i am permanently preoccupied with your past

i will stop cutting my pants into shorts. i will address the issues i cannot ignore. and will do the things i think you might like, and i will be alone, probably the rest of my life. [indie rp blog ; still under construction.]

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decidue started following you

...what's a decidue, 'zactly?

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oogieman started following you

Oogieman? Sounds a bit like boogieman, but... Think that's the point. Here's to hoping you're nothing like him, mate. I'm Coleman, and you're not the boogieman.

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gclddigger started following you

Hello, hello, hello! You know what would be an incredible start to this friendship? Names. M'Coleman, but you can call me... Coleman, actually.

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11:14 PM I’m thinking about him again. Is he thinking about me? 11:15 PM I thought I moved on but I keep going back. What the hell is wrong with me? 11:16 PM Sometimes I hate myself for being so stupid. Sometimes I wish we never met 11:17 PM Things got bad when he left and it’s his fault but maybe it’s my fault. I forgot to close the blinds 11:18 PM I’m not going to sleep tonight. My eyelids are heavy but my head is pounding 11:19 PM I have a cough and I keep thinking that I’m sick but what am I really? I might be going crazy 11:20 PM There’s better boys out there, stop letting one of the bad ones slip into your veins 11:21 PM I thought I was done with him but he’s always my last damned thought before I fall asleep 11:22 PM Now I’m falling asleep but I can’t really breathe. I still haven’t closed the blinds.

Thoughts per minute

By @thoseconstellations

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60xb started following you

Nice to see a face around here! Guess that's my own fault, though. Probably is, most things are. But cutting to the chase, m'Coleman.

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Small Hands - Keaton Henson

Miss your small hands in the palm of mine, the fact they're good at making Miss you sitting up incessantly, and the fact you're always waking in the night

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Go home. Put your best record on. Loud as it’ll play. And with every note, you remember: that’s something that the darkness couldn’t take from you.

Fred Thursday, Endeavour (via uptoeleven)

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