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wingdingle

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iamtheoneandonlyever

i saw this and the exact moment the vid ended, a firework went off somewhere near my house....

coincidence? I THINK NOT

thanks for setting me back years in therapy and then continuing to act like we’re friends

im sorry

Happy new year you are loved

im late but thank you

#who??

joshgrobanscock

sorrry sort of exploding because i’ve fucked up so many things !!! and life is so fucking awful and it’s so beautiful too and the rot and death only can exist because there is better . love exists and i see it on so many peoples faces and i see it on dark nights and i see it in the memories ive held . but there is so much evil in this world it makes me want to cry i see it in my nightmares . and there’s death and i remember the day i knew that this world isn’t for me . and maybe im off my meds but i see god in the branches of the trees and on my dads face but i see so much sadness there too. and sometimes people i care about so much might care about me less than i care for them and sometimes the reverse will happen!!! and i’ll hurt people and ill be hurt and it feels like an awful cycle . and i have a recording of a call that i meant to delete and i can hear my lamp in the background and i can hear her smile maybe . and i want to dissolve i want to live but i don’t think i ever will .

#this was great to read #thank you #got the notification and had to see what joshgrobanscock came for #life really got better

temedtime

time capsule post bc why not

this will post in a year

I am currently besties with will* and flowey

me and annalise just broke up

I think im like super in live with will* but I still dont know

im a freshman

C in english :(

ember, you are an amazing person and can get through whatevers happening. I know its early december so youre probably dating someone or breaking up right now. things will get better. eli loves you. flowey loves you. the youngsters love you even though you go to different schools now. if youre doing drugs, thats okay. sometimes you just need to cope.

temedtime

this is strange to read

update I barely talk to those people and the youngsters hate me now

I am dating someone and I see a long future with them

b in english now

annalise is not a good person at all

I was in love with him and I was too scared so I didnt put in the effort to be friends anymore

if youre reading this, it was never you, I still see you as a great person. I couldnt handle being friends after I realized I loved you more than that and I didnt know how to work it out.

zoë makes me happy

and yes ive been off of all drugs for 8 months now!!! go ember