her wrist — the bracelet glinting whenever she moved her hand. Her nails were a fresh, glossy nude, the acrylic tips catching the light as she adjusted the strap on her heel.

Her perfume hung in the air like a secret — sweet cherries and oud, deep and feminine, the kind of scent that lingered in a man’s mind long after she’d gone. It was decadent without trying, intoxicating without a word spoken.

She leaned closer to the mirror, dragging her lip liner just right before adding a soft gloss, the kind that caught when she smiled. Tonight, she’d actually taken her time — hair done, nails right, makeup set. She wasn’t trying to impress anyone, not really. But she wasn’t trying not to, either.

When she finally straightened, purse in hand, she gave herself one last look. The kind that said, yeah, you did that. A faint smirk curved her lips as she whispered to herself, “Unfair.”

Her phone buzzed on the vanity. Jimmy: Outside.

Her pulse kicked up immediately, not nervous — just... aware. There was something about him that had been lingering all week. Every text, every little smile she caught herself giving at his name popping up. That look he’d given her yesterday when she said she liked him too — that moment had been stuck on repeat.

She grabbed her coat, gave herself a once-over again, and turned for the door, her stiletto heels clicking against the hardwood like punctuation marks to her confidence.

Downstairs, the evening light had turned golden. His car was parked out front, sleek and clean, the kind of shine that made it look deliberate. Jimmy was leaning against the hood, dressed in black slacks and a deep charcoal jacket that fit him too well. The open collar of his shirt showed just a hint of chain, his braids neat, his cologne already drifting her way before she even reached him.

He looked up right as she stepped out, and for a second, he forgot how to breathe. His jaw tightened, his hands instinctively sliding into his pockets like he needed to keep them busy or risk reaching for her right then and there.

“Damn,” he muttered under his breath before catching himself, his smile coming slow and real. “You— you clean up too good, Big Momma.”

Chanel smirked, her confidence rising like smoke. “Too good?” she echoed, meeting his eyes as she came closer. “That’s all I get after all this effort?”

He laughed, soft but low, like she’d caught him. “You right,” he said, letting his gaze sweep her from head to toe — appreciative but never crossing the line. “You look... dangerous. Like you know exactly what you doin’.”

She tilted her head slightly, eyes playful. “Maybe I do.”

He chuckled, opening the passenger door for her, and that little old-school gesture didn’t go unnoticed. As she slid in, she caught the faint scent of him — fresh, warm, with that woodsy undertone that made her close her eyes for just a beat longer than necessary.

Once they were both in, he started the car, the smooth hum filling the silence between them. The city lights were starting to flicker to life, and she turned to look out the window, the corner of her mouth lifting when she spoke. “So where we goin’, mystery man?”

He grinned, keeping his eyes on the road. “You’ll see. Just sit back, enjoy the ride. I told you, I’m plannin’ somethin’ right this time.”

She laughed lightly, crossing her legs. “You sound confident.”

“I’m hopeful,” he corrected. “Confidence come after you say yes to dinner.”

She looked over, one brow arched. “I already said yes to that.”

“Yeah,” he said, his voice dropping just enough. “But I’m hopin’ tonight’s the one where you say yes to me.”

That silenced her for a second. The words weren’t cocky — they were warm, intentional, the kind that hit soft but lingered. Her lips curved into a slow smile as she looked back out the window.

“You really tryna make a statement, huh?”

He grinned. “Just tryna show you I mean what I said.”

The car turned off the main road, into a quieter street lined with soft lighting and the faint sound of jazz spilling from a tucked-away spot ahead. A cozy little lounge, half-hidden behind ivy and brick, the glow of gold light from inside painting the windows like warmth incarnate.

When he parked, she looked out, impressed despite herself. “This you?”

He nodded. “Reserved the back section. Didn’t want nobody interruptin’ us this time.”

She smiled, that little rare one he was starting to live for. “You really thought this through.”

Jimmy shrugged, trying to play it off, but the pink creeping into his ears gave him away. “You worth the effort.”

She stepped out, her hand brushing his as they walked toward the entrance, and he didn’t miss a beat — fingers sliding against hers just enough to feel the connection spark.

The night had only just started, but it already felt like the kind of story both of them would remember.

23

The restaurant had settled into that soft hum that came when the rush died down — low conversation, forks tapping, jazz weaving lazy through the air. The candle between them flickered against her cheek, catching the sheen of her gloss, the little highlight on her nose, the gold of her hoops.

Jimmy sat across from her, elbows resting loosely on the table, his jacket hanging off the back of his chair. He’d barely touched his drink, too busy watching her — the way she laughed under her breath at the old sax player near the corner, the way her shoulders sat easy for once, unarmored.

Chanel didn’t even notice at first how long he’d been looking until she caught him mid-stare. “You good, braids?” she asked, teasing but soft, like she already knew the answer.

He grinned, shaking his head. “Yeah,” he said quietly, “just thinkin’ I could get used to this.”

“To what? Jazz and overpriced steak?”

He leaned forward a little, voice dropping. “Nah. You.”

Her eyes flicked up from her plate — something unreadable moving there. A pause. She tucked a braid behind her ear like it gave her something to do. “You don’t even know what you’d be gettin’ used to.”

“That’s why I’m tryna find out,” he said, and there wasn’t a single hint of play in his tone.

For a second, she just stared, lips parting like she might respond — then she looked away, tracing her fingertip along the rim of her glass. “You don’t make it easy to keep my guard up, you know that?”

He chuckled low, his thumb running along the condensation of his drink. “Maybe that’s ‘cause you don’t need it around me, Big Momma.”

That earned him the smallest smile, and it hit him right in the chest — the one that wasn’t polished or teasing, but real, unguarded.

He reached across the table, slow enough for her to pull back if she wanted, and rested his hand lightly over hers. “I know I could’ve messed this up before — not followin’ through, not communicatin’ right. But you still gave me another chance, and yesterday, that trip? That meant more than I think you realize.”

Chanel met his gaze finally, her tone even but her eyes softer. “You showed up since then, yeah. I’ll give you that.”

He nodded once, exhaling through his nose. Then, quietly, “And I wanna keep showin’ up. Not halfway, not when it’s convenient. I’m talkin’ every day. You. Me. Real.”

Her brow lifted slightly, cautious but curious. “You mean that?”

He smiled — not wide, but sure. “I wouldn’t say it if I didn’t. I’m askin’ you to be mine, Chanel. Not just Friday nights, not just when it’s easy. I wanna build somethin’ solid with you. No games. Just us.”

The sax cut in again, slow and smoky, filling the silence that followed.

Chanel looked at him for a long moment, eyes searching his like she was testing for cracks. Then she laughed softly, shaking her head. “You really went from missin’ one text to askin’ for commitment?”

Jimmy smirked, still holding her hand. “Guess I’m a fast learner.”

Her grin faded into something quieter, almost shy. “You serious?”

He nodded, thumb brushing her knuckles. “Dead serious.”

For a moment, she didn’t move. Then, slowly, she turned her hand in his and laced their fingers together. “Aight then,” she murmured, the corner of her mouth curving, “guess you got yourself a girlfriend, braids.”

His smile broke into something wide, uncontainable. “Yeah?”

“Yeah,” she said, her voice soft, like a secret she didn’t mind giving away. “Just don’t make me regret it.”

He squeezed her hand lightly. “Promise you, Big Momma — I won’t.”

24

The air outside the restaurant had softened into that sweet late-night chill, the kind that made the city lights look hazy and gold. Their footsteps echoed lightly against the pavement as they walked, slow, unhurried. The street smelled faintly of fried food, rain on asphalt, and jasmine drifting from a nearby balcony — the kind of mix that made everything feel suspended in time.

Jimmy hit the key fob, and his SUV blinked awake a few feet ahead. Chanel glanced up at him, one hand holding her small clutch, the other brushing her braids off her shoulder. Her dress shifted with each step — silk catching the light, slit whispering open against her thigh.

He stopped by the passenger side, pulling something small from his pocket — a velvet box she hadn’t noticed before.

“Wait,” he said softly.

Her brows lifted. “You got more surprises?”

He smiled, quiet and unassuming, almost shy in the way he held the box out. “Just one. Been waitin’ for the right time.”

When she opened it, the delicate gold chain gleamed even under the dim streetlight — thin and subtle, the kind of piece that fit her without trying too hard. The pendant was a small gold ‘C’ outlined in tiny diamonds.

Chanel blinked, that playful composure slipping just a little. “Jimmy…” she started, voice low, like she didn’t know whether to smile or scold.

“Turn around,” he said.

She hesitated, then did. Her perfume — that sweet cherry and oud mix — rose in the air between them as he stepped in closer. The warmth of him brushed her back as he lifted the chain, careful not to tangle it. His fingers brushed the back of her neck as he worked the clasp, slow, deliberate, like the world could wait until he got it right.

“Perfect,” he murmured, mostly to himself, his breath ghosting against her skin.

And that was it — that tiny shiver of air, the stillness between one heartbeat and the next. She didn’t think. Didn’t need to.

Before he could step back, Chanel turned, catching him mid-motion. Her arms slid up around his neck, pulling him down in one clean motion, her lips finding his — soft but firm, deliberate. The kiss hit like static — the warmth of his surprise melting quick into something hungry but controlled.

