A/N I’m really new to writing and this is my first time writing for Alex/Ivar so hopefully it’s not too awful.
Warnings: smut, this is adult content minors DNI!
“Y/N are you ok?” Your breath comes in heavy pants as you realise the man above you had stopped writhing. Why has he broken character? Your face suddenly flames as you realise you’d missed the directors call of cut, so caught up in your own fantasies. “Erm… yeah I’m fine, sorry” you reply when you realised you’d taken too long to answer. Alex pulls off of you and you are handed a dressing gown from one of the crew, you scurry to your dressing room filled with embarrassment.
You’d been acting for a while, just small parts here and there but this was your first big role and to be honest lately you’d been struggling to keep a grip on reality. You’d made great friends with the cast and crew particularly Alex as you had been working closely together. Off set you only saw everybody as a friend, a great sense of family came with being part of the show and it was something you hadn’t encountered on previous shows. But once you were on set it was a completely different story, maybe it was the hair? The dirt? The tension the actors had to create? But damn they were all so hot!! You had developed a crush on your leading man, but only on the character what on earth was wrong with you?!!
You had just finished getting showered and changed when there was a soft knock on the door of your apartment. “It’s open” you yelled whilst trying to find your favourite shoes. “Y/N looking gorgeous as ever” Marco spoke as he laid eyes on you. “Not looking so bad yourself” you reply with a wink. You’d all decided on a much needed night out to blow off some steam from all the long hours filming. When you got down to the taxi you realised Alex, Jordan and Alexander were already inside the car, Marco jumped in up front and left you wondering where on earth you were meant to sit? “Sorry this was all they had at short notice but you can sit here,” Alex spoke patting his lap. Your mind raced, great this wasn’t going to be awkward at all! You carefully perched as far forward as possible on his knees but Alex snaked his arms around your waist and pulled you further back into his lap, you felt his breath against your ear as he whispered “you look beautiful”. You felt your cheeks flush and wondered if this was such a good idea.
You arrived at the club only to find the rest of the cast already a few drinks in, you downed a couple of shots in hopes of catching up to the already buzzed atmosphere. “I love this song, Y/N come dance with me,” Georgia shouted over the thump of the heavy baseline. You let her drag you towards the dance floor it wasn’t really your type of music but with the sudden rush from the alcohol you let the music consume you and jumped around feeding off of Georgia’s vibes. You occasionally glanced back towards the rest of the cast, who were all watching you both dance but no one seemed as interested as Alex, his blue eyes followed your every move intensely and it sent a shiver down your spine. When a slightly more sultry r&b number blasted through the club you felt a pair of hands on your waist and a firm chest against your back, you turned your head slightly fully prepared to tell however had accosted you to fuck off, however pressed up against you was Marco so you relaxed slightly and just went with the music. That was until he leant by your ear, “he likes you ya know, hasn’t been able to take his eyes off you all night”. You looked round to see Alex with more than a slight irritation on his face whilst watching you dance with Marco. “Who?” You feigned innocence. “Oh come on Y/N I know you’re not stupid!” The song finished and you made your excuses to leave for home, you couldn’t take Marco’s words or Alex’s lingering stares any longer, you just didn’t see him like that. When he was Ivar now that was a sight and gave you feelings that weren’t particularly pure, but when you were off set he was just Alex, still beautiful but without the intensity that you craved.
Walking back on set after a couple of days break has you feeling like returning home, you were glad you’d been able to avoid everyone for a while after the night at the club and now you felt like your head was fully back in the game. “Y/N we need to reshoot the last scene, it wasn’t quite what we wanted” and there goes your newly found inner peace. An hour later after hair makeup and wardrobe you found yourself back filming a sex scene between your character and Alex’s. When you looked at him above you, hair braided, dirty faced and starting to build a little sweat from the intensity of the lights you feel your composure slip slightly. Don’t get me wrong there was absolutely nothing sexy about filming a scene like this in front of all the people and the cameras but honestly just the look of this man had you lost. Multiple times you forgot your lines and you felt like slapping yourself just to refocus, Alex smirking above you certainly did not help he’d clearly caught on to your little issue and you were sure plenty of others had also. After what seemed like a thousand takes you were finally done and wanted nothing more than to shower and leave without having to talk to anyone.
