violet

minor In recovery sorta? 140 lbs

[th1nkingouttloud]

Hiii!! This is in intro for my acc :)

Im a minor and taken so please no gross or vile comments!!

This is mainly a venting acc

My style is sorta grungy ig

I enjoy painting and music!

I’m Omni and have a WONDERFUL gf<3

I love volley ball and contemporary dance!

I love bats and bugs 🐛

I’m an infp ⭐️

DO NOT BE RASIST, HOMOPHOBIC, FAT PHOBIC OR USE ANY RUDE AND INEXCUSABLE LANGUAGE TOWARDS A COMMUNITY OF PEOPLE!!

TW FOR THE STUFF BELOOOWWWW

This acc will talk about subjects like :

dr*g use, SH, SA, @n@ and some more traumatic things so please don’t look at my page unless your okay with this things!! I don’t want to get T worded so please just block instead of reporting :D🫶🏻

feel free to add my snap if you want to see more SH pics! It’s “soggynoddles0” (don’t ask😭)

I’m 5’7 and about 140 - 135 lbs, my GW is 100 and my UGW is 95 - 90 lbs :)

Have a lovely rest of your day!!

[th1nkingouttloud]

Gang, are these any good?

[rotting-bitch]

Guilt follows me like a stray dog

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This body is getting infuriating.

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Blades successfully hidden 😼💪🏻

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Gunna try to p3rg3 for the billionth time tomorrow!! :3

wish me luck!!🫶🏻

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Didn’t work ☹️

does anyone have any tips😭

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Gunna try to p3rg3 for the billionth time tomorrow!! :3

wish me luck!!🫶🏻

[th1nkingouttloud]

My daily life struggles:

Bugs in my brain :

“relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse.”

The sensible part of my brain:

“But if I do, I get admitted. Do I really wanna do that?”

Bugs in my brain:

“Yes.”

[th1nkingouttloud]

Damn, it’s been a while.

[bloodsslvt]

You don't understand

I need to destroy my body.

I need to suffer.

I need to get worse.

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I hate being in forced recovery.

[skinspos-world]

Ur not hungry ur high. Ur not hungry ur high. Ur not hungry ur high. Ur not hungry ur high. Ur not hungry ur high. Ur not hungry ur high. Ur not hungry ur high. Ur not hungry ur high. Ur not hungry ur high.

Ur not hungry ur thirsty. Ur not hungry ur thirsty. Ur not hungry ur thirsty. Ur not hungry ur thirsty. Ur not hungry ur thirsty ur not hungry ur thirsty. Ur not hungry ur thirsty. Ur not hungry ur thirsty. Ur not hungry.

Ur not hungry ur fat. Ur not hungry ur fat. Ur not hungry ur fat. Ur not hungry ur fat. Ur not hungry ur fat. Ur not hungry ur fat. Ur not hungry ur fat. Ur not hungry ur fat. Ur not hungry ur fat. Ur not hungry ur fat.

Ur not hungry ur bored. Ur not hungry ur bored. Ur not hungry ur bored. Ur not hungry ur bored. Ur not hungry ur bored ur not hungry ur bored. Ur not hungry ur bored. Ur not hungry ur bored. Ur not hungry.

Ur not hungry ur sad. Ur not hungry ur sad. Ur not hungry ur sad. Ur not hungry ur sad. Ur not hungry ur sad. Ur not hungry ur sad. Ur not hungry ur sad ur not hungry ur sad. Ur not hungry ur sad. Ur not hungry.

Ur not hungry ur addicted to food. Ur not hungry ur addicted to food. Ur not hungry ur addicted to food. Ur not hungry ur addicted to food. Ur not hungry ur addicted to food. Ur not hungry ur addicted to food.

Sometimes i just have to remind myself

[th1nkingouttloud]

Born to ⭐️ve, forced to eat😔

[wristcvtter]

Always 'healing' never healed.

Always 'in recovery' never recovered.

Always 'kept safe' never free.

Always 'still alive' never living.