He froze just long enough to register what was happening, then his hands found her waist, fingers splaying against the silk of her dress as he kissed her back. Slow. Intentional.

Chanel leaned into him, the soft click of her heels against the pavement grounding her even as her pulse jumped. She smiled faintly against his lips when she felt him exhale, that low sound in his chest betraying the calm he tried to keep.

When she finally pulled back, her lip gloss smudged just slightly, her smile was small but real. “Consider that your thank you,” she said quietly, her thumb brushing his jaw where her lipstick had left a faint print.

Jimmy’s eyes stayed on hers, the city glint catching in them. “I might need another one then,” he said, voice rougher now, soft but honest.

Chanel laughed quietly, shaking her head as she stepped back toward the SUV door. “Greedy.”

“Can you blame me?” he said, still grinning, still a little breathless.

She opened the door and looked back at him once more — a single glance that held all the spark and softness of the moment. “Get in, braids,” she said. “You’re driving me home.”

He grinned at that, unlocking his side and circling around, still replaying the taste of cherry gloss and warmth that lingered between them.

Tonight didn’t just feel like a date anymore. It felt like the start of something neither of them could shrug off.

25

Chanel’s hand lingered on the doorknob, fingers drumming lightly, but her eyes never left his. The streetlight caught the shimmer of her bracelet and the subtle gleam of her heels on the pavement. She gave a small, almost shy exhale and said, “I had a great date with you, Jimmy.” Her smile was soft, a little hesitant, the kind that made him feel like he was the only person in the world who got to see it.

Then her brows furrowed slightly, her lips pursed just enough to show the edge of her thought. “Is it gonna sound selfish if I say… I’m not trying to walk in there and be alone. I wanna… stay with you a little longer.”

Jimmy’s chest tightened, the simple honesty of her words hitting him like sunlight through clouds. Not a demand, not a hint—just her, placing her trust and desire to be near him into his hands. He took a careful step closer, letting the air between them hum with the unsaid, the weight of their day together lingering like a warm blanket around them.

“Chanel,” he said, voice low, steady, soft enough that she had to lean in to catch it, “I’m right here. We don’t have to end it yet.”

Her hand lifted slightly, brushing against his arm, and that small contact sent a ripple through him. Her dimpled smile broke through, that genuine one that lit up her entire face, and she let out a short laugh, playful but tinged with relief. “You really know how to make a girl feel like she’s exactly where she’s supposed to be,” she murmured.

Jimmy’s lips curved into a soft, quiet smile, his gaze fixed on her. “That’s because you are,” he said. He reached out, sliding one hand around the small of her back, guiding her just enough closer without ever overstepping, a gentle invitation to stay wrapped in the moment.

She leaned slightly into him, exhaling softly, letting her weight rest lightly against his chest. “Good,” she said, eyes sparkling, voice gentle but firm. “’Cause I’m not ready for this night to be over… not yet.”

He laughed, the sound warm, low, and entirely his own, letting it ease the tension and fill the space around them. “Then we’ll make it not over,” he said, tugging her just enough to walk side by side, letting the sidewalk and the quiet city around them fade into the background. “We’ve got time. Let’s use it.”

Her hand found his, fingers intertwining naturally, and for the first time all night, she didn’t have to worry about walls, defenses, or proving herself. She just walked with him, smiling, letting the night stretch around them, the world shrinking until it was just them.

26

The soft hum of the city outside the tinted windows was the only background music they needed as they slid into his SUV. The warmth of the car, mixed with the lingering scent of her perfume, made the space feel private, cocooned away from the world for just the two of them. Jimmy started the engine, fingers drumming lightly on the wheel, but he didn’t look at her yet—he was stealing a moment, letting the glow from the streetlights flicker across her features.

“You know…” he began, voice low, casual but deliberate, “if you’re not ready to head back just yet… you could come home with me. Spend the night.”

Chanel’s head tilted slightly, a teasing sparkle in her eye, and she scrunched her nose in that little way he’d grown to love. “What, like a sleepover?” she said, amusement lacing her tone. “We gone match PJs or somethin’?”

Jimmy laughed, a warm, easy sound that filled the SUV, shaking his head. “Nah, I ain’t about the matching PJs,” he said, eyes finally meeting hers in the rearview mirror. “But… just, y’know… you. Me. Chill. Talk. Maybe watch some old shows. Nothing fancy. No expectations. Just…” He paused, letting the words hang between them, letting her feel the weight behind them. “…just us.”

She leaned back against the seat, the corner of her mouth tugging upward into a grin that made his chest tighten. “Huh,” she murmured, eyes flicking to the dashboard then back to him. “You really trying to make this sound like the most normal thing in the world, don’t you?”

Jimmy shrugged, a lopsided smile tugging at his lips. “I mean… it is normal,” he said, voice softening. “Normal for me, anyway. Being with you. Even if it’s just for a few hours more tonight.”

Her laugh was soft, genuine, and she shook her head, letting a small sigh escape her lips. “I like that,” she said, sliding her hand over his on the center console, letting their fingers brush and then intertwine naturally. “I really like that, braids.”

He turned his attention to her fully, leaning just a fraction closer, the air between them warming even more. “Then… you coming, Big Momma?” he asked, voice low, intimate, the playful edge still there but lined with something deeper—wanting her, caring, serious.

Chanel’s grin widened, dimples popping, eyes sparkling with mischief and warmth. “You got me intrigued,” she said softly, brushing a stray braid behind her ear. “I think… I might just take you up on that, Jimmy.”

His smile was quiet but full, a rare combination of satisfaction and relief, the kind that only comes from finally feeling in sync with someone. “Good,” he said, his hand giving hers a gentle squeeze.

The SUV pulled away from the curb, the city lights streaking past, but inside, time seemed to bend and stretch just for them. Words came slower, laughter lingered longer, and the comfort of being near each other—the quiet, unspoken understanding—made the night feel endless.

27

When the front door opened, the boys were mid-conversation—low voices, plates half-empty, ESPN murmuring in the background. Jey looked up first, a smirk already half-formed.

Jimmy stepped in, keys in hand. He didn’t get the chance to say a word before Chanel followed him through, a soft click of heels against the hardwood. The room quieted, that split-second surprise cutting through the air before the mood turned into a slow-building grin across every face in the room.

Jey leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “Oh, so that’s how the night went,” he said, voice even but teasing.

Sefa let out a low whistle. “Man didn’t just drop her off—he brought her back? That say it all.”

Chanel laughed under her breath, shaking her head. “Don’t start with him,” she said, her tone smooth and friendly. “We just finished dinner and I didn’t feel like going home yet. Figured I’d crash the family hangout.”

Jacob raised his drink slightly in salute. “You know you always welcome here, sis. Come sit down before we start interrogatin’ him.”

Jimmy side-eyed him with a half-smile, shrugging out of his jacket. “Interrogation’s unnecessary. The date went right.”

Zilla chuckled, setting his phone down. “She walkin’ in lookin’ like that, yeah, we can tell.”

Chanel rolled her eyes but couldn’t hide the faint grin tugging at her mouth. She eased down on the arm of the couch, crossing her legs, the soft glint of the gold bracelet he’d given her catching the light. “Y’all really act like you didn’t help him plan half of it,” she said, giving Sefa a look. “I know exactly who picked that jazz spot.”

Sefa laughed, leaning back. “And you liked it though, right?”

“I did,” she said simply, her tone dipping warmer as she glanced at Jimmy. “He did good.”

That had him grinning, quiet and genuine, and for a second the whole room softened. It wasn’t loud anymore—just that mellow kind of comfort that settles in when everybody in the space is good.

Jacob broke the silence with a knowing look toward his cousin. “So you two official now or we still in the test drive phase?”

Jimmy let out a soft laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. “Workin’ on the paperwork,” he said.

Chanel arched a brow, amused. “You funny,” she murmured, eyes glinting before she turned to Jey. “Y’all cookin’ anything or just starin’?”

The room filled with laughter again, easy and genuine this time. She fit right into the rhythm—her wit, her calm, the spark between her and Jimmy visible but unforced.

When the noise died down, Jimmy leaned slightly toward her, voice just for her ear. “Glad you came with me,” he said, quiet enough that the others didn’t catch it.

She smiled, soft and real. “Me too, braids. Me too.”

28

Chanel’s words hung there, soft but confident—“He asked, I said yes, so I guess that makes me one step closer to being family with you Fatu’s.”

For a second, the living room went completely quiet. The silence didn’t feel awkward though—it was that good kind of pause, the kind where everybody’s processing the fact that something real just got said.

Then Sefa’s grin broke first. “Ayo,” he said, pointing between them, “that mean we can finally stop pretending we ain’t been rooting for this?”

Jey snorted, tossing a throw pillow at him. “Man, you was rooting too loud. You been talkin’ like y’all already married since the first date.”

Jacob leaned back with that older-cousin smirk, shaking his head slow. “I knew it. Soon as she showed up with them Disney tickets, I said, ‘that woman don’t move halfway for nobody she don’t see a future with.’”

Chanel laughed, covering her mouth with one hand. “Y’all really have no chill,” she said, smiling so wide her dimple showed. “I can’t even have a proper moment without y’all turnin’ it into a group event.”

