I'm a rebel just for kicks

NSFW blog of a California trans-man.

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I have a twitter!

Hey there those of you still left here!

I have a Twitter now! I am back to posting nudes. Some of the images uploaded will be from this blog but there will be lots of new content coming at ya every week. Come check me out!

#Flip23370092

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I don't normally pose with a cock but this candid is cute.

Male, 32

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I got a floating, glowing, puffer fish for my bathtub.

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Not a lot of piercers do the triangle! Do you mind if I ask who did yours?

I got mine done at a studio in San Francisco, CA. If you'd like to know which one and who did the piercing for me feel free to message me privately.

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I know this is probably a question you either get a lot or its one of them stupid questions if you dont mind me asking are you still able to get pregnant?

This is a question probably easily answered by a little digging around on Google but no, I am not. Testosterone prevents pregnancy. It also prevents menstruation after some time.

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did you get your genital piercing before or after you started T? if it was after, were there any complications?

I got both my genital piercings after several years on T and there were no complications at all. The triangle piercing is nearly impossible to do if you're not on T unless you were already born with a naturally larger clitorus.

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Did your piercings(lower bits) cause any adverse reactions? Any loss of feeling? Or added feeling? I want a piercing there but I'm nervous. 🙈💜💙

Good question and a valid concern. Thankfully for me I didn't lose any feeling. In fact, it has helped increase sensation for me! I will say the triangle piercing was a far more intense piercing and healing experience than the clitoral hood but I'm a form believer that a little pain shouldn't stop someone from doing something they really want.The best way to ensure you don't lose sensation is do your research on finding a really good piercest who has experience. Get a consolation with them first so they can go over with you what to expect and make sure you have anatomy that will support that piercing.Take good care of you piercing so you don't get an infection and follow the steps the piercest gave you and you'll retain all of your sensation. I'm so glad I got my piercings!

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i totally don’t want to word this wrong, but do you have a specific gender you’re attracted to? i couldn’t find it on your blog! if this is insensitive, please don’t feel like you have to answer

Not insensitive at all! My sexuality is complicated, haha! I'm mostly straight, I'm romantically and sexually attracted to all forms of women and women in any stage of womanhood (referring to transwomen there). But I do consider myself bisexual in the respect that I am sexually attracted to cisgender men. There has really only ever been 1 or 2 men I actually felt like I could develop a romantic bond with but seeing as I'm already very happily married, I never persued anything of it because I already feel fulfilled in that department.

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Let's talk dirty talk!!

This is a topic of consent when it comes to dirty messages, asks, texts, emails, etc..

Now I recognize that I'm a porn blog and I post nudes of myself. And while I appreciate most forms of flattery I get, what I don't appreciate is unsolicited dirty talk. If my photos inspire you to send me pictures of you're genitals or nsfw text based messages then more power to ya, but don't expect me to have a favourable response.

To me, dirty talk is still a form of sexual contact that should have a conversation about desires, things that might upset you, and consent, before engaging. We are all different and what might turn you on might at best turn the other person off and at worst, deeply trigger or upset them.

So here's my advice before messaging people with nsfw content when they did not specifically ask for it. Have a conversion with them first! Talk about what you both enjoy. Talk about what you don't. But above all make sure you have consent.

There is no bigger turn off to me than sending me dirty texts without getting to know me first and having a conversation about our desires and distastes.

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FtM boys and men can have...

dicks,

clits,

cocks,

cunts,

microphallis,

pussies,

and everything else under the sun!

No matter what you like to call or have your genitals be called you're all man and you're hot as fuck. Be honest with yourself and others. Put your foot down about the language you want used. Never let anyone degrade you (unless it's consensual.) Rock what you got.

We are all valid.

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So I’ve been thinking about getting my junk pierced, but as a trans man I’m unsure of how I’ll feel once it’s done. I don’t get too bad of bottom disphoria regularly but there’s days when it’s really strong. I was wondering how your experience has been with having it done, and if you had much disphoria before, if it helped/made it worse.

Thankfully genital dysmorphia is never something I've had so I can't speak to that aspect of it but I have heard from other trans folk (and survivors of sexual trauma) who have had piercings and they all had great things to say about the healing aspect of owning your body again in that way.As for how it's made me feel I love it. Clearly, since I have two! If you go to a good piercest and explain what your ideas are they will tell you if they think your anatomy will properly support the piercing you desire. It's definitely helped increase sensation a lot too which I like and for the most part I don't really feel them there throughout the day. The only thing they might inhibit or complicate is pumping or using a sleeve. If that's something you do I would talk to your piercest about it to see what they have to say.I hope this helped!

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I'm going to say something a little controversial here. I'm not looking for a political debate on the matter so please refrain from a debate or argument.

While trying to see from all perspectives I've seen a LOT of photograph posts of cis men with photoshopped vaginas on them. And I don't like it.

There is already such a huge beauty standard for transmen to look a certain way and feeling inadequate because many will never achieve a chisled jaw or body builder style muscle with little to no fat distribution to accentuate more feminine attributes. Most transmen will have scarring on their chest from surgery, if they can afford surgery at all.

Fetishizing a cis man with a vagina is all well and good but it can cause a lot of damage to transmen sensitive about body issues when they are immersed in or surrounded or simply come across these photoshopped images and have to face the fact that these men have bodies they may desire and will likely never achieve without expensive cosmetic surgery.

Obviously not every transman is going to feel hurt by this new craze going on and I am personally not bothered by it but people should be aware of the negativity it might cause for transmen. Especially if you claim to be an ally and posting images of these photoshopped cis men alongside transmen seems really gross in my personal opinion.

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I have been getting so many kind words on my photosets from folks. Thank you so much everyone! You are all so sweet.

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Your tattoos are amazing

Thank you so much! I'm looking forward to getting more.

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Are you still on T? I've always wondered how long trans men have to use it, it seems like you wouldnt need to take it forever to pass permanently, right? Anyhow, thanks for being so open, your blog has been a great help with learning to accept myself! 💞 - someone who is confused, but is most likely a trans guy who needs to accept themself and learn more

Unfortunately I will be on T for the rest of my life. Since I’ve been on it for so long (roughly 8 years) I can generally go about 3-4 weeks before I notice anything. Yes I pass but I will eventually experience hormonal effects like hot flashes, moodiness, and acne. It’s not recommended to ever go off unless directed by your doctor. Good luck my friend!

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Hello to all my new followers!

Since I'm back to posting new content here is a few things to be aware of.

* I am always available to chat or offer a listening ear and words of encouragement

* I'm way harder to firt with but good luck ;)

* 18+ only please!! If you are under 18 and you reblog or follow me I will block you. Come back when you're of age and we'll talk. I monitor this blog and it's activity and I don't fuck around with this.

* I identify as a male but I'm pretty gender fluid and I don't relate my genitalia as penile.

* I support everyone LGBTQ and everyone of every race, gender, including cisgendered and heterosexual, and every body type.

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This is just a PSA to remind folks that even though I identify as male, my genitals do not. I don't consider myself to have a penis and I don't want one. If you are reblogging my posts or mentioning my genitals in a comment or message I ask that you please refrain from using penis specific words. It doesn't offend me but I really like being able to offer folks another opinion on transmen and what's between their legs by sharing and being open about my own body so I'd like to stay true to that.

Thanks!