𝚊𝚗𝚡𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜

I’m not suicidal. I post all my feelings. 26 | Female

[j-quiggles]

Really want to die but I know I can’t

[tew-sad]

Isn’t it great when no one around you fucking listens??. Shit just keeps getting worse.

No one seems to fucking care

[tew-sad]

One day left in the house I grew up in….

So many sad unwanted feelings have come over me in the last week

It sucks

I have friends here not over there

I’m not good at the friend making part

I guess it’s time to just stick to myself

[tew-sad]

It’s the best having anxiety now 😫

[tew-sad]

Imagine having a full-blown conversation with yourself while you’re having a breakdown in the shower.

[tew-sad]

He tells me “ I’m gonna hold off with dating until we move and then you and I can go meet people”

* he goes on a dating app and been talking to this girl for a few weeks and finally asks her out*

Thanks for nothing I guess. Can’t rely on family either. 

[tew-sad]

“Oh your so popular”

Where? On Snapchat? yeah maybe but I don’t know half of the fucking people I have on Snapchat. But in reality:

Not really. If I was so popular, would I be sitting home alone on a Saturday night? I don’t ever do anything. All I have been doing is going to work.

People assume I have so many friends that want to hang out all the time and it’s not true. I can barely make plans with people because people are goddamn busy.

It’s really sad. I move in three weeks and people say they wanted to make plans with me before I moved out of the area and I haven’t heard much.

So much for having “friends”, right? 

[tew-sad]

Ever had to power through a panic attack with a smile on your face because you couldn’t cry out-loud because you were in close proximity with others ???? No????¿?? Oh…

[tew-sad]

Per usual no one was there yet again

[tew-sad]

No one will ever understand anyone’s anxiety. My anxiety doesn’t allow to speak or think straight and people end up leaving. The overwhelming feeling that anxiety brings is breathtaking and not in the good way

[tew-sad]

I fucked up

I addressed a concern… and got told I’m playing mind games…😩😭

[wolkzz]

The answer is always yes

[xmilkwee3dx-deactivated20260208]

Mentally floating face down in a river

[tew-sad]

| | _.sarcastic.me_ · Original audio

. _.sarcastic.me_ · Original audio

Me.

[tew-sad]

I am so sorry that you’re going through this. Losing your best fucking friend because life is making it hard to stay on track to keep the person I love the most in my life. Sometimes that break is a good thing. Sometimes it helps you realize that, things may not work out and that’s OK. I’m so sorry you’re going through this 🥺 That’s what my ex made me feel. I just wanted to cry right in front of you earlier but I couldn’t.😔

[tew-sad]

I just wish everyone else understood my mental damage

[werenotreallystrangers]