i am me

hi i'm trevor, i blow my candles every february 14th and as long as im here you can be too. theres always blue sky on a cloudy day.

[the-fault-in-our-scars]

Depression changes you. I remember liking things. I just no longer remember why I liked them.

Excerpt from a book I’m writing. (via the-fault-in-our-scars)

[teejvy]

i hate the monster youve turned me into

[leave-me-colourless]

[br-o-ken-poetry]

I don’t think there’s anything more painful than when you start talking about something you’re really passionate about, and someone says “here we go again”, and you realise you’re just an annoying burden to everyone around you and you just fade out of the conversation and don’t want to say anything to anyone anymore.

dark thoughts (via br-o-ken-poetry)

[rabiaintensa-deactivated2019100]

[c-isnenegro]

[dudebro1993]

[eletricdreamz]

[teejvy]

i hate feeling this way, and i know im the only to blame. i forgot the last time i smiled and meant it. im trying so hard to change my ways, and change who i want to be.. but noone fucking sees it and its driving me fuckin insane. im crying for help, reaching out for a hand to grab but noone is there on the other side. im alone, more alone than ive ever been. i just want it all to end, im so done with life. its not even worth living at this point.

[itsconsumingme-deactivated20210]

day by day, pray that i stay 

[broken-and-recovering-deactivat]

[br-o-ken-poetry]

[hallita]

[executiveshade]

“You know that death is the most beautiful part of life, right? Death is beautiful because we all fear death. And fear is the most amazing emotion of all because it creates complete awareness. It brings you to now, and it makes you truly present. And when you’re truly present, that’s nirvana. That’s pure love. So death is pure love.”

[teejvy]

i would never, under any circumstance make my child feel this way. 

[teejvy]

youre making me want to do some fucked up shit. 

[iskaldvind-deactivated20160329]