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Speaking on Various Things

[templeofthat]

Salve me, Fons Pietatis.

[templeofthat]

How I'm gonna come home tomorrow

[templeofthat]

This bitch, my soon-to-be manager, said i was too soft. Okay, I went through 22 years of existing and remained gentle. What the fuck is your excuse?

[templeofthat]

Okay, bitch, I have Depression, BPD and Anxiety. I used to be a hooker. I grew up with emotional and verbal abuse that sometimes escalated into physical. I was bullied both physically and emotionally for my entire primary school (7 years) and still remained gentle. This gentleness came with self-harm and three hospitalizations and suicide watch. Tell me, if in your 40-50 years, you have not found that gentleness in yourself? Or at least the decency of being human?

[templeofthat]

Me realizing that Al-Rahman wouldn't have given me this job if he didn't think I couldn't bear it and all my fear vanished

[templeofthat]

This bitch, my soon-to-be manager, said i was too soft. Okay, I went through 22 years of existing and remained gentle. What the fuck is your excuse?

[oldmotherredcap]

Curses go against the threefold law. Just a friendly reminder. Blessed be! )O(

[penumbralwoods]

every time someone realizes they dont have to pick between being a boy or a girl an angel gets its wings btw. and also extremely loud cheering can be heard in the distance from me specifically

[templeofthat]

All I know is that I'm human and I like petplay, so maybe not entirely human, maybe more of a puppy-boy/girl/mix.

[templeofthat]

What's your gender? Bitch, I don't care. I'm a fag regardless. Whether I feel more womanly or manly, I'm still a fag in the eyes of conservative white people.

[problematicghosty]

you’re allowed to be a boy btw. You’re allowed to be a girl. You’re allowed to be both or neither or something else entirely. You’re allowed.

[templeofthat]

One of my other neurodivergent experiences is that I struggle to fully relate to people emotionally. But I can give them advice and information from psychology papers that I read and based on what I've learned. Like, a person will be crying and I'll tell them to wash their face, but because it activates the mammalian diving reflex. Someone will be anxious and I'll tell them to tap their legs because of bilateral stimulation. It's kinda weird because I have to pretend to be a human and console them but at the same time, I know not everyone wants to be consoled... like... how do I explain this?

[templeofthat]

When its dark so now i have to rely on weight, sound, texture, my hands and feet to get around because night blindness

[krasnoarmeyets-deactivated191907]

before there was Online there was lying on the floor and studying the patterns of the carpet and tracing it with your finger

[templeofthat]

Give me one of these bad boys and I'll distract myself for hours

[templeofthat]

Saturnine Log: 18/07/26

I was called into the bar to be told I start next week. From what I know, the shift starts at 8. Which means i have to now organize my spiritual life around that. If I wake up at 5, I should be able to work with it. But it also means I need to scale my practice down to something usable in tangent with working life. I have to define what I "can't go without" to say the least. The night rituals will remain, it's just the morning rituals that need to be changed up a bit. It is currently still Gupt Navratri so my sadhana is a fixture for now.

Marduk Libation and 50 Names

Saturn attunement and approach

Garment of Light

Letter of Gratitude

Tonight will be:

Grail of Wisdom

Garment of Light

Invocation of Saturn

Bane Breaker

Magi's Shield

I have already made the calendar for next week.

[ome-magical-ramblings]

Congrats on getting the job!

[templeofthat]

Thank you, I'm honestly so nervous

[templeofthat]

Preparing a Prayog to Kamadeva to make me attractive to people, my boss and so on... a girls gotta do what girls gotta do

[templeofthat]

Me going to the fuckass job I prayed for and got

[templeofthat]

Introduction Post

Hi, I'm Icarus, formerly Mirror Mysteria and now, Temple of That. I've been on Tumblr since high school, writing about witchcraft and folk beliefs.

The Story Behind Icarus

I used to always joke that I flew too close to the sun and would constantly crash from burnout like Icarus crashed

My Craft

I'm an Aaiyyanist, a branch of Tantra and Mantra said to have begun in South India that focuses on Dravidian Aaiyyanism under Murugan. I also practice Catholic folk magic, Espiritismo and more. Currently, my path is rather inspired by Islamicate occultism.

I also work with daimons such as Tyche, Hygeia and so on. I also work with demons such as Astaroth and Asmodeus and the folkloric Devil.

The spells you see on this blog have been tested beforehand by me. I also offer readings through Payoneer, have a Facebook, WordPress and Substack page.