Farah

dealing with demons disguised as my feelings

[teehi2000]

I deserve to feel happy

[turkii-h]

and maybe I did expect too much

[audreystyles2]

[teehi2000]

All I do is let people drag me to the ground like I’m piece of shit I don’t deserve anything like even to wake up the next morning there is a black hole in my heart,I’m dying why there’s no one there to hold me up like when I need someone to talk to everyone disappear maybe the problem is me not maybe it’s is I only deserve to dye deserve to burn in Hell faraaahh burn in fucking hell I hate you I really do I’m done to feel anything I want just to Rest In Peace.

[teehi2000]

Why me ?

[teehi2000]

I’m falling

[teehi2000]

So dead inside

[teehi2000]

I can’t make it to the other side.

[teehi2000]

لا مش عم ببكي دمعت من الدخان.

[teehi2000]

Waiting for death to frees me from here.

[teehi2000]

[antigonick]

“I saw violence in anything with a face. I wished for a place big enough for grief, & all I got was more grief.”

— Chen Chen, “How I Became Sagacious,” from When I Grow Up I Want to Be a List of Further Possibilities (via forestcreatures)

[teehi2000]

I feel pretty down

[teehi2000]

Too much shit to handle I’m so fucking tired of feeling like shit everyday to wake up to the same day the same fucking dayyy I’m donee the things that used to make me happy now its make me feel like shit I blame myself for living I don’t know what the fuck is going on with me but the onlything I know that I’m done.

[teehi2000]

[teehi2000]

[teehi2000]

I don’t wanna be myself