Jimmy was just sitting back, watching her laugh, that small satisfied smile creeping up on him again. He’d tried to play it cool at first, but nah—seeing her light up like that, hearing her say yes, hearing her call herself one step closer to family? That hit somewhere deep in his chest.

Zilla was the one to break the moment again, leaning forward with that teasing grin. “So when’s the cookout then? We throwin’ a celebration or what?”

Chanel raised a brow, crossing her arms playfully. “Y’all move fast. Let us at least get through date three first.”

Jey chuckled. “You think any of us gonna wait that long to start teasin’? Nah, you part of the crew now. No backsies.”

Sefa got up and came around the couch, giving her a one-armed hug that smelled like cologne and aftershave. “Welcome to the circus, sis,” he said, grinning. “You stuck with us now.”

She hugged him back with a laugh. “I’ve been stuck since y’all talked me into that Waffle House stop.”

Jacob lifted his cup toward Jimmy. “Proud of you, bro. Took you long enough to stop actin’ nervous.”

Jimmy just shook his head, still smiling, voice low but sure when he said, “Some things worth takin’ your time for.”

That quiet warmth rolled through the room again, that rare calm between the laughter and teasing. Chanel looked at him over the rim of her glass, eyes soft but steady. She didn’t say anything, but she didn’t have to. The look said it all.

After a bit, Sefa started clearing plates, Jacob turned the TV volume back up, and Jey disappeared into the kitchen talking about reheating wings. The house settled into that late-night rhythm again—familiar voices, low music, the kind of background noise that felt like home.

Jimmy and Chanel were the last two left sitting close on the couch, the TV light flickering across her skin.

He leaned a little closer, voice dropping just for her. “So… official now, huh?”

She turned her head toward him, lips curving. “That’s what I said, ain’t it?”

He chuckled softly, brushing his thumb against the back of her hand. “Just makin’ sure I heard it right.”

Her smile widened, quiet but real. “You did.”

And he couldn’t help it—the way she said it, the calm in her tone, the weight of the moment—it had him feeling like he’d finally exhaled after weeks of holding his breath.

29

The morning light slipped past the blackout curtains in thin gold streaks, laying across the bed like quiet reminders that the world was waking up. Jimmy shifted a little, halfway between sleep and consciousness, his face pressed into the pillow. He blinked once, then frowned softly when he felt something warm and solid tucked against him.

His arm was heavy, draped over someone’s waist. There was a faint, sweet scent—something like cherries and vanilla—curling up with every breath. For a second, he thought maybe he was still dreaming. Then he cracked one eye open, turned his head, and saw her.

Chanel.

Her braids spilled over the pillow, lashes soft against her cheeks, her lips parted just enough to show she was in that deep, peaceful kind of sleep. She was pressed back into him, his arm around her middle, his hand resting lightly on her stomach.

He blinked a few more times, trying to catch up. The memory rush hit him like a slow wave—last night’s dinner, the laughter, her saying yes, the boys clowning, that look she’d given him in the car when she said she didn’t wanna go home yet. He exhaled a quiet laugh under his breath. “Damn,” he muttered to himself, voice raspy with sleep. “I really got a girlfriend now.”

It felt weird to even say it out loud. Not in a bad way—just in that realization hitting all at once kinda way. He hadn’t been in this spot in a long time. Not since before life got messy, before football, before everything started moving too fast to hold onto anything real. But now, there she was, sleeping in his bed, the morning sunlight catching on the gold bracelet he’d given her.

He brushed his thumb lightly over her wrist, careful not to wake her. She shifted just a little, mumbling something half-coherent before settling again, her hand instinctively finding his where it rested on her.

Jimmy felt his chest tighten a little, that kind of soft ache that came from being too happy but not knowing what to do with it.

Down the hall, he could already hear faint noises—one of his brothers moving around, probably in the kitchen, a door shutting, the quiet sound of the coffee maker starting. The house was waking up, but he didn’t wanna move yet. Not when it felt like this.

He tilted his head, studying her face for a long moment, trying to memorize it exactly as it was—the calm, the peace, the way her nose crinkled just slightly when she breathed.

“Morning, braids,” she mumbled suddenly, voice groggy but soft, eyes still closed.

He froze mid-breath, caught, then chuckled quietly. “You ain’t even awake yet, how you know I’m lookin’ at you?”

“I can feel it,” she said, voice barely above a whisper. She finally blinked her eyes open, lazy and slow, turning just enough to meet his gaze.

He smiled. “You remember what you said last night?”

She squinted playfully. “That depends… which part?”

He let out a low laugh. “The part where you said yes. Thought I dreamt that for a sec.”

Chanel smiled sleepily, reaching up to rest her hand against his jaw. “Nah, that was real, Jimmy.”

“Yeah,” he said quietly, eyes soft. “It was.”

There was something in the way they looked at each other—like the morning didn’t really exist outside this room yet. Like for once, neither of them had to be anything other than what they were right then.

She stretched, still lying against him. “You always this quiet in the mornings?”

He smirked. “Only when I wake up next to somebody I actually like.”

She snorted, laughing into his chest. “You so corny.”

“Yeah, but you smiled,” he teased, brushing her braid back behind her shoulder.

Chanel looked up at him then, her grin softening into something gentler. “Yeah, I did.”

They lay there a while longer, neither of them in a rush to start the day. Outside, the world was wide awake—the sound of laughter from the kitchen, the smell of coffee drifting in, birds outside the window—but in that room, it still felt like their own little bubble.

Jimmy leaned forward, pressing a light kiss to her forehead, his voice low when he said, “Morning, my girl.”

Chanel’s smile deepened, her eyes fluttering shut again as she whispered back, “Morning, braids.”

And just like that, it was real.

30

Chanel shifted again, still half-buried under the covers, and rolled herself closer until she was practically wrapped around him. Her voice came out sleep-warm and teasing. “The cuddles are premium,” she murmured against his chest, “and this bed is way more comfy than mine. Keep it up, you might end up with a permanent roommate, braids.”

Jimmy laughed low, that sleepy morning rumble of his chest shaking under her cheek. He looked down at her, eyes still a little glassy with that just-woke-up softness. “Permanent, huh?” he said, running his hand down her back lazily. “That soundin’ like a threat or a promise?”

She tilted her head just enough to look up at him with that half-smile. “Depends who you ask.”

“Ask me then,” he shot back, grinning.

She smirked. “You’d say both.”

He chuckled, leaning back into the pillow. “You not wrong.” He tugged the comforter higher over her shoulder, his hand lingering at the curve of her waist. “But you stay here long enough, Big Momma, I’mma start charging rent.”

Chanel gasped dramatically, swatting his chest. “Not rent, Jimmy!”

“Utilities too,” he teased, laughing when she hit him again. “Ain’t nothin’ free in this economy.”

“Boy, please,” she said, rolling her eyes but still smiling so hard it nearly cracked through her fake annoyance. “You wishyou could put me on the lease.”

He smirked, voice dropping just a notch. “Oh, I’d put you on it, no problem. Just say the word.”

That earned him a look—one of those side-eyed, half-suspicious, half-flattered looks she gave when she didn’t know if he was joking or flirting. The answer was probably both.

Chanel groaned, burying her face back in his chest to hide the way she was smiling. “You too smooth this early, braids.”

“Nah,” he said, kissing the top of her head, “just honest.”

For a while, neither of them moved. The morning light was brighter now, slipping across the room and catching the faint shine of her bracelet—the one he’d given her—on her wrist. It glinted softly every time she shifted, like a quiet reminder of how they even got here.

Eventually, she sighed. “You know they gon’ start clownin’ the second we walk out that door, right?”

Jimmy groaned, eyes closing. “Man, I been tryin’ not to think about that part.”

“Oh, they definitely waitin’,” she said, voice muffled in his chest. “You heard that laugh earlier? That was Jey’s evil little chuckle. He plotting.”

Jimmy laughed under his breath. “Yeah, you right. He probably already texted the group chat.”

Chanel tilted her head back to grin at him. “Y’all got a group chat?”

He raised an eyebrow. “You act like you ain’t already in it in spirit. They been talkin’ bout you since Waffle House.”

Her jaw dropped. “What?”

“Oh yeah,” he said with a smirk. “Whole essay-length posts. Sefa said you the only woman who could keep all of us in check.”

She snorted. “Well, he not wrong.”

“Zilla said you his favorite already,” Jimmy added.

Chanel grinned proudly. “He got taste.”

They both cracked up at that, the laughter tumbling out easy and familiar.

After a bit, the house noises grew louder—the sound of dishes clinking, voices low and teasing in the distance, footsteps that were definitely waiting for an opportunity to start drama.

Jimmy sighed dramatically. “Alright, we gotta face the wolves.”

Chanel hummed, clearly unbothered. “You mean your family.”

“Same thing,” he said dryly.

She sat up a little, stretching, her braids slipping over her shoulder. The sheet slid down her arm, and he looked at her like he was still trying to convince himself this was real.

“What?” she asked, catching his look.

He smiled slow, shaking his head. “Nothin’. Just still can’t believe I get to wake up to you.”

That earned him another grin and an eye roll. “You really tryna have me cheesin’ all day, huh?”

He smirked, grabbing his phone from the nightstand. “Mission accomplished then.”

“C’mon,” she said, slipping out of the bed and grabbing his hoodie off the chair. “Let’s go face your brothers before they start live-streaming about us.”

