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I'm squinting and putting my face forward to see things on my laptop and then belatedly realize I have glasses.. why do I keep making myself blind on purpose

#untagged #my eyesight is so bad and I still let myself suffer by being too lazy to wear glasses lmao #and then whenever I wear it— I exclaim internally; “I can finally see!”

Its so funny how difficult it is to write 200 words of academic writing compared to how easy it is for me to write 500+ words of indulgent writing.. 🥹

#untagged #I literally squeezed the word count into 202 words just to make my narration 1 minute longer LMAO #but I'm able to write fanfic dialogues that goes over 1k words #why can't I do it academically huhu

ngl our room looks so neat now even though it somewhat feels empty now that most of the useless stuff are gone.. Im mostly glad its clean now tho

#untagged #do you believe me if I tell u cleaning our room wasnt in my to do list?#now im debating wether having a to do list is good for me or not!#I somehow avoid my to do list and then do something thats not on my to do list.. even tho making to do lists helps me not forget #my motivation is so spontaneous and random 0(-(#I cannot control it— It controls me

It's finals week AGH

#untagged #send help #pls send me braincells to motivate me in finishing my finals OTL

Gosh I was so busy today— we de-cluttered our room and now it looks so empty XDd

That just means we had too much trash lying around 💀

#untagged #we're also preparing for a new cat #thats why we cleaned our room properly!#already ordered a bunch of stuff they need #I hope everything goes well~

My big brother and I's communication consists mostly of sending vid links about dark humor XD

#untagged #ofc we talk abt other stuff #other stuff means only about games HAHA #im happy we talk a lot now :D

I keep changing things up on how I track things, list tasks and planning stuff because I hate looking at the same thing for too long XD

I come to hate looking at it after a month or so and I have to change its appearance to something new or place it in a different style in order to make it look interesting to look at and not boring!

Or else I'd be wayy too unproductive than I already am with it :'D

It's not a great improvement for me if I have to keep doing this to keep myself motivated but compared to back when I wasn't using a planner or journal— My head's thoughts are all over the place! I was such a mess than I am now.

I haven't really found something that's truly fitting for my behaviour and make my life easier that would really help me improve and become better as a person in handling things but so far having a planner or journal helps a bit :)

#untagged #my life's a mess but at least I list stuff I wanna do someday and not feel bad about forgetting it <3

So far I'm using tumblr as my journal and less of an art progress blog LMAO

#untagged #Oh I think diary is a better term than journal #journal is when u make ur pages look pretty!#I journal on excel but only for time trackers and stuff! lots of words go on word #but I've been less chatty on my journal due to low motivation so I'm mostly using tumblr to share my thoughts for now!

idk if I'm using the tagging system correctly in terms of adding extra stuff in posts HAHA

Did I write too much? Should I shorten it or just include then on the post itself?

Oh well! This is my blog, I'll do whatever I feel like!

#untagged #writing extra stuff on tags are like hidden easter eggs hehehe

I miss playing stardew valley 0(-(

Once summer begins, Imma fix our PC up to make SV run great!!

#untagged #I mostly miss playing SV w my twin #It's a lot of fun to play together!!#we'd play minecraft too if only our laptop could handle it </3 #he has limited storage and I have potato laptop :'D

I just realized it's more than a week left and it'll be July!

It's only a matter of time until this year ends too..

#untagged #Time really flies so fast urggg #I should do things more.. perhaps thats why time's so fleeting for me

It's hard to get in the zone but once I do, I forget everything else and focus only on what I'm doing!

I hate anything that would distract or interrupt my rhythm— I fear my zone will go away when I do and then not be able to be in thay zone again for a long time,,

I should wear a "do not disturb" sign on my back or on my door when I'm busy XD

#untagged #Forget everything included eating meals! That's a bad thing #but I literally don't feel any hunger until I finish it haha #I should also add “DNI at all costs!!” to make it importanter!#importanter? now im making up words!!

Steamed some flans and and filo rice cakes with the leftover milk from the lasagna I made last sunday!

Tastes really great! 💙

#untagged #lasagna was a delish too!#I love cooking!!#I would share pictures but I forgot woops #they've already been devoured!

My fingers are burning from making dynam¡te lumpia 💀🔥🔥

It didn't burn while I was making it but after washing my hands, I think it activated LMAO

Now I type this to share here while the wind from the fan heightens up the pain 💁

#untagged #the burn never bothered me anyway~#(thats a lie)#bultaoreune

Just keep going, just keep going, just keep going~ ☆

#untagged #it's based from Dory!

I think too much and I both hate and love it LMAO.

It's not about negative things like rethinking choices over and over again but instead its always about details and specifications: What's this? Why's this? How's this?

Any detail you can think of asking about a thing— I wanna know them all!

Every step I should do, every plan I should make— I need to think it all!!

I obsess on things that you usually don't obsess over!

And If I can't think, I can't move. I have to think in order to move. In order to do things successfully. So that these things I do don't end up failing.

Quite a perfectionist I am! :D

#untagged #sometimes thinking too much makes me not move too #bc I keep going over and over on a detail to make sure its there and its perfect and its ok-looking #I force myself to take a quick sleep when that happens!#bc it'd be an endless cycle of going back and forth leaving the detail alone and then checking it again seconds later #makes my thinking too intense that it hurts my head :')#sometimes forcing myself to think when I can't hurts my head too #to think or not to think makes my head ache either way! How unfortunate </3

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