Brookland Views

thoughts on the fringe from an unrepentant gay

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The Brewer twins, Adirondacks, N.Y., 1992, by Bruce Weber

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Bruce Weber. The Brewer Twins. Adirondacks, New York, 1992

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Brothers-twins Kyle and Lane Carlson, Golden Beach, Florida, 2000, by Bruce Weber

The twins, despite both being heterosexual, became gay icons due to the often homoerotic imagery of their photoshoot.

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new year's resolution: sex with my cousin

i've been sexually infatuated with my first cousin all our adult lives since we're the same age. we're about the same height and just as horny. recently, i posted some thirst traps on facebook messenger that he has reacted to with heart and heart eye emojis.

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MILO & ELIJAH PETERS ♡♡♡

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gay porn in the late 2000s and early 2010s pushed boundaries in ways rarely seen now. the industry has become increasingly solitary through onlyfans and other individual content creation. the peters twins broke taboos like we may not see for another generation.

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currently reading

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in honor of the beaver moon, here’s a peak at my bussy

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rent-a-cop can get it

there is a lanky 21-year-oldish security guard at my workplace who perks up my bussy whenever i see him. he calls me boss but i want to submit to him. he is likely straight, though i feel he is horny enough to jump into bed with me. we have chatted at his lobby desk a few times. he gives off porn addled gamer and big dick energy vibes.

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the security guard told me "he fucks with me," or his way of saying he likes me. unprompted, he told me a few days ago that he'd give me his instagram. when he does, i'm going to ask him for his only fans. he probably doesn't have one but i want him to know i think of him like that.

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this beautiful guy and i graduated from the same university. i found him on twitter some years ago and dm'd him when he had one single nude posted there. it was singularly lovely how artistically inspired he was with the lighting and angles he used that i was compelled to congratulate him. his response was sheer graciousness. he eventually posted more nudes and even had a successful only fans account filming with a few relatively big name porn performers. i was looking for underwear sometime last year and stumbled upon these shots.

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rent-a-cop can get it

there is a lanky 21-year-oldish security guard at my workplace who perks up my bussy whenever i see him. he calls me boss but i want to submit to him. he is likely straight, though i feel he is horny enough to jump into bed with me. we have chatted at his lobby desk a few times. he gives off porn addled gamer and big dick energy vibes.

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october full moon means more ass

taken in 2021 in a haunted new orleans hotel.

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sex workers are my heroes

recently, i was having a conversation with a coworker about a former male intern who apparently alluded to doing sex work. the coworker and i laughed at the openness of this intern, but i secretly admire him for selling his bodily goods. i did sex work as an intern myself. inspired by a white house intern who said he was considering working as an escort, i posted an ad on backpage the second time i interned in d.c. these photos were in my ad. the weirdest request i got was a guy asking to insert his big toe in my tight butthole. sex workers share themselves at their most physically vulnerable and intimate. they deserve respect. i wish i could still live as fearlessly.

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full moon

in honor of the full moon today, this is my bare butt again and then some.

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sean cody coffee date

i recently discovered a former sean cody model who i lusted after works about two blocks from me. sean cody is the pinnacle of gay porn and i like to boast about how three of my friends who i eventually saw naked were approached by recruiters (one of them did corbin fisher instead). but i have never met a current or former sean cody model in person. i did come across a guy in a gym locker room who looked a lot like a former solo model but i was unable to confirm. this guy who works nearby performed for sean cody many years ago during the studios' glory days, doing three scenes, including topping two guys. he always stood out to me because he was one of the few latino models they ever cast. i managed to connect with him on linkedin and messaged him that i wanted to grab coffee since our workplaces are so close to each other. he hasn't replied. i haven't told him i know he's a former sean cody model. if we ever do meet up, i'm tempted to bring it up.

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summer flings end

i've always wanted to have a summer fling — someone to spend the summer pining over and vice versa. in this, the summer of 2025, i longed no more. i met this guy, a gangly, slightly hairy 6'2" white dude from the east coast living near one of my old haunts. we travelled to a few spots by plane, train, car and foot. we had hot, sweaty sex in dimly lit rooms. there was the customary exchange of selfies and hours-long texting. he'd never been with anyone, so there was a lot of instructing needed on my part. he was like the first day of spring and i like the last dusk of summer. there was a lot of explaining about what feels good and why. summer flings are short lived, and no flame is everlasting. the last time that fire between us burned, our bodies were wrapped together and our breaths were one. i told him, "i'm wet down there." him knowing what i meant is worth all the seasons of the year.

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stream of consciousness

i’m using this space to post what would likely get me fired on my other social media. these posts will be incognito but maybe a little more open in relation to my perspective and experiences than what i’ve got on facebook or twitter. all i’ll say about me for now is if you scroll down enough you’ll see this blog was started when i was an editorial intern in d.c. and i’m from texas, but you could’ve gathered those two facts from the blog’s name.

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my first nude selfie

this isn’t my first actual nude selfie but it is my first nude selfie i posted on social media. took this pic 10 years ago this week