Jimmy groaned again but got up after her, running a hand over his head and following her out of the room.

The moment they turned the corner into the living room, conversation stopped. Every Fatu male in sight froze like a movie scene.

Sefa was mid-bite of his breakfast, Jey had his phone halfway to his mouth, and Jacob just grinned slow.

Then Jey broke first. “Ayo! Look who still here!”

The whole room erupted.

Jimmy just stood there, hand on the back of his neck, fighting the smile trying to take over his face.

And Chanel? She just grinned and waved. “Morning, family.”

31

Chanel grinned, that same confident ease still sitting in her posture even with five sets of eyes watching her. She turned toward Jimmy, reached up on her tiptoes, and pressed her lips to his—just a soft, quick kiss, but enough to make his brain short-circuit and his brothers lose their damn minds. Her thumb traced along his jaw as she pulled back, eyes flicking up to meet his with that mischievous glint.

“Let me make breakfast for you, big poppa,” she said lightly, voice sweet but edged in play. “And I guess for the pack as well.”

The room exploded.

“BIG POPPA?!” Jey yelled, dropping his fork like he’d been personally attacked. “Oh nah, nah, you done turned this man into a whole nickname?”

Zilla was doubled over laughing. “Big Poppa’s crazy! She really got you cooked, Uso!”

Sefa smirked from the counter, shaking his head. “Don’t let her in the kitchen, she gon’ own the deed next.”

Jimmy just stood there, smiling like he couldn’t even help it, running a hand over the back of his neck. “Y’all dramatic,” he said, trying to act unfazed but completely failing. “She just bein’ nice.”

Chanel arched a brow, hands on her hips. “Nice? Oh, so I should take it back?”

The boys went “ooooooh!” in unison, the kind of overhyped reaction that filled the whole room.

Jimmy laughed, holding his hands up like surrender. “Nah, nah—cook away, Big Momma. Kitchen’s yours.”

“That’s what I thought.” She flashed him a grin before turning toward the kitchen island, scanning the counters like she owned the place. “Where y’all keep the eggs?”

Sefa got up, grinning. “You sure you wanna do this? You cookin’ for five grown men with football appetites.”

Chanel popped open the fridge without looking back. “I ain’t scared of a lil’ breakfast rush.”

Jey leaned toward Jimmy, voice low. “She talkin’ like she about to open a soul food truck, bro.”

Jimmy elbowed him, still trying not to laugh. “You talk too much, man.”

Within minutes, the kitchen filled with the smell of sizzling butter and garlic. Chanel had her hair tied up in a loose bun, still wearing Jimmy’s oversized hoodie that swallowed half of her. She moved around the kitchen like she’d been there forever—barefoot, humming, laughing when Zilla tried to sneak a strip of bacon and got his hand popped with a spatula.

“Uh-uh, greedy!” she said, waving it at him.

Zilla backed off, laughing. “Aight, my bad, Big Momma, my bad!”

Even Jacob, the calm one, was grinning from the couch. “You got the house smellin’ like a Sunday morning. I can get used to this.”

Jimmy leaned against the counter, arms crossed, just watching her with that half-smile that had no chill. It was quiet for a second in his head—the kind of quiet that made him realize how right this felt. Her moving around his kitchen. The boys laughing. The sunlight hitting her skin.

Sefa noticed him zoning out and nudged him with his elbow. “Bro, you starin’ hard enough to cook the eggs yourself.”

“Mind your business,” Jimmy muttered, but couldn’t stop grinning.

Eventually, Chanel turned, plates lined up on the counter—pancakes, eggs, turkey sausage, grits, even fruit she’d chopped up like it was nothing.

“Alright,” she said proudly, hands on her hips. “Breakfast is served. If y’all don’t like it, you can file a complaint through Big Poppa over there.”

The boys hollered again.

Jimmy just groaned, burying his face in his hands. “You gon’ keep that nickname alive, huh?”

Chanel walked up to him, setting a plate down in front of him with a smile that could melt steel. “Oh, it’s permanent now.”

Then she kissed his cheek before sliding into the seat beside him, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

The boys kept laughing, the house buzzing with energy and the kind of lightness that didn’t need to be named.

And for Jimmy—between the food, her laughter, and the feeling that this might be what peace actually felt like—he couldn’t stop thinking one thing:

Yeah… this right here? He could get used to this.

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12

The heavy front door shut behind him with a low thud, and Jimmy was already shaking his head, that faint grin refusing to fade no matter how he tried. The living room was alive the way it always was—voices overlapping, the smell of breakfast lingering even though it was past noon, the distant sound of something sizzling from the kitchen where Sefa was probably raiding the fridge again.

Jey was half-sprawled across the couch, scrolling through his phone, while Zilla and Jacob were arguing over a 2K game that had clearly gone off the rails. The second Jimmy stepped in, Zilla was the first to look up.

“Aye, look who decided to show face! What’s the verdict, big bro? Chanel whoop your ass on the surprise date or what?”

Sefa popped his head out of the kitchen, a forkful of eggs halfway to his mouth. “You look too damn happy for someone who got clowned,” he called out.

Jimmy just stood there, envelope still in his hand, expression unreadable for a beat. Then, finally, he said, “She ain’t clown me. She just made every single one of y’all look bad.”

Jacob chuckled from his armchair, the sound deep and unbothered. “That right? What she do, bring you flowers?”

Jimmy didn’t answer right away. He just walked to the middle of the room and placed the envelope down on the coffee table. “Nah,” he said, tone even, a touch softer than usual. “She did this.”

Jey frowned, leaning forward to grab it. He slid out the stack of Disney World tickets, brow furrowing before he realized what he was looking at. “Man, hold up—” His eyes darted from the tickets to his twin. “You for real?”

Zilla leaned over his shoulder. “Yo… these legit?”

Sefa wiped his hand on a towel and came over, disbelief clear on his face. “Ain’t no way, uce. She got six of ‘em?”

“Six,” Jimmy confirmed, sinking into one of the chairs finally. “Said she remembered that convo we had after the ice cream spot—about how we always wanted to go when we were kids. Said moms couldn’t afford it back then, so…” He gestured to the tickets. “She figured we could go now. Together.”

For a second, the room went quiet. The kind of quiet that said none of them expected that level of thoughtfulness from anyone—let alone someone they’d only known a few months.

Jacob broke the silence first, low whistle escaping him. “Damn. That’s... real.”

Zilla blinked, shaking his head with a grin. “Yo, she’s different, huh?”

Sefa laughed, slapping Jimmy on the shoulder. “You better lock that one down, my guy. Ain’t no way you lettin’ her walk.”

Jimmy couldn’t help it—he laughed, the sound genuine. “Bruh, y’all wild.”

“Nah, we serious,” Jey said, still staring at the tickets like they might vanish. “Ain’t nobody doin’ that outta nowhere. She listened, man. That’s rare.”

Jacob leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “She like you, Jimmy. That kinda gesture don’t come from nothin’. But I gotta say,” he added with a small smirk, “you look like you like her too.”

Jimmy stayed quiet, jaw working for a second before he admitted, “Yeah… yeah, I do.” He looked up, a slow smile cutting through the weight of his tone. “I didn’t even realize how much ‘til she pulled this.”

Zilla grinned wide, jabbing his cousin in the shoulder. “So when we leavin’? You got a date in mind, braids?”

Sefa snorted. “Man, look at you soundin’ like her. ‘Braids.’”

Even Jey cracked a laugh, shaking his head. “You really got your ass whooped, huh? Big Jimmy the stonewall softenin’ up.”

Jimmy chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. “She got somethin’, I’ll give her that.” Then he looked toward the front window, where her G-Wagon still idled at the end of the drive. “Go get ready. She’s waitin’ out there—said not to spend nothin’ today, she’s coverin’ it all.”

Zilla’s eyes went wide. “Ain’t no way she payin’ for all of us.”

Jacob stood, grabbing his jacket. “Believe it. Woman like that says she got it, she got it. Go on, don’t make her wait.”

Jey grinned as he passed Jimmy, clapping him on the shoulder. “You better thank her proper, too. And I don’t mean words.”

Jimmy rolled his eyes but couldn’t hide the small grin tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Man, just go get dressed.”

The house turned into chaos in seconds—doors slamming, laughter echoing down the hall, Sefa yelling about finding his old Mickey hoodie. Through it all, Jimmy just stood there for a moment, the noise fading behind him as he glanced at the envelope one last time.

She’d remembered a passing comment. Something small, insignificant. And she’d turned it into this.

By the time he stepped back outside, the air was warm and bright, and Chanel was still there, leaning out the driver’s window with her shades perched low and a teasing smirk on her face.

“They packin’?” she asked.

“Yeah,” he said, stopping by her door, smile settling deep in his chest. “You just made five grown-ass men look like little kids again.”

She grinned, flicking her nail against the rim of her sunglasses. “Good. That was the goal.”

He looked at her for a long second—then leaned down, his voice low but sure. “You keep doin’ stuff like this, big mama, I’m not gon’ be able to play it cool much longer.”

Her dimple flashed as she smiled, eyes bright. “Who said I wanted you to?”

And when he straightened back up, watching her laugh, he realized there was no way back to neutral now.