You’d been in your dressing room for all of two minutes when Alex knocked and walked straight in, “I was thinking, maybe we could go for a drink sometime, you know like a date?” He asked nervously. You were stunned and completely unprepared how were you going to let him down gently without there being major awkwardness on set. “I erm, I don’t really know what to say, I’m sorry but I only see you as a friend”. At first he looked hurt but then his eyes blazed in a way you’d never seen before, he started toward you “you know the way you react on set tells me otherwise”. You honestly didn’t know how to respond, should you tell him you’d developed a crush on his character not him? He would think you were crazy wouldn’t he? He cupped your cheek and as if he’d been reading your mind he said “I can keep this on” he pointed to his costume, he was still in full Ivar mode neither of you having had time to change yet. Before you had chance to respond he kissed you fiercely and pushed you roughly back against the wall, he pinned your hands above your head and set his mouth to work on your neck, you couldn’t help the whimper that escaped you. He made short work of losing your costume keeping his lips on yours whenever possible, your breath was coming in hot and heavy pants and when his hands found your now erect nipples and tugged sharply the moan you let out was a sound you’d never made before. His mouth seemed to be everywhere all at once as he moved from your lips to your neck, your nipples where he kissed and sucked before running his tongue down your stomach. He ran his fingers through your soaked folds before separating your legs more and delving in with his tongue, you tugged on his long hair while he licked flicked and sucked the entirety of your cunt. You didn’t feel the orgasm building it just hit you like a wall, you screamed and had to hold onto Alex’s shoulders to stop your legs from giving out, he used his tongue to guide you through it before pulling away to shed his own clothes. Without giving you chance to compose yourself you tapped the back of your thighs and you took his signal to jump and wrap your legs around him, he pushed himself into you with no warning at all and the noise he made was animalistic, he pounded into you at a relentless pace, how did he know that you liked it rough? That what you wanted was for someone to take control over you like this? It wasn’t long before your second orgasm rolled over you and you found yourself calling his name, it came as a shock to you that you’d called Alex and not Ivar, that you’d been able to keep some grip on reality. Alex came shortly after pulling out and letting his cum spray across your stomach. He smirked down at you, “I guess I knew what you wanted better than you”. Had he managed to keep in character the whole time or was he really just as intense as Ivar, at least when it came to sex. You figured only time would tell!
Credits to Alex: Yesterday was a very speciel one as I had the pleasure of spending the afternoon with renowned wildlife photographer and bad-ass survivor uri_golman_official 🦁We shared stories about photography, nature, acting and life. I left Uri, his wife Helle and Uri’s helper Mer, enlightened and uplifted - and with sore cheeks from laughing. I sincerely cannot wait to read his autobiography “Wild and Fearless” on his life and death(yes you read that correctly) and a life full of passion, adventure and love. 🐘🌳 Again, yesterday was special.
Credits to uri_golman_official: alexhoeghandersen tusind tak for en fantastisk formiddag i dit selskab. Du er en gudsbenådet skuespiller og naturfotograf.Jeg er vild med dine elefantbilleder. Af hjertet tak fordi du gad at lytte til mine lange historie🙏 du er et fantastisk menneske og en meget smuk sjæl. Tak for dig danheim_music markcarwardine1 nhm_wpy maraelephantproject ( uri_golman_official alexhoeghandersen thank you so much for a great morning in your company. You are a God-fearing actor and nature photographer. I love your elephant pictures. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening to my long story🙏 you are an amazing person and a very beautiful soul. Thanks for you danheim_music markcarwardine1 nhm_wpy maraelephantproject)