13

The morning was already wild — blue skies, early heat curling through the breeze, the kind of Southern California sunlight that made the chrome of the cars gleam like mirrors. The G-Wagon purred into one of the far-end Disneyland parking slots, easing in between a minivan with Mickey Mouse stickers and a beat-up Honda with a “Happiest Place on Earth” bumper tag. The SUV doors cracked open one by one, laughter already spilling out like static.

Chanel killed the engine, grabbed her purse, and slipped her Birks on with a grin. “You Fatu’s ready?” she called out, stepping out and squinting at the line of grown men piling out like a field trip gone off-script.

Zilla had his phone already out, snapping selfies. “Aye, this bout to be legendary.” Sefa stretched his arms over his head, shaking his head with a smile. “I still can’t believe you really did this, sis. Like, Disney?!” “Believe it,” she said, smoothing her hair back, gold hoops catching the light. “Y’all said it was the dream when you was kids. I just figured it’s about time somebody made that happen.”

Jimmy came around the passenger side, shutting the door behind him with a small smirk. He had on a plain white tee and grey joggers, simple but clean, gold chain tucked in. “You done started somethin’,” he said, voice low and warm.

She tossed him a look over her shoulder. “Good. I like startin’ somethin’.”

Jey, meanwhile, was already fiddling with the parking receipt, trying to figure out how to use the digital pass. “Man, this thing complicated. Why they make it harder than payin’ bills?” Jacob came up behind him, snatching the phone from his hand. “’Cause you old, that’s why.”

The group started walking toward the tram entrance — six of them deep, already drawing looks. A few kids pointed, whispering to their parents, but the Fatu boys didn’t break stride. They looked too at ease, too damn happy to care.

Chanel, walking in the middle of the pack, was laughing so hard her shoulders shook. “Y’all act like you ain’t never seen a camera before,” she teased. “We gon’ end up on somebody’s vlog at this rate.”

Jimmy slipped his hands into his pockets, matching her pace. “You worried?” “Nah,” she said, shooting him a sly grin. “I look good.”

He laughed quietly under his breath. “Can’t argue that.”

By the time they got through security and hit Main Street, the smell of popcorn and churros hit all at once. Zilla’s head spun like a radar. “Yo, this place smell like childhood and cavities,” he said.

“Boy, hush,” Jacob muttered, already eyeing the map. “We startin’ with Space Mountain or what?”

“Hold up,” Chanel said, pulling out her phone. “Photo first.”

The whole group groaned but gathered anyway, her insistence impossible to say no to. She made them stand in front of the big flower Mickey by the entrance, arranging them with a director’s authority. “Jimmy, step a little left. Sefa, quit squintin’ — you look like you got beef with the sun. Jey, I swear if you throw up a peace sign one more time…”

The photo ended up chaotic — Jey mid-laugh, Zilla throwing up bunny ears behind Jacob, Chanel right in the middle, dimples deep, smile bright. Jimmy wasn’t even looking at the camera — his eyes were on her.

The hours rolled fast. They did everything — Space Mountain twice, Pirates of the Caribbean where Sefa screamed fake at every jump scare, and Haunted Mansion where Zilla swore a ghost brushed his arm. Chanel had a Minnie ears headband now, pink and glittery, and a soda cup she refused to let anyone throw away for her.

By mid-afternoon, they were sitting outside in one of the shaded eating areas, crowded around a table covered in churros, Dole Whip, and chicken tenders. The sun sat high and hot. Zilla and Sefa were arguing about who won Buzz Lightyear Astro Blasters, Jey and Jacob were trying to plan the next ride, and Chanel was laughing so hard she had to wipe her eyes.

Jimmy just leaned back in his chair, watching her. The way her smile cracked wide and genuine, the way she kept the group loud and light like she’d always been there. He hadn’t seen his family that carefree in years — and it hit him that she’d done that.

She caught him looking and smirked, sipping her soda through the straw. “What?” He shrugged. “Nothin’. Just... I don’t think I’ve laughed like this in a minute.” Her expression softened, eyes tracing his face for a second. “Then I did my job right.”

When the sun started to dip low, the lights across the park flickered on, turning the place into a wash of gold and pink. The group had slowed down, voices quieter now after a long day. The Fatu boys were sprawled across benches, half asleep or still joking.

Jimmy and Chanel had drifted slightly apart, standing near one of the railings that overlooked the castle. The fireworks were about to start, and the crowd buzzed with that soft kind of anticipation.

“You know,” he said, voice low enough that it almost got lost in the noise, “you didn’t have to do all this.” “I know,” she said simply. “Didn’t mean I didn’t want to.”

He turned his head toward her. “You got a big heart, Channie.” She smiled, eyes still on the castle lights. “Don’t let that fool you, braids. It’s got sharp edges too.”

He chuckled, gaze still steady on her. “Yeah,” he murmured. “I like that about you.”

When the first firework burst open above them, she looked up — the colors reflected in her eyes, the glow painting her skin. Jimmy’s chest ached in a way he couldn’t name.

And just for a moment, with the sky crackling in color and his family laughing behind him, he thought maybe this was what peace felt like — loud, messy, and standing next to a woman who somehow turned the simplest day into something unforgettable.

14

Waffle House was humming that late-night hum — the kind that only happens after long days and tired joy. The yellow glow from the sign spilled across the parking lot, catching the chrome on the G-Wagon and the scattered laughter from the Fatu men still buzzing with Disney adrenaline.

Inside, the air smelled like coffee, syrup, and fried butter. They filled up two booths — Chanel on the end seat, shoulder against the wall, phone facedown beside a napkin dispenser. Her cherry Sprite fizzed faintly, condensation dripping down the glass, while her scramble bowl steamed in front of her, hashbrowns layered smothered, covered, and chunked just the way she liked it.

Across from her, Sefa was reenacting Zilla almost dropping his churro mid-ride, smacking the table between laughs. “I’m sayin’ bro, you was screamin’ like the ghost touched you,” Sefa said, grinning wide. Zilla threw a straw wrapper at him. “Man, you lucky I ain’t swing off instinct. I thought that animatronic pirate was real!” Jacob just shook his head, trying to keep his composure, but failing halfway. “You boys too damn big to be scared of make-believe ghosts.” Jey added through a mouthful of waffles, “He still ain’t over Buzz Lightyear beatin’ him, that’s what it is.” That sent another round of laughter circling the booth.

Jimmy sat at the opposite side, quieter but smiling. His eyes kept wandering — to her, to the way she looked so damn content watching them. She didn’t even try to talk over the chaos, didn’t feel the need to. She was just there, presence soft but steady.

Her chin rested in her palm, gold bangles sliding down her wrist as she stirred her drink absently with a straw. Every now and then, she’d glance up at one of them, dimples flickering when one of the cousins said something ridiculous. She’d done this — gave them a piece of something they missed without even realizing it.

Jimmy watched her for a beat too long. Long enough for Sefa to notice. “Yo, Jimmy,” Sefa teased, leaning across the booth, “you good, bro? You look like you in a commercial right now.” That earned a snicker from Zilla and a knowing smirk from Jey. Jimmy just shook his head, hiding the smile that broke through. “Y’all don’t get tired of talkin’, huh?” “Nah,” Jacob said, raising his coffee cup. “You just mad ‘cause she the one got you quiet for once.”

Chanel’s eyes flicked up, amusement glinting in them. “Don’t drag him,” she said smoothly, though her smile didn’t fade. “Man’s just tired. Disney’ll humble anybody.” Jimmy huffed out a laugh, relief flickering across his face. “Yeah. That’s what it is.”

They ate slow, conversation weaving between the day’s moments — the rides, the fireworks, the corny jokes, the way Zilla almost lost his hat on Thunder Mountain. The restaurant wasn’t even crowded — just a couple of truckers at the counter and an older waitress humming along to the jukebox. It felt... easy.

When the plates were nearly empty and the noise settled into a warm lull, Chanel leaned back, crossing her legs under the booth. “You know,” she said quietly, looking around the table, “I don’t think I’ve ever seen y’all this light before.” Sefa wiped his mouth with a napkin, grin softening. “’Cause nobody ever done somethin’ like this for us, sis. You made us feel like kids again.” She smiled, gaze dropping for a second. “Then it was worth it.”

Jey raised his glass. “To Chanel, the real MVP.” They all echoed it, clinking cups and mugs, laughter spilling again.

Jimmy didn’t say much — just watched her as the toast faded and she ducked her head, that bashful smile curving her lips. He felt it again — that ache, that quiet pull in his chest he couldn’t brush off.

Later, when everyone was filing out to the cars, Chanel was the last to step outside. The night air was cool, that kind of Southern California chill that sneaks in after dark. Jimmy lingered by her driver side door, hands in his pockets.

“Hey,” he said, voice low, a bit unsure for the first time all day. She glanced at him, unlocking the door. “Hmm?” He hesitated. “I just wanted to say… today was—” “—Good,” she finished softly. “Yeah, it was.”

He smiled faintly. “I mean it, Channie. You didn’t have to do all this, but I appreciate you. More than I can even say.”

She tilted her head, that same calm look she gave when she didn’t quite know how to respond to something genuine. “You already said enough, braids. Y’all had a good day — that’s all I wanted.”

He stepped closer, the parking lot lights throwing gold across his face. “Still… thank you.”

For a second, it hung there — the quiet, the unspoken. He didn’t reach out, didn’t push it. But his eyes stayed on hers like he was afraid if he blinked, the moment would slip.

Chanel smiled then, small but real. “Get home safe, Jimmy.”

He nodded slowly, like he was trying to memorize her voice. “Yeah. You too.”

She slipped into the driver seat, started the car, and waved before pulling out of the lot. He watched her taillights fade down the street until they disappeared completely.

Back in the SUV with his brothers, Zilla leaned forward between the seats. “Yo, you good, big bro? You look like somebody just hit rewind on your brain.” Jimmy blinked, then chuckled low. “Yeah. I’m straight.” But as the engine started and the lights blurred past, his hand drummed absently on his knee, and all he could see in his mind was Chanel’s smile across that Waffle House table — soft, satisfied, and untouchably golden.

15

The drive back from Waffle House was chaos in surround sound. Sefa had aux, Zilla was trying to freestyle, Jey kept interrupting just to throw in ad-libs, and Jacob was lecturing them all about how they “too old to be rapping about hashbrowns.”

Jimmy barely said a word, one hand loose on the wheel, the other tapping against the console. His mind wasn’t on the road, not really — it was replaying that moment in the parking lot, the way her smile had lingered, soft and sure, before she drove off. The way her perfume still sat faint on his hoodie.

“Yo, Jimmy,” Jey said from the passenger seat, smirking. “You hear anything I just said?”

“Nah,” Zilla jumped in from the back. “He somewhere else, man. Look at him. That boy grinning at the red light.”

“I ain’t grinning.”

“You definitely grinning,” Sefa said, leaning forward between the seats. “That Chanel got your whole equilibrium off. You look domesticated.”

“Y’all talk too damn much,” Jimmy muttered, though the corner of his mouth betrayed him.

Jacob laughed, deep and knowing. “Ain’t no shame in it, nephew. That woman solid. Smart too — didn’t buy y’all sneakers, she bought y’all memories. That’s substance.”

“Exactly!” Sefa said, slapping the back of Jacob’s seat. “She said ‘Disney,’ bro, not Dave & Buster’s. That’s wifey-caliber behavior.”

Jey shot a look at his twin. “So what’s the move then, huh? You lockin’ that down or you gone do that ‘I’m busy’ thing you always do when it get real?”

Jimmy side-eyed him but didn’t answer. The car went quiet just long enough for Zilla to pipe up. “I mean, she fine as hell and she got her own money. You mess that up, you gon’ regret it forever, big bro.”

The others started laughing again, voices overlapping, but Jimmy just shook his head, eyes on the road.

By the time they hit the long driveway leading up to the house, the noise had simmered down. The night was still, moonlight spilling over the front lawn and the line of palm trees swaying easy in the wind.

Inside, everyone scattered — Sefa straight to the kitchen for leftovers, Zilla heading upstairs still cracking jokes, Jacob claiming he was too old for “all this young love drama.”

Jey lingered, though, leaning against the doorway while Jimmy hung up his keys. “You like her.”

Jimmy didn’t look up. “Don’t start.”

“I’m serious.” Jey’s tone softened, twin intuition cutting through the usual jokes. “Ain’t seen you light up like that since—”

Jimmy cut him a look that said don’t finish that sentence.

Jey just raised his hands in mock surrender. “Aight. I’m just sayin’ — she different. Don’t let your schedule make you stupid again.”

Jimmy exhaled through his nose, low and thoughtful. “Yeah… I know.”

He headed upstairs after that, phone in hand, and the house finally fell quiet.

The glow from the screen lit his face as he sat on the edge of his bed. Chanel’s contact sat at the top of his messages — her name followed by the little red heart she’d sent after confirming the Disney plan. He scrolled up, thumb hovering.

He could still hear her voice, clear as the day: “I’ll come collect you tomorrow at twelve and wear something comfortable, braids.”

He smiled a little at that, shaking his head.

Jey’s voice echoed faintly from downstairs: “You better text her goodnight, loverboy!”

“Mind your business!” Jimmy called back, laughing under his breath.

Still, he typed anyway. Thanks again for today. You made the fam real happy.

He stared at the message, deleted it. Typed again. Had a good time, big mama. Deleted that too.

Finally, he just sent: Hope you got home safe.

Simple. Sincere.

Her reply came two minutes later. Always do, braids. Sleep good.

He leaned back, phone resting against his chest, that stupid grin sneaking back on his face before he could stop it. The brothers could tease all they wanted — it didn’t matter.

Because for the first time in a long time, Jimmy Fatu didn’t feel like he was juggling too much, or running too fast. He just felt… steady.

16

Jimmy was halfway through his breakfast when his phone lit up beside the plate. The boys were already loud — Sefa arguing with Zilla about who’d really beat who in 2K, Jacob sipping his coffee like he’d seen this movie too many times, Jey scrolling absent-mindedly through his phone. The usual Monday noise.

But that glow across the table made everything else fade for a second. Big Momma 🖤 — bold and unapologetic right at the top of his screen.

Jimmy tried to play it off, fork halfway to his mouth, but the grin snuck up on him anyway. The kind of smile that crept from his lips all the way up to his eyes.

Jey noticed first, of course. “Look at that fool,” he said, elbowing Jacob. “Ain’t even eight a.m. and my twin in here cheesin’ like he on a Hallmark card.”

Zilla leaned over the table trying to peek. “Who texted him? That Chanel? Aw, yeah, it’s her. Man look at him — smilin’ at the screen like he got good credit and a future.”

“Boy, shut up,” Jimmy muttered, but he couldn’t stop the laugh that came with it. He wiped his mouth with a napkin and picked the phone up, opening her message.

Chanel: Good morning, Braids. I hope you ate already ‘cause I’m not responsible if you skip meals thinkin’ bout me. 😏 Have a good one.

He chuckled, shaking his head. The audacity. The charm. The fact that she’d found a way to sound like a tease and a check-in all in one line.

Jacob side-eyed him from across the table. “She bold, huh?”

Jimmy just smirked, thumbs moving slow as he typed back. Jimmy: Morning, Big Momma. You always start this much trouble before 9 a.m.?

He set the phone down and took another sip of coffee like it was nothing — but everyone at that table had seen the little change in his shoulders. The loosened posture. The way his usual quiet was lighter, easier.

“Man,” Sefa said, shaking his head with a grin. “You sprung already. She got your whole energy different.”

“Y’all dramatic,” Jimmy said, but his tone was too warm to be convincing.

His phone buzzed again.

Chanel: Don’t blame me for your soft side, braids. I like it. You look good in peace.

He stared at that for a second, and it hit him harder than he expected — the simplicity of it. No flirt, no games. Just truth.

Jacob caught the shift in his expression and nodded slightly. “Ain’t nothin’ wrong with a woman who talk straight to your spirit, nephew.”

Jimmy didn’t answer, but he stood, gathering his plate. “I’ll be at the shop after I hit the club office.”

Sefa blinked. “Oh, you back to checkin’ on her, huh?”

“Just making sure she ain’t still mad at me,” Jimmy said smoothly, rinsing his dish and setting it in the sink.

“Yeah, okay,” Jey muttered, smirking. “Just makin’ sure.”

The boys broke out laughing again, but Jimmy ignored ‘em, heading upstairs to grab his keys. His grin stuck though — subtle, calm, but steady.

By the time he slid into his SUV, the morning light was breaking clean across the hood, his phone still buzzing in the cup holder. Another text from her.

Chanel: Don’t overwork today. I’ll see you later maybe.

He started the car, glanced at the message again, and found himself whispering, “Maybe,” under his breath like it was a promise he intended to keep.

The engine purred to life. The day was moving, the city already loud — but for once, Jimmy Fatu wasn’t running toward chaos. He was headed straight for the calm that had found him first.

17

The afternoon sun poured gold over the strip, the hum of weekday traffic blending with the muffled bass leaking from passing cars. Chanel’s shop door swung open, and the familiar bell chimed — she didn’t even have to look up to know who it was.

“Back so soon?” she called, still focused on sectioning her client’s hair. Her tone was teasing but steady, like she already knew he was up to something.

Jimmy’s voice came low and easy from behind her. “Couldn’t stay away long. Figured I owed you a thank-you.”

When she finally turned, he was standing there in joggers and a clean white tee, gold chains catching the light, and a small white box in his hand. He wasn’t trying too hard — that was the thing about him. He just was.

Her brow arched, lips curving. “A thank-you, huh? For what?”

He moved closer, setting the box down on her counter without answering right away. “For yesterday,” he said simply. “For Disney, Waffle House, all of it. You didn’t just plan a trip. You gave me something I didn’t even realize I missed — family just laughing. No stress, no business. Just joy.”

That honesty in his tone softened something behind her playful stare. “You could’ve just texted that, braids,” she murmured, but she was already reaching for the box.

“Yeah,” he said with a slight smile, watching her hands as she untied the ribbon, “but I wanted to see your face when you opened it.”

Inside lay a thin gold bracelet — subtle, elegant, engraved on the inside: For Big Momma — the one who makes it feel easy.

For a moment, she didn’t say anything. Just looked at it, thumb brushing the inscription like she was memorizing it. When her eyes lifted, they met his with something unreadable — soft but guarded. “Jimmy…” she started, and her voice was lower now, genuine. “You didn’t have to.”

“I wanted to,” he said, quiet but certain. “Yesterday meant a lot to me. You did that — for me, for them. So yeah, I had to show up right.”

Her smile was slow this time, unforced. “You did more than right,” she said, unclasping it and sliding it on her wrist before leaning in and kissing his cheek — light, lingering, enough to make his pulse skip. “Thank you.”

He grinned, that warmth in his chest blooming wide now that she wasn’t hiding behind her smirk. “You keep that up,” he said, voice low, “and I’m gonna start thinking you like me.”

She let out a soft laugh, tilting her head. “Don’t push it, braids.”

“Nah,” he said, stepping a little closer, hands tucked in his pockets, eyes fixed on her. “I’m serious. I liked yesterday. I like this. You. So how about we run it back — me and you this time. Just us. No cousins, no chaos.”

Her lips parted, the tiniest smile tugging before she hid it by looking away. “You tryna stack your wins early in the week?”

“I’m tryna see you again before the week ends,” he said, the corner of his mouth lifting. “You free Friday night?”

Chanel tapped her wrist where the bracelet gleamed, then looked back at him, that knowing glint in her eye. “You already thinkin’ ahead, huh?”

“I been thinking ahead since you kissed me in that car,” he admitted, not flinching from it.

That made her smile for real — full, wide, dimples and all. “Friday,” she said finally, her tone playful but her gaze steady. “You pick the place this time, braids. Impress me.”

He nodded once, a grin spreading across his face. “Bet.” Then, softer — “And Chanel?”

“Yeah?”

His hand brushed the edge of hers, just barely. “You already do.”

She didn’t answer right away, just watched him as he turned to go — her fingers idly tracing the bracelet like she was feeling every word he hadn’t said out loud.

18

“Hey, Jimmy—”

Her voice stopped him just as he reached the door, one hand already on the handle. He turned, eyebrows raised, half-expecting she’d forgotten to tell him something. But the look on her face wasn’t business — it was something else. Something softer.

Chanel was still by her station, glove halfway off, teeth caught in her bottom lip like she was fighting herself about saying what came next. The afternoon light hit her just right — honey against her skin, gold glinting on her wrist where the bracelet caught the light.

“I like you too, braids.”

It came out low, almost shy, but real. No teasing, no wall of humor to hide behind. Just truth, sitting there between them like a heartbeat.

Jimmy froze. It was quiet for a beat — the shop hum around them fading, the sound of someone’s clippers in the next chair, the faint R&B track spinning in the background. But none of it mattered right then.

He turned fully, that grin starting to crawl up his face before he could even stop it. “Yeah?” he said, voice dipping, like he was making sure he’d heard her right.

Chanel nodded, slow, her lips curving but eyes steady. “Yeah.”

He let out a low laugh — one of those deep, genuine ones that slipped out when something hit you right in the chest. Then he started walking back toward her, not fast, but deliberate.

“Say that again,” he murmured when he was close enough, the warmth of him chasing away the air between them.

She shook her head, laughing softly, “Don’t get used to it.”

“Nah, see,” he said, leaning one hand on her counter beside her, close but not touching, “you can’t drop somethin’ like that and then take it back. That’s not how this works, Big Momma.”

Her eyes flicked up at him, playful again but threaded with something new — something vulnerable. “You talk too much,” she said under her breath, but it came out softer than she meant it to.

He smiled, just standing there for a second, taking her in like he was trying to memorize the whole moment — the gold glint of her bracelet, the faint scent of coconut oil and hair spray, the way she looked at him like she couldn’t decide if he was trouble or peace.

“Friday,” he said finally, voice rough in the best way. “I’m not gonna make you regret saying that.”

Chanel tilted her head, trying to keep the upper hand but already losing it a little. “We’ll see, braids.”

Jimmy’s grin went crooked, like he liked that challenge. “You will.”

And then, before she could reply, he reached out and — gentle as hell — brushed his thumb just under her chin, not holding, just a touch. A silent I heard you. A quiet I feel that too.

She didn’t pull away. Just looked up at him, that rare softness on her face melting into something unguarded.

He took a slow breath, stepped back, and nodded once — like he was grounding himself again. “Friday,” he said one more time, his voice lower now. “Don’t forget.”

Chanel smiled, watching him leave for real this time, her fingers subconsciously tracing the bracelet again. The bell over the door chimed when he stepped out, and she stood there for a long second after he was gone, just exhaling, that smile still ghosting her lips.

One of the barbers from the next chair over looked at her, smirking. “Girl, what you grinnin’ at?”

Chanel just shook her head, turning back to her client with that same quiet glow in her eyes. “Mind your business,” she said, but even her tone was lighter — like for once, she didn’t have to fake the good mood.

19

By the time Jimmy made it back to the office, the afternoon sun had dipped just enough to turn the windows gold. He still had that easy grin hanging on his face — the one he swore he wasn’t aware of, but everybody else damn sure was.

Jey clocked it first. “Aye, look at this fool,” he said, leaning back in his chair with a grin. “Boy came in here lookin’ like he just signed a lifetime endorsement deal with Cupid.”

Sefa, who was halfway through a protein shake, damn near choked laughing. “He still grinnin’? Bruh, it’s been, what, two hours?”

Jimmy ignored them at first, dropped his keys on the desk, sat back in his chair like he was tryna play it cool. But that smirk wasn’t leaving. The one that came straight from the moment Chanel said, “I like you too, braids.”

Zilla walked past his desk, peered at him over his shades. “Man’s got that post-confession glow. I know that look — that’s the ‘she finally said it’ face.”

Jacob was just shaking his head, chuckling under his breath. “Mhmm. That’s exactly what it is. Look at him — can’t even hide it. Got him over there hummin’ Luther Vandross.”

That made everyone holler.

“I’m not hummin’ nothin’,” Jimmy said, though the way his mouth twitched betrayed him.

Sefa dragged a chair over and sat backwards on it, elbows on the backrest, grinning wide. “So lemme guess, Chanel finally dropped the wall?”

Jimmy gave him a look, but it wasn’t the annoyed type. More like yeah, maybe.

Jey leaned in, grinning like the devil. “Boy, just say it. We been watchin’ this play out since that date. You went ghost, she curved you, then you pop back up actin’ right — now look at you. Smilin’ like a man who finally stopped playin’ around.”

“First off,” Jimmy said, dragging a hand over his beard like he could rub the grin off, “I wasn’t playin’ around.”

Jacob raised a brow. “Mhm. And yet, here we are — Mr. Serious lookin’ like he caught the Holy Ghost after a compliment.”

Zilla sat on the corner of the desk, laughing. “Boy in here smilin’ at the air. You ain’t even logged in yet.”

Jimmy tried to wave them off, but even he started laughing. “Aight, chill. Chill, man. It ain’t even all that.”

“Oh, it is all that,” Sefa said, pointing at him. “You don’t get that look from just anybody. That’s the ‘she got me’ smile. That’s the ‘I’m rearrangin’ my weekend plans’ smile.”

The whole office erupted again, Jey wheezing by now.

Jimmy leaned back, shaking his head but still laughing. “Y’all dramatic. Ain’t nobody rearranging nothin’.”

“Uh huh,” Jey said, still smirking. “So what’s Friday, then?”

Jimmy paused mid-laugh — just half a second too long.

Zilla caught it immediately. “AHA! I knew it. Man got somethin’ planned.”

“Man, y’all act like I can’t take a woman out twice,” Jimmy said, voice dropping smooth, like he was reclaiming his calm. But that little half-smile returned when he added, “She earned that second date though.”

Jacob nodded slow, approving. “Oh, he locked in. That’s that ‘I’m tryna build’ tone. You hear that?”

Sefa slapped the table, laughing. “My boy finally in his soft era! We love growth!”

Jimmy groaned, dragging his hands over his face. “Y’all so damn loud.”

“Nah, we just proud,” Jey said, leaning forward. “You been movin’ different since she showed up, bruh. Real talk.”

And under all the teasing, there was some truth. Jimmy could feel it — the shift in him. The way she had him thinkin’ more, smiling easier, showing up softer without feeling weak about it.

He looked down at his phone sitting on the desk, screen lighting up with a text — Big Momma 🖤:

Don’t forget, Friday. I’m expecting you sharp at seven.

That grin came right back before he could stop it.

Zilla saw it first, laughed so hard he nearly fell off the desk. “YEP, he gone.”

Jimmy didn’t even bother denying it this time. Just shook his head, typing back:

Wouldn’t miss it for the world, Big Momma.

He leaned back again, staring out the window for a moment, still smiling to himself — the kind that stayed long after the laughter quieted.

20

The office had thinned out by late afternoon — papers scattered, game on low volume in the background, smell of takeout still lingering. The usual noise had died down, but Jimmy was still sitting there, phone in his hand, staring at the text thread like it might whisper him some kind of answer.

Jey was lounging across the couch, half-asleep scrolling through his phone, when he finally looked up. “Bruh, you been starin’ at that screen for like twenty minutes. You tryna manifest a text or something?”

Jimmy blinked, rubbed his jaw, sighed. “Nah, just thinkin’, man.”

Sefa glanced up from his desk, smirk tugging at his mouth. “That ‘thinkin’ man’ tone usually mean you stressin’. What’s up?”

For once, Jimmy didn’t deflect with a joke. He leaned back, hands clasped, like he was trying to find the words before saying them out loud.

“I wanna ask Chanel to be my girl,” he finally said, voice low.

Silence. Then —

“WHAAAAAAT?” Sefa practically yelled, shooting up straight. “Wait wait, hold on— like officially officially?”

Zilla, who had just walked in holding an energy drink, stopped mid-step. “You lyin’. Jimmy ‘I don’t rush nothin’ Fatu’ tryna lock it down?”

Jacob looked up from his laptop, chuckling. “Well I’ll be damned. Took her what, two dates and a theme park?”

“Three,” Jimmy corrected under his breath, smirking despite himself. “You count Waffle House.”

Jey started laughing, throwing his head back. “Boy said Waffle House like it was a milestone. Aight, Romeo.”

Jimmy rubbed the back of his neck, trying to fight off the grin creeping in. “Man, I’m serious. She… she different. She got her own thing goin’, got her people, her energy. And when I’m around her, it don’t feel forced. Just— easy.”

Sefa whistled low. “Yeah, he gone gone.”

Jacob leaned forward on his elbows. “So what’s stoppin’ you then?”

Jimmy exhaled slow. “That’s the thing. I don’t even know how to do it. Like… I could ask straight up, but it don’t feel right to just drop it. I wanna do somethin’ real, somethin’ she’ll remember. But not corny either, you feel me?”

Zilla grinned. “So basically, you wanna make it big but not too big, romantic but not goofy, sentimental but still smooth.”

“Exactly.”

Jey chuckled. “You act like you plannin’ a proposal.”

“It feel like it, lowkey,” Jimmy admitted, half-laughing, half-serious. “I ain’t been nervous over nobody like this since high school.”

Sefa shook his head, still grinning. “Man, if she see you right now— all serious and sentimental— she’d melt on sight.”

“Nah,” Jimmy said, smirking faintly. “She’d probably clown me first.”

Jacob laughed. “That’s when you know she the one. You talkin’ future, and she talkin’ ‘boy, get out my face.’”

They all cracked up again, but underneath it, Jimmy just looked thoughtful — thumb brushing the edge of his phone screen.

“I just don’t wanna fumble it,” he said finally, quiet but honest. “She mean somethin’ to me already. And I don’t even think she know how much.”

That got the room real still for a second.

Jey glanced up at him, nodding a little. “Then don’t overthink it, bro. You ain’t gotta pull no movie stunt. Just make it you. Whatever you do, she gon’ feel it if it’s real.”

Jacob leaned back, agreeing. “And she already ridin’ with you, man. Ain’t nobody takin’ six grown men to Disney unless she care.”

Sefa pointed with his cup. “Facts. She like you. The rest is details.”

Jimmy cracked a smile at that, some of the tension slipping away. “Still don’t mean I ain’t nervous. What if she say no?”

Zilla shook his head. “Then she buggin’. But nah— Chanel don’t strike me as the type to play games. If she didn’t see somethin’ in you, she would’ve been ghost.”

Jey sat forward, grinning again. “Look, Friday’s your shot. Do somethin’ smooth — dinner, maybe somewhere quiet, let it just flow. You’ll know when it’s time to say it.”

Jimmy nodded, finally leaning back and exhaling. “Yeah. You right.”

Jacob smirked. “You need help pickin’ a spot? ’Cause if I leave it up to you, you gon’ take her to the same damn Waffle House.”

The room burst into laughter again, even Jimmy shaking his head. “Man, shut up. That Waffle House hit though.”

Sefa laughed so hard he had to put his cup down. “Bro, if you make her your girl over some scattered, smothered, and covered hashbrowns, I’m tellin’ everybody.”

Jimmy chuckled, holding up his hands in surrender. “Aight, aight. I’ll plan somethin’ better. Something… worthy.”

Jey grinned. “That’s what I like to hear. Just don’t forget to breathe, bruh.”

Jimmy laughed softly, then glanced back down at his phone again — the unread text from Chanel still sitting there from earlier, a selfie she’d sent of her grinning with a fresh braid pattern, captioned:

Don’t forget to eat somethin’, workaholic.

He smiled to himself again — that same quiet, soft kind of smile that said it all.

“Yeah,” he murmured. “Friday gon’ be right.”

21

Jimmy was sitting at the head of the table with his notebook open, elbows on the surface, staring at a blank page like it personally offended him. Jey had a toothpick between his lips, scrolling through restaurant options on his phone. Sefa had a laptop open with tabs upon tabs of “romantic but chill date ideas.” Jacob and Zilla were half arguing, half brainstorming from the couch.

“Bro,” Sefa said, squinting at his screen, “how you feel about dinner on the beach? Candlelight, sunset, boom— romantic.”

Jacob snorted. “Dinner on the beach? This man tryna get sand in his steak.”

“Man, I’m serious!” Sefa threw a fry at him. “It’s a whole vibe.”

Zilla leaned forward, deadpan. “Yeah, till a seagull crash the scene and steal the breadsticks. Nah, we gotta think classic but personal. Something that say ‘I like you’ but also ‘I got range.’”

Jimmy rubbed his face, groaning softly. “Y’all makin’ this sound like a marketing pitch.”

Jey finally looked up from his phone. “Aight, what do you want, braids? What’s the vibe?”

Jimmy leaned back, thoughtful. “I want it to be easy, you know? Somewhere we can actually talk, no noise, no interruptions. She likes good food, music that hits but ain’t loud, and she loves detail. Like, stuff that shows you paid attention.”

Jacob raised an eyebrow. “Detail, huh? So what’s something she mentioned that stuck with you?”

He paused for a second, then smiled faintly. “She said once she ain’t been to a jazz spot since college. Said she misses that old soul energy, real instruments, no autotune.”

Sefa pointed immediately. “Boom! That’s your lane, right there. Jazz bar. Real instruments, dim lights, the whole mood.”

Zilla nodded. “Yeah, and make it private — not too crowded. You want it to feel like the world fell away, just y’all.”

Jimmy scribbled a note in his book, eyes narrowing with focus now. “Jazz bar. Private section. Good food. No chaos.”

Jacob smirked. “And you better pull up lookin’ sharp. Suit jacket, maybe dark slacks. You can’t half-step if you tryna make her your girl.”

Jey grinned. “Oh, he already know that. Jimmy gon’ show up smellin’ like money and intention.”

That made everyone laugh, but Jimmy didn’t deny it — he was too busy flipping to a clean page and jotting down more details.

“Alright,” Sefa said, “so what’s the food situation? You keepin’ it simple or fancy?”

“She like flavor,” Jimmy said. “Real food, not tiny portions on a big plate. Maybe somethin’ with seafood — she went crazy for that shrimp bowl last time.”

Zilla snapped his fingers. “Then get a spot that does Creole or Cajun fusion. Romantic, flavorful, and it’ll smell like heaven. Add some live sax, and she’ll melt before dessert.”

Jacob looked impressed. “Man, you sound like you plannin’ a proposal at this point.”

Jey grinned. “He lowkey is.”

“Shut up,” Jimmy said, but he was smiling. “Y’all makin’ me nervous again.”

Sefa laughed. “Good. Means you care.”

The room buzzed again with ideas — what wine to order, what dessert would fit, whether he should bring a gift or keep it simple. That’s when Jacob leaned forward, serious for once.

“You should give her somethin’ she can wear,” he said. “Not flowers. Somethin’ personal. Like how she gave you that memory with the Disney trip — make your gift a piece of that same energy.”

Jimmy looked up, thoughtful. “Like what?”

Jey grinned. “A chain. Small gold pendant — subtle but clean. Something that says, ‘you matter’ without you sayin’ it.”

Zilla nodded. “And make sure it ain’t generic. Engrave it with somethin’ — initials, a quote, a date.”

Sefa tilted his head. “You should do the date of the first one — that first Friday. The night she wore that red suit and heels, the one that had you stuttering.”

The whole room erupted in laughter at that, Jimmy shaking his head, smiling despite the embarrassment. “Man, y’all don’t forget nothin’, huh?”

Jacob chuckled. “We remember when a player turns into a poet.”

Sefa clapped him on the back. “Aight, so we got the blueprint — jazz bar, real food, gold chain, clean fit. You ask her at the end of the night.”

Jimmy exhaled slowly, letting the idea solidify. He could already see it — her across the table, soft lights catching her skin, that grin that broke through her calm every now and then. He wanted that again.

“Yeah,” he said finally, smiling to himself. “That’s it. That’s the move.”

Jey grinned, grabbing his keys. “Then we hittin’ the jeweler before they close. No excuses.”

Sefa grabbed his jacket. “And after that, we goin’ to pick your outfit. You ain’t gon’ embarrass us lookin’ half put together.”

Jimmy groaned, standing reluctantly. “Y’all actin’ like I can’t dress.”

Jacob smirked. “You can. But we gon’ make sure you kill.”

As they filed out the office, Zilla’s voice trailed behind, teasing. “Friday night, don’t stutter, don’t fumble, and don’t mention Waffle House.”

Jimmy laughed, shaking his head as the door closed behind them. “Man, I hate y’all.”

“Yeah,” Jey called back, “but you love her though.”

Jimmy didn’t respond — just smiled, low and sure, like a man who knew the truth didn’t need saying out loud.